Loyal heart travels a long way

Gu Zhiyao followed Qin Yong back to the backyard in a daze, because Chu Qingfeng was going to stay in the backyard of the Qin Mansion for the next few days, so he ordered his servants to tidy up the West Wing room for Chu Qingfeng to carry on his back, and he himself made preparations for the same night. His brother squeezed into a room to prepare.

Thinking of the scenes he had just seen, he suddenly felt uncomfortable.

Nothing is right.

Qin Yong took Gu Zhiyao back to the room, first ordered someone to make him a cup of red bayberry honey, and then brought the cup to Gu Zhiyao himself: "Drink some honey water, eh?"

Gu Zhiyao looked up at Qin Yong blankly, not knowing what to say for a while.

"This is what you ordered someone to put in..." Qin Yong was afraid of mentioning the word cellar, but Gu Zhiyao couldn't stand it when he thought of those things, so he changed his wording, "This is the honey you ordered someone to chill yesterday, isn't it?" Do you want to taste it with silver? Have a drink and see if it’s sweet or not.”

Gu Zhiyao nodded, took the honey water, and swallowed it in small mouthfuls.

After being dizzy for a long time, after drinking cold honey water, Gu Zhiyao gave a jolt, finally regaining his soul.He tried his best not to think about those unsightly things, but he couldn't help thinking about them, as if he had a monkey in his heart, scratching his heart with all kinds of claws.

"Brother," Gu Zhiyao's throat tightened, he drank another sip of honey water, cleared his throat before continuing: "I saw, saw..."

"I know." Seeing Gu Zhiyao like this, Qin Yong couldn't help feeling distressed. He didn't need to know these things, "I saw it when I was young."

Qin Yong sat next to Gu Zhiyao, and poured himself a glass of honey water, but he didn't drink it when he took it: "When I was seven years old, Qin Xian was brought into the Qin residence. Before, Qin Zhengqi just treated him coldly. My wife and I, since Qin Xian entered the mansion, the backyard has become less and less welcomed by him, Mr. Qin."

Gu Zhiyao listened to Qin Yong talking about the past with him, and unknowingly drank up the honey water in his hand, Qin Yong took the empty cup in his hand, and handed over the freshly poured honey water to him. In Gu Zhiyao's hand.

"I was only ten years old when I saw that. Qin Zhengqi, who is shameless, has been with Qin Xian since he was a child."

"At first I thought Qin Xian was young and didn't understand these things, but later I found out that he was actually willing."

"When I saw this for the first time, Qin Zhengqi almost beat me to death. Heh," Qin Yong sneered, "If my wife didn't stop me... I don't know if my wife knows about these dirty things, we never talk about it .”

"If you say one more word, it will dirty my mouth."

Gu Zhiyao felt a little distressed when he heard Qin Yong's confession.But Qin Yong is not a weak person, if you go to comfort him now, it will humiliate him.

Gu Zhiyao lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head and asked, "Can the two men do the same?"

"Two men..." Qin Yong pondered for a moment, and then slowly opened his mouth: "If you really love each other, it's fine, but if it's just for a moment of pleasure, then it's no different from a wild beast that can fall in love."

"Beasts..." Gu Zhiyao murmured: "There are many wild beasts, and the big yellow dog raised by the housekeeper is only as good as that black dog. No matter how beautiful the other puppies are, the big yellow dog is not as good as that dog." It makes sense."

"That's the truth," Qin Yong nodded, "Although it is said that men and women are in harmony with each other, some men will fall in love with men, and some women will fall in love with women. There are thousands of people in the world. Argument."

Qin Yong sighed, and rubbed the top of Gu Zhiyao's hair: "If you really love someone, physical pleasure is not that important. As long as the person you like is good, then you can feel at ease."

Today, Gu Zhiyao was thoroughly stimulated by Qin Zhengqi and Qin Xian. At this time, he was like an eggplant beaten by frost, his whole body was limp, and he lowered his head when he asked Qin Yong.

He didn't even raise his head, so naturally he couldn't see the deep affection hidden in Qin Yong's eyes.

Now he has other things on his mind.

Why Qin Yong was more nervous than him in the scientific examination; why he was so disappointed when he found out that the sachet could not be brought into the examination room; why Qin Xian squeezed his chin today, and wanted to chop off his hand, while Qin Yong rubbed himself The hair is close to me, but I don't reject it...

All of these had answers at this time, and suddenly his heart was filled with light.

I actually had that lingering love for Qin Yong, and I imagined being with Qin Yong like the big yellow dog and the black dog.

Gu Zhiyao felt uneasy.Qin Yong picked him up and brought him with him when he was nine years old. Although Qin Yong said that the two were righteous brothers, it would not be an exaggeration to say that Qin Yong raised him as if he were his own son.

Qin Yong is so nice, he actually has such thoughts for him.

Gu Zhiyao felt that he was really disgusting, terribly disgusting, and he still vomited in front of Qin Zhengqi and Qin Xian today, so he was the most disgusting.

He knows how difficult Qin Yong's journey is. Not to mention how Qin Yong was tortured by Qin Zhengqi and Qin Xian in the Qin Mansion when he was a child, but when Qin Yong first returned to the capital, he was of the blood of the royal family. One wrong step, that is:

——There is no redemption.

Qin Yong has a temperament that swallows everything in his heart. If he hadn't encountered the scene he encountered today, Qin Yong would have decided not to tell the story of his childhood experience. Maybe he would rot in his stomach for the rest of his life.

What about the ones he didn't say?

In fact, this Qin Yong who also joked with others and cared about others was slowly melted away after spending three years with him day and night.How much wronged did Qin Yong suffer before he became what other people saw?

Hell's face, Shura's upper body...it's not like this at all!

What kind of trust does Qin Yong have in himself before he is willing to reveal his heart and reveal his soft core? How could he be willing to destroy such a person with his own hands.

Gu Zhiyao felt sad, his nose was slightly sore, but he dared not and couldn't really shed tears.Now Gu Zhiyao is like a frightened bird, if he touches it, he will show his feet, how dare he let Qin Yong find out his unbearable thoughts.

But in the end is not reconciled!

It was the first time he fell in love when he grew up so big. To the person he met day and night, he didn't know when it started. The seed called liking took root and sprouted in the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't say it out of his mouth.

You can't tell everyone in the world: Look, I'm in love with a very, very good person.

Gu Zhiyao clenched his back molars, tried to ease his emotions, and asked in a low voice: "But the master and the second young master are foster fathers and sons, so is it okay?"

Gu Zhiyao's question caught Qin Yong's attention. He had a ghost in his heart, and he didn't confess these things to Gu Zhiyao with a clear conscience.What I said above is nothing more than for the sake that if one day in the future, he discovers the dark feelings in my heart, I can say: Yao'er, my feelings for you are not completely wrong.I just want you to be well, my liking will not affect our relationship, you understand?

But the question Yao'er asked was about father, son and brother, how would he answer this?

Father, son, brother, no matter how you argue, it is against ethics.

Qin Yong closed his eyes: "It's against ethics, of course not."

He thought for a while, and then replied: "But if you really love each other, even if it is not tolerated by the world, there is nothing you can do."

"No one can control their own heart."