I spent the whole winter busy, appearing on shows, running commercial performances, and endorsement on the platform. I flew to Japan to participate in the platter concert there. I didn’t enjoy the night in Tokyo, so I had to fly to Vietnam to participate there. An endorsement campaign.

Sleep is really a worrying thing, running non-stop, I feel that my 21-year-old body can't bear this fast pace, but this is the price, the price of her fame.

In other words, it is completely self-inflicted.

The president said that he would ask Secretary Jin to call. After the Chinese New Year, for a long time, if you see the president, you still have to check the news from the news, events and other places.

Sometimes I live live with the members, laughing and thinking, will the president leave a message, and will he look at me.

In the early spring, the university started. Because I dropped a lot of courses in the previous semester, my grades were not very good, but after all, I was a celebrity, and the president donated a large amount of money to the college, so I finally passed the exam.After spring, the return plan will be adjusted in late May, so there are still some gaps.

Xiu suddenly discusses with Ai Li, and rejects several endorsement and hosting MC activities in order to finish her studies.

Allie made a concession when she was very insistent.But I still arranged to show up in a TV series, as the second female number to accumulate experience and popularity of the series.

The role of the second female lead is not important, as the heroine's younger sister, she is a lively and lovely character. The series is a story about the love struggle of male and female students in medical school.

Before the filming of the TV series started, Xuexiu spent a few days of peace at school.

……

As a famous performance department of a private university, the students are outstanding.

When Seulxiu was admitted, she attracted a lot of attention, and her performance in class was very serious and hardworking, and both professors and teachers spoke highly of her.

Line skills are a must for an actor. Xuexiu got a lot of classical drama notebooks, and there is a thick pile of things to memorize. In fact, compared to a simple student, she only has a little more stage experience.

Literature class, history class, drama class, when I concentrated on it, I still learned a lot.

The teacher of the acting department is also an excellent film actor. Teacher Lan Baoyi is a Korean gold medal female supporting role over 40 years old. She has appeared in many major productions, is highly respected in the industry, and has won many awards.

Teacher Lan is very optimistic about students like Xuexiu, but she also thinks that she has not released her full energy.

Xiu has a shackle, and this psychological shackle must be unlocked.

Xuexiu doesn't quite understand this statement, she has worked very hard on the show.

When class was over, Teacher Lan told her, "It's wrong for Xiu to act like that. Xiu is from an idol, and she always wants to give fans the most beautiful side, the best side. But acting is not like that. Although it is acting, it is acting. The truth in your heart. It depends on stimulating the true feelings in your heart. When you cry, you cry because you are sad, and when you laugh, you laugh because you are happy. Enter the inner role and experience yourself in a certain situation , how to react. Even idols shed tears, they have to be aesthetically pleasing, but actors can cry until their noses run down, so Xiu has to accept that she is not beautiful and has a bad side.”

Xuexiu took a breath, in fact, she couldn't accept it.

No one can accept her bad side.

If she wants to be loved by fans, she can't cry until she's ugly...

Going to school, after school, the children in the same class are very curious about her, sometimes they will take the initiative to chat with her, and they will also form a team to perform drama sketches together.

Unfortunately, they were not able to become friends.

Xuexiu found that she had a very resistant mentality when it came to making friends.For familiar people, it seems that as long as there are sisters, managers, and staff, it is enough.

Strictly speaking, Jihyo is the only one who can be called a friend so far.

Ji Hyo has been busy performing and writing songs recently, for Ji Hyo, he is already very happy to concentrate on making music, and he doesn't care about the lack of resources provided by the company, there are not many activities and so on.

……

Waiting for the call from CICC's secretary, it rang about before that.

There was an invitation from an international first-line fashion brand, and she and the president were invited to attend as guests.

Because it is a big brand.The director flew in from Paris and insisted on asking the president and Xiuyi to attend the event as representatives of the 30s and 20s.

Xuexiu still met the president at the event because of work.

I haven't seen him in a few months, and the president has lost a lot of weight. Although he still smiles gently at the camera, his cheek is obviously sunken. Outsiders call it high-end fashion sense, but he has indeed lost weight.

She was wearing a little black dress, and walked the red carpet with the president who was wearing a blue dress. When the president saw her, he said very gently that he had high heels and walked carefully.

Taking photos with the president and fashion brand director, and other female guests, holding a new bag and smiling.

The event was held at the brand's store, and it lasted less than an hour. Fans flocked everywhere. Wherever Seolsoo's current popularity goes, there are crowds of people screaming and taking pictures.

During the photo session with the president, many fans screamed.

It seems that there is also a CP cult between her and the president on the Internet.Well, heresy.

At the end, Choi Jin Yeon was invited to attend the dinner together with her. The design team, media people, and artists gathered together at a round table. Secretary Jin sat next to the president, and the president sat next to Xiu.

Secretary Jin bowed his head to eat and didn't speak, feeling that the atmosphere was a bit depressing.

The president has been in a daze, eating something occasionally and not talking to Xuexiu.

Xuexiu is submissive by the side, and she doesn't really need the president to talk to her, and occasionally hand the president a tissue.

It was rather late at the end, the president drank a little wine with the guests, and Xuexiu didn't drink a drop.

When going back, Cui Jinyan watched Seolxiu for a long time, and finally let her take the same ride, and let Aili go back first.

After many days, sitting together in the back row, the president didn't have anything to say, leaning on the back of the chair seemed to be tired, and fell asleep with his eyes downcast.

Xuexiu remembered the first time they met, the president was also like this because he was too tired, so he fell asleep in the car.

She was brought back to the office by Cui Zhenyan, they didn't talk much, took off the jewelry, removed the make-up, and changed into the clothes at home.

Cui Zhenyan was still a little hungry, there was nothing to eat at the banquet, she was just busy with socializing.

Xiu opened the refrigerator, and silently boiled some ramen noodles in the kitchen.

Cui Zhenyan looked at the side for a while, then whispered: "How is the school?"

Xuexiu hurriedly said: "It's okay." After a pause, she said something: "Teacher Lan talked about you, saying that you and Ms. Song are students she likes very much. She hasn't seen you for a long time. Hope to see you."

Cui Zhenyan recalled: "Hey, she is my teacher. I know, I will find time to visit her." After a pause, she remembered something and said: "She is very strict, has she been scolded?"

Xuexiu took out the boiled noodles, shared two bowls and said, "I'm a very talented student, all A's, and I haven't been scolded. It's just that Teacher Lan said that I can be better, but I can't accept it." I have a bad side, so it may be difficult to break through and become the best actor."

Cui Zhenyan held her own noodles, ate some, and said lightly: "It's hard after all, but you are still young."

Xuexiu smiled wryly and said: "I can't do it. If it's me, I can't accept my bad side at all. If I show it to the public, it will be terrible. No one likes me like that."

After Cui Jinyan ate, Seolxiu cleaned up the dishes and washed up.

When Cui Jinyan came out of the bathroom, her hair was half-dried and she was wearing silk pajamas with suspenders. Xiu had been waiting by the bed for a long time.

After facing each other for a few glances, Xuexiu still walked over, took off her bathrobe, and revealed the only thing she was proud of. Her figure was getting better and better, worthy of the sweat in the gym and dance studio, worthy of expensive medical skin care Beauty, worthy of so many body classes.

Cui Zhenyan's eyes are still very sad, maybe it's been a long time since I saw her, so let's hold her gently in my arms...

Xiu called her in a low voice, her nose sore and she almost wanted to cry.

Cui Zhenyan sighed: "I'm tired, you should have a good rest today."

Xiu just didn't let her go, Cui Zhenyan was very helpless, but she didn't know what to say, and didn't know where to start with many things, so she dragged her to bed, hugged her from behind, and coaxed her to sleep first.

……

The entire March and April were spent in the splendor of spring, and the cherry blossoms in early spring were beautiful in color. The members did spring eating and broadcasting together, and also went to Japan to shoot pictorials.

The media praised Seolxiu for getting more and more beautiful. The cherry blossom-themed pictorial she and Youli took is considered to be the most beautiful group of pictorial photos recently.

Maybe it's the result of the acting class, I'm getting more and more expressive in front of the camera.Eyebrows, nose, mouth, chin, every nerve of the face, every micro-expression, can be expressed more accurately, practiced in front of the mirror countless times, if it is exquisite, beautiful, cool and attractive.

It's just that the wound is still covered up, as beautiful as Barbie.

Li's beauty is completely different from her. People say that Li is getting cuter and sweeter.

There is some contrast between her who is gradually mature and intellectual, and You Li who is getting sweeter and sweeter.

After all, Li is such a happy child, with a wealthy family, beautiful people and sweet songs, and she met the true love of life in kindergarten and grew up with her.

She has suffered too much.Too much to remember.There are always bad media and people with malicious intentions who will talk about her past and the death of her sister for the sake of ratings and clicks.

She endured in fame, and became more and more lonely in loneliness.

Countless times she pretended to be forbearing with a smile on her face, which made fans feel distressed, but she didn't know whether it was true or could be catered to.In front of the camera, it seems that the self is getting smaller and smaller.

……

After meeting once in early spring, the meeting with the president increased slightly, sometimes in the hotel, sometimes in the office, but she never went to the villa the president bought for her, she suspected that the president had already sold the house house.I asked Secretary Jin tentatively, and Secretary Jin said that she hadn't been there either, but she probably didn't sell it.

She provides services for the president, and often pretends to be tired and sleeps in the president's arms with her eyes closed after she is done.

The president spoke less and less, and seemed to always have something on his mind, so she didn't speak, just silently by her side.Every time I leave early in the morning, I never get entangled. Putting on those peeled clothes, it is another new day.

This kind of life is not bad.

Sometimes when I wake up at night, the lights are still on, and Choi Jin-yeon is beside me. When the president is sleeping, she is very quiet and gentle. Seol-soo likes to look at her profile, just staring, looking, can see Weeping, wetting half of the pillow.

After all, she and the president couldn't both walk into the softest part of each other's heart and couldn't trust each other.

Sometimes, there is such an illusion.The boss still loves her that much.

Although we haven't seen each other for a winter, the latex pillows belonging to her on the office bed have not been changed, and the pillowcases sometimes show traces of frequent cleaning.

Her cactus pillow was also properly placed on her side of the bed.

Her pajamas and slippers are in the closet.The bottled water she likes to drink, her favorite drinks, and jams are still arranged in an orderly manner in the refrigerator, and the sheet mask she left before is also frozen.

Her traces filled the house, the bathroom cabinet, her toothbrush and water cup.There was no trace of other women.

The president just met less and talked less with her.

Xuexiu would make some food when she got up early, and feed the cat along the way.

Dabai can smell her body, probably because Xiao X is raised in the dormitory with the members. Although she likes cats very much, Xiao X is the child of Youli and Wenyue after all, and she doesn't play much with her.

Dabai always liked her very much, and chased her around the room, probably because she always fed Dabai canned food.Holding a cat will also show a very innocent smile.

Getting along with animals is always more comfortable than getting along with people.

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