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That's too much.Youxue, she was born in this industry, and she circled around those rules, just like she grew up in that circle since she was a child.I looked at her with such a bright smile, facing those masters, I... I felt as if I was suffocated.I was absent-minded all day long, I stopped playing or singing, and just lay on the railing of the corridor, staring at her closely, watching her smile at others.I sometimes wonder if I'm looking for something to suffer... I am, I know, but I can't stop.I couldn't stop looking, but I couldn't stop being sad either.

That day, a very dignified official reserved the place, and everyone went to drink with them. Almost all of them were drunk, and I was the most drunk.Youxue was the only one who wasn't too drunk. She supported me, sent me to the bedroom, and wiped my face with a wet towel.I looked at her—so close to her, and she looked at me, and smiled at me.I watched her smile at me, and I somehow thought of her smile at those people. I was almost angry. I don't know why, but I was very angry and wronged.Then I cried.

Seeing that I was crying, Youxue hurriedly asked me what was wrong. I remember, I hugged her and said to her: "Youxue, you smiled at me for so long, how could you suddenly smile at others?" up? ’ She was eager to comfort me, so she said: ‘I don’t smile at others, I only smile at you. '.But I was not forgiving, I made her swear that she would only smile at me and be kind to me in her life.She was suddenly quiet.Then, she put her face close to my ear and asked me: "Sister Celan, do you like me?" '.I was almost frightened at the time, stiff and motionless.She laughed again and told me that she likes me too.

When I think about it to this day, it still feels like I am dreaming.Later... it was very natural, we were together, she liked to hug me, buried her head in my neck, and then sucked gently with her lips... Cough," Celan was startled when she said something different Alright, he coughed lightly to cover up, and continued, "In short, it's completely intimate.But the closer I get, the more disturbed I become.Because I found that she was as close to me as she was to those people.I often complain and tell her not to do this, but she doesn't care.When I asked her, she always pursed her lips and asked sadly: "Don't my sister believe me?" '.I can't bear to see her sad, and every time this happens, I have nothing to say.

But more and more days like this, she would even live in those honorable homes for a long time.I couldn't bear to see how happy she was when she came back from outside, so I had a fight with her.I thought she might restrain herself, but she said, she likes me, but she doesn't like this kind of life.She likes fine clothes and fine food, and Qionglin Yushu.She said that she is a person who is greedy for vanity, and she also has this ability.I don't think there has ever been a more painful moment than that moment... for my own incompetence.I'm willing to give her anything she wants, but I can't afford it.I am a singing girl, even if I sing like Chang'e descends to earth, I am still a singing girl. I can't give her the life of a dignified and high-ranking official.

That day, people from the capital came to pick people up to sing and dance at the state banquet.She wanted me to speak in front of Zhizhou, but I didn't want her to go through that muddy water at all.She pursed her lips, put her arm on my arm, and said to me: "Good sister, please help me again!" '.Her eyes looked at me like that, and her tone of voice was terribly soft...I couldn't bear it anymore.I didn't say anything, I took my hand out and left, and went to ask Zhizhou the next day.

Later, she probably also found that I really couldn't stand this, so she stayed outside more often.After a long time, I almost forgot the phrase "I like you too" and those happy days.She came back occasionally, and every time she was surrounded by pearls and emerald greens, she was full of brilliance.I looked at her and couldn't tell what it was like.Sometimes, I even doubt whether I love her or hate her... Especially, especially when she is coquettish to those people, the hatred is like a whirlpool.

But when I hated her so much, she died to save me.That day……"

As she spoke, her throat choked up, and she clutched the satin surface of the brocade quilt, her knuckles were protruding and white: "That day, a few barbarians came here to listen to the music, and when they drank too much, they belittled me. I struggled When he couldn't do it, the man was enraged, and he took out a knife. When the knife was inserted, Youxue... She suddenly jumped on me, didn't even say a word to me, just stared at me with wide eyes. I, and then... just went like that...

Later, the barbarian was beheaded.I hate him, and I still hate him to this day, but I hate Youxue even more!My feelings are almost exhausted, how can she die at this time!If she is dead, I will never let her go, I will be trapped in this whirlpool for the rest of my life!The most hateful thing is that she didn't tell me whether she loves me or not? Is she doing this to me because she loves me, or because of the relationship we have lived for so many years?She doesn't tell me anything, so I don't know anything.I can only keep thinking, thinking, replaying those years over and over again—I have to figure out the taste of even a piece of candy, think it out, and see if there are any clues that I missed..."

Seeing that she was sobbing, Wan Liang took a handkerchief to wipe her face.Celan gently pushed her away and shook his head.After pondering for a while, she raised her head and looked at Wanliang, and said to her, "But the person I hate the most is myself. It's my fault that everything has come to this point. I love her, but I can't do it." Indulging her. I was greedy for her, but I also ruined her. I am a useless person, and I am also a selfish person..."

Wan Liang didn't know what to say at this time, so she patted her shoulder lightly.Celan grabbed her hand and said, "Wanliang, this is a lesson learned from the past, Wanliang! Why do both sides suffer in the end? Take advantage of this opportunity to get away—"

"Sister Celan," Wan Liang lowered her eyes, unable to see clearly, "I will only accompany her until the engagement. I promise."

Celan frowned and looked at her worriedly, but said nothing.

Maybe all the deep feelings are similar, but the fate is different.

Chapter Twenty

In the Henghe Hall, the song stage is warm and the golden cup is shining brightly.The relatives and high-ranking officials toasted each other, and the female relatives laughed and whispered.

"Everyone is a friend with a happy face, and it's hard to find a soulmate!" Gu Zezhi sighed boredly with one hand on his chin.

Meng Zhifei turned her head, and as soon as the corner of her mouth was raised, she heard a dragon voice from the hall: "Where is Gu Huairen?"

Meng Zhifei immediately withdrew her raised lips, looked at Gu Zezhi gloatingly, and said, "You just lamented others, and your own fate is going to be miserable!"

Gu Zezhi still rested his chin on one hand, hooked his lips indifferently, picked up the cinnamon wine on the table and drank it down, then watched Gu Huairen walk quickly, kneeling respectfully in the center of the hall.

"The minister is here."

"Well, let Aiqing die." The emperor nodded lightly, "I just heard the eldest princess mention my granddaughter who has not yet left the cabinet. Has she ever attended a banquet today?"

"Long live back, thank you for your kindness, my daughter is sitting at the banquet."

"That's very good," the emperor turned his head and said with a smile to the eldest princess, "Then the imperial sister can ask her face to face. Where is Gu Zezhi?"

Gu Zezhi and Meng Zhifei looked at each other, then left the table expressionlessly, and knelt down next to Gu Huairen.

"My daughter, Gu Zezhi, pays her respects to the emperor."

"Pingshen. I've heard the Eldest Princess talk about your marriage, and I've been worrying about it for a long time."

"Princess Meng is sympathetic and troublesome, and my servant is ashamed." Gu Zezhi replied in a flat and respectful tone.

The emperor smiled when he heard the words, turned to the princess and said, "Changle, this is your business."

The eldest princess smiled gently and replied: "I watched Zezhi grow up, so naturally I should take care of the marriage. I also asked her in private, but this girl is shy, so she doesn't like it." of."

The emperor also laughed, and said: "The ones that the imperial sister can take a fancy to are not from the Zanying family, but also the elites of the Toad Palace. How can Zezhi be picky?"

The eldest princess nodded slightly, and said to the emperor: "A few days ago, Mrs. An Guogong mentioned to me her son Ye Weiting. I have seen that child too, and he is a decent child. How about..."

"Okay, okay!" The emperor immediately said to His Highness, "Where is Ye Weiting?"

As soon as the words fell, a young master dressed in dark blue silk embroidered came to the court, knelt down and said: "My subject, Ye Wei, pays homage to the emperor."

"Haha," the emperor said to the eldest princess with a loud smile, "Your sister's vision is really extraordinary!"

"Sister Chen, I can only grow eyes for Zezhi. It depends on what they think in the end!"

"It's the order of the parents, the words of the matchmaker," the emperor said to Gu Huairen, "What does Ai Qing think of this son of the Ye family?"

"Chen... Ah, what's wrong with the eldest princess' vision?" Gu Huairen said with a smile.

"Brother Huang asked a little too abruptly." The eldest princess covered her mouth and smiled. "It's okay for the little ones to discuss relatives in the palace, but the specifics need to be discussed in private."

Hearing this, the emperor's face turned slightly ugly, and he said in a deep voice: "My sister said so, let Gu Huairen and An Guogong discuss it first, but I will definitely give you the marriage of Zezhi. You, And step back!"

"Thank you, Majesty Long En." The three bowed to the ground, then got up and went back to the banquet.

As soon as Gu Zezhi sat back, he breathed a sigh of relief, obviously thankful that the marriage was postponed anyway.Meng Zhifei turned her face slightly, and whispered in Gu Zezhi's ear: "When the eldest princess said she would discuss it later, his expression suddenly changed, did you see that?"