I can't run away after agreeing to fall in love

Shen Shitang looked around in the classroom. Tang Yingqiu hadn't come for many days. He felt a little empty in his heart, but he couldn't show it on the surface. Students lecture.

My stomach hurt a little during the lecture, so Shen Shitang had no choice but to hold on to the table tightly and try to hold the corners of his mouth as hard as possible to make himself look human. After class, he went to the office. Shen Shitang remembered that there were still some cakes in his desk Snacks like these, you should be able to slowly eat some with warm water.

As Shen Zhitang walked, he secretly pressed his hands on his stomach, his stomach hurt suddenly, obviously he had eaten something in the morning.

In the drawer are neatly arranged packaging bags, each standing like a military training, with a small cake on the left, a candy box on the right, and a small note in the middle, from Tang Yingqiu.

Shen Zhitang didn't have time to think about it, he tore open the package and put it in his mouth, then went to get warm water, when a voice came from his ear while eating.

"Xiao Shen, what's the matter with you?"

Just as Shen Shitang was about to stand up, Bai Qinghe pressed him down. Seeing that Shen Shitang's lips were pale and his face was pale, he asked, "Stomach problem?"

"Hmm." Shen Zhitang didn't need to explain too much, and poured water into his stomach with the cup in his hand.

Bai Qinghe sighed, Shen Shitang is one of their old Chinese teachers who have come to the present, I heard that he lives alone again, and he has never heard of any family members before, so he tacitly accepts Shen Shitang's twists and turns, and usually gives more care , "You just lack someone to take care of you. Girls are always more careful and considerate."

"You..." Shen Zhitang laughed.

Bai Qinghe thought for a while, she had seen the new teaching assistant girl staying with Shen Shitang before, the young girls nowadays probably just like boys like Xiao Shen, and they always have to admit that when they get older, they have the idea of ​​being a matchmaker. He said in a roundabout way: "It's time for the ball again, are you going this year?"

"My old uncle went to the children's dance, so can they still have fun?" Shen Shitang wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief.

Jiang University holds a dance after the middle of the spring semester every year. It is said that it will promote the relationship between the students, and in the end it becomes a school-wide social dance, and many couples are formed here.

"If you say that you are old, we will not be able to survive."

"Don't dare." Shen Shitang hurriedly stood up and bowed to others, "That's not what I mean, I just think it will ruin the interest of the students."

"It's okay, what are you doing seeing me like this?" Bai Qinghe quickly stood up and said, "Go ahead, just save me, okay?"

Shen Zhitang didn't know why Bai Qinghe would bring this matter up to face, thought for a long time in his heart, and felt that it would be a harmless thing to go, so he simply agreed.

The first thing I did when I got home was to take a suit and hang it on the rack. Looking at the suit, the past events came to my mind one after another.

I don't know how to dance very much. I was taught women's steps. At that time, I was stupid and secretly happy. It was only later that I learned men's steps. It's not a good dance, and I can get by.

Tang Yingqiu had no class, so she dealt with all the company's emails at night, twisted her bag, and went out. She had already reached Shen Shitang's downstairs, and suddenly remembered the conflict she had with Shen Shitang before. She didn't think much, and turned back After leaving the school, I found a coffee shop and sat down.

"Hey!"

Tang Yingqiu felt that her left shoulder was heavy, but she turned her head to the left but didn't see anyone. Looking back, she had a small face, an oval face, with two small dimples when she smiled. They were close together, and she was wearing light makeup and a ponytail. The braids are tied up high, making people look youthful and energetic.

Tang Yingqiu saw that there was still a canvas bag hanging on Lin Zhaoxue's shoulder with books in it, so she stood up and pulled a chair for him, and said, "Sit down."

Tang Yingqiu's behavior is very different from his face. He obviously looks like a rebellious and wild style, but his demeanor reveals a gentleman's atmosphere everywhere. Lin Zhaoxue's face turned red unconsciously, and he sat on the chair superior.

Lin Zhaoxue pointed to the book spread out in front of Tang Yingqiu, on which were densely packed notes, "Is your hand feeling better now? Do you usually study here?"

"Okay." Tang Yingqiu shrugged, looked at the waiter standing at the door in the coffee shop, "It's quieter here."

"Can I come and study with you in the future?" Lin Zhaoxue looked into Tang Yingqiu's eyes, then lowered her head suddenly, and said, "The library is too full, I can't grab it, and the dormitory is a bit noisy..."

"I don't come here often, so let's learn together if you meet me." The girl on the opposite side said so clearly that Tang Yingqiu was embarrassed to refute her, and continued to say to save face, "It just so happens that I don't have enough self-control. Someone is watching over me."

"Actually, I have something else I want to trouble you with." Lin Zhaoxue was a little shy.

Tang Yingqiu put down his pen and asked, "What's wrong?"

"As for the ballroom dance, you know. I volunteered to guide those foreign students. I heard that Zhao An said that you know more about these things, so I wondered if you could come together, and the dance...was very lively, I think You should like it...Actually, I don't force it, if you say you want it, you are willing, if you don't want it, I will ask my classmates from the outer courtyard to ask others."

Tang Yingqiu felt that it was necessary to clarify this matter with Lin Zhaoxue, but now seemed not the time. Tang Yingqiu didn't know what Zhao An had said to others. He had indeed traveled abroad to study before, so he couldn't say to what extent he was proficient in the language, at least Can seamlessly switch between several languages.

Now that we've talked about it, it's not good to refuse any more, so Tang Yingqiu could only smile and say, "I'll see you then."

When Shen Shitang arrived at the place agreed with Bai Qinghe, he realized that there was a different person on the opposite side. It was Huang Xiaoxin, wearing a small dress, with his hands behind his back, and he was very reserved.

Shen Shitang paused, finally understood Bai Qinghe's intentions, asked the waiter for two drinks and walked towards Huang Xiaoxin, facing a girl, Shen Shitang had no choice but to find a topic, "Is this your first time here?"

"Jiang University made sure that I let me stay here. I didn't know there was such an activity before. Please teach me a lot, professor."

"It doesn't matter whether you teach or not." Shen Shitang brought Huang Xiaoxin to the rest area, and said, "It's an old tradition. I came here when I was a student, but it's the first time I came here as a teacher."

Shen Zhitang tried his best to look amiable, so as not to scare the little girl, and then all the construction collapsed the moment he saw Tang Yingqiu.

Tang Yingqiu was wearing a velvet suit, fitted it meticulously, and looked tall and suave. He was leaning against the table talking and laughing happily with people, and his gestures were all calm. He didn't quite understand the language Tang Yingqiu said, but his voice was lingering And... attractive.

There was still that girl standing beside her, with an elegant manner, a little bird... Yiren.

He seems to be very happy.

"What's wrong with you?" Huang Xiaoxin sensed that something was wrong with Shen Shitang, and hurriedly asked.

Shen Zhitang smiled wryly, turned his head back, changed direction intentionally or unintentionally, and walked to the rest area by detour, "It's okay, don't delay."

As soon as the words fell, music rang out on the dance floor. Shen Shitang turned around and saw the look of expectation in Huang Xiaoxin's eyes. He wanted to pretend that he didn't see it, but he heard a faint voice like a mosquito behind him. She called out to herself. "professor".

It would be too ungentlemenly for a girl to invite him to dance. Shen Shitang took the initiative to invite Huang Xiaoxin to the dance floor. Physical contact is inevitable in dancing. Huang Xiaoxin was still stiff at first, her face flushed, and said: "I may not know how to dance, what should I do?" ?”

"I don't know much, I can learn with you." Shen Zhitang replied with a smile.

The scene fell into another person's eyes. His Shen Shitang was joking with another woman, just like a long time ago, so that he misunderstood that Shen Shitang's sexual orientation was normal and walked away.

Does this stop him from begging for perfection?

Does he really have no feelings for him at all?

Tang Yingqiu admitted that her thoughts and actions were despicable, and she took the initiative to invite Lin Zhaoxue to the dance floor.

Tang Yingqiu was brought up according to Tang Lin's wishes, trained according to the old aristocratic way, as long as he played, no matter who the target was, it seemed to be the focus of the audience.

Tang Yingqiu glanced at Shen Shitang, and found that he was whispering to her, so Tang Yingqiu retaliated and got closer to Lin Zhaoxue, her voice was always low, the corners of her mouth curled up, her eyes were full of doting, how seductive it was So sultry.

Shen Zhitang admitted that he failed to take his eyes off Tang Yingqiu, and couldn't stand it, but he didn't dare to show it clearly, and kept his expression restrained all the time, thinking that he was a teacher.Cold sweat was already seeping on his back, and the emotions he had before were even more exuberant, like being bitten by a poisonous snake that spits out a letter. The toxin entered every part of the body, making the movements stiff and ridiculous.

With the music flowing, Shen Shitang's heart could not be calm, so he bowed his head and apologized to the other party, saying: "I'm sorry, I suddenly remembered that something happened to me, first—"

"Go and do your work, I'll just take a look here myself!"

"Okay, thank you."

Shen Zhitang got off the dance floor and walked out, hurriedly greeted the people he met on the road, hurriedly fled the scene, and returned home.

It's ridiculous.

Shen Zhitang pulled off his tie and took a big gulp of air. How could he, how could he do this?

Shen Shitang went to wash his face and forced himself to calm down, but no matter how calm he was, he couldn't drive away Tang Yingqiu's figure. They were obviously two different people, why did he confuse them, even if their birthdays were on the autumnal equinox, Even if the behavior is similar, even if...

Being forced, Shen Shitang looked directly at the past, twisted out the most unbearable years and relationship sheets, and personally painted a stain on his life that was praised by others. He agreed to raise a glass to relieve his sorrow, and Shen Shitang opened the refrigerator anyway. There were a few cans of beer scattered inside, left over from Tang Yingqiu's purchases during the Chinese New Year.

Tang Yingqiu searched the venue for a long time, but she couldn't see Shen Shitang.

During this period of time, I resisted the desire to find him, and also imagined in my heart, if I gave up on Shen Shitang, would he live a happier life? As long as his life returns to the right track, he will be happier. Then it doesn't matter if you are wronged or not.

This kind of thinking was replaced by anger when he saw Shen Shitang with other girls. He was jealous and wanted to possess, and then Shen Shitang disappeared.

Tang Yingqiu's first reaction was to call someone, but he hung up artificially. After a while, he simply couldn't get through and was pulled into the blacklist, his social friends were deleted, and the message could not be sent out.

Tang Yingqiu finally panicked, and ran to Shen Shitang's house non-stop. If he was at home, she had to explain to him that even in this case, she would always be by his side. If he was not at home, he would stay here until the end. He came home.

I dare not take out the key to open the door rashly, as if I no longer have the qualifications.

When the door was knocked, Shen Shitang was completely drunk, leaning on the sofa, huddled up, waiting for the knocking to stop and the people outside to leave.

After a long time, Shen Shitang couldn't pretend anymore in his mind, so he ran to open the door again.

In the dark night, Shen Shitang's eyes were full of water, especially obvious, and he could smell a faint smell of alcohol. Tang Yingqiu didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly said: "I didn't think carefully, professor, I... I won't be like this in the future Is it okay? I will give you space, as long as you know that there is me, Tang Yingqiu, is it okay?"

"I don't know why I am like this. I have been like this since I was a child, and I know it is not good for me to be like this, but I am afraid that you will run away and you will not want me."

Tang Yingqiu drooped his head and said a lot of words, but the other side was silent all the time. Tang Yingqiu felt that the sky was about to collapse, so when he looked up, he found that Shen Shitang's expression was a little dazed.

Then he said blankly, "I...I want to dance with you too."

He stretched out his hand tentatively, grabbing the corner of his clothes.

Tang Yingqiu bit the tip of her tongue hard, and after confirming that all this was true, she walked into the room.

Yes, Shen Zhitang is drinking, so what is this?Is it the last tenderness before breaking up?Will it make him push himself away after he sobers up, and then feel extremely regretful?

Tang Yingqiu danced a girl's step, and vainly supported Shen Shitang so that he would not fall to the ground.

"Pumchacha——Pumchacha—"

There was no music, only Shen Shitang kept repeating the beat like a child, trying to step on the spot with every step. Tang Yingqiu lowered his head and saw the tip of Shen Shitang's nose. He was looking at the feet of the two of them very seriously, changing their steps. .

Tang Yingqiu felt that she was about to melt away, why...why Shen Shitang was so cute, she never knew what he looked like after he was drunk.

"Concentrate!" Shen Shitang protested.

Tang Yingqiu couldn't bear it anymore, the moonlight hit Shen Shitang's face, he was covered by the light, or he was the light.

Tang Yingqiu ignored Shen Shitang's protest and pressed Shen Shitang against the wall, surrounded Shen Shitang with his body, and asked, "Professor, are you awake?"

"Yes." Shen Zhitang nodded.

"Do you know that you are so cute that I can't hold it?"

Shen Zhitang's head started to shake like a rattle, and then said softly: "You are the first person to call me cute, thank you."

Tang Yingqiu picked up Shen Shitang's chin with one hand, and his "begrudence" was still in his heart, his face approached, forcing Shen Shitang to look at him, breathing disorderly, "Look at me, who do you think I am?"

In just a split second, Tang Yingqiu found that Shen Shitang's tears were overflowing from his eyes, and just looking at him like this, Tang Yingqiu panicked and couldn't think of anything, so he could only wipe away tears with his sleeve.

Shen Zhitang cried uncontrollably, bit his lips, and only let out some small whimpering sounds, twitching, and refused to be approached by people. Tears, the size of pearls, fell directly on the ground, and his eyes and nose were red.

Tang Yingqiu didn't know what he had done, why he burst into tears, so he searched his memory for the few days he spent with his mother, and patted Shen Shitang's back gently with his hands, trying to comfort him.

"Go away, don't touch me!"

Shen Shitang pushed Tang Yingqiu away, Tang Yingqiu had no choice but to walk away, and within two steps, he heard the other party say, "You...why did you leave?"

Tang Yingqiu bit her lip, not knowing why Shen Shitang became like this, as if she made him angry, and then he was acting like a baby to herself.

Shen Zhitang felt that he was so uncomfortable that he needed to cry. The reservoir, which had been suppressed for a long time, opened the valve to release the flood, "I... I just like men, what can I do, I want to hide these things, you know I How much effort did you make? Do you know what kind of life I lived before? I finally escaped and let me meet you, how can you be so immature! Childish! Disrespectful! I am a teacher! Do you understand? The teacher is What's the meaning?"

Tang Yingqiu's heart twitched, caught the point of the words, hugged Shen Shitang, and asked: "What wronged you have suffered, can you tell me?"

"I don't want it! I don't want it!"

"Okay, then don't say it, then don't say it." Tang Yingqiu kissed Shen Shitang's eyes, salty.

Shen Zhitang gradually stopped sobbing, and his tears dried up, leaving traces of tears.

Only Silence, Moonlight, and the two who were close were left.

Very inexperienced, Shen Shitang took Tang Yingqiu's hand and put it on his heart, stammering, "I...I don't know why he keeps dancing..."

Tang Yingqiu lowered her head, and saw that the eyes of the person in front of her were still drooping wearily, as if she was thinking, and there were drops of water on the long and dense eyelashes.

"I don't know...I don't know why it hurts so much, I feel so bad when I see you with other people..."

"Can you...don't talk to her..."

"Can you……"

"What can you do?" Tang Yingqiu hoarse, breathless, looked down at Shen Shitang's reddish eye sockets.

"Can you...just treat me well..."

"If I give me to you...can you just like...only me..."

Shen Zhitang looked up at Tang Yingqiu, and continued to ask: "Tang Yingqiu, tell me... am I... am I jealous?"

The author has something to say: Tang Yingqiu: So sweet!So sweet!So sweet! !What kind of little cherry is the professor!How can it be so sweet!It can be eaten in one go!

Shen Zhitang (/////): Here you go.

Tang Yingqiu: I'm gone!I'm gone!

Today's violent words: I love beauty uncomfortable and beauty crying! ! (fist hardened