[Lu Xiaofeng] Looking at the sea by leaning on flowers

"If you touch my face, even if I can't speak in the future, as long as you touch my face, you will recognize me, won't you?"

As soon as she stepped into the yard, she heard the young girl say such words to the man, her voice was mellow and mellow, like pearls falling on a jade plate, her tone was as warm as water, soft and affectionate.

In the twilight night, the son Qingjun and the girl Emei are a beautiful couple.The hurried footsteps stopped instantly, and when Li Canghai heard the soft and sweet question, his heart tightened for a while, and he suddenly closed his eyes.Taking a deep breath, she turned around resolutely, arriving as if suddenly, and leaving quietly at this moment, not even a split second before and after.

The night is quiet, and the crescent moon hangs on the tips.Li Canghai's face was as sinking as water, and she looked extremely calm, but her footwork changed faster and faster, and Ling Bowei walked to the extreme. Qinggong can't keep up.Therefore, she vaguely heard someone calling, but she was extremely emotionally unstable, so of course she didn't care.

Li Canghai felt that the anxiety and worry these days was really absurd, so she wanted to laugh, laugh, laugh freely, but her heart was so heavy that she even found it difficult to breathe.The only thing she can do is keep going, keep going.

Her face was numb, and her heart was mocking loudly: Li Canghai, what are you looking forward to and what are you disappointed, it is really ridiculous and sad.

Love, but that's all.She thought that there was no need to worry about the problems that had been entangled for so long before.

——Those who look at the sea are hard to see as water.But in this world, the sea is still the same, and the four rivers are flowing.

She thought again, maybe it should be easy.You don't have to worry about Hua Manlou getting hurt because of yourself, and you don't have to worry about missing your practice because you have concerns...everything is fine.He will have a wishful wife with a happy and happy family; and she will not violate her original intention, not against her original heart, and will pursue the way of heaven, or one day, she will let go of all her heart and be at ease.

The pace of the rush gradually slowed down, and the chaotic mood gradually calmed down.On an unknown river, a small bridge spans, a young girl stands alone, she is gazing at the river surface, watching the undulating water patterns, reflecting the fine moonlight and starlight.

The night is very quiet, no one comes and goes.After a rain at night, the air is fresh and moist, and it is wonderful to take a deep breath.After being absent-minded for a long time, Li Canghai breathed a sigh of relief and smiled slowly.

She finally understood why jealousy is considered the original sin of human beings. That emotion is really terrifying, and it even has the power to destroy the mind.Thinking of the moment just now, she seemed to be a completely different person, which made her feel lingering... She thought, probably because of the first taste of love, the feeling of worrying about gains and losses would be extra heavy, and her heart was already struggling and conflicted, at a loss what to do , Unfamiliar jealousy, sudden, it is inevitable that people are caught off guard.

Looking at the still flowing river, Li Canghai was stunned, his heart was full of lethargy and boredom.She didn't know what to do at this time.It was originally an impulse to go down Wuliang Mountain and come to Huamanlou, but now I have no idea of ​​meeting again.

In the previous moment, the hundreds of thousands of emotions that had been aroused to the extreme, seemed to burst through the embankment, and after the momentum, they were relieved and completely indifferent.The state of mind seems to have returned to the original peace, but there are some subtle differences... There is still a faint trace, no more, no less, but it cannot be ignored.

Someone is approaching quickly.Li Canghai felt it, but he was lazy and didn't want to pay attention to it.

"Cang Hai," is the gentle call of surprise, "it really is you."

Li Canghai was stunned for a while before turning around, looking at the young master who was breathing unevenly, and asked unconsciously, "You know I'm here again?" The slight panting appearance obviously showed that he had been chasing after him for most of the day.

"I wasn't completely sure at first." Hua Manlou calmed down, and came to the girl's side with a smile, "I just followed my feeling."

Li Canghai smiled lightly and said nothing, leaning on the railing and thinking about things.She is calm now.

"Cang Hai," Hua Manlou sensed that the girl's appearance this time was a little different than when they parted, and couldn't help asking softly, "Why...you came and left all of a sudden?"

Li Canghai said lightly: "Why can't I come and go?" As soon as she blurted out the words, she felt that the tone was weird and she shut her mouth embarrassingly.

Hua Manlou was taken aback for a moment, then smiled lightly, concealing a trace of thought and worry: "You're in a bad mood."

"It doesn't matter if it's good or not." Li Canghai replied casually, and suddenly asked, "Is it all right if you chase me out?"

"I don't have anything important to do." Her question made Hua Manlou a little puzzled, but he still answered seriously: Jinpeng Dynasty's affairs, not to miss this night, let alone with Lu Xiaofeng around.

After being silent for a while, Li Canghai said softly: "I saw that girl, she is really pretty." That girl should be one of the four beauties of Emei. In her memory, Hua Manlou had some special feelings for her in the novel.

Hua Manlou was really surprised now, he never expected Li Canghai to say such words suddenly, as if she had a...special concern.His mood was throbbing uncontrollably, and he asked tentatively, "You seem... angry?"

When her heartbeat stopped, Li Canghai laughed out loud, a really hearty laugh, then she looked at Hua Manlou, and replied seriously: "I'm really angry," and emphasized, "Very angry." She knew that in fact she He has no qualifications, no position, to control what Hua Manlou does, but the previous strong jealousy still has a trace of emotion in his heart.

Huamanlou smiled suddenly, his smile was like an orchid blooming happily in the spring breeze.He spoke again, his voice was soft and soft, as warm as a stream of still water, and he asked, "Why?"

Li Canghai still replied honestly: "I don't like you touching her face." She has always been straightforward and would not deliberately hide it, especially in front of acquaintances, so she felt uncomfortable. Even if she calmed down now, since he asked If so, she must speak out.

"I didn't touch her face." Hua Manlou smiled deeper.

Eh?Li Canghai was sure that there should be a scene of touching his face in his memory, could it not be this Emei disciple, but Shangguan Feiyan?She subconsciously asked: "How?"

"I felt your breath at that time," Hua Manlou explained, with a brisk and cheerful tone, "I wasn't very sure, and I only thought about you. Besides, men and women can't kiss each other." He gently "looked" Looking at the girl, "If you don't like it, I won't touch other women's faces again."

Li Canghai was startled, then remained silent.She felt hesitant, and she clearly wanted to cut off her love, but what she did was always the opposite.

"Canghai," Hua Manlou said again suddenly, "Why did you go down the mountain?" He asked with anticipation.Because he thought of the portrait that Lu Xiaofeng sent for him without authorization.

Li Canghai sighed quietly. She had never tasted love, but she was very sensitive to people's emotions. The little expectation in Huamanlou's questioning made her soft-hearted and feel a little guilty.She didn't hide anything, and said: "I saw the picture you drew, and suddenly wanted to meet you."

Hua Manlou smiled happily. Earlier when Lu Xiaofeng said that he wanted to know how to fight, he was still a little hesitant, but now, all the thoughts of shrinking back have dissipated.He thought, Lu Xiaofeng should be right, she didn't mean nothing to him, so why didn't he try his best to fight for it?perhaps……

Maybe she will be embarrassed, and he will not give up forcing her, but this time... a little selfish this time, using his way, to slowly gain her affection.If she chooses him, he will work hard to maintain their happy and happy future; if she chooses not him in the end, he will try his best and care about her in his heart, but he will not force her to make things difficult for her.

"Huamanlou, I," Li Canghai was a little confused, not knowing what to say. After hesitating for a moment, he sighed, "I feel very confused." Her words were vaguely apologetic, "But I don't want to change the original ideal..."

The voice stopped suddenly, not because she didn't want to speak, but because her lips were gently pressed.Hua Manlou said softly: "Cang Hai, you don't need to explain this, you just didn't understand some problems clearly, and your mind was a little confused. After a while, you will think clearly, and naturally you will no longer be confused. No matter what you plan to do, Hua Manlou So-and-so will understand and support after all." He was tempted, and he was reluctant to part with this affection, but only when two people are happy can they be happy, so he will wait.

Hearing this, Li Canghai remained silent.After a long while, she suddenly laughed, and looked at the man with burning eyes: "You are right, I am a free and unrestrained school who pays attention to being straightforward and following one's heart. I was thinking about it earlier." In a dead end, what should be said is said, and the person who should be faced is faced, and other things that are still unclear, let time decide.

Being timid has never been Li Canghai's style.She really cared too much, she was just worried about falling into emotional barriers, but if she could avoid them, she would achieve an obsession instead, knowing that barriers of knowledge are like floods, and it is always better to avoid them than to block them.

Hua Manlou also smiled, he felt very happy, Li Canghai's sudden downhill behavior, as well as the attitude and emotions he showed, made him have a kind of expectation, this kind of expectation may seem a bit selfish, but facing In love, a gentleman is like a flower everywhere, and it is inevitable that he has some selfishness.

"Cang Hai, are you not leaving for now?" He asked expectantly.Since Hua Ruling's birthday party, he hadn't seen her for more than nine months, and this hasty gathering couldn't relieve the worries and longings in his heart at all.

Li Canghai said meaningfully: "I know from Sikong Zaixing that you and Lu Xiaofeng are in trouble again." She is not interested in solving the case, but before she gets confused, she wants to stay by this person's side, "He said you They were taken by two different but equally beautiful women."

The girl's tone was slightly dissatisfied, Hua Manlou felt a little embarrassed when she heard it, but also a little pleased that she was cared about, and more of it was a little bit of sweetness.He replied: "The one who caused trouble is Lu Xiaofeng, he needs help, the two women Sikong Zaixing said are suspicious." He did not hide anything, and gave the young girl an overview of the Jinpeng dynasty.

Li Canghai learned from Hua Manlou's words that he didn't have any strange feelings for Shangguan Feiyan, and a string that was vaguely tense in his heart was loosened.As for him getting into trouble because of that woman in the end, she didn't care too much. Hua Manlou was a kind and helpful person, and it was impossible for her to ask her to suddenly change her personality just because of her special feelings.

But there are some things she still wants to say.Li Canghai mocked, "Hua Man Lou, I told you earlier, a good person like you is the easiest to be fooled."

Hua Manlou didn't care about her tone, and asked, "Cang Hai thinks Shangguan Feiyan lied to me?"

Li Canghai laughed, and the laughter was full of charm: "Aren't you also suspicious of her? Besides, don't you know that the more beautiful a woman is, the more she can deceive people."

"Not all beautiful women can deceive people," Hua Manlou said, and smiled softly at the woman, "Cang Hai has never deceived Hua."

Li Canghai was taken aback for a moment, and carefully scrutinized the man's expression, seeing that he was speaking seriously from the bottom of his heart, he couldn't help laughing: "Hua Manlou, you are quite good at talking!"

Hearing her hearty laugh, Hua Manlou also felt happy: "What I say is from the bottom of my heart."

"But I obviously lied to you before." Li Canghai suddenly approached him, "And I will lie to you again in the future, what should you do?"

Hua Manlou felt that she was getting too close. He sniffed the scent mixed with the smell of medicine and the fragrance of a girl, and his heart beat a few beats faster: "That must be because Cang Hai has a clear conscience."

"What if I cheated maliciously?" Li Canghai asked curiously.

"Then you must have unavoidable difficulties." Hua Manlou was not annoyed at all.

"What if I don't have any difficulties?" The woman went to the bottom of the matter, and she couldn't figure out why she asked like this, but she just wanted to know, so she asked.

"That's Hua's fault," Hua Manlou sighed slightly, "It's because I couldn't make Cang Hai fully trust me, and I couldn't make you feel at ease."

Li Canghai stared into his dull eyes, his expression fluctuating from joy to anger.

After a while, Hua Manlou broke the dignified silence, as if he didn't notice her ups and downs, he asked the previous question: "Cang Hai is going down the mountain this time, won't he go back for the time being?"

Containing complicated emotions, Li Canghai twitched the corner of his mouth: "Didn't Lu Xiaofeng need help? I'll just help him once."

Hua Manlou smiled happily and said, "It's getting dark, let's go back to the inn first, you came all the way here, I think you want to have a good rest." Moreover, in order to catch up with the girl, not only did he get rude when others talked to him, After leaving, he didn't even have time to say anything to Lu Xiaofeng. Now that the situation is chaotic, it's better to go back early, so as not to make friends worry.