The protagonist of the gangjing card is subject to [Transmigration Book]

【drop!Does the character 'Kyu Yeon' refuse to take over as the male lead? 】

[Yes, I refuse. 】

After Gui Yan received such a mechanical sound, the system never appeared again.

He calmed down for a while to calm down his inner emotions. After receiving Guilai's gaze, he couldn't help laughing: "I really refused."

Gui Lai held his hand, Gui Yan's hand trembled uncontrollably, and his voice was no longer as calm as before: "...you don't blame me?"

"This may be your only chance."

Guilai shook his head, he didn't say anything, but he seemed to have said everything, he stretched out his hand to hold Guiyan's trembling hand, and gently kneaded it until Guiyan completely calmed down.

Then he said, "You did the right thing."

Gui Yan was still a little flustered in his heart at first, but now he was really at ease, probably trying to cover up his gaffe just now, he couldn't help but joked: "I actually rejected the most important golden finger in the plot of the novel." Outside the door, am I awesome?"

"I don't care if the male lead gives me a pawn."

Guilai has always praised him very much, but this time he was very serious, he just looked at him with strength in his eyes, and could easily pierce Guiyan's bluff, but he didn't say anything, just nodded and said yes .

It's as if Gui Yan is really awesome.

But Gui Yan felt that he was extremely stupid, he could only bluff and say something that seemed tough, so as not to let himself admit it, in fact, he had already started to regret it right after he refused.

He felt that Guilai had noticed it, but Guilai didn't say anything, asking what to do if the system really treats you well.In this case, as long as Gui Yan speaks out, the regret accumulated in Gui Yan's chest will surge out uncontrollably.

But he didn't, so Gui Yan gradually got under control.

Regret is useless, if you do it, if you do it, you can no longer regret it, if you miss it, you will miss it, anyway, you will not admit your mistake, Gui Yan said this to himself many times.

He convinced himself.

Then Guiyan half-truthfully confided some truth to Guilai: "Actually, if it was just me, I would agree without hesitation." At least I would not refuse so firmly.

Guilai said, "I know."

Regardless of whether he really knew it or not, this sentence still made Gui Yan feel relieved. He lost such a big golden finger. With his mentality of not taking advantage of it, it would be a great loss. If it is the other way around He couldn't stand being buried.

At least Guilai still knows something good and bad, which is much better than most people in the world.

If it is said that Gui Yan was for Gui at the beginning, sympathy accounted for more, and a little bit of habit became natural, then now, he really said a word of liking.

He seems to be kind and ordinary to everyone, but in his heart, he guards everyone from the outside. As long as Guilai does a little bit unsatisfactory, the tentacles he just stretched out Will take it back without hesitation.

Fortunately, Guilai never disappointed him.

But Guiyan will not believe in eternity just because he has never been disappointed, he is a person who will not believe in eternity, but at the moment, he does not mind giving Guilai a little more trust, but these trusts are not eternal, As long as Guilai does something that violates his trust, although he won't say anything, he will stay away quietly in his heart.

For example, the distance from lover to partner to stranger.

At the moment, for the sake of Guilai’s doing well, Guiyan quietly put Guilai in the position of the lover to be investigated. This position is already very important. In Guiyan’s life, no one has ever been able to reach this position. position.

This is a position that is infinitely close to Gui Yan's heart, and he needs to be very cautious.

Gui Yan also made such a choice because of this position. It is indeed because of Gui Lai that he is so firm in rejecting the system. At least a large part of the reason is.

"I just thought, if you want to get rid of reincarnation, there is actually the simplest way." Gui Yan said: "As long as you agree to Gu Zha and stay with him, this reincarnation will cease to exist."

Because of the conclusion he said, Guilai showed a slightly disgusted expression on his face.

Gui Yan felt a little happy because of his expression: "Actually, I just thought, and maybe I was wrong." Gui Yan took his armchair for himself, paved the way for it before continuing: "I think you are the most What you want to get rid of is not reincarnation, reincarnation is just a means to force you to submit, and what you want to get rid of is not just Gu Zha, although Gu Zha is an existence that makes you hate even more."

"I think—you just don't want to be manipulated and manipulated by others. The fundamental reason why you hate Gu Zha is because you don't like Gu Zha anymore, but the system or other forces in this world are still holding your head It made you like it, but in the end it forced you to be rebellious, the more you do it, the more you hate Gu Zha."

"When you hate a person, you can naturally find countless shortcomings, and everything will be magnified." Gui Yan emphasized again: "I think so."

Guilai was silent for a long time. From Guiyan's words, he heard that he cared for him. Although Guiyan didn't say that he liked him, if he didn't really like him, he wouldn't care so much about his self-esteem.

Yes, self-esteem.

Gui Yan also mentioned this word in the last sentence: "If I agree to the system, then wouldn't it be that I changed Gu Zha's identity to something more acceptable to you, but if you change the soup without changing the medicine, aren't you still in the... Controlled, still living without self-esteem. Of course, some people can accept it. If you want me, I don’t think it’s okay. Anyway, I’ve made do with anyone. I’ve never made do. If I’m not controlled by the system, I’ll be judged by my parents, by the society, by the public opinion... ..."

"But if you really can make do with it, you won't just stand up like this, reincarnate thousands of times, and never bow to Gu Zha and the others."

Gui Yan only thought that Gui Lai would be so stubborn, and if it wasn't for Gui Lai's repeated reincarnations, the system would not have offered him such generous conditions, so that such a small cannon fodder would have the life of being a hero.

But these are the ones that Guilai has never bowed his head to fight for. He picked the fruit...

"I really agreed to the system, so why don't you just say that what you did before was in vain?"

And if you like this kind of thing, once it doesn't last long and you get tired of it, what's the difference from Gu Zha at that time? Do you have to reincarnate again and again?Pressing their heads hard and saying that they like it, is it just because in the plot of the novel, the male protagonist Gong Shou should always be together?

Two loves stay together, it requires both sides of the relationship to maintain each other, slowly manage the relationship, instead of letting the system force it by the side, which is a disservice.

Gui Yan also considered that the unspoken words of the system would have too many side effects, so apart from a moment of euphoria at the beginning, he soon calmed down like being drenched in ice water, so he actually didn't think about it at the beginning. promise.

Because Guilai's lesson from the past is too tragic.

When Guiyan said these words, he was also explaining them to Guilai. If Guilai was really not clear-headed, he wouldn't bother to say these words.

Because it is not necessary.

And Guilai behaved too well, so he didn't mind thinking about him more. Originally, these words were meant to comfort himself, and he also asked for rewards-I have done so much for you, you must know .

He knew that when he said it, Guilai would definitely be moved. After all, no matter whether he thought about it well or not, his heart for thinking about others would always move the person who was considered.

But he didn't expect that the effect would be so great.

Keira looked like he was about to cry.

To be reasonable, Guilai has always been too strong, so that Guiyan has to keep reminding himself that this is a protagonist, otherwise he will always forget that Guilai is a standard number 0 in the book.

Gui Yan himself is a straight Schrödinger man, and he has always used straight men to flaunt his deep cabinet. It is also because the same circle around him is too bad. He would rather be a straight man who is lonely all his life, only seeking beauty in novels and false worlds, and not Willing to face reality.

And Guilai happens to be a paper person, which also makes Guiyan have a three-point favor for Guilai.

With a little more sympathy, it will lead to today's complicated emotions.

Kyu Yan has been trying to create for himself the kind of setting that is protected by zero and is weak and small. At this time, he was really moved to tears when he saw the strong Kyu Lai, because he was not prepared, so he was really at a loss.

And it was he who told him to cry.

And it doesn't seem like it's the first time.

This made him feel a little guilty, and at the same time, he felt a little bit of joy as a junior, making him appear to be stronger.

At least, he didn't cry.

So Gui Yan was in such a complicated mood, coaxing Gui Lai who was said to be crying for a long time.

The last time he coaxed people like this, he still coaxed a middle-aged lady who was fifty years old, because that was his client, and at that time, he spoke tenderly, but he was thinking in his heart that he could win the order. How much oil and water.

But looking at Guilai who was moved to tears, he couldn't help being really moved. Once he was really moved, those sweet words that could be said casually were a little too hard to say.

Just because he knew that every word he said, Guilai would take him seriously and keep it in his heart.

This made him a little bit reluctant to lie to him.

But now who can say what they say seriously, the customer service of a certain treasure is all dear to everyone, but they are scolding your mother in their hearts.

I am used to the days of duplicity, but it is incomparably precious to really say a truth from my mouth.

However, Guilai's eyes that were red from crying were in front of his eyes, and he hoped that silence would be better than sound without saying a word, and letting the other party understand by himself would only make Guilai's tears cry more fiercely.

Gui Yan had no choice but to bite the bullet, tell the few truths in his stomach, and delivered them to his door.

That's how to coax Guilai well.

It's just that in the second half, Guilai stopped crying, but Guiyan cried more fiercely than Guilai, and said a lot of words about losing power and humiliating the country unwillingly.

It is considered to be let go.

Gui Yan thought exhaustedly, it would be useless to do it again, and if he continues to coax others, he will be useless.

Just as he was weeping sadly at the ceiling, Guilai rubbed his cheeks again, like a puppy, arching back and forth.

"Not coming, not coming." Gui Yan said.

"You haven't said yet..." Guilai was a little shy, looking at his bright eyes, soaked in water, pure and lustful: "Do you like it?"

Gui Yan, who has been forced to say a lot of things he likes, almost doesn't know those two words.

But Guilai wanted his response very much. If he said he didn't like it, he would try again and again unwillingly until he said he liked it.

Gui Yan closed his eyes and said humiliatingly: "I like it, I like it... I like it so much, grandpa, please forgive me, I really can't do it."

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