I Destined You [Quick Transmigration]

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The door opened.

The gray figure of the man dragged across the planks.

The moonlight quietly shone on the man's face, and those dim black eyes fell on the face of the man sleeping peacefully on the bed.

The two completely similar faces are like the answer to the mystery revealed, and the final veil is finally lifted under the silver light.

Xiao Lan looked at the man who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and this man was none other than him.

The original Xiao Lan.

Xiao Lan who has never experienced the reincarnation of the five worlds.

Xiao Lan who hasn't met that person yet, no, it shouldn't be said not yet, because she won't meet again.

The man on the bed was still reeking of alcohol, lying on his back without a gesture, unaware that someone had entered the house.He didn't know what he was still muttering in his sleep, but looking at that simple sleeping face, he knew it would definitely not be a nightmare.

came back.

Xiao Lan really came back here again.

Belongs to him, he belongs to, the original world.

Obviously his original intention was to come back and start again, but at this moment Xiao Lan's heart did not fluctuate at all.

Before returning here, he finally heard that voice again in his mind.

The male voice that gave him a chance to survive and then pushed him into a strange world, the male voice that brought him to He Mo and took him away from Xiao Li forever, the high and unscrupulous male voice that controlled his life male voice.

The voice told him it was over.

He wrested almost 20 years from his destined man.

When he returns to his world, he will forget everything and live on.

Obviously these are what he desperately wanted at the beginning, but now the hope of living is so close at hand that he can hardly get it.However, Xiao Lan felt unbearable pain.His soul sank in a hopeless darkness, on the verge of collapse.

I do not want!Let me go back to him!I don't want any more time!Please, let me go back!Even reincarnation like this is fine, as long as I can meet him!

I am willing to stay for him, no matter where, no matter how long!Even if he doesn't know me, I will tell him who I am again and again.At least, at least let me not forget him... I don't want to forget, don't let me forget!

In the darkness between the cracks of time, Xiao Lan begged so hoarsely and humbly.

For decades, he and he have drifted away on an endless road.Even though Xiao Lan was confused, hesitant, painful, and desperate, the most brilliant and beautiful images were always etched into his mind in the end.And the figure of that person will always stay in the depths of his sight, carrying all of Xiao Lan's fiery and real emotions.

No matter how Xiao Lan imagines and bears it, these memories will be cleared from his brain in the next second.Then, in Xiao Lan's world, that person really no longer exists.

In the void, Xiao Lan received the last charity from that indifferent voice.

[Give you the last ten hours. ]

After these words were finished, Xiao Lan was already standing at the door, and he walked in easily with the fingerprint combination lock.

Xiao Lan could no longer remember what happened here.

Really at this moment, Xiao Lan felt as if he had passed away.

For some reason, those memories are blurred at this moment, maybe he has forgotten them, maybe his thinking has been confused, maybe he has already abandoned his past, but one thing is for sure.When he walked out of the house, he must have never thought that he would go away for decades, and he didn't get the chance to come back until now.

But this opportunity, he did not want.

When he saw himself sleeping soundly on the bed, Xiao Lan realized that these ten hours were the time for him to look back.

Finally, the ten hours spent thinking about that person?

Xiao Lan looked at his sleeping face for a long time, suddenly, he really wanted to remember.He really wanted to recall what the original him was like, and how he had been living well in the past without that person.

He also wanted to think clearly about what he would do when he woke up without memory, what he would do in the future, who he would like in the future, and how he would end his life.

However, Xiao Lan couldn't think of anything.

His thoughts seemed to be completely frozen, and his whole body was too cold, like a skeleton that had lost its soul.

Five worlds have already ended, but Xiao Lan has no sense of reality at this moment.It was as if the world he was standing on now was just one of the things he passed by.He even felt that he was just playing another character named Xiao Lan in this world.

Xiao Lan thought for a long time before he remembered that he had an older sister.

He picked up the mobile phone on the table, walked to the balcony, and found Xiao Shan from the address book.

[Xiao Lan, why are you still awake!What time is it in the morning, don't tell me you are still playing outside! ]

As soon as he answered the phone, he heard Xiao Shanxing's voice asking for guilt, a bright and energetic voice.

Xiao Lan paused, how many years had it been since she heard her sister's voice.

[Stop talking, where the hell are you now!It's pretty quiet around here. Are you home, or are you still out on the street?Don't forget what I emphasized to you before I left, San Francisco is not safe at night, you are not familiar with the place, so don't run around, you know?Hey, Xiao Lan, you talk, you want to kill me, where are you!Or, are you drunk? ]

The woman's noisy but anxious and worried voice came to her ears, Xiao Lan finally felt a sense of reality at this moment.

"Sister..." Xiao Lan tried several times before finally making a sound from his parched throat.

He raised his eyes and looked quietly at the full moon in the night, with a cool white light reflected in his pupils.

"I miss you."

The voice on the other end of the phone froze suddenly, and then the woman laughed.

[What's the matter, I always thought I was annoying when I was here, but now you've finally gotten rid of me, and you're starting to miss me.I have only been back to China for a few days now. Before you were in China and I was in the United States, tell me which time I did not take the initiative to call you.Call you and say a few more words, and your brat will think I'm long-winded, and keep saying that I'm in menopause, and no one will want me in the future. ]

There was a bright smile in the woman's voice.

[Now that my sister is finally married, are you just beginning to be reluctant?Haha, let me tell you, it's late!Let me tell you, it's time for dinner in China, and I'm eating hot pot in Chengdu.Your brother-in-law can't eat spicy food at all, so he ran to throw up just now, ahaha...]

Xiao Shan kept talking on the phone, as if she wanted to tell Xiao Lan all about what had happened in the past few days, but Xiao Lan just listened quietly without making a sound.

[Xiao Lan, how are you these days. ]

Xiao Shan finally remembered her younger brother's recent situation, her voice was still strange, as if wondering why Xiao Lan didn't think she was talking too much this time.

The past few days have been too long.

Xiao Lan pursed his lips, his eyes darkened.

"I'm fine." Xiao Lan said calmly, "Sister, happy wedding."

"I wish you and your brother-in-law a happy marriage for a hundred years and grow old together."

[Have you changed your style?When I got married, I never saw you say such a serious congratulatory speech. ]

[I said, are you in a bad mood?I always think your tone is weird.And this point is still looking for me, is there something wrong? ]

"I am fine."

I'll be fine soon.

After Xiao Lan finishes making the phone call, there are still more than nine hours.

He put down his cell phone, took the wallet and car keys on the table, and left the house.

Xiao Lan drove to the beach.

At the beach in the early morning, there was no one there, except for the whistling of the icy sea breeze.

Standing by the sea, he could only hear the sound of the wind blowing and the waves crashing in the darkness.

Xiao Lan raised his head and saw the night sky, the stars were hidden in the night, it seemed as if his whole life had been burned in the empty darkness.In a few hours, these stars will quietly end, and then disappear into the darkness that no one cares about.

Yesterday in my memory, the sun had just risen from the sea level.

Countless people accompanied him, eagerly looking forward to the rising of the sun, as if waiting for the arrival of hope.

Then, that person appeared in front of his eyes.

[I want to meet you in a place without darkness. ]

But now, he was left alone.

Xiao Lan has never been so afraid of this world as he is now.

This, the world without him, and this is the darkness of his last night.

If possible, Xiao Lan hopes that the dawn will never come.

Xiao Lan still has nine hours, and has memories with that person.

He remembered He Mo——

[Xiao Lan, give me some more time, I know this life is yours. ]

That gloomy and indifferent young man had promised him his life from the very beginning. He lived for him and died because of him.

He remembered the pitiful appearance of the young man curled up sleeping in the closet, and he also remembered his gentle expression when he looked at the lily of the valley by the window; he remembered that He Mo sang the whole birthday song for him in the blazing evening, He is so devoutly grateful for his existence; he remembers He Mo standing in front of the mirror sweeping the heat wave, whispering that he saw him, and then reaching out to touch the mirror as if stroking his brows and eyes; he remembers when he said to take him home, He Mo's extremely gentle smile for the first time.

He remembered Arman—

[I wish you to be a god. ]

The Son of God who wanted to destroy the world for God's return said that he would be regarded as God.

He remembered that boy's beautiful red eyes, which always reflected his figure clearly; Light and beauty are offered to him; he remembers that Alman said he built him a city in the sky, but he has not seen it; he remembers the man who hugged him tightly when the world collapsed , and then that was the first kiss between them.

He remembered Chen Ling——

[But clinker, the first time I saw my senior brother, I missed my whole life. ]

The person who clearly hated him to the bone, was still unable to do anything to him, and finally surrounded him with all kinds of obsessions and affection.

He remembered that on the birthday night of the lantern moon shadow, Chen Ling wrote on the lotus lantern every day, every year, every year; he remembered that Chen Ling chewed the mooncakes he gave him, and then gave him the first one A human-shaped wooden sculpture carved by himself; he remembered that Chen Ling traded his own eyes and 50 years of life in exchange for five years of his life, and then he smiled and said to him that it was worth it; he remembered that the man left everything for him just to I traveled all over the great rivers and mountains with him, and finally lived in seclusion with him on a snow-covered plum sea, watching the flowers bloom and fall quietly.

He remembered Meng Jin——

[Xiao Lan, you are my Xiao Lan. ]

The man who fell into his trap willingly from the very beginning and never left him.

He remembers that Meng Jin took time out of his busy schedule to learn woodcarving for him, just because he liked it; he remembered that Meng Jin collected all the calligraphy and paintings he wrote and regarded them as the most precious treasures; he remembered that Meng Jin’s Those unknown thoughts, pretending to be little fans, have been silently pampering him; he remembers the night when Meng Jin remembered him, he hugged him tightly and wrote his name softly in his palm; he remembered They were together for ten years, the first and only ten years they had never been apart.

He remembered Xiao Li——

[I'll take you home. ]

The person who hurt him in every possible way, and was also hurt by him, was riddled with wounds, and finally brought him home.

He remembers that person will always be in the depths of his sight with the most powerful figure; he remembers his name engraved in that cave densely stained with Xiao Li's blood; he remembers the last explosion Here, he looked at his trembling and stiff back as his body disappeared inch by inch; he remembered that Xiao Li turned his head amidst the loud bombardment, and tears fell silently from those empty and dark eyes; he remembered that he finally saw When he arrived at the new world Xiao Li created for him, even though he was so unfamiliar, he still treated him tenderly.

Xiao Lan couldn't restrain the pain in his heart, and tears burst out at this moment.

Many memories of the past came one after another, but they were broken and scattered in his mind again.

Accompanied by his torn soul.

Xiao Lan wanted to scream desperately, he wanted to cry loudly.

He felt that the inside of himself was rotten, but he couldn't utter a single syllable in his throat.

He remembered the last words that man said to him——

[Xiao Lan. ]

[I'll wait for you, come to me. ]

[Good night. ]

Xiao Lan stared wide-eyed, looking at the icy sea water, it seemed like a dark road leading to the abyss of another world.

He is waiting for him.

He must be waiting for him.

"Take me away."

Before he knew it, Xiao Lan's feet had stepped into the sea.He walked slowly towards the sea step by step, Xiao Lan didn't even realize that the sea water had spread to his knees, he just looked at the distance quietly and intently, as if in a daze.

Xiao Lan walked into the sea step by step, the moonlight seemed to be getting brighter and brighter, and he seemed to see a figure standing there vaguely.He wholeheartedly wanted to find that bright existence in the darkness, so he walked forward desperately, letting the sea water engulf his body more and more in the cold and darkness.

"Xiao Li, take me away."

Xiao Lan was completely immersed in the turbulent sea water, as if there was someone calling him and waiting for him on the other side of the sea level.

"Take me away."

I don't want anything!Take me away, please, take me away!Take me away, wherever you go!

A wave surged in, and Xiao Lan's body was completely submerged in the icy water, falling like a heavy stone tablet, and drifting away with the tide like a piece of rotten wood.

Water poured into his nose, his lungs ached violently, and his body felt the iciest cold in the world.However, Xiao Lan didn't have any fear in his heart, he felt extremely at ease at this moment.It was as if his true home was waiting for him in this sinking sea.

The last glimmer of light in the world penetrated into Xiao Lan's cloudy eyes.

Life, at the last moment, what will you see in the eyes that have penetrated the light of a lifetime?

Xiao Lan seemed to see a figure coming from the other side of the world, leaned over to hug him, and kissed his forehead lightly.

Close your eyes slowly.

Xiao Lan allowed herself to sink into the last illusory warmth in the world.

When Xiao Lan opened his eyes again, he woke up in the car.

It was morning and his memory was real, but his clothes were dry and alive.

Even if the light falls on him, it seems to make Xiao Lan collapse.

He stared blankly at the bright and clear world outside through the car window, but he felt extremely cold all over his body, and was silently immersed in strange pain.His heart was beating empty and hurt his chest, and his life seemed to be draining from there.

This world, preventing his death, is also invisibly pushing him into the abyss of disappearance.

Xiao Lan has no choice, forgetting will eventually be doomed.

It is ten o'clock in the morning.

Xiao Lan's last five hours are left.

Xiao Lan felt that he was completely numb, and the ten hours he was given by charity was just the cruelest torture for him.

He got out of the car and walked along the shoreline until he came to a movie theater.

The first movie I saw was an animated comedy.

When Xiao Lan was watching a movie, everyone else was laughing, but he couldn't laugh, as if he had completely lost human instinct and emotion.

He just watched the projected light flash across his eyes without leaving a trace.

He remembered that he should actually be a noisy, bluffing person who liked to laugh and talk.

That Xiao Lan, where did he go?

The second one I watched was an old American film from the [-]th century——.

At the beginning of the film, an old woman puts a pocket watch into a man's hand, and she says to him——

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come back to me.

The man fell in love with the young old woman 70 years ago, and this pocket watch was given to the woman by him.When they were happily together, the man was forced to go back to the future because of a coin that should not belong to the past.However, the woman he loved was an old lady who died of illness on the night when he gave the pocket watch to the man.

In the end, the man stared at the window without eating or drinking until he died.

During the man's last dying time, he was smiling.

In the depths of those pupils, a window lit up.

The white window screen undulates in the soft light.

In the pure white world behind the window screen, the man's beloved woman is standing there, waiting for him with crooked eyebrows.

Two people with different time, finally came together.

The man took off his hat, smiled and held the woman's hand.

Then, the screen turned white, making this moment an eternity.

Xiao Lan kept recalling the last scene in his mind, and walked back to the car from the movie theater.

He watched in silence the few hours he had left, with pain on his face, all the sorrow and pain tangled together.He couldn't help but put his head on the steering wheel and lowered his head in despair.The right hand pressed hard on the heart, but the suppressed pain collapsed, causing cracks in his flesh and flesh, and tearing his soul into pieces.

Xiao Lan's widened pupils were lifeless and empty, but filled with sadness and pain, and tears kept flowing.

It's over, it's almost over.

He drove aimlessly in the huge city.

There are countless roads in this world, but none of them can lead to that person.

The radio broadcast did not know when it was turned on, and a Chinese song streamed from the speaker.

[You stopped on this street we are familiar with, and read all the lines you prepared. ]

[I'm still trying to be brave and telling lies. ]

[There is no ability to block, the direction you are going. ]

Stop the red light.

[I will choose to bypass that street later, and I hope to meet you on another street. ]

[Missing is trying to be brave, and won't forget. ]

[Blame me for not being able to follow, the direction you are going. ]

The song is melodious, but Xiao Lan has no time to listen to it.

Xiao Lan stared at the time on the car at 14:57, the last 3 minutes left.

His mind had collapsed, his calm completely shattered.Although his body was not injured, he felt a dull pain all over his nerves.He clenched the steering wheel tightly with his hands, biting his lips with bloodstains.

The senses of the body suddenly turned to the maximum, the sound of vehicles, walking, talking, and my own heartbeat, all the sounds were extremely noisy, rushing into my brain frantically.The surging strong disgust and irritability filled all the nerves, and the invisible pain on the body could really make people convulse and want to die.

Until this moment, Xiao Lan caught a glimpse of something from the corner of his eye.

Another green light came on.

The waiting vehicles started to start, and in a taxi, the man in the passenger seat was making an angry phone call.

When Xiao Lan saw the man's face clearly, the world fell silent again, as if he couldn't hear any other voices.

Xiao Lan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and his brain suddenly became hot at this moment.

The blood seemed to be boiling at this moment, and the hot blood was about to evaporate.

But his foot stepped on the accelerator uncontrollably at this moment.

His gaze was fixed on the people in the car, and he rushed over suddenly, his eyes seemed to be blank.

The long and fuzzy memories of the past seem to be suddenly remembered at this moment.

It turned out to be like this...

[Sister, are you okay! ]

[I'm fine.I tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about your previous phone calls. I was worried about you. ]

[Before?before what?I haven't called you these two days. ]

[Okay, I get it now!The thief must have called you on my cell phone!Sister, let me tell you, I'm going crazy now!When I woke up at noon, I found that the house had been burglarized. It was obviously a fingerprint combination lock, and I didn't know how it got in. ]

[Wallet and car keys were stolen, even... your car was taken away.This is the first time I've heard of a house burglar, even the car was taken away.It was the first time in my life that such a good thing could happen to me.Sister, don't worry, don't worry, the police are already investigating.I just reapplied the card, and I'm still in the taxi, and I'm going to go back first. ]

[Sister, you didn’t send money to any strange account, did you? ]

[No...really, it wasn't you who called? ]

It wasn't until this moment that Xiao Lan finally came to his senses.

I was the one who locked the door with a fingerprint code, I was the one who called Xiao Shan, and I was the one who took the wallet and drove away...

He even remembered it clearly during this second of life-and-death crisis.

Many years ago, before he was hit by a car, he actually saw the person sitting in the driver's seat in his shocked eyes.

——That person is him.

The loud and piercing sound hit the ears like an explosion, and the inertia and impact caused the two cars to crush together.Accompanied by the sound of metal scraping and tearing, the blood-stained glass shattered, reflecting the figures of two men who were seriously injured and dying.

The severe pain invaded Xiao Lan's body, but Xiao Lan couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, bitter and mocking.

As long as he kills himself, the other self will be sent to reincarnation and meet that person.

Then after five worlds, he will return to this world, and finally make the same decision with him.

It's certainly not the first time, nor will it be the last.

Xiao Lan thought it was a dead end, but now he realized that it was an inescapable cycle.

He used to always feel that when he was with him, he was always lost.

It turned out that he really, lost him time and time again.

The cloudy eyes were foggy, like water vapor that had been caged for too long and could not be dispersed.

[Xiao Lan, the one who doesn't know is you. ]

[What on earth can I wait for you. ]

Until now, Xiao Lan finally understood the meaning of these two sentences.

Suddenly, Xiao Lan seemed to hear countless voices calling him.

It's not like 50 years, it's like too many, too many years...

Forget it, so be it.

The corners of Xiao Lan's mouth curled up slowly, allowing his breath to disappear in the increasingly silent ice-cold.

What remained in his ears was only the slightly distorted voice on the radio, accompanied by Xiao Lan sinking into the final darkness.

[One night, a dream. ]

[You are gray-haired and said to take me home. ]

[I still don't hesitate, I will go to heaven with you. ]

[No matter what, I can accompany you until dawn. ]