I can't run away after agreeing to fall in love

The lobby of the hotel is decorated with holy white gauze. Waiting for the music to slowly flow into my heart, the electronic screen in front of me scrolls the photos of the two newcomers. There is a crystal lamp hanging above my head, and a spot of light just falls on my eyelid. Shen Zhitang had no choice but to turn sideways slightly so that the optical fiber would not be so abrupt and irritating to the eyes.

"Sit over to me, and when the food is served later, it's easy to splash the soup on you." It was Liu Zhaoheng who spoke, and he turned his chair to the side while talking, and Shen Shitang followed the trend Thanks for moving over there.

This is a big round table, and the people sitting there are all professors from the Chinese Department. They are my colleagues and teachers, and I can chat freely. I just go to listen carefully and promise a few words at will.

Soon a middle-aged woman in a red cheongsam came over, the smile on her face couldn't be concealed, and when she saw someone coming, everyone who was sitting stood up.

"The dog is asking you to worry. Thank you for coming here. I am really busy. I am afraid that the hospitality will not be enough."

"What are you talking about? We watched him grow up when he was young, and it was too late for us elders to be happy when we saw him get married. We will have a family in the future, and we will settle down when we are worried about it. We will work hard in the future. "

Bai Qinghe grinned from ear to ear, and seeing her son approaching, she quickly pulled him over, "You didn't come over to say hello when you saw your uncle, uncle, aunt, and aunt. How can you not be so polite when you are such a big man?" Know?"

After shaking hands one by one and recounting the old days, Shen Zhitang was the youngest in the row, similar in age, and had never met before, but Chen Bale was not rigid, and stretched out his hand, "Chen Bale, I have long admired you."

Shen Shitang went to look at the man in front of him and smiled slightly, "Shen Shitang, I wish you a happy wedding and grow old together."

I don't remember much, and I knew about this wedding temporarily, saying that the two couples went around and finally got together. I was already ready to talk about marriage, but this time I made up my mind and went to get it quickly. certified.

It was only after a while that Chen Bale and Chen Bale were brothers, and their common mother was Bai Qinghe. This was something that others hadn't taken the initiative to mention and he had no desire to investigate.

Passing over Chen, Shen Shitang only saw Chen, and heard that he went to work in the research institute, and he became calmer, but he still dodged a little when his eyes met. Shen Shitang was not sure how much he knew, but now It seems that it doesn't matter anymore.

Whenever there is a big event, Shen Zhitang knows that there will always be a secret wish in his heart, maybe the person who left will come back, this feeling is still true after attending Tang Lin's funeral, but it seems that he does not want him to come back, thinking , where will he live when he comes back?What attitude will Tang Weiping and Tang Aichu give him? Will he live better when he comes back?

But this kind of hope is extravagant after all, after all, he didn't even come back from the funeral.

While eating, Shen Zhitang obviously restrained himself, but he didn't notice that the wine in his glass was slowly decreasing, just like the intersection with him, slowly decreasing until it disappeared in a short human life.

There was some commotion in the arena, Shen Shitang felt a little noisy, frowned, and then realized that the noise was squeezing towards him.

Probably came to toast, Shen Zhitang propped his hands on the chair, tried several times before he managed to stand up, and took the wine glass in a daze.

After drinking, her face was flushed, even the corners of her eyes were not let go, there was a little more tenderness between her brows and eyes, her eyes were shining with water, like a peach-colored boat, her glasses were taken off early, and she could only look at people. Neng narrowed his eyes slightly, "Congratulations."

"Congratulations."

The male voice was familiar, smiling, and seemed to be deeper than before.

There was a sudden blankness in his head, Shen Zhitang raised his hand to rub his eyes, looked around to find the source of the sound, and finally locked on the person beside him.

But now he is behind his back and is toasting with others.

I could barely see the small half of his face that was indistinctly exposed because of his calm conversation. I haven't seen him for a few years, and his figure seems to be more stalwart. Shen Shitang raised his head slightly, does it seem that he has also grown taller?

Mostly hallucinations, just like last time.

Some of them lost their strength and fell on the chair, trying their best to make themselves normal, it was really risky.

"Why did you come back?"

"Isn't this my brother's marriage? Can I, my younger brother, not come? It's outrageous."

"Are you still playing bureaucratic with me? Knowing that you drink well, you must accompany our two brothers at these tables today! We have met, and the big boss will accompany us for drinks." That is Chen Yiji, who has sharp eyes and can see it at the door After touching Tang Yingqiu, she thought her eyes were dazzled, and she hammered her hands several times before she realized it was true.

Tang Yingqiu chuckled, seeing that the person at the table just now was stiff now, and followed him to the next table, "I'm late, accept the punishment, and I'll admit to staying here for three laps."

"When did you come back?"

"several days ago."

"Where do you live?"

"Just find a hotel to live in."

……

The following conversations became more and more blurred, and as people gradually walked away, they could no longer hear clearly.

Shen Zhitang pinched the palm of his hand hard, and the pain that hit him made his eyes feel a little moist, as if it was real?

Sensing that the voice came back again, Shen Zhitang felt that he put on his eyes to look for it. He hadn't seen him for four years, his brows and eyes seemed to be deeper, his hair was combed up, and he was wearing a suit. It was a tall and straight poplar tree. Holding a wine glass in one hand, something pierced his eyes.

There seemed to be something shiny in his hand.

"Xiao Shen, be careful—"

"Ah." Shen Shitang came back to his senses, only to realize that he had knocked over the cup on the table by mistake, and the red wine inside gathered into streams of water dripping down the edge of the table. Apologize, "I'm sorry."

"Go and deal with it." Liu Zhaoheng patted Shen Shitang on the shoulder.

It happened to be another teacher in the department who said, "I'm afraid Xiao Shen is feeling emotional today, but it's rare to see him with a careless face."

Shen Zhitang's face was already red, and when he was teased, it became even redder. He could only apologize and went to the bathroom. The first thing he did was wash his face with water until the redness on his face was gone. Stopped, the wine sobered up a lot.

Fortunately, the shirt was not contaminated, but there was a dark water stain on the black suit.

When turning around, the wrong hand knocked the glasses on the sink to the ground, squatted down to pick them up, but it seemed that someone reached out first, and it was confirmed that it was a ring.

I thought that those unspeakable longings and the fanatical impulse to pursue at a certain moment have gradually subsided in the past four years, but he suddenly appeared and was defeated by a single blow.

Shen Zhitang withdrew his hands, but the other party stood up faster, so he had no choice but to reach out to pick up the glasses and put them on his ears. It seemed that the screw had been loosened, and it was uncomfortable to wear.He took off his glasses again and clutched them tightly in his hands.

The eyes in the mirror are so familiar, with such strong marks on them, but now, they dare not recognize each other.The pain turned into a wave and hit the reef in my heart, and soon, the eroded pieces were not left behind.

four years ago?four years ago.

Tang Yingqiu tapped the faucet, washed her hands slowly, looked in the mirror, bowed her head and said, "Long time no see."

"Well, it's been a long time." Shen Shitang felt that everything was terrible, and he met someone again in such a mess, as if his eyes stopped on his wet piece of fabric.

Maybe he should go first, but does he need his own comfort?Or do you need to catch up with him?Or he doesn't talk to himself at all.

When drunk, people who are sensitive and thoughtful are more likely to think too much, and they have always been dull, losing movement on their feet.

Tang Yingqiu went out after washing his hands, and at this moment a group of people came in suddenly.Tang Lin and Bai Qinghe are in a master-student relationship, so I know Brother Chen Jiji, which means that there are many old acquaintances in this wedding, and I am not willing to let go of this opportunity. Many things are difficult to discuss at other people's weddings , chat more in private.

"Uncle misses you so much, how are you doing outside? I know you're busy, there's something..."

"I couldn't make it back for Grandpa's funeral..."

"It's not your problem, your brother... hey, don't worry about it."

"it's already over."

A group of people chatting with each other in front of each other is all comfort to Tang Yingqiu. His brain is not working well, and it is even more difficult to find any useful information in the conversation. It seems that it is not necessary to leave.

The elders went in, and Tang Yingqiu went out.

He lifted his feet and was about to leave, when suddenly a suit was photographed in his arms.One was not connected securely, and almost fell to the ground, so he stretched out his hand to catch it, and after another look, Tang Yingqiu left.

"Changed."

Shen Zhitang blinked before he could react, held the clothes of the person, and watched Tang Yingqiu go out, as if he was stopped by someone as soon as he went out, and buried in another crowd, so popular.

The original sense of rigor was replaced, the sleeves of the shirt were rolled up, two buttons on the neckline were unbuttoned, when he smiled, he liked to tilt his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up first, lazy and charming, I don’t know where I learned it, it’s really flirtatious people.

Are you sober?

It seems that I woke up and didn't wake up. Through the clothes, I pressed my hand on my chest, and it seemed to be beating violently again. The frequency was different from that of other people. In the silence, I could only hear my own heartbeat that was beating too fast .

He seems to have really come back, and it seems that he really doesn't belong to him anymore.

Suddenly remembered that he was the one who drove him away.

With the ring, it should be married.

Then what he did seems to be very effective, allowing him to live the same life as a normal man.

very nice.

Finally, he left the banquet with an excuse and returned home.

Pantothenic acid in the stomach.

Shen Zhitang spent a lot of time cleaning his stomach. The hangover caused the pain in the back of his head, and the throbbing of the blood vessels on his forehead seemed even more palpable.

As I get older, I don't have the capacity to drink, and I still drink a little at the bottom of the glass, but the quality of the wine is much better than before, probably because there is no one around.

There was a little flower in front of my eyes, but a call came from my ear.

"Professor, where are you?"

"professor!"

"Shen Shitang!"