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Chapter 8
He Nuanyang stared at Xia Wei's leaving back and refused to turn his eyes away, until the figures of Xia Wei and Jia Jian turned into black spots and were submerged by the horizon, he clenched his fists and hammered the table vigorously.
Wei Wei looked at him like this, blew his bangs and laughed and said, "Just do it! If you're jealous, just say it. Why, it feels good to leave him angry?"
He Nuanyang lowered his head, "You don't understand..."
"Yes, I don't understand, just like I don't understand why you didn't just confess your love and go to me after you came here. But I think he looks like a laborer oppressed by the landlord in ancient times when he is facing you. You Would it make sense if you asked him to pick up the fish that fell on the ground and eat it? But that man, his name is Jia Jian, I always have the illusion that every word he says seems to be provoking Contradictions, deep scheming!"
He Nuanyang raised his eyebrows, and then continued, "Competition is the motivation. Anyway, Xia Wei must belong to me in the end. Let's go, if you still eat, you will become a pig, and no one will want you."
"You owe me, if you insult me like this again, I won't help you!"
He Nuanyang didn't talk to her anymore, and the fight with the woman would be endless.He took out the earphones in his pocket and put them in his ears, and the sound of two boys talking suddenly sounded inside, which was all secretly recorded when he chatted with Xia Wei before while he was not paying attention.
The headphone cable hangs down from his body like fluttering catkins dancing in the wind. Wei Wei sees a girl next to him who secretly loses her mind for this boy, and covers her mouth with a smile. It's a pity that such a handsome man already has his own heart. .
Wei Wei remembered that the first time he had contact with him was a few months ago.He Nuanyang found her through the post bar. She is a senior rotten girl. She often posts some pictures and articles on the post bar according to her hobbies. She also often provides some opinions for those who have just stepped into the gay circle and are still confused. and opinions, she gained some fame over time, and some people began to call her a great god-level instructor
When He Nuanyang found her, he took the lead in explaining some of his own situation, every bit was about Xia Wei.He said that he loves Xia Wei very much, thinking that Xia Wei will stay by his side for the rest of his life, and then he can express his thoughts at the right time, and the two of them will be together until they can't walk.But unexpectedly, Xia Wei suddenly changed his mind. He felt that Xia Wei was hiding from him, escaping from him, feeling very confused and not knowing what he did wrong.It wasn't until Xia Wei failed to keep their agreement and went to another place where he was far away from him that he felt panic and was afraid that he would lose Xia Wei just like this.
Originally, he wanted to hide Xia Wei so that no one would covet him, so he forced Xia Wei to go to his school.But seeing how time flies by Xia Wei with his friends, and wanting Xia Wei to have his own circle, he no longer has the heart to restrain Xia Wei.I also hope that Xia Wei can be unrestrained in front of him and have his own temper, instead of ignorantly tolerant and patient with him.
He Nuanyang once said that he wanted to bring all the best things in the world to Xia Wei's side for him to choose and let him ruin them; he wanted Xia Wei to accept his care and doting with confidence; At his side, as a lover, go to every corner of the world.Maybe it was because he was too domineering before, just wanted to keep Xia Wei by his side, and broke Xia Wei's wings, which caused Xia Wei to dare not speak in front of him, but just obediently obeyed.
Now He Nuanyang wants to change this situation, so he finds Wei Wei and asks her to cooperate with him in setting up a play, a big bad wolf trapping a little white rabbit.
Wei Wei and He Nuanyang quickly walked away along the aisle in front of the cafeteria, when Jia Jian, who was hiding aside, brought Xia Wei out.
In the cafeteria, what Jia Jian said to Xia Wei was [He Nuanyang is deliberately mad at you, he wants you to leave so that he can be alone with that girl]
After all, Xia Wei is a person who has no emotional experience, so he immediately took it seriously and followed Jia Jian out.Originally, the two of them had already walked to the door of the dormitory, but Jia Jian suddenly found that his student ID card was missing, so Xia Wei accompanied him back to the cafeteria to look for it. Unexpectedly, when he arrived at the door, he saw He Nuanyang talking and laughing with Wei Wei I laughed out loud.Xia Wei panicked and pulled Jia Jian to hide.
Jia Jian raised the corners of his mouth as he watched from the side, feeling sorry for the silly boy beside him.The goal was achieved, and the student ID card was recovered at the foot.
Jia Jian raised the student ID card he picked up, "Let's go, we found it, we can go back to the dormitory."
When the two of them returned to the dormitory, Xia Wei lay down on the bed, and Jia Jian didn't care about him. After going through the scene just now, it always takes time for him to calm down his emotions.
Yang Yiyi packed up his and Mo Shenyong's dinner plates and took them back to the cafeteria. On the way back, he casually bought a cup of milk tea from a small shop to bring back.
When he entered the door of the dormitory, he found that Jia Jian and Xia Wei had already returned. He looked at the cup of milk tea in his hand and subconsciously put it behind him, then walked sideways to Mo Shenyong's bed, and Xianbao seemed to take out the milk tea behind him and hand it over. To Mo Shenyong "What you like to eat is still warm, drink it quickly"
Mo Shenyong took a sip of the milk tea before murmuring, "I've said it many times, I want iced ones, and they always buy me hot ones."
"Don't talk nonsense, I don't know if you have a bad stomach! I will be worthy of you if I buy it for you."
After Yang finished speaking, he turned to Jia Jian and said, "Brother, I'm sorry. I didn't know you were back, so I bought him a cup."
Jia Jian didn't look up at him, but only whispered something.He has no time to worry about these now, there are more important things waiting for him to do.He is thinking about how to make Xia Wei happy, now Xia Wei is like a girl who just lost love, the defense is loosening, it is a good time to attack the city and seize the throne.Although I can't make it clear that I want to have sex with him, as long as I can give him a little warmth at this moment, it is enough for him to remember it in my heart for a lifetime.
Seeing what Jia Jian said, Yang Yiyi continued to chat with Mo Shenyong.
"Is your girlfriend pretty?Open your eyes to a photo
"She doesn't like taking pictures"
"Is the milk tea good?"give me a taste
"……don't want"
Although Mo Shenyong's tone was not warm, it was beyond what Yang Yiyi could have imagined during those Cold War days.He didn't expect Mo Shenyong to forgive him so easily, but he always felt that he owed Mo Shenyong in his heart, and he wanted to make amends in different ways.
After that night, Yang Yiyi has been thinking of various ways to ask Mo Shenyong for forgiveness, but Mo Shenyong has been lukewarm and even refused to communicate with him.Until that day, Mo Shenyong had already packed his luggage and planned to change the dormitory with someone else and move out of 304. Xia Wei and Jia Jian didn't know what happened between them, so they decided to help Mo Shenyong raise the issue out of friendship. Luggage, but was stopped by Yang Yiyi before going out.
"You all don't go, I can handle it by myself"
Xia Wei thought that if he gave Yang Yiyi one more chance, they might be able to reconcile, and he was already familiar with Mo Shenyong, so he really didn't want to get to know another person again, so he dragged Jia Jian to stay in the dormitory.Yang Yiyi walked behind Mo Shenyong with his luggage, but when he actually arrived at the dormitory building that Mo Shenyong wanted to change, his heart began to panic, and he didn't understand what he was thinking. Just spit out that sentence.
"Mo Shenyong, I think you should go back to your dormitory, otherwise I'm afraid that what happened that night will be widely spread, and it will be fine if it reaches your girlfriend's ears."
Yang Yiyi clearly saw that Mo Shenyong stood there stiffly, he began to regret and feel annoyed, but the words had already been said and could not be taken back, he wanted to explain again but he didn't know where to start.repent?Or justify?But before he could open his mouth, what Mo Shenyong said next directly made him feel relieved, as long as there is a future, it will be fine after such a long time, and he can gradually change his mind.
"I can go back to the dormitory now, and I won't talk about moving anymore. But you must rot in your stomach what happened that night, and you are not allowed to mention a word in front of anyone. After you go back, you will act as if the recent incident did not happen, no Absurdly, there is no cold war, and we will get along as we did before."
Mo Shenyong's reaction was unexpected by Yang Yiyi, he felt cheated by being so easy-going all of a sudden.But from the moment he returned to the dormitory, Mo Shenyong really treated him the same as before, shoulder to shoulder, brotherly love, it really seemed that the barrier suddenly disappeared.Yang sometimes suspects that that night did not exist, and that he imagined it when he was drunk.
Jia Jian kept looking at Xia Wei who was lying in a daze on the bed, his thoughts were not cleared up, and he couldn't think of a way to make Xia Wei laugh.But Yang Yiyi's exaggerated laughter kept coming from the side. He knew in his heart that Yang must be teasing Mo Shenyong, but he was very upset and jealous from the bottom of his heart. He wanted to break the happiness bubble around Mo Yang and the two of them.
The authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. Maybe they themselves don't know what kind of relationship they have, but Jia Jian is sensitive by nature, and he has already seen through it. Naturally, he also knows where their weakness lies.
"Mo Shenyong, I haven't seen you talking on the phone with your girlfriend for a long time? Why, did you have a fight?"
Jia Jian's words instantly silenced the two people on the side, and quickly separated, and then the whole dormitory fell silent.
Chapter 9
Since the day in the cafeteria, He Nuanyang seemed to have disappeared before Xia Wei's eyes.No meeting, no phone calls, the two of them obviously stayed in the same school, but the distance felt even further away.When Xia Wei thought of the scene in the cafeteria that day, he felt breathless, and he no longer took the initiative to look for He Nuanyang. He didn't want to pay attention to everything about him, for fear that he would get news that he didn't want to know.
The two of them were far away at the beginning, but they missed each other all the time, wanted to meet, and wanted to know every bit of each other, but now they were so close at hand, but they both became worried about gains and losses, and did not want to go any further.
It is said that the deep love of being soft first, I don't know if this is the truth, but He Nuanyang lowered his head first, and took the initiative to call Xia Wei's mobile phone. He felt that he could not afford to waste Xia Wei's only feelings.
"Xia Wei, why don't you look for me anymore? 』
"Aren't you accompanied by a beautiful woman? 』
"Then what beauty is there, why don't you come to Lover's Lake at noon"
Xia Wei wanted to refuse, but it sounds like Lover's Lake is a place for couples to date, and He Nuanyang should be with Wei Wei.But Nuan Yang seemed to know that he was going to refuse, and hung up the phone before he could react.
Xia Wei had no choice but to walk towards Lover's Lake. When he arrived, He Nuanyang was already waiting there.Nuan Yang leaned against the tree, watched Xia Wei appear from the end of the extended road, and grinned suddenly. His smile was different from the old ruffian's smirk, but a smile that was warmed from the bottom of his heart.
Seeing He Nuanyang grinning, Xia Wei was a little confused, so he could only stop there.Seeing that he was not moving, He Nuanyang took two steps forward and stroked his head, "It feels so good to see you walking towards me."
There was a hint of joy in He Nuanyang's tone, but Xia Wei's heart trembled, and he suddenly felt that his evasion some time ago had become unreasonable.He is such a beautiful person, and he will always start to fall in love with others. Why do you want to dust all the memories of the past because of your own petty thoughts? Even if it is not Wei Wei, it may be someone else. He obviously said that he would accompany him Watching him happy by his side, getting married and having children is enough!
Xia Wei lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood a few days ago and I was too busy, so I won't do it in the future"
"You forgot what I said that I will never need your forgiveness. I am looking for you today, but I actually want to ask you for help." When He Nuanyang said this, his emotions were rushing, but it was a pity that he lowered his head. Xia Wei couldn't see it.
Hearing that He Nuanyang needed his help, Xia Wei raised his head and pointed at himself and said, "You say me? What can I do for you? You have been better than me since you were a child."
"Well, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and only you can help me with this. Wei Wei, that girl you met the other day, she is a rotten girl, do you understand what it means? I want to get closer to her, so I lied to her I'm a couple with you"
"You're crazy, how can you say that. You..." Xia Wei exclaimed but didn't know what to say next.When he heard He Nuanyang said that he and he were a couple, he was happy in his heart. He knew that he was pretending, but if he really knew what he wanted, what would he do? Is it possible for two people? really together.Xia Wei's heart was in a mess, he thought a lot but didn't know what to say, and even forgot what he should think.
He Nuanyang grabbed his shoulder and pleaded, "You know, you are the one I know best here, so please help me."
"But, are you going to chase her? If so, how did you start?"
"Don't worry about this, I've already thought about it. When she gets used to me treating her well and can't leave me, I'll just tell her the truth. Anyway, you just have to help me now."
"Okay" Xia Wei could only agree bitterly
"By the way, can you move out of the dormitory? I want to go out and rent a house, so you can live with me"
He Nuanyang just started, Xia Wei has already started to think about it, skipping a picture in his mind.Watching him get up every day, accompany him to sleep, the two of them eating together, lying on the sofa and watching the football game excitedly, Xia Wei was very tempted and wanted to agree, but his mother's words popped out, and Wei Wei, whom He Nuanyang likes , For a moment, it seemed that someone picked up a basin of cold water and poured it on the top of the head, and suddenly woke up.
He hesitated and replied, "No, I, I, I'd better live in the dormitory."
He Nuanyang frowned after hearing this, burning hotly, "Why, can't you bear your roommates? You can still play with them after you move out, I won't restrict your personal freedom"
Xia Wei grabbed the corner of his clothes with his hands, he really had no experience in rejecting He Nuanyang, the words just now had used up all his courage, and he really didn't know what excuses to continue to make.
Seeing him like this, He Nuanyang knew that he couldn't say anything again, so he could only sigh and say, "Forget it if you don't want to! I'll take a look first and then talk about it. By the way, how long after the Chinese New Year will I go back and think about it ?"
"I haven't decided yet, I will communicate with my mother."
"Okay then! Let me know when you decide, let's go home together"
"it is good"
"Then you come here again at night, and I'll bring you something. You can go now"
After hearing that He Nuanyang let him go, Xia Wei left the path.All the way, he was thinking about what He Nuanyang would bring him at night, and he wanted to ask, but in the end he just left.Beside He Nuanyang, he always feels that he is lower than him. The habit of more than ten years has made him unable to treat everything about Nuanyang equally. Even falling in love with Nuanyang feels that he has blasphemed him. , is a crime, so dare not speak, dare not hope.
"Hi, Xia Wei, do you know where He Nuanyang is?"
When Xia Wei was walking with his head down, he heard someone calling his name. When he looked up, he found that it was Wei Wei.
He pointed to the small road that he had just walked over, and said to Wei Wei, "It's there, you can see it by walking along this road."
"Thank you, you are so kind, An Ning Xikase"
After Wei Wei said goodbye, he jumped up and down and ran towards the direction Xia Wei was pointing at. Xia Wei stood there staring at her back in a daze.
It's no wonder that He Nuanyang likes such a cute girl, if she doesn't have him in her heart, she will be tempted.And he is so nice, there will be no girls who don't like it, so they will probably be together soon, and there will be nothing wrong with him by then.
Xia Wei thought about it, and the feeling of loneliness swept over again, which made people feel sad.
When Wei Wei walked in front of He Nuanyang, he was still staring at the path extending out in a daze.
She pushed him, "Are you still watching? Xia Wei can't even see the shadow, what else is there to see?"
He Nuanyang withdrew his gaze from a distance, glanced at her, and said coldly, "Why are you here?"
"Didn't I come to help you analyze it? What, he promised to help you?"
"Hmm. So have you found all the novels you prepared?"
"Don't worry! My old lady will take care of both of you. I've found them all. According to your requirements, the master accepts, favors the story, and ends with a comedy."
"I'll get it with you later, by the way, he doesn't want to move out, what should I do?"
"Damn it, you failed when you tried to go out, the beauty trick didn't work! It looks like there is still a long way to go before you can turn him around."
He Nuanyang looked at her helplessly, "The contrast between you and a girl is too great, don't keep swearing. I didn't expect him to refuse, but even a straight man can't help it, I must have him, My heart can't beat for anyone else but him."
"Then why did you go long ago? Forget it, help people to the end. I'll go to the rotten girl group and ask for you!"
Wei Wei left this sentence and sat aside to play with his mobile phone. He Nuanyang knew that she couldn't hear him, but he continued to answer her question.I don't know whether to tell her or tell myself.
"I originally thought that my time with him was long enough to rely on each other for a lifetime. Who knew that he would find another fork in the middle of the road? Now that he has gone astray, I can only pull him back. "
Chapter 10
At night, Jia Jian watched Xia Wei go out mysteriously after answering the phone, and came back with a bag of square things after ten minutes.
As soon as Xia Wei came back, he secretly put the bag in his hand on the bed and covered it with a quilt.Then he looked at the dormitory and heaved a sigh of relief after making sure he didn't attract attention.
This He Nuanyang, I don’t know where to find the novel, it’s all about the story of two boys falling in love, and it even writes about how the two men behave in bed.Xia Wei held it and turned it over. After reading a few chapters, his face turned red and he wanted to return the book to He Nuanyang.
But what did He Nuanyang do at that time?
He looked at Xia Wei pitifully, "You are the only one I can rely on here, and you are the only one I can trust. You promised to help me, don't you want to now? It doesn't matter here For the happiness of my life..."
After hearing this, Xia Wei could only take back the book he handed out. Should he be happy or sad?The joy is that He Nuanyang is the first person who thinks of him when he needs help. The sadness is that he does all this for another girl, and is even willing to explore a world that completely subverts his previous cognition for her.
Thinking of this, Xia Wei couldn't help showing a trace of sadness in his eyes. Maybe he didn't realize it himself, but he was seen by Jia Jian who was secretly watching him.
"Xia Wei, I seem to see that your clothes are still soaking in the bathroom."
Hearing Jia Jian's voice, Xia Wei's thoughts were still immersed in the emotions just now, and he just walked into the bathroom blankly.
In fact, there is a special laundry room in the school. Everyone’s clothes are washed there. Although there is a fee, the price is very low.In the entire dormitory, only Xia Wei's clothes were washed by himself. When asked why, he said that he thought the washing machine was not clean and was afraid of cross-infection.
But every time Xia Wei took a shower, he washed the clothes together. How could there be clothes soaked there at this time? He only needed to think about it for a while to understand, but at this time his thinking ability was not online at all, but this also It gave Jia Jian the opportunity to take advantage of the loopholes.
When Xia Wei went into the bathroom and couldn't see his bed, Jia Jian immediately opened Xia Wei's quilt and took a look at the things he brought back.When I saw the covers and names of those books, I knew them immediately, and then put the quilt back on, and walked back to my bed as if nothing had happened and sat down.
After a while, Xia Wei came out of the bathroom. He didn't find the soaked and unwashed clothes that Jia Jian said, so he asked full of doubts: "Jia Jian, I didn't see it! Where are the clothes?"
"Oh, maybe I remember wrong!"
Xia Wei subconsciously felt that something was wrong, but after thinking about it carefully, he didn't find anything wrong, so he suppressed this little doubt.
At this time, Mo Shenyong just hung up the phone and came back from the outside. The weather was still very cold in winter. He put on a piece of clothing and wandered on the phone in the corridor outside for a few minutes. When he opened the door and came in, his body was shaking shaking.
Yang Yiyi was the first to find out what was wrong with him. It seemed that in this dormitory, Xia Wei would always be the first to find out what was wrong, but Yang Yiyi would always be the first to find out what was wrong with Mo Shenyong.
Yang Yiyi took one of his coats and walked over to put it on Mo Shenyong's body, and immediately poured a cup of hot water over.After Mo Shenyong drank the hot water and warmed up a bit, he complained slowly: "You can't stay in the dormitory to answer the phone, and we can still scare your little girlfriend from such a distance?"
Having been together for so long, everyone already knows that Mo Shenyong's girlfriend is two or three years younger than him and is still in high school.It's Mo Shenyong's friend's younger sister. When he went to a friend's house as a guest and met the girl, he went crazy. He chased her from junior high school to high school, and finally got it done.I usually treat this girl very dearly, and will agree to all requests.
Mo Shenyong didn't answer Yang Yiyi's obviously displeased words. Normally, he would have seized the opportunity to scold Yang again, but at this moment he kept talking, "You don't understand how I feel. Drinking water is enough, not to mention being cold. By the way, she said she would come to see me, and also wanted to get to know you. She likes sports, and I told her that I would take her to climb mountains. During this time, I will Plan well and surprise her when she comes."
Mo Shenyong threw his clothes on Yang Yiyi's bed, ran back to his own bed, took out a map and carefully planned on it, where to start and where to come back, the red line quickly covered the whole map, felt Not good, shook his head and picked up the black pen to start again.But Yang Yiyi picked up his clothes and stood there motionless looking at him, with a smile on his face.
Perhaps seeing someone happy is indeed more joyful than being happy yourself. No one in the entire dormitory noticed his wounded heart.
After waiting for a while, Mo Shenyong hummed a song. It seemed that the plan had been made before he remembered to ask everyone for their opinions.
"I was so happy just now, I forgot to ask you, are you free on Sunday next week? You probably don't have any classes, so just take your camera to shoot the location. Do me a favor and say something nice then, In case she thinks I'm fooling around behind her back at school."
"it is good"
"no problem"
"Can"
"Um"
Everyone in the dormitory agreed one by one, so the itinerary for next Sunday was decided like this.
Just when everyone was about to rest, He Nuanyang opened the door and came in from the outside, holding a few fast food boxes and some canned beer in his hand.
"Didn't bother you? I brought some supper over to eat."
Xia Wei was reading those books at this time, when he heard He Nuanyang's voice, he quickly stuffed the books under the pillow.Although He Nuanyang gave it to him, Xia Wei still felt embarrassed reading these books in front of him.
He Nuanyang put all his things in one hand and took out a folding desk from under Xia Wei's bed. It was actually a simple board with four legs that could be used for writing and reading on the bed.
"You...you never change the place where you put things"
He Nuanyang was talking to Xia Wei while setting up the desk.Maybe because the table was too short, I ran into the bathroom and got a big bucket, put the board on the bucket, and opened the barbecue and beer one by one.
"Come on, I bought a lot, everyone come and eat, you're welcome"
So the boys squatted halfway around and picked up a few skewers of barbecue and gnawed on them, while He Nuanyang opened a few cans of beer and handed them to them.
After everyone got the beer, he raised the beer and made a toast and said: "I have thought about it for a long time, and I still think I should come to thank you for taking care of Xia Wei. Thank you very much. This is the first time he has left my life. There are many things that I still don’t understand, please bear with me if I offend you. I’ll do it first as a respect, and you can do whatever you want.”
Xia Wei just wanted to protest that he was stared at by He Nuanyang and became honest, but Jia Jian continued, and he said calmly: "What are you talking about, since Xia Wei is here, I have a relationship with me, and it is right to take care of him. Anyway, he's going to live away from you, since it's the first time, you should get used to it, there will be many days like this in the future, I don't know if you've got used to it."
As soon as Jia Jian said this, Yang Mo and the two on the side immediately sensed that something was wrong. They picked up the skewers on the table and ate them, trying to be transparent and not expressing any opinions.
After hearing this, He Nuanyang touched Xia Wei's head and said with a smile: "Look, he is so dull, he doesn't understand what we are doing at all. But don't worry, such days won't be too long .I don’t worry that there is a fox guarding him all the time.”
Jia Jian took a sip of the wine, looked at Xia Wei with a feeling that he was bound to win, and then smiled gently at He Nuanyang, "We'll wait and see!"
At this time, Xia Wei, who was as slow as Xia Wei, understood that what they said was related to him, he subconsciously turned his head and asked He Nuanyang next to him: "What are you talking about me?"
He Nuanyang also leaned over and whispered in his ear: "I didn't say anything about you, don't worry too much. By the way, I brought you fried chestnuts with sugar separately and put them on the bedside. Your favorite Eat this, stop drinking, go eat"
He Nuanyang was too close, and every time he said a word, he breathed softly into Xia Wei's ears. He couldn't explain what it was like, but he only knew that his heart was slowly following those words. The beating is getting faster and faster, as if it will suffocate in the next second, but this feeling is extremely beautiful.
Hearing the words fried chestnut, Xia Wei's eyes lit up, he handed the unfinished beer to He Nuanyang's hands naturally, and obediently went to bed and sat down to eat chestnuts.
"It turns out that Nuan Yang remembers what I like to eat, that's enough, don't be too greedy"
Looking at He Nuanyang who was drinking with his roommates, Xia Wei felt sweetness in his heart.
Chapter 11
Xia Wei finally worked up the courage to call back to his mother.
This is the first time he has been separated from his mother for such a long time, and it is also the first time that he has not spoken for such a long time.Maybe most boys don't have a good relationship with their mothers, but growing up with their mothers, he has seen too many grievances from his mothers, and he was forced to be very considerate of his mothers.If someone told him two years ago that he would not talk to his mother on the phone for nearly a semester, he would definitely be disdainful and contemptuous. In his opinion, it was simply impossible, but now it is true. It happened now, since he came to this school, he has never called back, and his mother has never called, except for the occasional bank transfer text messages received on the mobile phone, which said that his mother still cared about him. life, there is nothing else.
Xia Wei also couldn't figure out what he was thinking, it was obviously not a big deal, but when he thought that the deepest secret in his heart was discovered by the closest person, and she didn't agree with it, and even reprimanded this behavior, he would I feel weird, but there will always be a sense of fear from the bottom of my heart, I don't want to face it, I want to escape, I don't want to talk to her about anything related to it, I'm afraid she will ask, afraid of her... afraid of her What, I'm really afraid
The call was answered almost at the first second, and then Xia's mother's choked up voice came from the phone: "Serena, you finally called mom."
The trembling voice became more and more vicissitudes. Xia Wei's sense of fear was overcome by guilt in an instant. His mother is nearly 50 years old. They all say that children travel thousands of miles and mothers are worried. Look at what he has done. He is almost the same Replied with a crying voice: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
"Serena, are you still blaming your mother? Mom has also checked some questions about your sexual orientation at home these days, son, this road is really too difficult. If you can, you should find a girl Let’s fall in love, if it’s really not possible, don’t look for the young master.”
"Mom, he's here, you know? He's in the same school as me now, and there's a very cute girl beside him, and he's chasing after her."
The other end of the phone was silent, and Xia Wei didn't know what to say next, so he had to keep silent. After a while, there was another voice from the other side.
"Son, there is something I didn't want to tell you. Since I talked about it today, it will make you give up. I know about the transfer of the young master from school. He is asking the master for help, and the master is also a loser." It took a lot of money to get it done. I accidentally heard the master and his wife talking in front of the study. They said that the young master is used to being served and taken care of by you all the time, so he asked to transfer to another school because he was not used to it. Son , you have to recognize your own position, and don’t get lost in your mind.”
His mother's words were like a thunderbolt, and the aftershocks surrounded Xia Wei all the time, and his mother's words kept ringing in his ears.So much so that he didn't remember what he said later, and he didn't even know how long he hung up the phone.Oh, by the way, I still remember that his mother finally told him not to go back to celebrate the New Year, so that the master would not find out that something was wrong, the feelings that should not be, how ironic, a secret love that was not considered love made him unable to even return home, nor Yes, that wasn't his home in the first place.
But what can you do if you don't go home?such a strange city
Xia Wei went to the dormitory to ask around, Yang Yiyi and Mo Shenyong both said they would go back for the holiday, only Jia Jian remained silent after listening to his words, and finally said they would stay here.
Xia Wei thought that he was going to accompany him because of brotherhood, but when he was about to ask carefully, Jia Jian said lonely, anyway, it is the same everywhere, and he is always alone.This made Xia Wei swallow his words again. Xia Wei had never seen Jia Jian full of despair and loneliness before.
Xia Wei wanted to say something comforting, but he didn't know what to say. He suddenly remembered that he and Jia Jian seemed to be the most familiar ones in this dormitory, but he knew Jia Jian's past and even his family. Minimal.The other two people, although not comparable to his relationship with Jia Jian, obviously knew a lot more.For example, Mo Shenyong's little girlfriend, Yang Yiyi and an older brother who stepped into the society too early...Compared with this, Jia Jian is really a very closed person, whether he doesn't want to say it or can't say it, he blends in here as if nothing happened. No one inside noticed that something was wrong, and all these made him seem too scary.
"Hey, Xia Wei, why don't we take advantage of that time to do some part-time jobs together?"
Xia Wei was still immersed in his own worries, suddenly he was a little stunned by the name and question of the person he was imagining, he opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't remember what he asked, he just stared blankly. said "what?"
Seeing him like this, Jia Jian had no choice but to say what he said just now, this time a little slower.
"I said, we don't go back anyway, so why don't we just go out and find some part-time jobs?"
Xia Wei heard it clearly this time, and replied articulately, "Of course, but I've never had a part-time job. What can I do? Do you have relevant experience?"
"There is, but it's all hard work. I suggest that if it's the two of us going, we should try to find something related to our profession. What do you think?"
Xia Wei felt that he was about to nod his head in thoughtfulness, but the thought just came to his mind, and he froze there.After a while, he came back to his senses, smiled and nodded in agreement.
On the contrary, it was Jia Jian who noticed his momentary stiffness, narrowed his eyes behind the glasses, and stretched out his hand pretending not to know, pulling Xia Wei towards his computer.
The four people in the dormitory all have computers. After all, the computer must be used for image processing in the later stage of photography.Everyone’s computer is usually placed on the desk in front of their bed. Yes, this is what Xia Wei is very satisfied with so far. Before college, I heard that the male dormitory must be dirty and messy, but their dormitory does not have this phenomenon at all. ,everyone
Wei Wei looked at him like this, blew his bangs and laughed and said, "Just do it! If you're jealous, just say it. Why, it feels good to leave him angry?"
He Nuanyang lowered his head, "You don't understand..."
"Yes, I don't understand, just like I don't understand why you didn't just confess your love and go to me after you came here. But I think he looks like a laborer oppressed by the landlord in ancient times when he is facing you. You Would it make sense if you asked him to pick up the fish that fell on the ground and eat it? But that man, his name is Jia Jian, I always have the illusion that every word he says seems to be provoking Contradictions, deep scheming!"
He Nuanyang raised his eyebrows, and then continued, "Competition is the motivation. Anyway, Xia Wei must belong to me in the end. Let's go, if you still eat, you will become a pig, and no one will want you."
"You owe me, if you insult me like this again, I won't help you!"
He Nuanyang didn't talk to her anymore, and the fight with the woman would be endless.He took out the earphones in his pocket and put them in his ears, and the sound of two boys talking suddenly sounded inside, which was all secretly recorded when he chatted with Xia Wei before while he was not paying attention.
The headphone cable hangs down from his body like fluttering catkins dancing in the wind. Wei Wei sees a girl next to him who secretly loses her mind for this boy, and covers her mouth with a smile. It's a pity that such a handsome man already has his own heart. .
Wei Wei remembered that the first time he had contact with him was a few months ago.He Nuanyang found her through the post bar. She is a senior rotten girl. She often posts some pictures and articles on the post bar according to her hobbies. She also often provides some opinions for those who have just stepped into the gay circle and are still confused. and opinions, she gained some fame over time, and some people began to call her a great god-level instructor
When He Nuanyang found her, he took the lead in explaining some of his own situation, every bit was about Xia Wei.He said that he loves Xia Wei very much, thinking that Xia Wei will stay by his side for the rest of his life, and then he can express his thoughts at the right time, and the two of them will be together until they can't walk.But unexpectedly, Xia Wei suddenly changed his mind. He felt that Xia Wei was hiding from him, escaping from him, feeling very confused and not knowing what he did wrong.It wasn't until Xia Wei failed to keep their agreement and went to another place where he was far away from him that he felt panic and was afraid that he would lose Xia Wei just like this.
Originally, he wanted to hide Xia Wei so that no one would covet him, so he forced Xia Wei to go to his school.But seeing how time flies by Xia Wei with his friends, and wanting Xia Wei to have his own circle, he no longer has the heart to restrain Xia Wei.I also hope that Xia Wei can be unrestrained in front of him and have his own temper, instead of ignorantly tolerant and patient with him.
He Nuanyang once said that he wanted to bring all the best things in the world to Xia Wei's side for him to choose and let him ruin them; he wanted Xia Wei to accept his care and doting with confidence; At his side, as a lover, go to every corner of the world.Maybe it was because he was too domineering before, just wanted to keep Xia Wei by his side, and broke Xia Wei's wings, which caused Xia Wei to dare not speak in front of him, but just obediently obeyed.
Now He Nuanyang wants to change this situation, so he finds Wei Wei and asks her to cooperate with him in setting up a play, a big bad wolf trapping a little white rabbit.
Wei Wei and He Nuanyang quickly walked away along the aisle in front of the cafeteria, when Jia Jian, who was hiding aside, brought Xia Wei out.
In the cafeteria, what Jia Jian said to Xia Wei was [He Nuanyang is deliberately mad at you, he wants you to leave so that he can be alone with that girl]
After all, Xia Wei is a person who has no emotional experience, so he immediately took it seriously and followed Jia Jian out.Originally, the two of them had already walked to the door of the dormitory, but Jia Jian suddenly found that his student ID card was missing, so Xia Wei accompanied him back to the cafeteria to look for it. Unexpectedly, when he arrived at the door, he saw He Nuanyang talking and laughing with Wei Wei I laughed out loud.Xia Wei panicked and pulled Jia Jian to hide.
Jia Jian raised the corners of his mouth as he watched from the side, feeling sorry for the silly boy beside him.The goal was achieved, and the student ID card was recovered at the foot.
Jia Jian raised the student ID card he picked up, "Let's go, we found it, we can go back to the dormitory."
When the two of them returned to the dormitory, Xia Wei lay down on the bed, and Jia Jian didn't care about him. After going through the scene just now, it always takes time for him to calm down his emotions.
Yang Yiyi packed up his and Mo Shenyong's dinner plates and took them back to the cafeteria. On the way back, he casually bought a cup of milk tea from a small shop to bring back.
When he entered the door of the dormitory, he found that Jia Jian and Xia Wei had already returned. He looked at the cup of milk tea in his hand and subconsciously put it behind him, then walked sideways to Mo Shenyong's bed, and Xianbao seemed to take out the milk tea behind him and hand it over. To Mo Shenyong "What you like to eat is still warm, drink it quickly"
Mo Shenyong took a sip of the milk tea before murmuring, "I've said it many times, I want iced ones, and they always buy me hot ones."
"Don't talk nonsense, I don't know if you have a bad stomach! I will be worthy of you if I buy it for you."
After Yang finished speaking, he turned to Jia Jian and said, "Brother, I'm sorry. I didn't know you were back, so I bought him a cup."
Jia Jian didn't look up at him, but only whispered something.He has no time to worry about these now, there are more important things waiting for him to do.He is thinking about how to make Xia Wei happy, now Xia Wei is like a girl who just lost love, the defense is loosening, it is a good time to attack the city and seize the throne.Although I can't make it clear that I want to have sex with him, as long as I can give him a little warmth at this moment, it is enough for him to remember it in my heart for a lifetime.
Seeing what Jia Jian said, Yang Yiyi continued to chat with Mo Shenyong.
"Is your girlfriend pretty?Open your eyes to a photo
"She doesn't like taking pictures"
"Is the milk tea good?"give me a taste
"……don't want"
Although Mo Shenyong's tone was not warm, it was beyond what Yang Yiyi could have imagined during those Cold War days.He didn't expect Mo Shenyong to forgive him so easily, but he always felt that he owed Mo Shenyong in his heart, and he wanted to make amends in different ways.
After that night, Yang Yiyi has been thinking of various ways to ask Mo Shenyong for forgiveness, but Mo Shenyong has been lukewarm and even refused to communicate with him.Until that day, Mo Shenyong had already packed his luggage and planned to change the dormitory with someone else and move out of 304. Xia Wei and Jia Jian didn't know what happened between them, so they decided to help Mo Shenyong raise the issue out of friendship. Luggage, but was stopped by Yang Yiyi before going out.
"You all don't go, I can handle it by myself"
Xia Wei thought that if he gave Yang Yiyi one more chance, they might be able to reconcile, and he was already familiar with Mo Shenyong, so he really didn't want to get to know another person again, so he dragged Jia Jian to stay in the dormitory.Yang Yiyi walked behind Mo Shenyong with his luggage, but when he actually arrived at the dormitory building that Mo Shenyong wanted to change, his heart began to panic, and he didn't understand what he was thinking. Just spit out that sentence.
"Mo Shenyong, I think you should go back to your dormitory, otherwise I'm afraid that what happened that night will be widely spread, and it will be fine if it reaches your girlfriend's ears."
Yang Yiyi clearly saw that Mo Shenyong stood there stiffly, he began to regret and feel annoyed, but the words had already been said and could not be taken back, he wanted to explain again but he didn't know where to start.repent?Or justify?But before he could open his mouth, what Mo Shenyong said next directly made him feel relieved, as long as there is a future, it will be fine after such a long time, and he can gradually change his mind.
"I can go back to the dormitory now, and I won't talk about moving anymore. But you must rot in your stomach what happened that night, and you are not allowed to mention a word in front of anyone. After you go back, you will act as if the recent incident did not happen, no Absurdly, there is no cold war, and we will get along as we did before."
Mo Shenyong's reaction was unexpected by Yang Yiyi, he felt cheated by being so easy-going all of a sudden.But from the moment he returned to the dormitory, Mo Shenyong really treated him the same as before, shoulder to shoulder, brotherly love, it really seemed that the barrier suddenly disappeared.Yang sometimes suspects that that night did not exist, and that he imagined it when he was drunk.
Jia Jian kept looking at Xia Wei who was lying in a daze on the bed, his thoughts were not cleared up, and he couldn't think of a way to make Xia Wei laugh.But Yang Yiyi's exaggerated laughter kept coming from the side. He knew in his heart that Yang must be teasing Mo Shenyong, but he was very upset and jealous from the bottom of his heart. He wanted to break the happiness bubble around Mo Yang and the two of them.
The authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. Maybe they themselves don't know what kind of relationship they have, but Jia Jian is sensitive by nature, and he has already seen through it. Naturally, he also knows where their weakness lies.
"Mo Shenyong, I haven't seen you talking on the phone with your girlfriend for a long time? Why, did you have a fight?"
Jia Jian's words instantly silenced the two people on the side, and quickly separated, and then the whole dormitory fell silent.
Chapter 9
Since the day in the cafeteria, He Nuanyang seemed to have disappeared before Xia Wei's eyes.No meeting, no phone calls, the two of them obviously stayed in the same school, but the distance felt even further away.When Xia Wei thought of the scene in the cafeteria that day, he felt breathless, and he no longer took the initiative to look for He Nuanyang. He didn't want to pay attention to everything about him, for fear that he would get news that he didn't want to know.
The two of them were far away at the beginning, but they missed each other all the time, wanted to meet, and wanted to know every bit of each other, but now they were so close at hand, but they both became worried about gains and losses, and did not want to go any further.
It is said that the deep love of being soft first, I don't know if this is the truth, but He Nuanyang lowered his head first, and took the initiative to call Xia Wei's mobile phone. He felt that he could not afford to waste Xia Wei's only feelings.
"Xia Wei, why don't you look for me anymore? 』
"Aren't you accompanied by a beautiful woman? 』
"Then what beauty is there, why don't you come to Lover's Lake at noon"
Xia Wei wanted to refuse, but it sounds like Lover's Lake is a place for couples to date, and He Nuanyang should be with Wei Wei.But Nuan Yang seemed to know that he was going to refuse, and hung up the phone before he could react.
Xia Wei had no choice but to walk towards Lover's Lake. When he arrived, He Nuanyang was already waiting there.Nuan Yang leaned against the tree, watched Xia Wei appear from the end of the extended road, and grinned suddenly. His smile was different from the old ruffian's smirk, but a smile that was warmed from the bottom of his heart.
Seeing He Nuanyang grinning, Xia Wei was a little confused, so he could only stop there.Seeing that he was not moving, He Nuanyang took two steps forward and stroked his head, "It feels so good to see you walking towards me."
There was a hint of joy in He Nuanyang's tone, but Xia Wei's heart trembled, and he suddenly felt that his evasion some time ago had become unreasonable.He is such a beautiful person, and he will always start to fall in love with others. Why do you want to dust all the memories of the past because of your own petty thoughts? Even if it is not Wei Wei, it may be someone else. He obviously said that he would accompany him Watching him happy by his side, getting married and having children is enough!
Xia Wei lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood a few days ago and I was too busy, so I won't do it in the future"
"You forgot what I said that I will never need your forgiveness. I am looking for you today, but I actually want to ask you for help." When He Nuanyang said this, his emotions were rushing, but it was a pity that he lowered his head. Xia Wei couldn't see it.
Hearing that He Nuanyang needed his help, Xia Wei raised his head and pointed at himself and said, "You say me? What can I do for you? You have been better than me since you were a child."
"Well, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and only you can help me with this. Wei Wei, that girl you met the other day, she is a rotten girl, do you understand what it means? I want to get closer to her, so I lied to her I'm a couple with you"
"You're crazy, how can you say that. You..." Xia Wei exclaimed but didn't know what to say next.When he heard He Nuanyang said that he and he were a couple, he was happy in his heart. He knew that he was pretending, but if he really knew what he wanted, what would he do? Is it possible for two people? really together.Xia Wei's heart was in a mess, he thought a lot but didn't know what to say, and even forgot what he should think.
He Nuanyang grabbed his shoulder and pleaded, "You know, you are the one I know best here, so please help me."
"But, are you going to chase her? If so, how did you start?"
"Don't worry about this, I've already thought about it. When she gets used to me treating her well and can't leave me, I'll just tell her the truth. Anyway, you just have to help me now."
"Okay" Xia Wei could only agree bitterly
"By the way, can you move out of the dormitory? I want to go out and rent a house, so you can live with me"
He Nuanyang just started, Xia Wei has already started to think about it, skipping a picture in his mind.Watching him get up every day, accompany him to sleep, the two of them eating together, lying on the sofa and watching the football game excitedly, Xia Wei was very tempted and wanted to agree, but his mother's words popped out, and Wei Wei, whom He Nuanyang likes , For a moment, it seemed that someone picked up a basin of cold water and poured it on the top of the head, and suddenly woke up.
He hesitated and replied, "No, I, I, I'd better live in the dormitory."
He Nuanyang frowned after hearing this, burning hotly, "Why, can't you bear your roommates? You can still play with them after you move out, I won't restrict your personal freedom"
Xia Wei grabbed the corner of his clothes with his hands, he really had no experience in rejecting He Nuanyang, the words just now had used up all his courage, and he really didn't know what excuses to continue to make.
Seeing him like this, He Nuanyang knew that he couldn't say anything again, so he could only sigh and say, "Forget it if you don't want to! I'll take a look first and then talk about it. By the way, how long after the Chinese New Year will I go back and think about it ?"
"I haven't decided yet, I will communicate with my mother."
"Okay then! Let me know when you decide, let's go home together"
"it is good"
"Then you come here again at night, and I'll bring you something. You can go now"
After hearing that He Nuanyang let him go, Xia Wei left the path.All the way, he was thinking about what He Nuanyang would bring him at night, and he wanted to ask, but in the end he just left.Beside He Nuanyang, he always feels that he is lower than him. The habit of more than ten years has made him unable to treat everything about Nuanyang equally. Even falling in love with Nuanyang feels that he has blasphemed him. , is a crime, so dare not speak, dare not hope.
"Hi, Xia Wei, do you know where He Nuanyang is?"
When Xia Wei was walking with his head down, he heard someone calling his name. When he looked up, he found that it was Wei Wei.
He pointed to the small road that he had just walked over, and said to Wei Wei, "It's there, you can see it by walking along this road."
"Thank you, you are so kind, An Ning Xikase"
After Wei Wei said goodbye, he jumped up and down and ran towards the direction Xia Wei was pointing at. Xia Wei stood there staring at her back in a daze.
It's no wonder that He Nuanyang likes such a cute girl, if she doesn't have him in her heart, she will be tempted.And he is so nice, there will be no girls who don't like it, so they will probably be together soon, and there will be nothing wrong with him by then.
Xia Wei thought about it, and the feeling of loneliness swept over again, which made people feel sad.
When Wei Wei walked in front of He Nuanyang, he was still staring at the path extending out in a daze.
She pushed him, "Are you still watching? Xia Wei can't even see the shadow, what else is there to see?"
He Nuanyang withdrew his gaze from a distance, glanced at her, and said coldly, "Why are you here?"
"Didn't I come to help you analyze it? What, he promised to help you?"
"Hmm. So have you found all the novels you prepared?"
"Don't worry! My old lady will take care of both of you. I've found them all. According to your requirements, the master accepts, favors the story, and ends with a comedy."
"I'll get it with you later, by the way, he doesn't want to move out, what should I do?"
"Damn it, you failed when you tried to go out, the beauty trick didn't work! It looks like there is still a long way to go before you can turn him around."
He Nuanyang looked at her helplessly, "The contrast between you and a girl is too great, don't keep swearing. I didn't expect him to refuse, but even a straight man can't help it, I must have him, My heart can't beat for anyone else but him."
"Then why did you go long ago? Forget it, help people to the end. I'll go to the rotten girl group and ask for you!"
Wei Wei left this sentence and sat aside to play with his mobile phone. He Nuanyang knew that she couldn't hear him, but he continued to answer her question.I don't know whether to tell her or tell myself.
"I originally thought that my time with him was long enough to rely on each other for a lifetime. Who knew that he would find another fork in the middle of the road? Now that he has gone astray, I can only pull him back. "
Chapter 10
At night, Jia Jian watched Xia Wei go out mysteriously after answering the phone, and came back with a bag of square things after ten minutes.
As soon as Xia Wei came back, he secretly put the bag in his hand on the bed and covered it with a quilt.Then he looked at the dormitory and heaved a sigh of relief after making sure he didn't attract attention.
This He Nuanyang, I don’t know where to find the novel, it’s all about the story of two boys falling in love, and it even writes about how the two men behave in bed.Xia Wei held it and turned it over. After reading a few chapters, his face turned red and he wanted to return the book to He Nuanyang.
But what did He Nuanyang do at that time?
He looked at Xia Wei pitifully, "You are the only one I can rely on here, and you are the only one I can trust. You promised to help me, don't you want to now? It doesn't matter here For the happiness of my life..."
After hearing this, Xia Wei could only take back the book he handed out. Should he be happy or sad?The joy is that He Nuanyang is the first person who thinks of him when he needs help. The sadness is that he does all this for another girl, and is even willing to explore a world that completely subverts his previous cognition for her.
Thinking of this, Xia Wei couldn't help showing a trace of sadness in his eyes. Maybe he didn't realize it himself, but he was seen by Jia Jian who was secretly watching him.
"Xia Wei, I seem to see that your clothes are still soaking in the bathroom."
Hearing Jia Jian's voice, Xia Wei's thoughts were still immersed in the emotions just now, and he just walked into the bathroom blankly.
In fact, there is a special laundry room in the school. Everyone’s clothes are washed there. Although there is a fee, the price is very low.In the entire dormitory, only Xia Wei's clothes were washed by himself. When asked why, he said that he thought the washing machine was not clean and was afraid of cross-infection.
But every time Xia Wei took a shower, he washed the clothes together. How could there be clothes soaked there at this time? He only needed to think about it for a while to understand, but at this time his thinking ability was not online at all, but this also It gave Jia Jian the opportunity to take advantage of the loopholes.
When Xia Wei went into the bathroom and couldn't see his bed, Jia Jian immediately opened Xia Wei's quilt and took a look at the things he brought back.When I saw the covers and names of those books, I knew them immediately, and then put the quilt back on, and walked back to my bed as if nothing had happened and sat down.
After a while, Xia Wei came out of the bathroom. He didn't find the soaked and unwashed clothes that Jia Jian said, so he asked full of doubts: "Jia Jian, I didn't see it! Where are the clothes?"
"Oh, maybe I remember wrong!"
Xia Wei subconsciously felt that something was wrong, but after thinking about it carefully, he didn't find anything wrong, so he suppressed this little doubt.
At this time, Mo Shenyong just hung up the phone and came back from the outside. The weather was still very cold in winter. He put on a piece of clothing and wandered on the phone in the corridor outside for a few minutes. When he opened the door and came in, his body was shaking shaking.
Yang Yiyi was the first to find out what was wrong with him. It seemed that in this dormitory, Xia Wei would always be the first to find out what was wrong, but Yang Yiyi would always be the first to find out what was wrong with Mo Shenyong.
Yang Yiyi took one of his coats and walked over to put it on Mo Shenyong's body, and immediately poured a cup of hot water over.After Mo Shenyong drank the hot water and warmed up a bit, he complained slowly: "You can't stay in the dormitory to answer the phone, and we can still scare your little girlfriend from such a distance?"
Having been together for so long, everyone already knows that Mo Shenyong's girlfriend is two or three years younger than him and is still in high school.It's Mo Shenyong's friend's younger sister. When he went to a friend's house as a guest and met the girl, he went crazy. He chased her from junior high school to high school, and finally got it done.I usually treat this girl very dearly, and will agree to all requests.
Mo Shenyong didn't answer Yang Yiyi's obviously displeased words. Normally, he would have seized the opportunity to scold Yang again, but at this moment he kept talking, "You don't understand how I feel. Drinking water is enough, not to mention being cold. By the way, she said she would come to see me, and also wanted to get to know you. She likes sports, and I told her that I would take her to climb mountains. During this time, I will Plan well and surprise her when she comes."
Mo Shenyong threw his clothes on Yang Yiyi's bed, ran back to his own bed, took out a map and carefully planned on it, where to start and where to come back, the red line quickly covered the whole map, felt Not good, shook his head and picked up the black pen to start again.But Yang Yiyi picked up his clothes and stood there motionless looking at him, with a smile on his face.
Perhaps seeing someone happy is indeed more joyful than being happy yourself. No one in the entire dormitory noticed his wounded heart.
After waiting for a while, Mo Shenyong hummed a song. It seemed that the plan had been made before he remembered to ask everyone for their opinions.
"I was so happy just now, I forgot to ask you, are you free on Sunday next week? You probably don't have any classes, so just take your camera to shoot the location. Do me a favor and say something nice then, In case she thinks I'm fooling around behind her back at school."
"it is good"
"no problem"
"Can"
"Um"
Everyone in the dormitory agreed one by one, so the itinerary for next Sunday was decided like this.
Just when everyone was about to rest, He Nuanyang opened the door and came in from the outside, holding a few fast food boxes and some canned beer in his hand.
"Didn't bother you? I brought some supper over to eat."
Xia Wei was reading those books at this time, when he heard He Nuanyang's voice, he quickly stuffed the books under the pillow.Although He Nuanyang gave it to him, Xia Wei still felt embarrassed reading these books in front of him.
He Nuanyang put all his things in one hand and took out a folding desk from under Xia Wei's bed. It was actually a simple board with four legs that could be used for writing and reading on the bed.
"You...you never change the place where you put things"
He Nuanyang was talking to Xia Wei while setting up the desk.Maybe because the table was too short, I ran into the bathroom and got a big bucket, put the board on the bucket, and opened the barbecue and beer one by one.
"Come on, I bought a lot, everyone come and eat, you're welcome"
So the boys squatted halfway around and picked up a few skewers of barbecue and gnawed on them, while He Nuanyang opened a few cans of beer and handed them to them.
After everyone got the beer, he raised the beer and made a toast and said: "I have thought about it for a long time, and I still think I should come to thank you for taking care of Xia Wei. Thank you very much. This is the first time he has left my life. There are many things that I still don’t understand, please bear with me if I offend you. I’ll do it first as a respect, and you can do whatever you want.”
Xia Wei just wanted to protest that he was stared at by He Nuanyang and became honest, but Jia Jian continued, and he said calmly: "What are you talking about, since Xia Wei is here, I have a relationship with me, and it is right to take care of him. Anyway, he's going to live away from you, since it's the first time, you should get used to it, there will be many days like this in the future, I don't know if you've got used to it."
As soon as Jia Jian said this, Yang Mo and the two on the side immediately sensed that something was wrong. They picked up the skewers on the table and ate them, trying to be transparent and not expressing any opinions.
After hearing this, He Nuanyang touched Xia Wei's head and said with a smile: "Look, he is so dull, he doesn't understand what we are doing at all. But don't worry, such days won't be too long .I don’t worry that there is a fox guarding him all the time.”
Jia Jian took a sip of the wine, looked at Xia Wei with a feeling that he was bound to win, and then smiled gently at He Nuanyang, "We'll wait and see!"
At this time, Xia Wei, who was as slow as Xia Wei, understood that what they said was related to him, he subconsciously turned his head and asked He Nuanyang next to him: "What are you talking about me?"
He Nuanyang also leaned over and whispered in his ear: "I didn't say anything about you, don't worry too much. By the way, I brought you fried chestnuts with sugar separately and put them on the bedside. Your favorite Eat this, stop drinking, go eat"
He Nuanyang was too close, and every time he said a word, he breathed softly into Xia Wei's ears. He couldn't explain what it was like, but he only knew that his heart was slowly following those words. The beating is getting faster and faster, as if it will suffocate in the next second, but this feeling is extremely beautiful.
Hearing the words fried chestnut, Xia Wei's eyes lit up, he handed the unfinished beer to He Nuanyang's hands naturally, and obediently went to bed and sat down to eat chestnuts.
"It turns out that Nuan Yang remembers what I like to eat, that's enough, don't be too greedy"
Looking at He Nuanyang who was drinking with his roommates, Xia Wei felt sweetness in his heart.
Chapter 11
Xia Wei finally worked up the courage to call back to his mother.
This is the first time he has been separated from his mother for such a long time, and it is also the first time that he has not spoken for such a long time.Maybe most boys don't have a good relationship with their mothers, but growing up with their mothers, he has seen too many grievances from his mothers, and he was forced to be very considerate of his mothers.If someone told him two years ago that he would not talk to his mother on the phone for nearly a semester, he would definitely be disdainful and contemptuous. In his opinion, it was simply impossible, but now it is true. It happened now, since he came to this school, he has never called back, and his mother has never called, except for the occasional bank transfer text messages received on the mobile phone, which said that his mother still cared about him. life, there is nothing else.
Xia Wei also couldn't figure out what he was thinking, it was obviously not a big deal, but when he thought that the deepest secret in his heart was discovered by the closest person, and she didn't agree with it, and even reprimanded this behavior, he would I feel weird, but there will always be a sense of fear from the bottom of my heart, I don't want to face it, I want to escape, I don't want to talk to her about anything related to it, I'm afraid she will ask, afraid of her... afraid of her What, I'm really afraid
The call was answered almost at the first second, and then Xia's mother's choked up voice came from the phone: "Serena, you finally called mom."
The trembling voice became more and more vicissitudes. Xia Wei's sense of fear was overcome by guilt in an instant. His mother is nearly 50 years old. They all say that children travel thousands of miles and mothers are worried. Look at what he has done. He is almost the same Replied with a crying voice: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
"Serena, are you still blaming your mother? Mom has also checked some questions about your sexual orientation at home these days, son, this road is really too difficult. If you can, you should find a girl Let’s fall in love, if it’s really not possible, don’t look for the young master.”
"Mom, he's here, you know? He's in the same school as me now, and there's a very cute girl beside him, and he's chasing after her."
The other end of the phone was silent, and Xia Wei didn't know what to say next, so he had to keep silent. After a while, there was another voice from the other side.
"Son, there is something I didn't want to tell you. Since I talked about it today, it will make you give up. I know about the transfer of the young master from school. He is asking the master for help, and the master is also a loser." It took a lot of money to get it done. I accidentally heard the master and his wife talking in front of the study. They said that the young master is used to being served and taken care of by you all the time, so he asked to transfer to another school because he was not used to it. Son , you have to recognize your own position, and don’t get lost in your mind.”
His mother's words were like a thunderbolt, and the aftershocks surrounded Xia Wei all the time, and his mother's words kept ringing in his ears.So much so that he didn't remember what he said later, and he didn't even know how long he hung up the phone.Oh, by the way, I still remember that his mother finally told him not to go back to celebrate the New Year, so that the master would not find out that something was wrong, the feelings that should not be, how ironic, a secret love that was not considered love made him unable to even return home, nor Yes, that wasn't his home in the first place.
But what can you do if you don't go home?such a strange city
Xia Wei went to the dormitory to ask around, Yang Yiyi and Mo Shenyong both said they would go back for the holiday, only Jia Jian remained silent after listening to his words, and finally said they would stay here.
Xia Wei thought that he was going to accompany him because of brotherhood, but when he was about to ask carefully, Jia Jian said lonely, anyway, it is the same everywhere, and he is always alone.This made Xia Wei swallow his words again. Xia Wei had never seen Jia Jian full of despair and loneliness before.
Xia Wei wanted to say something comforting, but he didn't know what to say. He suddenly remembered that he and Jia Jian seemed to be the most familiar ones in this dormitory, but he knew Jia Jian's past and even his family. Minimal.The other two people, although not comparable to his relationship with Jia Jian, obviously knew a lot more.For example, Mo Shenyong's little girlfriend, Yang Yiyi and an older brother who stepped into the society too early...Compared with this, Jia Jian is really a very closed person, whether he doesn't want to say it or can't say it, he blends in here as if nothing happened. No one inside noticed that something was wrong, and all these made him seem too scary.
"Hey, Xia Wei, why don't we take advantage of that time to do some part-time jobs together?"
Xia Wei was still immersed in his own worries, suddenly he was a little stunned by the name and question of the person he was imagining, he opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't remember what he asked, he just stared blankly. said "what?"
Seeing him like this, Jia Jian had no choice but to say what he said just now, this time a little slower.
"I said, we don't go back anyway, so why don't we just go out and find some part-time jobs?"
Xia Wei heard it clearly this time, and replied articulately, "Of course, but I've never had a part-time job. What can I do? Do you have relevant experience?"
"There is, but it's all hard work. I suggest that if it's the two of us going, we should try to find something related to our profession. What do you think?"
Xia Wei felt that he was about to nod his head in thoughtfulness, but the thought just came to his mind, and he froze there.After a while, he came back to his senses, smiled and nodded in agreement.
On the contrary, it was Jia Jian who noticed his momentary stiffness, narrowed his eyes behind the glasses, and stretched out his hand pretending not to know, pulling Xia Wei towards his computer.
The four people in the dormitory all have computers. After all, the computer must be used for image processing in the later stage of photography.Everyone’s computer is usually placed on the desk in front of their bed. Yes, this is what Xia Wei is very satisfied with so far. Before college, I heard that the male dormitory must be dirty and messy, but their dormitory does not have this phenomenon at all. ,everyone
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