Surrounded

(This chapter is Ding Fanxing's self-narration, there is no protagonist or role, don't read if you are not interested =-=)

My name is Ding Fanxing, I am 17 years old, a sophomore student in City Experimental Middle School.

Today is November 11, Thursday, cloudy, yes, my death day.

The name Fanxing was chosen by my father. He hoped that I would be as bright and bright as the stars, but my father did not accompany me to the end. He also became a star in the sky.

Two years after my father passed away, an uncle in a suit and leather shoes appeared in my life with my mother. Not long after, this man named Zhang Jinglei became my stepfather.At first, he was nice to me, saying that he and his ex-wife hadn't had children for many years, so he would treat me like his own daughter.

My mother became a full-time wife at home, and she smiled a lot. When I was with my father, they quarreled from time to time because of financial constraints.After the remarriage, she is very happy every day, living a carefree life, and does not have to work hard to pay my tuition fees. I think, as long as Zhang Jinglei can treat my mother well, I am willing to call him father.

In the third year of junior high school, my mother became pregnant, which was their first child.Because it is an advanced maternal age, the whole family is very careful. Day by day, we are all looking forward to the arrival of the child.But I don't know when, my mother became depressed until Zhang Jinglei didn't come home for a week, and finally my mother couldn't help crying. She said that Zhang Jinglei had a woman outside, and she was an employee of his company. Zhou Jing's young girl.

"Are you going to get a divorce?" I asked my mother.

However, my mother just caressed her swollen belly and didn't answer me, so I understood that she needs a home, even if it is a shell.

The accident happened during the summer vacation at the end of the third year of junior high school. I accidentally discovered the miniature camera embedded in the frame of the mural in the bedroom.At that time, my mother had just given birth and my younger brother was living in the confinement center. I didn't want her to worry, so I planned to tell Zhang Jinglei about it.But I never expected that it was the beginning of the darkest moment in my life.

He pressed me on the bed and raped/violated me while I was drunk.

It turned out that he installed the camera secretly, and that bastard has been watching me all the time.

"Do you think I'll fall in love with your mother? I'm just trying to get you!"

"Dare to tell your mother? Okay, let everyone know that you are a slut! Let your mother divorce me, and you will not get a dime!"

He threatened me with the surveillance video of raping/violating me. It turned out that the beast with human face and heart was so close to me.

The doctor said that my mother had moderate postpartum depression, and I was so scared that I didn't dare to say a word.But the silence will only make the beast more unscrupulous, every time, every time, every time, he pointed the camera at those dirty scenes, and I swallowed my breath and accepted his sex again and again.

He began to be dissatisfied with being alone. I didn't even know when I was infected with drugs. When I realized it, I was already addicted.He had my double chips, and I fell into the endless abyss completely, becoming a thoughtless puppet.

When drug addiction breaks out, begging for mercy is not as good as begging for mercy. After taking drugs and hallucinating, I am frivolous and frivolous. Whenever I am sober, I wish I could kill myself, but I dare not die.

"If you dare to act rashly, I will send the video of you taking drugs to your mother. If you want to piss your mother off, you can try it!"

It turns out that not everyone is qualified to live or die.

After her mother finished confinement, she lived in her hometown for a while, and Zhang Jinglei did not restrain herself a little until she came back.He began to continue to circle between his mother and his mistress Zhou Jing, and whenever my drug addiction broke out, he would take me to a place, which was the old rental house where he had a tryst with Zhou Jing.I have never met Zhou Jing, and I am becoming more and more like a stinky mouse, avoiding my mother, avoiding Zhou Jing, avoiding the world, and avoiding the light.

I even thank Zhou Jing a little bit, her existence can at least digest part of the devastation for me.But more than half a year ago, the only shield was gone.Zhang Jinglei and Zhou Jing broke up. My mother was very happy, but I was terrified. I looked at the photo of my brother who was [-] years old hanging in the living room, and I felt endless suffocation.

Sure enough, after Zhou Jing left, he did whatever he wanted even more. He began to take me to the rental house frequently, and even bought a desk and lamp inside. He said that I like to watch you do your homework, I like to see you in school uniform, and I like to press you down. At the desk, he's a complete freak.

My grandmother is not in good health, and my mother and younger brother are often not at home. I am in dire straits every day.The drug addiction was getting worse and worse. I tried to struggle, but what I got in exchange was even more brutal beatings and violence from him.I thought, if I can find the source of drug purchases myself, will it be less embarrassing? I have followed Zhang Jinglei, and he often goes to a nightclub called Blue Water Club. Later, I went to a few times behind his back, but I have no connections at all. I went to it a few times and failed a few times. I was completely desperate.

I still go to school brightly every day to be a good student with both good character and academics, but no one knows that the me under the skin has long been rotten and festered, and I am a walking corpse that even jackals disdain.My classmates even envied me for having a rich and loving father, because Zhang Jinglei often came to pick me up in his luxury car, but who would know that it was the gate to hell.

I covered everything up well until I was bumped into by Yan Chuang.During that drug addiction attack, I was afraid that my mother would notice the clues, so I found an excuse to escape. I ran out of the community and crossed the road in one breath, then squatted on the edge of the flower bed and kept vomiting, but I couldn’t vomit anything. There seemed to be thousands of ants gnawing on my body, from the top of the head to the toes, from the skin to the bones, every cell was screaming for pain.

People come and go on Yunqi Road, but they all become noisy phantoms in my eyes. Countless sharp voices penetrated my eardrums and entered my brain. I yelled like crazy. When I was rushing towards the endlessly flowing road, someone suddenly pulled me back.

He asked me: "Ding Fanxing, what's wrong with you?"

Later I found out that Yan Chuang was surfing the Internet in the Internet cafe on Yunqi Road at that time, and saw me crazy as soon as I went out.But I didn't recognize him, I even turned around and wrestled with him, but after a while, Zhang Jinglei appeared.He stuffed me into the car and headed for the rental house. Yan Chuang was not worried about me, and he, who was always timid, took a taxi and followed me secretly.

He waited until it was dark, and Zhang Jinglei and I always went out one after the other. He watched the bastard walk out of the community with his pants in his hands, and watched me walk out of my body.

"Ding Fanxing, what's wrong with you?" He asked me this question again.

But in the next second, I threw away my armor and ran away.I think I'm done, but what surprised me is that Yan Chuang didn't mention it to anyone, even in school, he didn't say a word to me, even if he occasionally touched his eyes, he would immediately Look away.He began to appear frequently in the Internet cafe on Yunqi Road, and we met several times, and once he even saw Zhang Jinglei slap me hard in a shady corner.

"Do you want to call the police?" Yan Chuang asked me with a trembling voice, "Does your father beat you often?"

I watched him just cry, he sat with me on the steps for a long time, and finally left a sentence: "If I can, I want to protect you." I know he likes me, but I'm too dirty, I don't deserve it at all.But, for people walking in the snowy night, a flash of fire in the distance is enough to give people greedy hope.

He was the last ray of light in my dark life.

I took a gamble, I told him everything, and it turned out that I was right.

I began to try again to get out of the devil's control. Yan Chuang sold his game account to help me, plus the pocket money I saved over the years, I went to the Blue Water Club again, yes, I lied to those policemen , Zhang Jinglei didn't ask me, it was the nightclub I went to by myself.Police Officer Ye saw the surveillance screenshots of me going to the nightclub to trade. From the beginning to the end, I was the only one involved. You ask me why I have another channel now, because another demon found me.

The devil was wearing a mask with a limp leg, and a hideous scar came out of the mask. He said his name was Jiuyue, and he could help me.I asked him why he wanted to help me?He said, "It's fun."

I didn't believe him, but he wasn't annoyed. Instead, he helped me arrange the channels to buy drugs.I dubiously went to the trading place he designated, which is the Blue Water Club. I went there twice and got what I wanted each time.But later, in the process of tracking Zhang Jinglei, I discovered that there was a transaction between them, and the place was in the demolition building of the Hongshihuayuan Community. I became more afraid, afraid that all this was a trap again.

The money on my body was spent, I couldn't wait any longer, Yan Chuang and I decided to take the risk.Sitting on the sidelines is a silly approach, but it works the first time.After seeing the bald-headed group of three sneaking into the community, I knew that the opportunity had come.I first called the landlord who had visited the house before, I needed a reasonable reason to be in the ruins, if things didn't go as smoothly as I thought.

You may think we are crazy, those three people are gangsters who have something to do with drugs, but we have no choice.

But what I didn't expect was that Yan Chuang would be injured because of this, but even though he was lying in a pool of blood, he still didn't forget to secretly give me the drugs he had finally stolen.Things were more complicated than we imagined. It was September who came to us before the police, and he said that he could help me and get rid of Zhang Jinglei completely.

This time, I still have no choice.

We did everything according to what he said, and pointed the finger at Zhang Jinglei, saying that he was the one who took drugs, and he was the one who instructed me to steal drugs. I called the police and said that there was an illegal prostitution transaction in Blue Water.I didn't understand why he asked me to do this at first, but then I realized it was to embarrass the policemen.

But, I snuffed out the last ray of light in my life with my own hands.

September gave me a multiple-choice question: Zhang Jinglei's life or death.

If it is Zhang Jinglei's death, it means that everything about me will be exposed, and it will be more painful than killing me.I can only choose his death, but there is no such simple thing in the world, the option of "death" is accompanied by a hidden condition, that is Yan Chong's death.

"I want to see human nature." Jiuyue gave me a night to think about it, which was the night that Police Officer Ye took me in.I opened my eyes until dawn, and finally made a choice.

Yan Chuang, sorry, I want to live.

Human nature can't stand the test at all, and I completely despise myself.

Things were proceeding step by step according to the plan in September, and he was a person countless times more terrifying than Zhang Jinglei.As a business partner, he encouraged Zhang Jinglei to go to the hospital for a medical examination. At the same time, he used a note in the public bathroom to lead him to the corner of the stairs on the ninth floor, then pushed him down, and then took Zhang Jinglei away. Fake it as the illusion that he killed and absconded.

Zhang Jinglei was so stupid, he just thought that Jiuyue was helping him with just a few words, even in the rental house of 302, the two even chatted over wine.When I showed up in a delivery suit, he actually thought it was a gift prepared for him by September, and he was coaxed by me to inhale an overdose of drugs in a drunken state.Jiuyue took out his mobile phone and unlocked the password three times, five times and two times. He took a picture of me holding a curling jug to lure Zhang Jinglei to take drugs, until he stopped convulsing and struggled to death.

You see, I have fallen into yet another demon's trap.

After cleaning up all the fingerprints and setting up the scene, he carried him to 402 on his back in the darkness of the night.He threw Zhang Jinglei on the ground like a dead pig. Since the lights were not turned on, we ignored the traces of dragging on the ground.He carried the corpse to the window sill of the bedroom, let the corpse sit on the window sill with its back facing, and used curtains as a cover, so that people outside could not see what happened in 402 at all.

September left, and I shared a room with Zhang Jinglei's body.In the dark night, only my heart was beating, and I couldn't see the face of the devil. I was so frightened that I was going crazy, but there was a faint sense of pleasure in my heart. Finally, Jiuyue attracted people over.I asked him why he did this, and he only said two words: "It's fun."

I pushed Zhang Jinglei down and quickly closed the window.

At that moment, I was extremely happy.

After a while, the downstairs became lively. I heard room 302 being kicked out, and I heard the police coming and going, just like sparrows looking for grain and getting under the bamboo basket, just waiting for Jiuyue to pull the rope to count them all. Close the net.I was the first to sigh sincerely. It turns out that the identities of the perpetrator and the bystander are so carefree.

The police were gone and it was daylight.I repeated my old tricks and blended into the sea of ​​people again.No one would notice me, because I was the most inconspicuous passer-by, wearing a deliveryman's clothes and a motorcycle helmet.I packed a breakfast and stepped into the hotel elevator openly. My mother took double sleeping pills the night before, and she slept soundly until I came back.I turned off her cell phone long ago, and she in the dream didn't know what kind of shocking news she would receive when she woke up.

I hid everything that was not good for me, and just when I thought everything would be fine, Officer Ye followed me.

He is so smart, I panicked, but September was inexplicably excited.

I found the right time to get into Mr. Lin’s car, and on the way, I tricked him to the place where Jiuyue was hiding under the pretext of going to the bathroom. Everything went well. We tied him to the tomato garden. As expected, Officer Ye rushed over desperately .

I gradually realized that September has been playing cat and mouse games with the police. He enjoys the thrill of playing games with the police and tries to pollute them, just like he tried to make Officer Ye addicted to drugs.He watched the live broadcast quietly in the opposite building, he should be very proud, if there was no teacher Lin suddenly going berserk.

Everything has been calculated, but this gentle teacher Lin is a ruthless character.Jiuyue seemed to know that he was not easy to deal with, and said that Zhang Jinglei had done something the night he died. I didn't believe it at the time, and it was also because I underestimated the enemy that I paid the price.

The sound coming from the phone killed me directly.

In an instant, I understood what Jiuyue meant—you failed, and I will make these videos public. Apart from those unbearable scenes, there is also evidence that you killed Zhang Jinglei.

I took drugs while waiting for Officer Ye to come over, and September said it was a new type of ice/poison.I don't know if I was lucid at that moment or if I was hallucinating, but I do know one thing, I have no future.

The cries for help from the past covered my face layer by layer like wet tissues soaked in water, and I was completely out of breath.

I really can't live anymore.

It's so ridiculous, the person who always wanted to bring me to justice and put me to death dragged me desperately.At that time, I thought, Officer Ye, if I met you sooner, would my life be different?

But I have no chance, I have no choice, I don't even have time to think.

September shot me, and I can imagine his sneer hidden in the darkness: You useless bastard.

On November 11nd, it was a cloudy day. I think there should be no stars in the sky tonight.

It's been too long, I haven't seen Xinghe Brilliant for too long.

The author has something to say: emmm, the new season of Glory of Kings is here, let me be the king first and then come back to update!

Chirp! !