The president forced me to be the actress! GL

She had to stretch her arms, obediently, watching herself in the mirror remove the wine-stained T-shirt.

Cui Zhenyan was behind her, staring at the mirror and said: "Too thin, although it is necessary for the photo, but people who look at it feel distressed."

Although she is tall, her frame is small, her skin is white, and the lines of her back are graceful. Under the pale top light of the bathroom, her thin and prominent butterfly bones are like moths about to move.

Cui Zhenyan was admiring a work of art under the lamp, and handed her the replacement T-shirt for a long time.

Because of the alcohol, Cui Zhenyan moved forward and hugged her from behind by the pool, the silk shirt rubbed Xiu's back, Cui Zhenyan's doting look was reflected in the mirror, and she whispered in her ear: "Beautiful as a sculpture."

"President..." She blushed from drinking.

Cui Zhenyan leaned close to her neck and sniffed her fragrance carefully. If it wasn't because she was an idol, there would be performances and magazine shoots, so she really wanted to leave some traces on her last night.

I felt that Xuexiu seemed to be resisting and trembling. If she was forced, she would still feel disgusted to some extent.Choi Jin Yeon whispered in her ear: "You will get used to it..."

Everything was very clear in the mirror, Seolsu could not resist, Cui Jinyan leaned over and kissed her.

Xuexiu tilted her head to bear it, and felt a little breathless.

Cui Zhenyan hugged her and said: "You don't need to change the T-shirt, the underwear is also soaked in wine and dirty, can you take it off?"

"Here..." Xuexiu breathed tightly.

Cui Zhenyan pushed her against the sink, and said softly, "Where do you want to be?"

Xuexiu was so ashamed that she couldn't speak, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look in the mirror, Cui Zhenyan lowered her hand and whispered in her ear: "You are such a sensitive child, the snow has melted."

When she said such words in a gentle tone, Xuexiu's eyes were moist, and the corners of her mouth trembled slightly as if begging for mercy: "President...don't be like this..."

Cui Zhenyan said in a low voice: "You are an adult now."

……

Xuexiu supported the sink with both hands, and let her be behind her, the feeling was indescribable.

Her body trembled and she couldn't stand steadily. She never imagined that there would be such a strange scene one day.

……

In this matter, the body is always in a state of joy and fear coexisting, which will make people feel a burst of self-loathing. It turns out that the human body is so dirty, it is obviously resistance and fear, but there will still be a strong feeling. Reaction, to be able to feel that pure pleasure.

That reaction made her feel ashamed.

……

Summer night, sweat profusely.

At the end, Cui Jinyan urged her to take a shower, waited for her to finish, and then went to shower herself.

When he came back, he found that the child was crying alone on the sofa, hugging his legs and curling up, crying so hard that he drank up the bottle of wine on the coffee table.

"What's wrong with you?" Cui Zhenyan put her arms around her and coaxed her softly.

Xuexiu shook her head and said nothing.

Cui Jinyan sighed, "Is it uncomfortable?"

Xuexiu's tears were rolling, her face was flushed, smelled of alcohol, and finally tired from crying, she reached out and hugged the neck beside her, buried her in her arms, and sobbed softly: "At that time...why did mother take Snow crystal go...why did I choose to leave behind..." If you want to go, you can choose me.

Cui Zhenyan frowned slightly, vaguely understood what it meant, sighed and put her arms around her and said, "She wants you to be relieved."

Xuexiu was crying, hugged her a little drunk, and called her: "Mom..."

Cui Zhenyan rubbed her hair and said, "You can learn how to taste wine, but don't drink so much." The child couldn't drink and drank another bottle. He got drunk, so she had to coax Xue Xiu to leave Get up on the sofa and put her back on the bed, hug her and say: "Xiu is tired, go to sleep."

Xuexiu was in her arms, falling asleep like a child being held by its mother.

……

Xuexiu woke up in the early morning of the next day, feeling dizzy while resting on her forehead, she seemed to have drunk too much yesterday.

If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have done this kind of thing. Her body seemed to be extremely intolerant to alcohol, and it was easy to get drunk after drinking.

It was a bit late when she woke up in the morning, the president had already woken up, and Cui Jinyan was not by her side.

Leave her a note, there is an event to leave early, breakfast is on the table, drinks are in the refrigerator.

She checked the time, and it was an hour and a half before work.

But today, every year on this day, she won't be at work.

Allie and Pop knew it.Every year on this day, she would never go to work no matter what...

It is Snow Crystal's death day.

He hurriedly took a shower, tidied himself up, put on the president's pure white T-shirt, let his hair loose to cover the hickey left by the president on the back of his neck.

Simply ate bread and drank some milk.Look at the sky outside, and use that elevator to leave.

……

Carrying a bag, I took the bus back to Gwangju. After a three-hour drive, I returned to the Namdo area. The sky was getting brighter and the sun was golden. It was really hot in early August.

She opened her wallet and took out the photo of Xuejing, with a smile on her lips, as if she was still alive, practicing hard at the company, and her only motivation was to go back and pick up Xuejing to come to Seoul.

After Xue Jing died, she fell into a huge darkness for a while, unable to complete the practice.Back in the suburbs of Gwangju, I took care of my mother with my grandmother for a while, until my father gave me some money and called myself to help him.

What happened in the past is vivid in my mind, but I can't remember it.

As the scenery passed by, she stared out of the window blankly, as if she was a ghost wandering alone in this world.

When I arrived, it was already noon, and I didn't want to eat, so I took a taxi to the cemetery.

At that time, my sister's burial was also very rough, and my father didn't dare to show up. A few months later, I heard that he accidentally injured someone while drinking and gambling, and was sentenced.

She bought flowers and ritual items at a small shop outside the cemetery.

Walking along the path, I found the place where my sister's ashes were buried in the cemetery. The black rock tombstone engraved my sister's name.Unexpectedly, there was a bouquet of white roses in front of the tombstone.

The tombstones are also very clean.Someone has been here.

Is it grandparents?

She held the flowers and looked around.His pupils shrank a little, and he saw Jihyo standing under the tree over there.

Xuexiu pursed her lips, not knowing what to say under the sun, Zhixiao came over, took off her sunglasses, squinted her eyes in the sun and said, "I'm also Xuejing's older sister. Can't you come?"

Xuexiu put the flowers in front of the tombstone, took a breath, her eyes turned red, she covered her nose with her hands, and shed tears.

Zhixiao sighed, walked over to hold her in his arms, patted her on the back and said, "If you cry too much, Xuejing will be worried."

Xuexiu shook her head, put her arm around her, and cried more and more.

Ji Hyo shook and coaxed her and said, "Even if you are very sad and feel bad in your heart, don't pay the price by hurting your body. Why don't you listen to me, don't tell me if you are unhappy, and don't get angry with you and who? .”

Xuexiu cried, and said stubbornly: "There is nothing unhappy, it's all happy, and I'm very happy."

Ji Hyo yelled, this guy is really textbook-level tsundere: "You idiot, will you keep crying when you're happy?"

Park Xue slapped her on the shoulder delicately, and then cried, "Can't you cry if you're happy?"

Ji Hyo was stunned, suddenly smiled, hugged her tightly and said: "Then smile, let Xuejing not worry, let her see, in the summer of 2015, Park Seolsu is still fine."

Xuexiu wiped away her tears, and said in her arms: "It's been fine, and I will always be fine."

Zhixiao smiled tolerantly, and said to the tombstone: "Hey, Jing'er, look at your big fool, did you hear what she said? Be a witness, she will get better year after year."

Xuexiu almost covered her mouth, but got up from her arms, and heard Zhixiao say: "Your sister needs to be healthy, successful in her career, and beautiful in mood, and bad things should go around her. Isn't it?"

She laughed and made a wish. Xuexiu had nothing to do with her. She clapped her hands and said to her younger sister: "If you hear me, you silly girl, remember to protect your grandpa and grandma first. Sister will take care of herself, and you should take care of yourself too." . Don’t eat so much fried rice cakes, it’s easy to be indigestible.”

Ji Hyo handed her a tissue to wipe her tears, and said to the tombstone: "Ah, how about you bless me too? Bless your favorite Ji Hyo Oni to be the best rapper. Sing for you."

Xuexiu glanced at her and said: "Don't bless her, she doesn't need it."

Zhixiao sighed, and smiled wryly, "Are you going to keep arguing with me?"

Xuexiu snorted, and began to cry again: "She is my younger sister, she is my younger sister."

Ah, this terrible possessiveness.He Zhixiao was afraid and said: "Okay, it's yours. I won't fight with you."

Satisfied, Xuexiu sat by the tombstone, looked at her sister's photo, and cried for a while.

Ji Hyo was afraid that she might suffer from heatstroke, so he took out the umbrella from his backpack and beat her for a while.

When Xuexiu finished crying, Zhixiao accompanied her out of the cemetery and said, "Actually, the members also came, just because they didn't want to scare you, because you didn't like people seeing you sad. After sweeping the grave, Ai Li drove them to My dojo is now."

She took a taxi, looked at Xuexiu and said, "Xuexiu is going home to see grandma and grandpa, right?"

Xuexiu nodded.After a while, in the car, sitting in the back row, said to Zhixiao: "Thank you..."

Ji Hyo smiled lightly and said, "It's relatives, Xuexiu and I are the best relatives."

Xuexiu nodded, showing a smile, with a thousand emotions resting on her shoulders.The feelings for Ji Hyo are more than just a friend, if there is no Ji Hyo, maybe I will go to Xue Jing at that time...

Now, it's different again.

Being friends may be the best way and the only ending for her and Ji Hyo.

……

The car stopped at the door of the house, the yard was low, my grandpa and grandma used to be elementary school teachers, both retired for a long time, and for a while I took care of my mother who suffered from gas poisoning sequelae, had brain problems, stopped walking, and talked less. , sent my mother to a nursing home and only visited twice a week.

Xuexiu knocked on the door, grandma opened it, very happy to see her back, and hugged her with grandma.

The arrival of Ji Hyo seems to bring everything back to before the accident.

Xuexiu chatted with grandpa for a long time at home, Zhixiao made the two old people very happy, and ate some soup and rice for dinner, because he had to rush back to say goodbye to grandpa and grandma.

Ari drove a seven-seater car and picked up Seolsu and Jihyo in the evening.

The members got out of the car and greeted their grandparents, which made grandma shed tears of joy.

The scene is very warm.Allie was about to cry.

Meet briefly, leave in a hurry, and make an appointment to come back to see the old man next time.Allie took everyone.

After Xuexiu got in the car, she still started to cry, she had really cried too much recently.

Huaxuan was also made to cry by her, so Xuexiu had to hug her and wipe each other's tears.

Even Wenyue shed tears, raised his head and said, "Ah, I don't want to cry. If I cry, O'Neill will not be able to stop. Obviously I want to cheer up O'Neill."

"Fool, Wenyue." Youli said this, wiping her tears: "Didn't you say that you are the best at making Xuexiu O'Neill happy?"

Wenyue's sense of variety is the best among several people, yelling and hating that she has lost the topic, Zhixiao rubbed the child's hair and suggested: "If you don't know what to say, let's play a song, let's drive Go back and sing."

"I want to sing EXO!" Wen Yue yelled, "Ah, I always like Baekhyun."

Ji Hyo laughed and said, "Come on, let's sing."

Ai Li played music for everyone, drove the car, Wen Yue started to sing, You Li followed her and waved her hands, Ji Hyo led everyone to cheer up together.

The atmosphere gradually improved, and Huaxuan also joined in this concert-like atmosphere, singing with everyone, and finally Seolsoo joined in and sang the songs of the senior group. Ai Li smiled and drove the car, feeling that this road is going on like this is good .

……

It was already night when I returned to Seoul, and Ai Li took everyone to eat supper. When they returned home, everyone didn’t want to leave the boss. Xuexiu sighed and spread a quilt on the ground. Several children crowded in her 30-square-meter house. Wen Yue Sleeping on the floor with Youli and fighting, Zhixiao was next to them and almost annoyed the two of them to death, Huaxuan was sleeping on the bed with Xuexiu in his arms.

After a day of trouble like this, I was so tired that I fell asleep.

Seolsu glanced at the phone at the end, and received a greeting from Cui Jinyan.

I heard from my father that you have come back safely, you have worked hard, go to rest early.

Xuexiu sighed and replied thank you.

Thinking about it, if the president didn't say hello to her father, Ai Li wouldn't just drive someone out and chase her to Gwangju.

……

She slept peacefully in a strange feeling, sweet and painful, and the wound in her heart festered to the point of blooming gorgeous flowers.

That night, she didn't dream, and slept until dawn.