The protagonist of the gangjing card is subject to [Transmigration Book]

Gui Yan bought another batch of sugar. Seeing Gui Lai going to the kitchen, he went upstairs, entered Gui Lai's room, and replaced the pills in the bottle of medicine.

This is not the first time he has done this, and his heart is very peaceful.

He even had time to think that Guilai must have known, but he didn't say anything.

There are surveillance cameras everywhere in this room, depending on whether Gui came to see it or not, Gui Yan didn’t even think about covering it up, after Gui came to explain to him why he took the medicine, he thought about a question—is there any? Maybe Guilai is not sick at all?

But he didn't dare to do anything more, he listened to the doctor, it was always right—but the doctor couldn't understand that what happened to Guilai had already happened.

Gui Yan's current body is not his own, so he naturally believes in Gui Lai, but the doctor may not believe it, he only thinks that the patient's condition is getting worse - there is no instrument that can detect people's mental illness, it is nothing more than subjective speculation .

He felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. If Guilai was not sick, he would be considered a sick person and would have to take medicine like a sick person.

He looked up a lot of information about this, thinking of the old saying that there is no medicine and three poisons in his heart-after he couldn't sleep for the first time at night, he made a bold decision.

He didn't know whether it was good or bad for Guilai, maybe the doctor wasn't wrong, so he replaced a small half first - then a large half - and finally, now it's all.

The days have not changed much, he still lives his happy salted fish life, occasionally sees something he likes and shares it with Guilai, he can do what he wants to do, the only thing he does that does not belong to him is this bottle Medicine—In fact, Guiyan felt that Guilai kept using this as if he was implying something.

But he can't realize it, he must have no way to truly understand and experience Guilai's mood, no one can do it, not himself, others will always only touch the fur.

He wasn't very smart either. The days of being stuck at home made the little bit of tact he had just exercised in society disappear in an instant. At this time, his IQ was almost 0.

Gui Yan put the medicine bottle back, he felt that he was reckless in doing so, naturally there are doctors who can judge the quality of Gui Lai's condition and control the dosage of his medicine, so why should he make his own decisions...

But he still did.

Not like his behavior, why?

It's not the first time that Guiyan asked himself this question, he just pretended he didn't know anything, didn't want to know anything, didn't interfere, didn't care too much, wouldn't it be good to just live his own life?

But Guilai is not sick.

He's just...tired and wants to take a break, the drugs just numb his senses...make him think he's really sick...

Nonsense, Guiyan, are you a doctor?

Put the medicine back quickly!

--don't want!

Gui Yan refuted himself in his heart, he hurried back to his room, put the medicine in his pocket into a glass bottle, more than half of it had been accumulated now.

If the drug really works—

Guilai is already in trouble now,

but!

No!You did the right thing, Kyu-yeon.

He put down the glass bottle and suddenly answered his last question.

Why do you want to do this, bad kindness, compassion?This won't let him interfere with Keira's life, when did it start.

When he couldn't stand up to others, he taught Guilai to retaliate in his own way clumsily.

——"Why don't you know how to curse?" Gui Yan couldn't help laughing.

——Guy, what are you talking about, he even remembers clearly the slightly dazed look on his face after he said this sentence, but the dazed look only appeared for a moment, and then he just smiled normally: " Because there is no need."

——“Swearing at people won’t solve the problem.”

——"But..." Gui Yan couldn't understand: "Don't you think this is very cool?"

—— Gui Lai was stunned: "Is it just for fun?"

——"Of course." Gui Yan laughed: "Is it really necessary to kill people? It's not necessary. I just like to see them look like they are furious and have nothing to do with me."

——"I see." Guilai nodded, and then said seriously: "Then you teach me."

——"Teach me how to swear."

It doesn't seem to be... It seems that it didn't just start from here, but Guiyan found that he couldn't count when it was, and it seemed that there were signs earlier. Unknowingly, he had gradually invaded Guilai's life. , From the beginning, he set Guilai as the villain in the novels, and later regarded him as his benefactor, the winner in life, and later regarded Guilai as a poor little boy.

In the end, he felt that Guilai was actually pretty good, and he even found reasons for his bad things—he would only find various reasons for himself.

However, now the scope has expanded, and he has included Guilai into his own territory, and he doesn't know when.

——"Why didn't you talk when you were playing games with me? That person scolded you like that, and you didn't say a word!"

—— Guilai was stunned again.Then he explained to himself: "I took his head."

—— "But he scolded you! You should scold you back! It's fine for you to physically hurt and mentally attack at the same time!" Gui Yan said.

——Guilai pursed his lips, but he didn't just say yes like before, he whispered: "...you scolded me for me."

——"I'll scold for you that it's my share, you have to contribute, otherwise you won't be happy at all." Gui Yan said.

——"If I speak up, will you not help me out?" Guilai asked.

——Gui Yan laughed loudly: "What are you thinking, I will definitely help you, but you can't let others scold you just because I scolded you, no matter what you want, no matter when, as long as anyone scolds you Now, you have to scold me back, for this kind of thing, it’s better to stand out on your own.”

Gui Yan thinks in his memory, it seems that he has made his own decisions not once or twice-how he never realized that he is such a nosy character, he never pays attention to kittens and puppies when he sees them on the side of the road , When the WeChat circle of friends asked him to donate money, he never donated a penny.

He is selfish, stingy, stingy and cowardly, with a twitchy face, and looks fierce, but when he really encounters a hard stubble, he is cowardly faster than anyone else.

Every time he reads a novel, Gui Yan can't help but put himself into the cannon fodder who appeared for two seconds. The character template is the same for him, and there is almost nothing wrong with it.

So he has been waiting for the day when he commits the sin of the Son of Destiny, and is taken away by the speed of light to get a lunch box, but in his life, all he meets are ordinary people similar to him, who don't hinder each other, don't interfere too much, stick to it to the exclusion of everyone else.

Parents are just a phone call back from the holidays, or a red envelope, the number transferred by the bank at a fixed point, and then a hypocritical entertainment with a mask.

The future is a pool of stagnant water where the head can be seen at a glance. Going up, I am too tired, and going down, I am not reconciled.

He has not carefully planned his life for a long time. He used the mentality of passing by and using all the reasons and excuses to escape to close his heart that once had passionate ideals and dreams—adults, stop dreaming.

Friends - are invisible people on the Internet, don't worry about him slandering you behind your back, because they don't know anything except what you edit on the Internet, so you don't have to have any psychological burden, the only one The bad thing is that after a while, you have to change the batch, because the first batch will always disappear without knowing when.

Perhaps, the parents confiscated the mobile phone.

Occasionally, Gui Yan would find this reason to comfort himself.

And colleagues.He is a tool person in the company's position, and he will give his sincerity only when he complains about the boss together, and he will share the same hatred with the enemy.

Gui Yan thought carefully about the fact that he failed to kill the protagonist in these years, not because he was not enough cannon fodder, but because he was too ordinary cannon fodder, and it was not his fault.

Therefore, when he really met someone who could be the protagonist, Gui Yan thought about himself, maybe it was Bai Yueguang - he felt that he didn't match him, his temperament didn't match.

Maybe it was a stand-in, he had been waiting for the real owner for a long time - maybe there was a traffic jam on the road.

Or maybe, all of this is Guilai's deceit, he is teasing himself, and after the truth is revealed, he appreciates the other party's broken expression.

Kyu Yan has been acting for a long time, and he can only act out the expression of rolling his eyes. He hopes it won't be this, it's too difficult for Xianyu.

If these are not, he will not be the protagonist, right?

But he didn't follow Gui to chase me and run away, nor did he have a sadomasochistic love affair. This kind of protagonist will never be loved by readers, bad reviews!

In the end, Gui Yan just wanted to make his life as a salted fish happier and more comfortable.

He patted the tail of the salted fish, lived his life recklessly, and occasionally pointed fingers at Guilai, waiting for him to be unbearable.

He waited a long time.

When I completely stretched out, when Guilai's face became more and more smiling, life was as usual, but this person who pretended not to be like an ordinary person before, really had his own vitality on his face.

This change is too small and long-term, too insignificant, a little bit of change, when it is noticed, it has already turned the world upside down.

Gui Yan made another decision.

In fact, he's been running away long enough.

"Guilai." Guiyan hasn't been called Guilai by such a serious name for a long time, he likes to give people nicknames, first of all flattery, calling him boss, boss, teacher.

The back is a little naughty.Come on brother, come on brother, come on little brother.

And then it was completely joking, brother, brother, little brother, oh, my Oni sauce.

Gui came to open his courier again, raised his head when he heard the words, a little stunned, and reflected beforehand: "The book you were chasing was tricked by the author?"

Gui Yan: "..."

Gui Yan: "...No."

Gui Lai frowned slightly: "Someone came to besiege you again?"

Gui Yan: "...No."

Guilai thought for a while, seeing Guiyan looking like he wanted to speak out, he stretched out his hand to stop him: "Let me think about it first."

——Gui Yan once joked with Gui Lai about the heroine of a romance novel: "Look at him, before the heroine says anything, he will first reflect on himself."

——"The standard of a good man is to learn to reflect first, is there something you didn't do well, is there something that made you angry again?"

——Gui Lai said seriously: "I won't."

At this time, Guiyan looked at Guilai leisurely, and he was also curious about what Guilai could come up with.

Guilai's eyes lit up: "You've made a suicide threat, you want me to check if it's true?"

Gui Yan was about to vomit blood: "No!"

Guilai's eyes that had just lit up quickly dimmed, and he asked very politely: "Is there something I didn't do well?"

Gui Yan: "..." He felt that Gui Lai was too good at it now, and he couldn't bear it.

Guilai understood, and said in an affirmative tone, "It really is because of me."

No matter what the reason is, I'm sorry in advance, that's what Gui Yan taught me.

But this is the first time that I have done something wrong. Although I don't know what it is, Guilai is a little strange.

He asked: "Should I go through the process first or start directly?"

Gui Yan: "..."

He didn't want to ask at first, but he couldn't help being curious: "What is the start, and what is the process?"

Guilai said: "Start preparing for the [-]-word review, two hours, kneeling on the keyboard with a cactus on the head."

Gui Yan: "No, there's no need for that!...What about the process?"

Guilai said again: "The process is to apologize first, then ask, and finally reflect, and then start the routine."

Gui Yan: "..."

He raised his forehead, he taught Guilai some messy things, why did Guilai really follow the way in the novel, he was obviously a cruel and ruthless crazy boss who criticized the sick and spoiled in the beginning-as expected, the years have passed Put a ruthless butcher's knife.

No, none of this was his fault.

He sighed: "Don't go through the process, Guilai, when will you let me see Gu Zha?"

The air seemed to freeze suddenly, just like Guilai's expression at this time, he seemed to have just woken up from a dream.

He is escaping, escaping from the existence of Gu Zha, the existence of the system, and everything in the past, and only thinks that the days between himself and Guiyan are real.

Then, now he was woken up by Gui Yan's question.

Guilai slowed down his voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing this fragile dream: "Ah Yan, why do you want to see Gu Zha?"

Guiyan was no longer afraid of him, he let out an oh, looked directly at Guilai, and asked back: "Can't I see?"

Guilai couldn't help it, he repeated nervously: "What if I let him know you and hurt you, I won't let him touch a single hair of yours, he won't want to see you again, I want Kill him...no, I can't kill him...Ah Yan...Ah Yan...don't see Gu Zha, okay..."

Finally, the voice became fragile, as if begging helplessly.

"Don't see him, don't see him, nothing will happen... I hid him in a place where no one can see, he can't do anything... I won't let him die, he can live It's been a long time, so long that you and I have lived together for the rest of our lives...we can live another ten years, 20 years... like this, no one can disturb you...just me and you..."

Gui Yan sighed: "What about the next life?"

He looked at Guilai: "If I leave you and you reincarnate again, what would you do without me?"

Guilai was stunned by his question. He wanted to say that I was fine, but he couldn't say it.

He couldn't see how fragile the expression on his face was at this moment, but Gui Yan could see it.

So Guiyan couldn't help walking over, he was not as tall as Guilai, but he held him in his arms, and put his feet up to reach Guilai's head: "Do you want to live?"

Guilai couldn't help but his eyes were red, tears accumulated in his eyes, and he refused to fall for a long time, just like he was stubbornly refusing to bow his head at this time.

Gui Yan: "I won't allow it."

Guilai finally broke his defense, tears fell wantonly, he hooked his waist fragilely, pillowed Guiyan's not-so-broad shoulders, and called over and over again: "Ayan...Ayan..."

Gui Yan said: "I will not leave you, this life is not enough, in the next life, no matter how many times you reincarnate, I will stay by your side until this damn reincarnation ends."

Guilai cried bitterly, hugging him tightly, tears soaked the cloth on Guiyan's shoulders, and the wetness carried the warmth of this person: "Ah Yan, Ah Yan..." He couldn't help shouting, but his voice was No more humble begging.

Gui Yan gently coaxed the older child: "Don't cry anymore, it won't look good if your eyes are swollen from crying..." He was silent.

Slowly said: "Noble, I replaced all your medicine with sugar."

Guilai choked up and said, "I know."

"You are not sick." Gui Yan said again.

Guilai snorted, "...um."

"The doctor you found is unreliable." Gui Yan said, "I will go to him when the time comes."

Guilai couldn't help but wanted to laugh, but felt that it was ugly to laugh like this, so he forced himself to hold back: "...I'll fire him."

"Let's not, it's not easy for a person to do a job, I'll just scold you." Gui Yan said.

Guilai's nose was slightly sour, because of the gentleness hidden in Guiyan's words, he said softly, "...um."

Gui Yan didn't know how long he had to hold this big child, his arms were sore, because of his height, he had to stand on tiptoes all the time, he didn't know how heavy Gui Lai's head was, so he sighed and said, "Laibao, you Have you hugged enough? If you have hugged enough, you will accept it. You are an adult, so you can't act like a baby all the time."

Guilai let go of his hand, and defended himself: "I didn't act like a baby."

"I know, I know." Gui Yan said perfunctorily, while secretly shaking his arms quietly: "It's okay to act like a spoiled child once in a while, an adult, you don't need a reason."

Guilai finally couldn't hold back anymore and smiled.

Seeing him laughing, Gui Yan was finally relieved, he was coaxed, and he won't go crazy anymore.

Crying is also good, if you can cry, it means that the problem is not serious.

He wanted to rub Keira's head a little bit, but because of his height and sore arms, he finally gave up.

He softened his voice, with a tenderness that he never thought of - he thought he had long since lost this thing.

He said: "Will you take me to see Gu Zha on Sunday?"

Guilai was still a little reluctant, but finally nodded.

Running away will never solve the problem.

But the words that Guiyan couldn't hold back from saying today still made him so sweet that he couldn't help but feel sweet in his heart. In fact, he faintly felt Guiyan's looseness towards him. He knew that Guiyan didn't care about him, but he acted like that. It was too inconspicuous, and he didn't really confirm it until now.

Gui Yan likes him, like him, like him for a lifetime.

very nice.

This was the single greatest blessing in his long life, amidst many misfortunes, as if the goddess of fate finally remembered this believer who was abandoned by her, and gave him a hasty kiss, allowing him to pick up his star from among the rubbish.

A star who is tough on the outside, tough on the outside, but softer than anyone else on the inside.

……

Although Sunday has been arranged, but when the date is approaching, Gui Yan can't help procrastinating the attack.

It's not that he doesn't want to face Gu Zha, he found that comparing Gu Zha and going out, he can't tell which one is more annoying.

Gui Yan can hardly remember the last time he went out, anyway, the weather must be neither too cold nor too hot, the humidity and temperature are just right, the sun happens to be shining, but not too much, he will reluctantly surrender Expensive to go out for a stroll for 10 minutes.

So by the time I actually go out, two weeks have passed since the planned Sunday.

Gu Zha, who had been waiting for a long time: "..."