not just marriage

After sleeping with his son, Ji Ning glanced at Shen Muyuan's study, then went downstairs to prepare some food for Shen Muyuan, and after delivering it to the study, he went back to his room without saying a word.

After lying on the bed, thinking about these days, Ji Ning was in a daze. To be honest, even he himself couldn't accept the fact that the housekeeper grandpa was gone.Shen Muyuan was almost brought up by the housekeeper's grandfather alone. When his parents were still in this house, they didn't care about him. Later, when his mother passed away, his father was no longer in the house, and his grandfather was busy with company affairs. It was the housekeeper's grandfather who was taking care of him, even when he went abroad to take care of him.

"I know you're sad, it's okay, you'll get better soon." Ji Ning never struggled with his position in Shen Muyuan's heart, he knew it very well, and he was quite satisfied, compared to talking love words behind his back As a betrayer, he felt that Shen Muyuan was fine. After all, what he wanted most was a peaceful life, not a vigorous relationship.

Touching his abdomen, Ji Ning thought that he couldn't procrastinate any longer, he had to go to the hospital tomorrow, which he should have seen when he just came back.

Thinking of going out tomorrow, Ji Ning fell asleep with peace of mind. These days he was not feeling well, so it was supposed to be the best time to sleep, but he was always half asleep and half awake.

So when he felt a chill in his neck and felt something was wrong, he thought he was dreaming.He could know who the person holding him was even with his eyes closed, but how could this person be Shen Muyuan?I don't know if it's because he was sleepy that his eyes were hazy, or because he was just doing it, Ji Ning felt that the person who just hugged him and shed tears must not be Shen Muyuan.

Not only the neck, but when the salty taste was also tasted in his mouth, Ji Ning finally woke up completely. It's been almost a month, has Shen Muyuan finally vented the pent-up pain in his heart?

"Mu Yuan, the people Grandpa cares about are very good. When he left, he didn't suffer any pain in his body, and he didn't have any regrets in his heart. He didn't want you to be like this." Complaining in his heart made him feel more distressed, so Ji Ning didn't know what to do. How to deal with Shen Muyuan, I can only take care of every part of his life as much as possible every day, but I didn't say anything to comfort him, he didn't know how to say it.

"Don't you still have Ranran? He is your son and your relative. He will be with you all his life. And he, you are not alone." Let Shen Muyuan put his hand on his slightly protruding stomach , Ji Ning wanted Shen Muyuan to understand that he is not alone, there are still relatives who are connected with him by blood in this world.

"You, and you."

"..." When Shen Muyuan said this, Ji Ning never realized so deeply that he was actually exactly the same as his mother.He has been resenting why his mother sacrificed himself for Ji Chengyou's few words, making his life completely messed up, but what is the difference between him and his mother now?Also because of Shen Muyuan's words, it was like fireworks exploded in my heart. I couldn't tell what color it was, but any color was beautiful.

Ji Ning never told Shen Muyuan that when he met him for the first time, although he had a cold face, he didn't dislike him at all. When it came to their getting married, he rejected him in his heart, but the reason for the rejection was not He doesn't like him, but he is afraid that Shen Muyuan will look down on him. He wants to live with the person he likes and likes, and he doesn't want to be like his mother in the future.

In the days after marriage, Shen Muyuan's indifference was not much better than before marriage, but Ji Ning was still very satisfied. At least Shen Muyuan would go home on time every day, and would eat and sleep with him every day. He and Shen Muyuan didn't communicate much, but it was because of this People are inexplicably relieved and dependent.

Ji Ning has always felt that he will probably live such a peaceful but stable life for the rest of his life, and that's exactly what he expected, so when he thought that Shen Muyuan had a lover, he didn't think about it carefully at all, but he couldn't control his emotions and rationality. wanted to escape.

During the seven years, Ji Ning felt that those overwhelmed feelings he had at the beginning should have been worn away by life, so when he met Shen Muyuan again, he just wanted to hide, and when he went home with Shen Muyuan, he also felt that As long as the son is a long time it doesn't matter.

Thinking about it now, it doesn’t matter what happened if I forgot what happened?He obviously cared about everything about him seven years ago, and he cared who was more important in his eyes. After knowing that seven years ago, it was all his overthinking and his own misunderstanding, he suddenly felt relieved, as if he had finally found an excuse.

"Shen Muyuan, I like you, I like you very much." After hesitating for a long time, the words came out of his mouth before he could think about it. Ji Ning's body tensed up when he realized what he had said, thinking anyway It is also true that he has nothing to hide, and it is useless to hide it, how could Shen Muyuan not know.

Shen Muyuan did know, and it was because he found out a little later that they missed seven years.

Shen Muyuan never expected to be able to hear Ji Ning say that he likes him with his own mouth. He knew in his heart that there was a huge difference between hearing it with his own ears.

Ji Ning understands Shen Muyuan's sadness, but he can't help complaining, because he knows that in Shen Muyuan's heart, there are many people who are more important than him, but in his heart, no one is more important than Shen Muyuan.

"I know you are sad when grandpa passed away, but grandpa loves you so much, he doesn't want you to be sad!" Besides, can't you think of me?Ji Ning couldn't say this, because he didn't want to make himself miserable, the current life was already very satisfying for him, there was nothing wrong with it, as long as people were satisfied.

Ji Ning has always known that he is a worthless person, and when he realizes his feelings for Shen Muyuan, he confirms this point incomparably.Anyway, today is enough embarrassment, Ji Ning is not afraid of even more embarrassment, he has never done confession before, so he treats it as the first time in his life.

"Go to sleep." Shen Muyuan kept silent, but Ji Ning felt relieved, because he felt that Shen Muyuan must be scolding him, so it's fine if he doesn't speak.

Sleeping quietly, Ji Ning fell asleep quickly. When he woke up the next day, he thought Shen Muyuan was still by his side. After all, he woke up very early this month, but when he woke up today, Shen Muyuan was no longer by his side.

Looking at the time next to him, it was clearly still there, it was only a little past seven o'clock, Shen Muyuan had been up for so long?

Just as Ji Ning was wondering, the door of the room opened, and the person who approached was none other than Shen Muyuan.

When Shen Muyuan entered the door, Ji Ning was still lying down before he got up. Shen Muyuan walked to the bedside without saying a word and saw that Ji Ning was getting ready. After reaching out to help him sit up, he kissed Ji Ning directly on the face. After a moment, he said, "Get up, let's go to the hospital after breakfast."

"Oh, good." Ji Ning originally planned to go to the hospital today, but just now seeing Shen Muyuan getting up so early, he thought something was wrong with his company, but he didn't expect to accompany him to the hospital.