Surrounded

"We're watching you, we've been watching you."

"You can't escape."

Lin deer, where are you, Lin deer?

"I'm here, I've always been here."

No, you are not Lin Lu, you are not him.

"I am Lin Lu, why are you lying to yourself?"

"Don't you like me very much? Why are you running away?"

"Stop running, baby, I've got you."

Why?You have nothing to do with September, right?Lin Lu, there was a misunderstanding, right?

"Ye Shijian, how long are you going to lie to yourself?"

me……

I don't want to face the truth...

"Sir, sir! Wake up, here we are."

Ye Shijian woke up startled from his dream, sweat beaded on his forehead in the taxi with the heater fully turned on.He stood desolately at the gate of the community, not knowing how to take that step.

There is no more desire to see him than at this moment, and no more fear of seeing him than at this moment.Ye Shijian walked to the door of the house with a dusty body all over his body, it was obviously his home, why did he run away?He was clearly the one who was wrong, so why should he feel guilty?He unloaded his backpack and subconsciously went for the keys, only to realize that because Lin Lu didn't like to carry keys when he went out, he just changed the door to a combination lock on the weekend.

He smiled wryly and reached out to press his fingerprints.

The room was still the same as when I went out yesterday, the curtains were closed tightly, and there was no sound at all.

No one, Lin Lu is not at home.

have they gone?Ye Shijian opened the shoe cabinet, his usual shoes were neatly stacked, and there was nothing missing in the closet.He looked towards the corner, the suitcase was still standing quietly, and the locked wooden box flashed in front of his eyes in an instant.

Lin Lu, Lin Lu, are you with Jiuyue?Have you ever been sincere to me for a moment?

Ye Shijian put the suitcase on the ground, unzipped the chain, and took out the wooden box.

There's a secret in there, isn't it?

What is the four-digit password?

is it your birthday

1104, no.

is it my birthday

0909, no.

0928, 1117, 1122.

First encounter, reunion, anniversary.

No, no, neither.

what exactly is it?What exactly is the password?What exactly is your secret?

"My name is Huai Xu."

"April, I like April."

Could it be so.

0401, no, 0402, no... why?Why have you been thinking about it for so many years?Is it also for that recipe?Did Lao Yang's death eight years ago have anything to do with you? Did it really lead the wolf into the house?

Have you ever wavered when a sincere heart is placed in front of you?In order to save me from falling into the puddle, Bluewater Club rescued me, and Tomato Garden helped me recover my mobile phone, taught the gangsters behind my back, helped me collect evidence, and even got angry because of my injury.Lin Lu, tell me, how much of this is true and how much is false.

0416...the mechanical lock...is unlocked.

Ah.

It turned out that what was hidden inside was a polished and smooth black butterfly/butterfly/knife.

The truth is torn open, and the secret is brought to light.It was so ridiculous, Ye Shijian suddenly burst out laughing, he thought his life of more than 20 years was a tragedy, but in the end, it was still a joke.

Those days and nights of lingering days and nights were nothing more than a big dream. He once resented the injustice of the heavens and the ill-fated fate, but after he met Lin Lu again, everything was relieved. , but at last there will be a day when the iron pestle will be ground into a needle.But, he finally understood where the source of his worries about gain and loss was. Happiness was something that a person like him deserved.

The phone rang wildly in the silent room, Ye Shijian pressed the call button like a marionette, without even looking at who was calling.

"See you, are you home?" Fang Shuhai's voice came from the loudspeaker, "Lin Lu should be home soon, he has been in the Blue Water Club for the past two days, and the co-workers who stayed there said they saw his car driving Out."

Fang Shuhai faltered and said, "There is one thing... remember the loan shark who kidnapped Leng Ya's sister and brother? We searched for it, and it turned out... it turned out that they were backed by the Blue Water Club. Lin Lu... Lin There must be something wrong with the deer, you have to be careful."

Ye Shijian hummed and hung up the phone.He pulled the curtains to barely stand up, the butterfly/butterfly/knife seemed to be quenched, burning from the palm of his hand all the way to his internal organs, almost burning him to death.

He cried and laughed, not even noticing that someone came in.

After a long while, the person behind finally spoke, and he said, "Ye Shijian, have you checked it out?"

There was a bone-chilling chill on the soles of his feet, like a basin of cold water being poured thoroughly.He turned around stiffly, and the person in front of him suddenly became blurred.

"Is there anything else you want to ask me?" Lin Lu hooked the corners of his lips, leaning lazily against the door, "Huh?"

Ye Shijian raised the knife in front of him, his hands trembling badly: "Jiuyue." His teeth trembled, crushing his emotions, "What's your relationship with Jiuyue?"

Lin Lu looked at him and said devoutly: "He is the god who redeemed me."

When the dust settled, there was no longer any chance of convincing myself.

"God?" Ye Shi saw that he was pressed against the wall like crazy, his eyes were bloodshot, and he asked word by word, "Then what am I?"

But Lin Lu just turned his head away, not even looking straight at him.

"He is your god!" Ye Shijian cried, "Does your god know that you are trapped by me now? I can kill you with just one fucking knife! Your god knows that you are trying to achieve your goal Did you even fuck me in bed! Does your god know how much you screamed when your mother fucked me! Your god...your god knows...knows me..."Do I love you so much ?

You say that he is the god who redeems you, but you don't know that I am the one who is willing to give you my life.

"See you at Ye Shi." Lin Lu pushed him away coldly, "Do you only cry?"

Yeah, just cry and cry?

"You want to kill me?" Lin Lu grabbed his wrist and put the blade on his neck, looking at death as if he were home. "You want to kill me to vent your anger? Come on, can't you kill me with one blow?"

Obviously it was me who held the knife, but it was also me who gave my life away.

The sharp blade cut through the skin, and blood oozes out, Ye Shijian flung him away in a panic, and staggered himself.

Until now, she still couldn't bear to hurt him even the slightest bit.

"That's it." Lin Lu turned around.

"Don't." Ye Shijian instinctively grabbed him, "Don't go, don't..."

But Lin Lu smiled lightly and pushed his hand away without any concern. Ye Shijian rushed to him and stopped him regardless: "Why? Don't you know what kind of person Jiuyue is? Who is he? They can all be used, Ding Fanxing is the same, Leng Hui is the same, who is next? Is it you? Is it you?!"

"Don't worry about it."

"I'm a bitch, Lin Lu, I love you, Lin Lu." Ye Shijian has never cried so badly before, "I love you, I love you! But what about that person? I don't know your past How is it, but I know that September is a complete bastard, you can not love me, you can laugh at me, but I can't watch you make mistakes again and again!"

Lin Lu gritted his teeth: "Let me go."

"What kind of thing is he! Selfish, cold-blooded and ruthless!" Ye Shijian burst into tears, "Everyone is a pawn to him, and it used to be now! Even if the organization was against Zuo Chuan back then, What did he do again? He even dared to kill his own boss for a single formula, so what human morality can he say, to such a betrayer, you..."

Snapped!

Ye Shijian: "..."

A stabbing pain came from the left side of his face, reminding him that everything was real.

Lin Lu hit him.

Lin Lu slapped him.

It's not a fist, it's not a kick, it's a slap.

"You are not qualified to comment on him." Lin Lu said blankly, "Anyone can, but you can't."

The snow melted and the dream woke up.

In the end, time will dust with you.

The author has something to say: qaq

so miserable