I'm just sick

"How long do I have?" Xie Ran felt more and more that his time was approaching, he could feel it.

The nurse replied, "Don't think about it, just believe that you will get better."

In fact, the nurse heard from the doctors that even if she was rescued this time, it would probably take one to three months.Such a young person, such an outstanding and handsome young talent, in the face of death, anyone is so powerless.

Xie Ran sat up with the help of the nurse, hugging Xiao Zhi.

He suddenly discovered that Xiaozhi had grown up... No, or rather, it didn't grow up itself, but had an extra flower bud.

Small, on the top of the head, very cute.

Xie Ran wanted to touch it, but was afraid that it would knock it off.

Is it because spring is here?

Xie Ran said to it, "Is it about to bloom... Work harder, and the seeds will bear fruit soon... Ahem... If I'm not dead by then, help me You plant it...buy a big pot and put your seeds...with you."

"Xiao Zhi, I feel so uncomfortable. My stomach hurts... my waist hurts too... But this time, I don't have the strength to jump off the building anymore, and I can't stand up anymore."

That night, Xiao Zhi didn't come to see Xie Ran in his dream.

The next night, still nothing.

day three...

Fourth day...

Xie Ran felt a great sense of panic.

It's like losing your favorite thing suddenly, and you don't even know where to look for it.

Seeing that Xie Ran's face was gloomy and irritable, the nurse didn't sleep during the day and night, sitting on the hospital bed with a flower pot in his arms.

But after all, he was seriously ill. Sometimes he would fall asleep while sitting, but he would wake up quickly, and then he would still sit there motionless.

The nurse has seen many terminally ill patients who are dying. Sometimes their temper will become very strange. It may not be a big deal, but it will make them collapse.

So he said carefully, "Mr. Xie, is there something uncomfortable? Or is there something unhappy?"

Xie Ran muttered to himself, "He's gone..."

"Who?"

"He's gone...he doesn't want me..."

Since Xie Ran was hospitalized, although some people came to see him these days, it was mainly the secretary who brought documents for him to sign.

Sometimes when he feels well, he reads the papers and signs them.

If you feel unwell, let the secretary dump it to the company's top management for a joint meeting to resolve it. If major issues cannot be decided, let the board of directors make a decision.

Who is missing?

Guess what?Hallucination?

The nurse felt that Xie Ran was so ill that he lost his mind, but she didn't say it.

Another day passed.

Another day.

Xiaozhi really disappeared.

Xie Ran started to prepare a cemetery for himself, and contacted the funeral home and crematorium.

Holding the flower pot, he said to the picture on the iPad, "Xiao Zhi, what do you think of this? This cemetery is quite wide and has a large area. The greening is very good from the pictures, although the price/performance ratio is very low and it is too expensive It's gone... But anyway, I have money, and the money is wasted if I can't spend it all."

"And this funeral home, you see, the online reviews are quite good. It is said that as long as you add money, you can find their best makeup artist, and you can paint very well."

After calling one by one to make reservations, Xie Ran began to feel lonely again.

It's better to let him work than to be in a daze like this.

little squeak...

Why didn't you come to see him?

Are you in trouble?

Is he doing something wrong?

Is it... found a new owner, or, he has been in a coma for the past few days, no one chats with him, making him feel bored... so he left?

The more Xie Ran thought about it, the more irritable he became.

This was his only and the last and last friend of his life.

Now Xie Ran is left alone, spending the last days of his life by himself.

In the end, he went to his own death.

The flowers on the top of Xiao Zhi's head grew very fast, it only took ten days, and it was already showing signs of blooming.

Xie Ran stubbornly didn't want to miss the moment when it bloomed. Except when he couldn't bear it and fell asleep, he hugged the flowerpot at other times and stared at it seriously.

Does not move, does not speak, does not communicate with the outside world.

On the evening of No. 11, the flower suddenly bloomed.

Xie Ran didn't know if it was the same for other plants, but Xiao Zhi's flowers unfolded slowly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The flower is white, but it is not an ordinary white flower. There is a circle of glowing red around the petals, and the flower core is also bright, very bright.

Xie Ran was stunned.

There are actually plants that emit light in this world?

Flowering.

Just like the obsession in my heart suddenly came true, the last wish came true, Xie Ran's exhausted body could no longer hold on, and only an hour later, Xie Ran started to have severe stomach pains and symptoms of dyspnea at the same time .

When the doctor rushed over, Xie Ran had already started to vomit blood, mouthful after mouthful of blood spurted out from Xie Ran's mouth, wet the bed sheet and pillowcase.

Stomach bleeding again.

The blood vessel hadn't grown well yet, and it was compressed by the tumor in the stomach and ruptured again.

The doctors all knew that even if he was rescued this time, Xie Ran probably wouldn't wake up. The machines and medicines would hang his life for at most a week.

However, they naturally still have to work hard to rescue them.

And Xie Ran miraculously survived again.

Lying in the ICU, not completely unconscious, he first heard the beeping of a machine.

After that, Xiao Zhi appeared in front of his eyes, still the familiar handsome boy.

He is crying.

Xie Ran finally saw him, and eagerly stepped forward to hug him, saying, "Where have you been these days? I really really... miss you so much."

Xiao Zhi wiped away his tears, let Xie Ran hold him, and took the initiative to wrap his arms around Xie Ran's waist.

Xie Ran patted his head and said, "Why are you crying? Am I dying? Will you come back to see me one last time?"

"I've been looking at you these days. Why are you tossing yourself so much? I just can't talk to you for the time being. I'm really distressed and anxious when you're like this."

"You didn't want me, that's really... great. But I'm dying... I'm sorry, I didn't have time to entrust you to someone else. I didn't expect to die like this Sudden."

"No, I won't let you die. Xie Ran, I'm going to prepare a gift for you these days. I want to give you my best everything. "

Xie Ran sighed, "Death is the end of everyone. You are the spiritual herb of Shennong, have you seen the life and death of countless human beings for thousands of years? Don't cry, it's normal."

"At that time, I had a whole garden of brothers and sisters. We had infinite life spans, and we were immortal. Since we have spiritual wisdom, we have the ability to bring the dead back to life...but this ability is to sacrifice our own lives Yes, so I have fewer and fewer brothers and sisters."

"Before, I didn't understand why they were so stupid. We could have lived forever and watched all the vicissitudes of life in the world. Although it was a bit lonely, it was also very interesting. But they chose to use their endless lifespan to save fragile lives. A short-lived human being...I didn't understand until now that what I thought was interesting before was nothing compared to you. Without you, I will never be happy again."

Xie Ran was shocked and said, "What do you mean? What are you going to do? No, I don't need it! I don't want you to die, I don't want you to trade your life for your life!"

Xiao Zhi smiled slightly, lying in his arms and said, "I'm very happy when you say that. But, I'm not trading my life for life. Our ability is to reshape the human body, but at the same time, we have to bind our lifespan to human beings. Together, we will live and die together. Once we choose to save a person, we are doomed to have less than a hundred years left to live. When human beings die, we will die with them."

Xie Ran frowned, as if he had something to say.

So Xiao Zhi stretched out his hand, covered Xie Ran's mouth, and said, "I've lived alone for so long, so it's better to live with you for a short time. For thousands of years, I only want to please you, willingly. Otherwise, I will regret it later of."

"And, you see, I have been preparing for this for the past ten days. Have you seen my little flower? This is the best and most precious thing I have. Now I will give it to you .to bloom for the one you love, to bring the dead back to life, to bring them back to life—amazing, isn’t it?”

Xie Ran finally sighed and hugged him.

Xiaozhi said again, "However, the process of returning from the dead is not easy. Everything in the world is balanced. The pain of this disease adds up to a lot. You must exhaust all the diseases that should be in this life in order to complete the physical rebirth. shaping process."

"How to consume?"

"Theoretically, you have to be in the dark, without the perception of time, unable to hear, see, and sickness befalls you until they are exhausted... But I can't bear it, my life's cultivation has blossomed , send you reincarnation ninth life. Although you have to suffer from illness and torture, it is better than enduring suffering alone in the long darkness."

"And, it's all fragments of life, and it won't be too long. After that, you can wake up healthy and still at this point in time," Xiaozhi paused, and continued, "I can ask you to help me complete the A practice? Because I also want a physical body, so that I can be with you, and when everything is over, I want to be with you, is that okay?"

Xie Ran nodded solemnly.

Xiaozhi stood on tiptoe and kissed his face.

It was the first time for Xie Ran to have such an intimate act with someone. If it was someone else, no matter male or female, he would definitely feel uncomfortable.

But on Xiaozhi's side, he felt that he still wanted more than enough. After kissing the left cheek, he also wanted to kiss the right cheek.

Is this what it feels like to love someone?

Xiao Zhi continued, "I can't disobey Lord Shennong's will, so during this process, you temporarily have no memory of the present, and I will temporarily have no memory in reincarnation... Xie Ran, you have to persevere, although These nine lives will be tortured by illness, but after suffering, you will be healthy and live a long life in this life. So, please be sure...you must persevere."

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