Loyal heart travels a long way

From my son's distant relatives:

In the seventh year of Yongli, your mother gave birth to you in Lihua Lane in Xiapi. You were sent to the house of Aunt Gu in the Song Mansion just after you reached the full moon, and Aunt Gu raised you on your behalf.

Since you were born, mother hasn't raised you for a few days, even though she went to peek at you several times, she didn't dare to recognize you.

When you were still in your mother’s womb, your mother thought several times whether she should drink medicine to kill you. After all, your parents treated you badly, and it was really hard for you to be born.

But in the end it was reluctance.

You started to come to the embroidery workshop when you were seven years old. It was the first time your mother spoke to you. Even though you could only call her sister, she was still very happy.

In the first year of Shuoyang, you were nine years old, and the people sent by the palace finally found this place.

The person who came this time was my mother's younger brother, who was personally appointed by the current emperor.That Lord Qin is definitely going to find out his mother.Mother has been hiding for so many years, and she is already tired, but I am not willing to go back to the palace to be a pawn in their power struggle, and I don't want you to fall into it too.

Mother didn't have the courage to kill you, so she could only choose to kill herself and leave you in this world. I hope you don't blame mother.

Your life in the Song family was difficult, but fortunately Master Qin pulled you out of the Song family.

Mother can see that Master Qin will treat you well, and she is really worried that Lu Mother will not be able to accompany you away from now on, so I will just write a few words to you on this piece of paper!

No matter how far you hide in the future, the affairs of the Tian family will one day get entangled with you. Mother hopes that you will think carefully about every step you take, and don't let yourself regret it.

Nine times out of ten, people are unsatisfactory in their life, but mother still hopes that everything goes well for you and everything goes well.It's just that there is something difficult to get through. Think about those people who treat you well, and they will ignore everything.

Yao'er, you are mother's child, and mother knows your nature.From now on, you must be a person who knows how to repay you. Every time I see the kindness in your eyes, my mother will feel a lot better in her heart.I don't know if you can keep this pure kindness when you grow up. If you can, mother will thank the gods and Buddhas in the sky underground for you. If you can't, I just hope that everything will be retribution on mother. It's all mother's fault.

If it was possible, mother would not want to die, she would like to watch you grow up and have a family, but just like what mother said just now, life is unsatisfactory nine out of ten times, there is nothing you can do.

Yao'er, don't hate anyone, it's too tiring to hate others, it's best if you don't know anything, if you can, mother hopes that you will never read this letter for the rest of your life.But your father... Forget it, I can't say these things, mother will leave this letter for you, if you and your father know each other one day in the future, if you see this letter, I hope he will not embarrass you.

In my whole life, I am worthy of everyone, even if others feel sorry for me, they can bear it.I am only sorry for this child. If the Buddhas have spirits in the sky, I hope the Buddhas will bless my child with peace and happiness. I hope that my daughter will not be reincarnated, and I only hope that he will be fine.

Jingming Anran's must-write

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Gu Zhiyao held the paper with both hands, and when he saw the last line, his hands shook like a sieve.His face was pale, and his red lips had also lost their color in the past, as if he had just suffered a serious illness.

He just felt like a thunder flashed in his head, his heart was beating wildly, and he didn't know how to react for a while.

The sourness, sweetness, bitterness, and saltiness in his heart all came together at once, and he couldn't tell what it was like, he just felt unbearably uncomfortable, and his lips trembled non-stop.

Is he actually the child of Princess Jingming?

I wasn't born by Aunt Gu?All these years, is it all a dream?

Gu Zhiyao was in a mess, moved two steps back, and sat down on Chu Dancheng's grand teacher's chair.There was buzzing in his ears, he couldn't hear anything else, and couldn't see anything else, he just read the letter over and over again.

Gu Zhiyao was terribly scared now. He was afraid that Chu Dancheng took out this letter today because he found out that he had such affection for him, so he had the idea of ​​sending himself to the emperor in the palace.

He was even more afraid that Chu Dancheng had been kind to him all these years because he was the son of Princess Jingming, and he was ordered by the emperor to raise the child for others.

Gu Zhiyao hugged his head with his hands and lay down on the table, not knowing what to do.

The little master in the study was still struggling and sad, but the servants outside didn't know what happened.

In the past, when Chu Dancheng was on duty, if Gu Zhiyao was at home, he would often go to the backyard to have dinner with Chu Lang.Even if he didn't go to the backyard, he wouldn't forget to eat in the front yard. Why is he still soaking in the study at this hour today and never passed the meal?

Babao is Gu Zhiyao's personal servant, but he is not allowed to enter the study.Thinking of the expression on his master's face when he came out of the room just now, not to mention his illness, he doesn't have much energy now.The more he thought about it, the more worried he became, he went to the door of the study and knocked on the door regardless of etiquette.

"master?"

Gu Zhiyao was immersed in such panic for a long while before realizing that Babao was calling him outside. He remembered that he had been in the study for a long time and hadn't eaten yet. When I came out, I really lost all face.

"It's okay," he said, only to realize that his voice was unbearably hoarse, so he cleared his throat and said, "I don't have a good appetite today. Go to the cellar and see if there is anything to cool off."

"This is not good..." Babao hesitated, "Master, you have not eaten since you woke up in the morning. You eat cold food when you come up, and your body can't bear it. Master, it's not that Babao is nagging, we can't fight Being so indulgent at a young age..."

"Okay, I'll let you go and have a look." Gu Zhiyao really didn't want to talk too much with Babao, so he reprimanded him, then closed his eyes and lay back on the back of the chair.

Babao has been with Gu Zhiyao for these years, but in fact he often talks a lot, but Gu Zhiyao has never been too lazy to argue with him.It was the first time he heard his master admonishing others, Babao was a little uneasy, he didn't dare to say more, so he had to answer.

Hearing the footsteps of the person outside getting farther away, the person lying on the back of the chair suddenly opened his eyes, put the letter into his arms, and packed a small bundle, which contained only a few pieces of broken silver, and brought the letter with him. Liao Ying Er taught himself Yi Rong to use the human skin mask on weekdays, jumped out of the window to avoid people, climbed over the courtyard wall and escaped.

He would rather be living outside than being sent to the palace by Chu Dancheng.

It's so normal, but I can still think about it and lie to myself that my brother's kindness to me when I was a child is true, and it's not because I am the son of Princess Laoshizi.

Babao went around the cellar, but couldn't find any cold food that could be eaten without a meal, so he made up his mind to go back to persuade him.

When he knocked on the door of the study room for a long time, but no one answered, and sent other servants to search in the mansion for a long time but failed to find Gu Zhiyao, he found out that something was wrong.

He hurriedly sent someone to call Chu Dancheng back, since Gu Zhiyao left, the sky in Fuyuan might change.