Surrounded

It rained all night and cooled down overnight.

How did the two of them kiss each other last night, kissed and rolled onto the bed, and finally kissed each other a mushroom, Ye Shi saw that his mind was blank, and only after he woke up did he feel embarrassed and ashamed.He stared blankly out the window, lamenting that his reputation would not be guaranteed, and the bed behind him was already completely cold. He woke up when Huai Xu woke up, but he hadn't figured out how to deal with it yet.

He has been in three relationships, and at most he just tugged at the corners of his clothes with his little hands, and he has been so pure and clean for 17 years, unexpectedly!To actually do such a thing by leaps and bounds with a person who has only known each other for four or five days, and the two of them obviously have no relationship at all.

But...he doesn't seem to reject such intimate contact, not only does he not reject it, but...he enjoys it?

Huai Xu came back from buying breakfast, and when Ye was nowhere to be seen after eating, he leaned against the door and watched for a while, and finally made sure that Ye was awake.

"Didn't you say you have to get up early to do the questions today? What time is it?" Huai Xu drank soy milk and walked to the window, and slightly opened the curtains. "Don't pull away," Ye Shijian closed his eyes and buried himself in the quilt, "Go out, I want to change clothes."

Huai Xu smiled and said, "Is there anything else I haven't seen?"

"Fuck!" The person under the quilt writhed in anger, Ye Shijian kicked his legs and sat up indiscriminately, the thin quilt slipped around his waist, exposing the young man's thin and fair chest, he pointed his teeth at the man who was laughing softly in front of him , "You, you, you! It's as if I've seen you all! What are you being arrogant about!"

"Oh," Huai Xu was still smiling, "I'm not as shy as you. If you don't like it, I'll show you off now."

"Get out! Get out! Go!"

The amount of homework during the National Day holiday in the third year of high school was outrageous, because a part-time job was arranged later, and most of the test papers had to be solved today anyway.Ye Shijian was very quick to do the questions, and his handwriting was also sloppy. Before the formal exam, he was basically running script. He finished the Chinese papers first habitually. Fortunately, there was no requirement to write the composition, otherwise he would have to explain it all day.

During the period, the QQ news kept popping up, and the small group was making appointments to do cross-examination questions and exchange answers. Ye Shijian was a person who would rather be empty than copy, so such activities would generally skip him.There was a thick stack of completed exercise papers, and Huai Xu walked in at some point, and was sitting next to him with a pencil, scribbling and drawing boredly.

That's probably what it's like to sleep and forget food. By the time Ye Shijian realizes that he's hungry, it's already dark.

"It's already eight o'clock, aren't you hungry?" Ye Shijian looked at Huai Xu and asked.

"hungry."

"Then you don't call me?"

"I hinted at you." Huai Xu said.

Ye Shijian thought for a while: "How did you hint at me?"

"I stared at you for half an hour," Huai Xu moved his stiff neck, "but you didn't receive my telepathy."

God damn telepathy!His legs were weak after sitting for a long time, Ye Shijian accidentally staggered when he stood up while holding the table, Huai Xu subconsciously went to help him, and asked with a frown, "Your knee injury is still not healed, can you take it tomorrow?"

"It's okay, just a scratch, and no muscle or bone." Ye Shijian was tidying up the desk while thinking about what to eat later, but just as he folded the Chinese paper, he couldn't help but "fuck" again.

He held up the page of the composition to Huai Xu: "You drew this?"

It was a sketch of a profile face, with a few strokes, located in the middle of rows of straight horizontal lines, occupying a small space, the owner of that face was a little stunned at the moment.

"Well," Huai Xu glanced at it, and said casually, "I'm bored at idle, I drew with a pencil, and I can erase it." As he spoke, he found out the eraser and handed it over. Ye Shijian didn't pick it up. Yes, the main reason for the goodness is of course that the person is handsome, but if you don't have some art skills, you can't draw it.

Ye Shijian stared at him suspiciously: "Have you ever learned to draw?"

"I didn't study."

"Then you are so good at drawing?" Ye Shijian didn't believe it when he said that he had never learned it.

"Oh, then you have learned it." Huai Xu said perfunctorily without changing his expression, and then added with Ye Shijian's pig liver face, "Just look at other people's paintings in the square, and you will get used to it if you read too much."

How many truths does this guy have in his mouth?Ye Shijian was speechless: "Then you watch too many costume movies, so you can fly?"

"That's talent." Huai Xu patted him, "You certainly didn't have my talent for drawing when you were young."

Ye Shijian sighed: "Why don't you fight, let you see my talent for fighting."

"Your phone is vibrating."

"Don't interrupt!"

"Fool," Huai Xu picked up the phone from the table and threw it to him, glanced at the caller ID, "Uncle Yang's number."

For some reason, when I saw Lao Yang's call, I felt a sense of guilt, and the scene of nonsense last night suppressed by Ti Hai suddenly became alive again, and the double bed next to the desk seemed to be a living crime scene.The phone rang for a while before it was connected. Ye Shijian cleared his throat and walked to the living room, impatient to escape.

In the living room, there are relaxed and warm gossips; outside the window, there is the noise of children running and playing, mixed with adults' doting and scolding from time to time.The warm yellow desk lamp illuminated a corner of the square. Under the quiet shadows, the lonely young man leaned against the edge of the table, his fingers clenched tightly on the corner of the table, his knuckles turned white. Huai Xu smiled lightly, laughing at himself.

Thousands of lights, not one.

"Go downstairs to eat." Ye Shijian hung up the phone and stopped at the door of the bedroom, turned on the light and rummaged in front of the closet, "Old Yang will come back tomorrow night, I don't know what he is busy with, he said he has work to deal with, I don't know how many days." He said he brought back some special products from City H, I guess they should be some sweets, do you like sweets?"

Huai Xu was silent for a long time, until Ye Shijian felt something was wrong.

"When Uncle Yang comes back, after I say goodbye to him, I should go."

"Go? Where are you going?" Ye Shijian didn't react for a while, but when he understood what Huai Xu meant by going, he suddenly raised his heart, "Why are you leaving? Where are you going?"

"Why don't you go?" Huai Xu looked at him calmly, "I don't belong here, I don't belong anywhere."

Ye Shijian threw the clothes he had picked out back into the closet, walked up to Huai Xu with big strides, and said, "Since you don't belong anywhere, what difference does it make where you are? I won't let you go."

It's really strange that in just a few days, people's attitudes can change so drastically.

"Uncle Yang is a very good person, but I don't want to be a burden to anyone." Huai Xu's eyes moved slightly, but his tone was firm, "At home, No. [-] Middle School, the back alley, the police station, and the place you took me to yesterday. Shopping malls, my impression of this city is only a few places, I don’t like to be bound by any worries, and I don’t want to know too much about a city, it’s good to be a tourist, tourists can leave at any time.”

So use indifference to repay all the enthusiasm, and wrap yourself tightly with a hard shell, at least not to hurt too badly.

"what about me?"

Ye Shijian supported Huai Xu with his hands on the edge of the table, and asked him with a serious tone that Yizhong had never had before: "Then what are we last night?"

What are we who are doing things like a couple.

Huai Xu looked at him and suddenly laughed: "You're not serious, are you?"

This kind of joking tone makes people very uncomfortable. It seems to say that I am just playing with you, and you can't afford it yourself.Young people's minds are particularly sensitive. Whoever touches the truth first will lose. Out of competitiveness or self-esteem, Ye Shijian suppressed a bit of sourness, and raised his eyebrows pretending to be relaxed: "Who is serious?" I am afraid that you will make me responsible for you."

Ye Shijian found it very strange that when Yuan Bin broke up with him, he didn't feel anything other than being unhappy, including several other relationships. When they were together, they were not so sweet, and breaking up was never difficult or difficult. frustrating thing.He always thought that since the accident at home, there would never be any feelings that would cause him enough torment and distraction, and when the pain reached the extreme, he would no longer be invulnerable.

He also doubted the thing of love itself. Ye Shijian felt that everything was farting when he was ambiguous, when he was ambiguous, when he was thinking day and night, when he was in love, and when he broke up. After a night of drinking, he thought it was because he was too involved in the drama and felt himself.

But now he wavered.

He gradually realized that what made him indifferent was never love itself, but that person.

He found that he really fell in love with Huai Xu, even though he didn't want to admit it, even if the relationship came out of nowhere, even if the other party was a little liar, so what?He is an orphan and so is he, he has been wandering, so I will give him a home.

Isn't it just admitting that you are serious, isn't it just to lose face, what does it matter?

As long as it doesn't separate, it's fine.

Once some things are figured out, they become impatient.

"You've checked your watch more than 10 times in 20 minutes." Sister You bumped her arm into him with a smile, gossiping, "I saw you frowning during the day, but now your eyebrows are flying up, why, is there something good? "

Ye Shijian looked down at the time again, it was nine o'clock sharp, and there was still half an hour before closing time.

"Sister You," Ye Shijian smiled, "I'm leaving the order today."

"Haven't you always left the single and lost love and then left the single for a cycle?" Sister You complained.

"It's not the same," Ye Shijian fiddled with the work in his hand, "This person is different."

That boy is tall and handsome, with a cold temper and not easy to get along with. His handwriting is ugly but his paintings are beautiful. He loves to fight against me but he will also copy beer bottles to save me. He is homeless and a little liar.

But I like him very much and I want the whole world to know.