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Hearing the man's words, Xia Wei turned his head and looked at the man in front of him in surprise. He really couldn't be compared with the unfilial son who ignored the old man's life and never returned home for decades.

"You, have you seen Grandma Wang down there?" Xia Wei asked

Wang Chuan laughed at himself, and said with a bitter face: "Not yet." He seemed to have thought of something, and he paused for a while before continuing: "What right do I have to see her?"

"Aren't you her son? Don't you feel bad when you see her alone and helpless? Haven't you thought about how sad your mother is when you miss her every day for so many years?" Thinking of Granny Wang's daily life alone, Xia There is inevitably some excitement in the prestige words.

The man who had shown his fragile emotions just now seemed to be even more excited. He lowered his head and nestled in his hands, "I'm afraid...I'm afraid." The sobbing gradually became heavier, and the man was already sobbing.

Xia Wei took a look at him, and finally stretched out his hand to pat him on the back nervously, "Don't get excited, actually... Actually..."

Actually what?It is really impossible for him to say that Granny Wang is living a good life without conscience, so he can only swallow the words stuck in his throat.

Maybe it was Xia Wei's slightly comforting gesture that had an effect, or maybe Wang Chuan needed to find a stranger to vent out, and he finally decided to tell his own personal experience.

From Wang Chuan's intermittent description, Xia Wei learned that he was once a good student who was praised by everyone on the street, but he fell in love with his roommate when he was in college. The same sex is still brave together.

But the society at that time was far less open than it is now, and most people in this group are still prejudiced now, let alone at that time.

The matter between Wang Chuan and his lover was finally reported by another person in the same dormitory. This can be said to be a sensational big news at the time, after all, such a situation was very rare at the time.

Not only was Wang Chuan himself pointed at at school, but his mother was also pointed at and scolded by neighbors.

It is said that Granny Wang doesn't know what to do. A woman who brings up a child who has become a homosexual must not be doing a legitimate job.All previous trifles were used as weapons against her.

Grandma Wang was also a stubborn woman when she was young, and after hearing too much gossip, she even kicked her son out of the house, and even forced Wang Chuan to break up with her boyfriend by death.

The man stopped talking at this point, his mouth was pursed and his eyes seemed to be out of focus, Xia Wei didn't dare to disturb him, probably he was remembering!

But after a while, the man remained motionless like that.Xia Wei began to be curious, and he didn't know what kind of memory was worthy of a man's obsession again and again, and fell into it.

Wang Chuan moved suddenly, but instead of continuing to tell his own story, he slapped himself madly.Xia Wei was stunned for a moment, and when he reacted and reached out to stop him, both sides of Wang Chuan's cheeks were already red and swollen.

When Wang Chuan calmed down, Xia Weiwei straightened his body and stretched out his hand to pour him a cup of tea, and comforted him: "Calm down your mood first, if you have bad memories, don't think about them again."

"Thank you" the man took a sip of the tea and rubbed the teacup slowly in his hand, "I just feel that I am so inhuman! I...I..."

Seeing that he seemed to be excited again, Xia Wei hurriedly took out the teacup from his hand. This was chosen by himself and He Nuanyang after a long time of choosing, so he couldn't just smash it like this

"I'm sorry." Wang Chuan probably also noticed his movements, and smiled embarrassedly: "At that time, I was young and energetic and was dazzled by love, no matter how my mother tried to stop it, it was useless. She didn't even take it seriously when she threatened me with death, and in the end she got annoyed with her, so she simply left the city and hid far away, and didn't come back until more than ten years ago."

"You came back here more than ten years ago?" Xia Wei exclaimed.

"Yes. I came back more than ten years ago, alone. But I dare not let my mother know, so I can only look at her secretly every day."

Wang Chuan suddenly smiled and turned his head to look at Xia Wei: "Speaking of which, I have to thank you all! In the past, her tenants were mixed and did not know how to respect the elderly. My mother was always unhappy. Since you came, she Obviously much happier”

Xia Wei also became shy when he heard the praise, and replied politely: "Nothing" but still did not forget to satisfy his curiosity, "Why did you come back alone? Where is your boyfriend?"

"Oh...boyfriend" Wang Chuan was full of sarcasm and embarrassment

Seeing him like this, Xia Wei also understood that he probably poked his heart, so he couldn't help but secretly scolded himself for being stupid.I also want to find a reason to skip this topic, but after thinking for a long time, I have no idea what to talk about with this man who is still a stranger, so I can only look around in embarrassment.Unexpectedly, this action touched the sore spot in the rear again, and subconsciously let out an 'um'

Probably Xia Wei's appearance brought Wang Chuan's thoughts back to a certain moment in his memory. Instead, he continued on his own: "See, you are also a fellow? This circle is far more complicated than you imagined. , Some people were lingering to death the night before, but they became strangers at dawn. If the conditions are good and popular, it is common for lovers to change non-stop."

He laughed at himself and then continued: "I grew up in a single-parent family, so I inevitably felt a little bit safe. At the beginning, he was accommodating me everywhere, but then he probably got tired of it, and he was cold-eyed to me. Later, he found someone else. I moved out on my own, wandered around for two years, and met a few people of the same kind, but it didn’t end well in the end. You know, this kind of relationship has no legal protection. Facing the cruelty of the society, it is really difficult to maintain it.”

Xia Wei remembered his current situation from his words, and his mood became bitter with the ups and downs in his story. Hearing his last words, he felt that the way forward was bleak.

But personal experience cannot be generalized, so I still hoped and asked dryly: "Isn't it possible to go abroad to get married? Now that you are back, why don't you let Granny Wang know?"

"Overseas? How can it be so easy, there are many conditions and restrictions, and it is just a piece of paper in China. You ask me why I dare not let Granny Wang know that she finally has her own life, and no one despises her." She, no one said behind her back that she had a gay son. I would rather be scolded for being unfilial and sympathetic to her than let her be pointed at and her nose poked and scolded."

"If you haven't tried it, how do you know that the neighbors are still so strict and won't accept your orientation?"

"You! You are so naive, you will understand at this age." Wang Chuan stood up and did not want to talk anymore, feeling a little bit different and not conspiring with each other.

Xia Wei watched helplessly as he walked to the door and opened it, then disappeared around the corner.They even forgot that Wang Chuan came here uninvited, and never asked him the purpose of coming here today.

When He Nuanyang and Xia's mother came back, they saw Xia Wei sitting on the sofa foolishly, while the TV was blaring loudly.

He was really overwhelmed by joy, he didn't notice the expression on his lover's face, and he didn't care about other things. He rushed over and hugged Xia Wei, and happily walked around the living room a few times, shouting: "Mother Xia Promise us to be together!"

Xia Wei's thoughts were still immersed in Wang Chuan's narration, and he didn't realize the meaning of He Nuanyang's words immediately. When he realized it, he became excited, and hurriedly patted his lover's arm to signal him to put him down, "Are you serious? ?”

"Really" He Nuanyang nodded to confirm, and put his lover down obediently.

Before landing, Xia Wei thought that he would have a lot to say to his mother. After all, he just thought that he would experience a fierce struggle like Wang Chuan.But the happiness came so suddenly that I didn't know how to deal with it. I could only stay there with tears in my eyes and stare at my mother who was still by the door.

"It's up to you to choose whether it's bitter or sweet in the future." Xia's mother looked at her son in the living room, but she didn't say anything even though she had a thousand words to say.