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And it was the kind that was terminally ill. At the welcome party, Makino was supposed to speak on behalf of the freshmen, but he nodded with the principal as soon as he came on stage. It wasn't sick.

At the beginning, Bai Kui just thought he was funny, he was taciturn and solitary, and he had a distant similarity with himself. He was also a person who was outside the circle in the class, and he only showed up in important classes. I have been running around for money all the time, so that now I can't recognize my classmates.

The person who impressed Baikui the most was Makino. He looked so soft and easy to bully. boring.

But now Bai Kui thinks that he might as well be a mute, calling his name and not speaking, the scene is a bit embarrassing "meeting netizens and finding that we can't chat, it's better to type and communicate". It's stuck.

Makino looked at him for a long time but still didn't speak. Baikui went out with a lunch box discouraged. Today he was in a hurry and only made sushi. He sat opposite Makino and watched him eat, and asked, "How is it?"

Makino: Yes.

Baikui: That is not tasty.

Makino: Delicious.

Bai Kui: Then why don’t you just say it’s delicious?Mmm what um.

Makino: ...

Bai Kui looked him up and down again, he seemed much more pleasing to the eye than before, thought for a while and said: I will return the money to you when I get paid this month.

Makino put down his chopsticks and looked at him: No need.

Bai Kui joked, "Why?Take care of me?

Makino thought for a while, then nodded seriously: Yes.

Bai Kui saw him looking serious and serious, a terrible thought flashed through his mind, and then he was quickly suppressed.

07

A week later, Makino received his new wallet, with his ID card in it, and some money added, which, in Baikui's words, was "interest" and "spiritual loss."

Originally, Bai Kui didn't mean to follow his wallet. Who told him to look so stupid, and he didn't know how to get his wallet back after being taken by others. Since Bai Kui took everything and was short of money, he used it.

After eating, Makino put the bento box back to the administrator and waited for Baikui to pick it up. By the way, he stuffed the cash he returned into it. At night, he received a text message from Baikui: Why not?

He replied: Meal money.

After a while, Bai Kui called, and he said seriously: No matter what, I will return the money to you, otherwise I will feel like a liar.

Makino: No.

Bai Kui insisted: Are you fucking sick?I just lied to you.

Makino changed his words: Meal money.

Bai Kui muttered: I didn't cook for you specially, I gave you the leftovers because I didn't want to waste them.

Makino thought for a while and said: Next month.

Bai Kui compromises: All right, all right, then I can't be rich, no, I'm sleepy and going to sleep, bye.

Makino: Wait.

Baikui impatient: What else do you need?

Makino: Good night.

Baikui's heart seemed to be hit, and he lost all sleep in an instant. He turned over on the bed irritably, making the sound of fabric rubbing. Exit hung up the phone.

08

Bai Kui thinks he is not that kind of strong person, at most he just pretends not to care and ignores loneliness. He has lived alone for so long, and when he sees other people’s friends in groups, he somewhat envies their lively life , but he really doesn't have the energy to deal with any social interaction, and he has tried his best to continue living.

Apart from the class time, other vacancies are taken up by part-time jobs. There are only three situations where he is most comfortable. One is to skip class and go to the library to sleep, the other is to enjoy lunch alone, and the third is to play cats and watch movies late at night.He raised a stray cat. Although it was very ugly and had no aristocratic temperament, at least it was hygienic and could be a companion.

Recently, he has another job, delivering lunch to Makino. To be precise, it is also a part-time job. After all, Makino will pay him salary. The guilt of cheating told him about himself.

After Bai Kui was on the night shift, she went to the school library to sleep in the early morning. In order not to miss the 10:30 class, she inevitably ran into Makino. To be honest, he didn’t have many opportunities to meet Makino, and he usually delivered meals through management. Members, no chance of face-to-face contact.

The only face-to-face is when Bai Kui is lazy to sleep, he doesn't even mean to exchange a few words, he falls asleep, and wakes up once in the middle, he asks "what time is it" in a daze, and sleeps again without hearing the answer clearly past.

Makino actually had classes, but Bai Kui couldn't walk when Bai Kui was sleeping across from him. He read books and then Bai Kui, and didn't wake Bai Kui until ten o'clock. Only then fully woke up.

He unscrewed the unopened water and handed it over, Baikui took it and drank it slowly, then asked out of the blue: Do you like me?

Then before he could answer, he said again: I'm just kidding, you look like a straight man.

09

Because of Bai Kui's joke, Makino read a book and learned about the homosexual group. He was not sure whether he liked Bai Kui, but he was sure that Bai Kui liked men, and Bai Kui was gay.

Bai Kui accidentally saw his "study materials", took it out and asked him: Why are you reading this?Really like me?

Makino shook his head slowly, and then he saw that Bai Kui was obviously relieved, and he didn't know why he felt uncomfortable.

Bai Kui returned the book with the same theme, and went back to sleep but couldn't sleep at all. He lay on the table and looked sideways at Makino, only to find that Makino had changed his hairstyle and looked a little more pleasing to the eye.

He got a venomous tongue and asked: You finally found out that you are ugly?

Makino was at a loss for words, because Bai Kui always despised him for being ugly.

After a while, Bai Kui said, "Maybe it's because your grades are so outstanding that you can't feel it. A good-looking appearance is really a weapon to pass customs in various situations. If I were ugly, it would be difficult to find a job."

Makino asked along the way: What do you do for work?

Bai Kui dislikes herself: some unreputable jobs.

Makino didn't dare to ask any more questions. He probably imagined jobs with high wages that didn't require a diploma.

Makino has always lived a relatively relaxed life. His parents gave him a good environment, and he only needs to study a little seriously to improve himself. To be honest, he can't empathize with Baikui's life, but he can imagine that it must be very hard.

Bai Kui said in distaste: Can you stop looking at me with such sympathetic eyes, I can forgive you if you look better, it is simply sexual|harassment if you look like this.

Makino: Sorry.

Bai Kui continued to be disgusted: Are you mentally retarded? I scold you and you still apologize?

Makino: ...

10

Three months have passed, and Makino only knows Baikui's name and mobile phone number, all interactions are limited to the library, and Baikui sleeps most of the time together.

Makino was going to buy a pillow for Bai Kui, but he was afraid that if he bought it, he would be dismissed as "the pillow is as ugly as a person", so he simply sent a photo to Bai Kui for him to choose, but Bai Kui didn't reply to his message, and when he called again, he found out that it was a pillow. shutdown.

After a while, a man will call Makino, claiming to be a friend of Baikui, and ask him how to find Baikui. Makino doubts his identity, and does not tell him vaguely.

The next day, Makino went to the library early to wait for Bai Kui. Before he got close, he saw Bai Kui talking to a strange man. He reflexively thought that the man was the man who called yesterday.

Bai Kui was dragged away by a man last night and couldn't get off work, so she had no choice but to give him her mobile phone, and then received a new mobile phone today, the man's thoughts were really revealed.

The man asked: Do you have time at night?I invite you to dinner.

Bai Kui said directly: No.

Man: I know you have a job. I'll pay double your hourly wages. How about that?

Bai Kui said slowly: I don't make all the money.

Man: Three times.

Bai Kui stared at him for a while, with an irony that was half a smile on his face, looked away and saw Makino behind him, smiled and said to the man with "regret": Look, anyone who wants to sleep with me Bring your own pillows.

The man looked at Makino in amazement for a while, then at his pillow, and was finally defeated in admiration.

After the man left, Makino said: I can also pay three times.

Bai Kui's expression turned cold: What do you mean?

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Makino swears to God that he didn't mean anything else when he said that sentence, but it sounded a bit so wrong to say it after a man who had mischievous intentions towards Bai Kui. What he wanted to express was "I can pay three times the price of the meal." , so Baikui doesn't have to work so hard.

In fact, Bai Kui didn't understand the wrong meaning, he knew that Muye didn't have the guts to prostitute him with money, and he was angry that this kind of obvious charity was too embarrassing for people, he was short of money but he couldn't take other people's money for no reason, So Makino Chaoyue's kindness was exchanged for the consequence of "running out of food".

Bai Kui has always belonged to the type of erratic, unless he actively appeared in front of Makino, otherwise Makino would not be able to find him. Makino thought of calling him, but this kind of behavior was too much like a noisy girlfriend, he held back I didn't make that phone call or send a text message, and Bai Kui didn't show up until two weeks later.

There was a small episode in between, I don’t know which troublesome classmate posted a photo of Bai Kui sleeping in the library on the forum, from "severely condemning the atmosphere of sleeping in the library" to "so cute must be a boy" ", resulting in a large number of women seeking casual encounters