Surrounded

Ye Shijian hadn't recovered from the last sentence before he was hit hard by the second sentence that followed. The volcano that had been suffocating all night finally erupted, and he threw the coat hanging on his arm to the ground. Throw it, turn around and press Lin Lu onto the sofa with terrifying strength, Lin Lu snorted in pain, and frowned at him.

"It was you who said the beginning, and you who said the end! It was you who coaxed me into the car, and it was you who said not to meet each other! Lin Lu, even a puppy will have feelings after being raised for a long time. Do you really have a heart?" Ye Shi Seeing that he didn't expect him to answer at all, "Seeing that I loved you with all my heart and soul, can't you let me live?"

"Do you hate me?" Lin Lu said, "Ye Shijian, do you hate me?"

Ye Shijian smiled wryly: "Shouldn't I hate you? I hate you, Lin Lu, I hate you to death!" After saying this, he suddenly buried his face in Lin Lu's as if he had lost all strength. In the shoulder socket, Lin Lu let him swear and curse. The two of them maintained this stiff posture for a long time, until their limbs became numb, and their movements were like thousands of ants gnawing on them.

"Sep drugs, is it related to you?" Ye Shijian asked, "Is the Blue Water Club your drug trafficking den?"

Lin Lu moved to the side with difficulty, and rubbed his wrists to answer him: "Officer Fang has been staring at Lan Shui for so long, if it really has something to do with Lan Shui, why hasn't he caught it now? Haven't your people been investigating me all the time? Why, you took me to ask a few days ago, why, didn't it sync to you?"

There will be no gain from Lin Lu at all, Ye Shijian is so convinced, but he still doesn't give up: "Is it your idea to deal with Leng Hui to lure the snake out of the hole?"

"Yes." Lin Lu answered simply.

Ye Shijian felt cold all over: "Why?"

"You want to ask why Leng Hui and I are both under Jiuyue, but I have to deal with him?"

"Yes, I guessed an answer." Ye Shijian clenched his fists, unable to calm down. Lin Lu was not surprised by his words. Instead, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it comfortably, and leaned back on the sofa Looking at the bustling river scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, he exhaled smoke rings and said, "Didn't you guess the answer?"

So which September is Lin Lu's allegiance to?

"Why are there two Septembers?" Ye Shijian pressed him word by word, "Who are they all, are they looking for the formula for the same purpose?"

"It doesn't matter who they are!" Lin Lu snorted coldly, "Aren't they all heinous sinners in your eyes?"

"Then you too?" Ye Shijian asked him back, "Are you also a heinous sinner?"

Lin Lu laughed, turned sideways and stared at him ambiguously: "Officer Ye, you fell into this hole of mine, and you didn't want to protect yourself but wanted to save me. Tang Seng is not as good as you, why, I Is that what fascinates you?"

"Yes." This is the last time, he thought, "As of today, not in the future."

"You are such a bad guy." Ye Shi was puzzled, Lin Lu flicked the cigarette ash, looked at him and said, "Are you willing to die for me?"

Ye Shijian frowned.

"Probably willing, should I be moved?" Lin Lu smiled, "I don't at all. When you jumped into the lake to save people just now, did you think you would die?"

I didn't think about it at first, but I actually thought of it the moment I jumped down.The water in the lake was icy cold, and you couldn't see your fingers. If something happened to him, even a rescue team might not be able to catch him.

"You are very kind to me, and you really like me. But you see, you can give up your life so much to strangers, why, your life is so worthless?" Lin Lu became more and more aggressive, "You don't even care about yourself?" Your life can be despised, why should you expect others to fall in love with you regardless of everything?"

"It's different." Ye Shijian said, "There are people waiting for the little girl on the shore, but no one waiting for me."

Sorrow hit, Ye Shijian looked like a homeless stray dog, red-eyed and extremely wronged: "I have nothing to worry about and am alone, no one will tell me 'what should I do if something happens to you'?" In other words, it has been like this for so many years, I don’t despise my life, but I can’t find the meaning of living. Maybe I have, it’s my wishful thinking.”

"Lin Lu, I don't want to ask you any more silly questions like whether you've ever been in love with me or not." Ye Shijian stood up slowly and walked towards the door, "But the days with you are The happiest time I've been in 15 years, being caught in a lie is the same as telling the truth in the first place, but when I'm lying, at least I get a brief moment of happiness."

If what you want is to never see you again, then I will fulfill you, and I will also fulfill myself.

"But there is a question, just this question, I need you to answer me honestly." Ye Shijian didn't dare to turn his head, he was afraid that his heart would soften, "Old Yang... Is Lao Yang's death related to you?"

"If it's relevant, will you kill me?"

"Yes." Ye Shijian said, "I'll kill you first, and then commit suicide."

"Then it's irrelevant," Lin Lu said, "you can live well."

It's strange, a person who is obviously full of lies, but a sentence that he said lightly made him believe that love is really unreasonable.

In half a month it will be the new year. Last year, I spent the new year with Fang Shuhai. As a result, both of them got very drunk and fell asleep before the clock struck zero. When they woke up, it was already daylight.

Every year, I hope that the next year will be better, and every year I am happy to repeat the past.

Fang Shuhai should have arrived in Myanmar by now, and Zhao Ruiming is also running around for it every day. Everyone is on the cusp of the storm, except those who deserve to be exposed to the wind and rain. They are protected in a strong glass room by them, and they can't do anything.

Ye Shijian reported back to the office the next day. The director who had criticized him all the time before was a little embarrassed to open his mouth. In the end, Lao Sun secretly told him that the selection of outstanding police officers this year had already begun, so he wanted to fight for it.

What are you kidding, I have only been working here for a few days, and I just yelled a few times on purpose before, but he refused with self-knowledge, then put on a newly bought hat and walked around the street with a nightstick up.He didn't want to let himself be free, didn't want to let himself have any chance to think about Lin Lu, he never knew that falling out of love was such a terrible thing.

During the day, he used sand to build a hard shell, but at night when the tide came, he would fall apart and throw away his armor and armor, day after day.In the nights that no one cares about, I use my bones to secretly describe my thoughts and hatred.

Can't heal anymore?

Yet there is always someone who inadvertently reminds you of the absurdities of your past.

When receiving Zhou Zhuo's phone call, Ye Shijian was stunned for half a minute before he remembered who he was, and asked without EQ: "How do you know my number?"

Zhou Zhuo didn't notice anything, he just said that he asked Leng Yue's sister for it.Ye Shijian remembered that after meeting Leng Ya in the coffee shop, he left his mobile phone number and asked her to contact him in time if she thought of any clues. She didn't report any hope at first, but why did Zhou Zhuo find him.Ye Shijian was suddenly worried: "What's wrong? Is something wrong with Leng Yue?"

"No." Zhou Zhuo said, "Didn't you take a group of photos with Lin Lu before? I finished the photo album, but I couldn't get in touch with Lin Lu these days, and I couldn't find him in the Blue Water Club. , I was a little worried, and wanted to ask you."

Probably changed the number.

Ye Shijian took a deep breath, and forced himself to calm down: "He should be busy, he's fine."

"That's good." Zhou Zhuo smiled, "By the way, I'm going to Blue Water with my brother tonight, so you can come and have a drink together. I just happened to give you the photo album."

Bluewater Club...

fuck it!But I heard from Zhou Zhuo that Lin Lu couldn't be contacted recently, and he wasn't in the blue water, so nothing really happened...

Fuck, what could happen, it would be great if something happened!

What kind of broken album, I don't want it!

"Hello, Police Officer Ye?" Zhou Zhuo did not respond for a long time, "Are you still there?"

"Ah," Ye Shijian responded, "Go, see you tonight." Damn, I just went to check if he is still alive, it doesn't mean anything.

That's right, that's it!

The Blue Water Club was still lively, and there were all kinds of ghosts and ghosts on the dance floor. When Ye Shijian found them, the two were nestling in the corner kissing. Symbolically, gently twist a few times.

Fuck, sour stink.

Ye Shijian waited for a while with his mouth pursed, and finally when the pair of mandarin ducks let go of each other reluctantly, he took off his coat and walked over, saying hello bluntly.Ye Shijian was not an acquaintance, and he had only met them once or twice. He inexplicably regretted that he shouldn't join in the fun, but fortunately Zhou Zhuo was a good guy, and he didn't feel half-acquainted at all. When he was holding Ye, he saw a lot of ramblings, which really made him relax after a while.

"You won't quarrel with Lin Lu, will you?" Zhou Zhuo asked very sensitively.

"Huh?" Ye Shijian was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously retorted, "No...no."

"I really don't believe you when you say no." Zhou Zhuo clicked his tongue a few times, "I think you've lost weight, won't you break up?"

"..." Ye Shijian held up the wine bottle and took a sip, not following Zhou Banxian's tone.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Zhuo patted him on the shoulder, "It's normal for couples to quarrel and break up, just coax Lin Lu back."

Is it normal?Ye Shijian smiled wryly: "What about you? Will you quarrel and break up?"

Zhou Zhuo glanced at Lin Hong, and said with the attitude of someone who came here: "There are not many quarrels, but there have been breakups." It was probably a small fight, but Ye Shijian didn't take it to heart, and asked casually: "You two broke up at that time. How long?"

"Five years." Lin Lang said, "I have cut off all contact, and I don't know whether I am dead or alive."

Ye Shijian choked for a moment, and even looked at them in disbelief, Zhou Zhuo raised his eyebrows triumphantly: "Don't use such an expression of admiration."

Ye Shijian: "Is this something worthy of admiration?"

"Isn't it?" Zhou Zhuo said, "I always thought that this was a tribulation given to me and my brother by the gods, but we endured it, after all, we were born to be a couple."

Lin Lang rolled his eyes, and asked Ye Shijian: "So you and Lin Lu won't really break up, right?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

"Why?" Zhou Zhuo asked.

"What about you?" Ye Shijian asked back, "Why did you break up in the first place?"

As soon as Zhou Zhuo said this, he immediately became cowardly, puffed out his cheeks and looked at Lin Lang innocently, Lin Lang cut his throat and said, "It's not that bastard who thought he was thinking of me back then, and dumped me with just one phone call."

"Oh, brother!" Zhou Zhuo hugged him coquettishly, "I was wrong, didn't this chase you back again!"

"Confidently thinking about you?" Ye Shijian did a reading comprehension, "So it's for your own good that he broke up?"

Zhou Zhuo immediately replied, "Yes!"

"It's your sister." Although Lin Hong said that he was digging up an old score, his tone was very soft, "You are doing my best to make me sad for five years."

"There are difficulties." Zhou Zhuo shook him, "how can I express my difficulties?"

"Difficulties?" Ye Shijian muttered, "Can't you say it?"

"Brother, look." Zhou Zhuo pointed at Ye Shijian, "The essence of human beings is a repeater."

For some reason, Ye Shijian vaguely remembered what Lin Lu said - the person you meet for the first time may have known you for a long time.

There is nothing wrong with this sentence no matter it is word for word or combined with the context. At that time, he thought that Lin Lu was answering his question of "when did the plan start", but looking back now, could there be some other kind of affection hidden? ?

He knew that it was boring to fantasize like this, the truth was already bloody in front of him, so why bother to add any real meaning to this already hypocritical relationship, to deceive others and himself.

But what if?

Even if there is a one in ten thousand possibility?

Difficulties, how can I say it...

The author has something to say: I don’t know how to write it later, it’s a bit messy, let me sort it out