Salvation equals death

Gaara doesn't understand why human beings can feel such heavy pain?

——Ah, that’s not right, maybe it’s because I’m an inhuman monster that I feel more pain than humans; it’s because I’m a monster that I don’t deserve to be treated kindly by humans…

So, what am I trying to suppress myself for?

Assassinated by the uncle who took care of him all the time, and killed his uncle Yashamaru by mistake because of self-protection, when the other party said "You are Shura who only loves himself", Gaara's rationality hanging by a thread completely collapsed.

——"I have been trying to love you as my sister's relic, but I can't, I can't!"

——"The monster that took my sister's life, do you really understand what love is? Do you really understand what kind of resentment my sister has for naming you? You are just a Shura who only loves yourself!"

If I really am Shura who only loves myself, then what is the purpose of all the suffering I have endured all this time so as not to hurt others?What is the reason for the insistence on staying awake all this time because of the fear of the monster getting out of control?

In the dark night, the little boy knelt in the sand and cried loudly. The wind and sand around him seemed to sense his sadness and continuously circled and gathered, coiling around half of his body, trying to turn him into a monster.

If everything is wrong, and I was born with a wrong, then I might as well live for myself——

The heart-piercing cries of children echoed on the quiet and dark street, but no one came out to check it out, lest they provoke the monster hiding under the sand.

Gaara, weeping and choking, threw himself on the steps of a house, the sand and soil churned endlessly, protecting him tightly like a shield, and like a wild beast ready to move and eat.

Gaara struggled to sit up, his cold green eyes were full of tears, he grabbed the fabric of his heart, and forcefully scratched the sand stained with Yashamaru's blood on his left forehead, and wiped the red Sand pressed deeply into the wound.

He carved the word "love" between the blood and blood.

With a sound of "creak", there was the noise of the old wooden door being pushed open behind him. Gaara wept and looked back hastily and sadly, but the sand that had become out of control had turned into a fierce sharp blade, and without hesitation Stab towards the rear.

"Huh?" A calm and thin voice sounded behind him. It was a voice that the desert wind and sand could never sustain. It was as sweet as a cloud mixed with sugar.

The boy looked back, but saw a touch of cherry color that he had never seen before under the light shining from the room.

That color that belongs to early spring and March, which is too delicate and too gentle, should not appear in this cruel and blatant stormy country at all.

The girl who came out of the room with warm lights, with cherry hair and green pupils, looked calm, like a picture scroll of the quiet water in the deep pool and the early cherry blossoms by the lake. scene.

Gaara's vision has long been blurred by tears, and only strange and soft colors can be seen among the shadows, so he didn't notice that the sand, which had always been out of control, languished the moment it approached the girl.

The girl came out stepping on the light, the thick and distorted "Qi" on her body twisted and twisted into a huge fox shape, the fur of the snow-colored fox only had red hair tails, and blood-colored jade patterns on the forehead and the end of the eyes , with a red and white shimenawa rope wrapped around her body—like the real body of the legendary Inari God.

This fox, which is almost taller than the sky, pressed its paw on Gaara's head weakly, like a cat pressing a ball of yarn, but the ferocious aura like a hellish ghost overwhelmed the guarding crane in his body. out of breath.

The girl saw the crying boy sitting on the steps, and the two eyes collided. They didn't know what the other was thinking, but instead of retreating, they squatted down in front of him.

When the other party got closer, Gaara finally saw the appearance of the person in front of her clearly. Her gaze swept over his weeping face, his red hair covered in sand, and finally his left forehead dripping with blood. hurt--

Then, she suddenly pursed the corners of her lips and smiled softly.

"Want to come in for a cup of tea?"

……

Chiyo traveled around with Miko Shion, while learning Miko's Kagura Dance, while also trying to fuse swordsmanship. Although this body does not have the memory of Kanhizakura, it has Kanhizakura's instinct after all, so it is very efficient to learn.

Although Chiyo is good at stabbing swordsmanship, swords have something in common, so relying on Han Feiying's instinct, she quickly made up for her shortcomings and improved her sword skills to a higher level.

Chiyo summarized what she had learned. What her father taught her was the orthodox Western swordsmanship, and what Ji Ling taught her was the way of Chinese Tai Chi. It is full of "wildness".

According to the records, Han Feiying came from a remote mountain village in ancient times. Her sword skills were honed in the process of slaying demons and demons again and again, and she had never experienced orthodox teaching.

Compared with her father's "elegance" and Ji Ling's "lightness", Han Feiying's sword technique is completely "wild-unrestrained", like a beast tearing at its prey, every move is a deadly attack on the opponent. point to go.

Although Han Feiying later became a pillar of a country and systematically learned from the descendants of Beichen's one-sword style, the demons she killed were still torn apart, and the blood rain sprayed out was dotted on the pure white maiden uniform.

——It is exactly like the cold scarlet cherry in full bloom in early spring.

And as a god-killing shrine maiden who has wrestled with Nine-Tailed Sky Fox and wrestled with all kinds of monsters, Han Feiying's data also makes up for some of Chiyo's shortcomings-weak wrist, speed, and lack of strength.

I don't know if it's because of the similar names, but Han Feiying and Haruno Sakura have a very good physical fit - especially in terms of strength.

Shion and Chiyo traveled all the way to the land of the wind, and temporarily settled in the hidden sand village. Although the priestesses of the land of ghosts are not indistinguishable outside, they are always respected, because they are the only ones in the world who can seal evil spirits. .Therefore, Shion brought Chiyo into Sand Hidden Village without hindrance, and Chiyo also began to learn from Shion, one of the world's ninjutsu systems, the sealing technique.

The original owner of the body has a smart mind, and Chiyo thinks that he cannot live up to this talent, so he practiced during the day and read at night, but one night he heard the heart-piercing cry of a child.

Chiyo couldn't ignore the crying child, she opened the door, and saw a small dumpling huddled on the steps of her house.

The sand that covered the sky, the red-haired boy who was crying so embarrassingly, the moment he met her eyes, Chiyo saw her pair of cold green eyes and the wound on her left forehead.

She was touched by the scene in front of her. She didn't even remember what she said, but when she came back to her senses, she had already carried the little panda with black eyes into the house.

The power in the little panda's body was out of control, but after Chiyo slapped and slapped it, the power body full of violence and hatred silently shrank back into the little panda's body, not daring to show up again.

Looking at the little panda who was stunned and still unable to recover, Chiyo cooked him a bowl of steaming noodle soup, and wrapped the wound on his left forehead with a bandage.Her movements were so smooth and taken for granted that the little boy ate a large bowl of noodles without even recovering, was wiped with a hot towel on his dirty cheeks, and then was stuffed into a warm bed. Under the quilt, he fell asleep with a pat.

The song Chiyo hummed softly carried the power of calming the mind and calming the mind. She thought that the boy's dark circles were so heavy that he hadn't slept well. It would be better to talk about something at dawn.

Is this a dream?The crying and tired child fell asleep in a daze. He hadn't slept for a long time, because once he fell asleep, the monster in his body would break through the cage and take his body.

The little panda fell into a dream, but Chiyo pulled out the spirit body of a fat civet cat from the little panda's stomach after a while of groping, and the witch who killed the gods instantly revealed the fierceness that could kill even a god Qi.

Shouhe cried out with a yelp: "...I won't make trouble anymore, don't kill me!"

The fox ears on Chiyo's head trembled spiritually. In the begging words of the fat civet cat, who was begging for mercy, she finally sorted out the cause and effect of the matter.

The scum of the world's father, the mother who died of dystocia, Jinzhu Riki who was sacrificed from the very beginning, the child who was regarded as a failure by his father, in order to test whether the little panda can control the power of Shuhe, he sent the boy's most important His uncle came to assassinate him. As a result, the little boy, who had been struggling to restrain his strength, was so stimulated that he lost control of his emotions and violently murdered... This coquettish operation was so smooth that people were caught off guard.

Originally, the little boy's strength was difficult to control, but in the end, the father kept provoking him, causing him to lose control, and in turn scolding him as a failure... and so on.

Chiyo asked with a serious expression: "What does his father... look like?"

"Red hair, green eyes, serious and indifferent, unsmiling, and not caring about the family, he is not a good person at first glance." Shouhe and Fengying have a deep hatred, and they talk about each other.

Chiyo asked more seriously: "Can you use fire?"

Shouhe tilted his head, thinking that Chiyo was talking about "fire escape", that kind of basic ninjutsu, everyone knows it, but Luo Sha is better at sand escape, and fire escape can only spray a small fireball: "Yes, what's wrong?"

What else?Chiyo almost didn't shoot the case.

The truth is out!This Tie Hanhan must be a small system in the middle class, father Zhong An Dewa!

The next day, Gaara woke up from the dream, and when she looked dazed and hadn't figured out what was going on, she was gently held by a girl with cherry hair and green eyes.

"Son, do you have a long-lost brother?"

Chiyo touched her left forehead seriously: "The left side has red hair, green eyes, exactly the same color as yours."

The little panda was startled: "...?!"

"There is a wound on the left forehead, which is left after being hurt by a relative."

The little panda was shocked: "!"

"The fathers are all red-haired, green-eyed, serious and indifferent, and don't care about the family."

The little panda was shocked: "!!!"

What? !I actually have a long-lost brother?And life is as tragic as mine?