[Net King] Sewing and Figures

Knowing it all along, Aoki Natsumi thought silently in her heart, she is a girl with a very bad temper.

When she was young, whenever something happened that did not go according to her own wishes, Xia Mi would make a lot of noise and like to destroy things. It seemed that this was the only way to calm down the anger in her heart.

However, Dad likes ladies, so it is impossible for me to be loved by Dad like this.

So Aoki Natsumi gradually learned to forbear, and if she felt unhappy about something, at most she just pursed her mouth and it was over. It seemed that the child who liked to destroy things and fight with others had changed.

But Aoki Natsumi knew that the child hadn't changed, on the contrary, it had gotten worse.

A series of negative emotions, such as grievances and unwillingness from all over the place, were suppressed in Aoki Natsumi's heart.

Finally, the desire to kill was born.

Knowing that she had such thoughts, Xia Mi Aoki was very panicked, and dared not tell her parents that she needed to be accompanied by a guardian to see a psychiatrist, so Xia Mi Aoki had no choice but to take a set of psychological tests online.

The result of the test is that I have mild depression.

Depression, this term is very unfamiliar to Natsumi Aoki, when I occasionally hear the word depression from other people, most of them are very disgusted or sympathetic.

Natsumi Aoki, who just graduated from primary school, felt very panicked.

Will I become such an existence myself?He doesn't like to talk, always stays alone gloomyly, doesn't have many friends, and always has compulsive paranoia.

Aoki Natsumi realizes that she needs to be a cheerful person, so that no one will think that she has depression.

After seeing the post on the Internet, Natsumi Aoki tried to change herself step by step. However, what the classmates said often made Natsumi Aoki feel very embarrassed. , to humiliate her.

Every night when I get home, I like to lock the door of the room and lock it inside. I am afraid that my parents will hear something, so Aoki Natsumi has no choice but to punch her own huge doll, venting all her emotions on it. Then greet the new day with peace of mind the next day.

Later, she fell in love with figurines, and found another way to vent her emotions, which is more about control than venting.

When making figurines, Natsumi Aoki, who is very irritable, will definitely not make any good works.

So I can only be patient and endure my emotions, and then devote myself to making figures wholeheartedly.

Parents think that Natsumi Aoki likes to make figures, but in fact, except for taking orders, practicing, or having a new favorite character, Natsumi Aoki generally does not know how to make figures.

Every time she enters the figure production room, Aoki Natsumi will practice to endure the emotions that she is about to burst out, which also leads to her becoming more and more dependent on making figures, so the number of times she enters the figure production room becomes once a day. Even if there is no time, Natsumi Aoki will stay inside for a minute or two.

There is a feeling that her soul can be sublimated in this way.

Later, after having feelings for Nioh Masaharu, Aoki Natsumi began to feel fear.

What if Nioh Masaharu finds out about such an ugly self?

Such an ugly self is not worthy of such an outstanding young man as Nioh Masaharu.

The more Aoki Natsumi thinks like this, the more inferior she becomes.

At this time, Aoki Natsumi's delicate characteristics were revealed.

Nioh Masaharu is frivolous and bohemian. Although he is only joking, Nioh Masaharu likes to make harmless jokes with girls, which is well known.

But Natsumi Aoki couldn't tolerate it.

why!why!

Like a beast that has lost its mind, Natsumi Aoki kept roaring and suppressing in her heart, and even developed to the end where she began to have the idea of ​​killing someone.

What should I do! ! ! ! ! !

At night, Aoki Natsumi kept asking herself this question in her heart, not knowing what to do, and also afraid that her next step would reveal her true side.

Then, the news that made Natsumi Aoki feel both happy and sad, that is the matter of Masaharu Nioh dating her.

On the one hand, Natsumi Aoki was very happy to be able to become a couple with Masaharu Nioh, but on the other hand, Natsumi Aoki was deeply afraid of what would happen once Masaharu Nioh knew the truth about himself.

Because from the beginning, Nioh Masaharu got close to him because he sensed his disobedience.

I was afraid, Masaharu Nioh looked at himself coldly, and said in a very disgusted tone: "It's disgusting, Natsumi Aoki, you are actually a depression patient."

Thinking like this, even in the end, Aoki Natsumi had the idea of ​​killing Nioh Masaharu.

And just now, when I was confronting Maekawa Seina, I saw in Maekawa Seina's eyes that there was Nioh Masaharu's figure on the big tree behind him.

Clasping tightly with both hands, Aoki Natsumi gritted her teeth desperately, desperately trying to hold back the voice that she wanted to cry back into her heart, but the tears had already wet her face, and the crying that she wanted to suppress The sound finally turned into a low whimper.

This time, just say goodbye like this, my short-lived first love.

Natsumi Aoki, who was too immersed in her own world, did not see the people who appeared beside her.

That was Nioh Masaharu.

It wasn't until a warmth gripped her hands that Aoki Natsumi raised her head in astonishment.

What I saw was Nioh Masaharu smiling.

"My hands are frozen like this, I really don't love myself, Xia Mi."

Aoki Natsumi opened her mouth. She wanted to ask Nioh Masaharu what he thought after knowing her truth, and how Nioh Masaharu planned to deal with her. There were many, many questions, but in the end, only Nioh Masaharu was revealed from her mouth. Yaji's name.

"Ya... rule..."

"I'm here." Nioh Masaharu still kept his hands covering Aoki Natsumi's hands without moving.

Hearing Nioh Masaharu's answer, Aoki Natsumi's desire to cry grew stronger.

And she did.

She just threw herself into Nioh Masaharu's arms, she didn't care!

Regardless of whether Nioh Masaharu treats himself so tenderly out of sympathy or other psychology, he just wants to cry once.

Even if I wake up and find it's just a beautiful dream, I still want to continue to sink like this, never to return.

It's really sad, Masaharu, I don't know if you think the same way.

Accepting Natsumi Aoki who threw herself into his arms with embarrassment, Nioh Masaharu couldn't help showing a wry smile.

In fact, I haven't thought about how to treat Natsumi Aoki next.

However, when he found Aoki Natsumi, he saw her holding back her tears.

Masaharu Nioh found that he also had the urge to cry.

What a shame.

People who are about to be promoted to the first year of high school actually want to cry.

Although thinking like this, Nioh Masaharu still walked to Aoki Natsumi's side.

It's the second time, Masaharu Nioh looked down at Natsumi Aoki who was crying.

This is the second time that Natsumi Aoki feels that she is actually very fragile.

The first time was because of what Yagyu said, and since then, even after the two started dating, Masaharu Nioh did not see the vulnerable side of Natsumi Aoki or the side that needed protection, which sometimes made Masaharu Nioh feel a little frustrated.

His girlfriend is not like other people's girlfriends asking for help from his boyfriend or being coquettish and self-willed. He is so strong that sometimes he feels a little powerless.

But now, Nioh Masaharu felt the aura of "seeking comfort" from Aoki Natsumi's whole body.

So, naturally, Nioh Masaharu held Aoki Natsumi's hands.

No matter what your truth is, I believe that this is the performance of your hard work for me.

Thank you, Xia Yan.

Also, I like you.

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When Nioh Masaharu showed up at the door with his daughter in his arms, Mrs. Aoki admitted that she was taken aback.

"Xia Mi?!" Mrs. Aoki took a closer look and found that her daughter's face was covered with tears, she couldn't help but exclaimed.

"Auntie, Xia Mi is asleep now, please keep your voice down."

Nioh Masaharu smiled politely, but what he said was extraordinarily strong.

Mrs. Aoki knew that this was not a good place to talk, so she quickly invited Nioh Masaharu into the house.

What Mrs. Aoki did not expect was that the first thing Nioh Masaharu did after entering the house was to go directly to Aoki Natsumi's room, and then carefully put Aoki Natsumi on the bed, helped Natsumi take off her shoes, and then covered her with cotton wool. After being checked carefully, he exited the room.

"Excuse me, Auntie."

It wasn't until after going downstairs that Nioh Masaharu said this.

Mrs. Aoki frowned. For some reason, she felt that the atmosphere between Nioh Masaharu and Natsumi seemed to have changed again. It seemed that the relationship was getting closer?

But now is not the time to care about this issue, Mrs. Aoki seldom sees her daughter with tears on her face.

"What happened to Xia Mi? King Ren."

"I just learned some truths about Xia Yan, Auntie."

Nioh Masaharu's answer was so vague that Mrs. Aoki didn't understand what he meant at all.

"What do you mean?"

"It's hard for me to tell my aunt right now. I'd better wait until Xia Yan wakes up, and then Auntie will ask. After all, the decision is in her hands."

Hearing Masaharu Nio's answer like this, Mrs. Aoki realized that this is definitely a very important problem.

Nodding her head, Mrs. Aoki didn't ask any more questions, just like Nioh Masaharu said, let's wait until Xia Mi wakes up.

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