[Black Basket] Winter Cherry Blossoms

The morning is sunny and the night is stormy. Sometimes the weather is the same as people's expressions, and it changes as soon as it is said. Why is other people's confession venues so romantic, but she confesses to the person she likes on a night full of thunder and lightning? This atmosphere is really uncomfortable. Tune in.

"Saya." Returning to the bedroom from the bathroom, Akashi saw Saya staring at the torrential rain outside the window in a daze on the recliner. Compared with the starry night full of stars, the rainy night with lightning and thunder seemed to attract her attention more .

"So soon, you've finished washing?" As soon as these words came out, Saya felt that something was wrong. The current situation of the two of them was like the plot in those love movies. ...Well, there is a follow-up in the movie, she and Akashi are definitely not tonight, those things are too early for the two of them.

"I was afraid that you would fall asleep after waiting too long, so I came out early." Akashi lifted Saya from the recliner and placed him on the soft big bed, "Don't try to escape, you belong to me tonight."

"Master, you can also chat on the recliner, so you have to change the location to the bed?" Ever since I came into contact with that Miss Canary, the relationship between the two has not been destroyed, and has even become closer. If Akashi's patience has reached its limit, then she is tempted by the poison he exudes, no matter what he says, she will do it.

"I have to do this to prevent you from escaping." Trapping Saya on the bed, Akashi looked at what she was wearing tonight, and said with a satisfied smile: "My school uniform shirt is very suitable for you, next time you can use it as pajamas. "

"Don't change the subject, what exactly do you want to tell me?" Saya knew that Akashi had never crossed the line of confession, and wanted to tell her something important. Now that the agreed time has come, he should tell everything She, rather than make excuses to avoid.

"Are you really not afraid?" Akashi once again confirmed Saya's determination, he didn't want to scare her away halfway through his speech.

"What should I be afraid of? Maybe I'm scarier than you." In terms of the terrifying shadows in his heart, Saya believes that he is only a lot more than Akashi. If he really makes them into stories and tells them, he will definitely be able to talk about them for days and nights .

"Okay then." Akashi took a deep breath, and slowly said what he had been hiding from her for a long time, "Saya, remember the question I asked you when we first met?"

"If one day you find out that the person you know has another personality, do you think he is scary?" Shaye said the strange question he asked her that day.

"The thing I want to tell you today is not a hypothesis, but a real existence. From the beginning to the present, I have been two people. One day in middle school, these two people really switched places, and that is the current Me." Saying the secret that has been hidden in her heart for a long time, the pressure in Akashi's heart is also released, but what follows is unknown anxiety. After Saya heard these words, she would leave him in fear, or Said that his skull is broken and he has mental problems, or will he choose to stay with him?

"It turns out that what Kise said is true, that 1vs1 match changed you."

There was no fear or panic on Saya's face. She just stroked his cheek and said, "But I personally don't think you have dual personalities or dual personalities. You think so too. The former are independent existences. The main personality will not know that there are other personalities coexisting. That is to say, each personality will have its own memory without interfering with each other, and most patients will seriously affect their daily life because of this. You do not have this situation, so the dual personality The possibility can be ruled out. As for dual personality, it means that people have multiple independent ways of thinking at the same time, and they are not affected by other ways of thinking when their thinking is running. Judging from the 1vs1 game in your Emperor Guang era, it is different from the dual The characteristics of the personality do not match, so this possibility is also ruled out."

"Are you going to make up for psychology?" Saya's reaction made Akashi heave a sigh of relief, at least it showed that he still had a chance to succeed.

"When people have doubts, they always look for answers. I just solve my doubts for myself."

"Then how can I explain my current situation?" Akashi was very curious about Saya's true feelings for him, "I want to listen to your truth, don't be perfunctory."

"From the perspective of sensibility and rationality, you are now dominated by reason. Simply put, you have grown. Sensibility is the basis of rationality, but people need reason to deal with all daily things. Emotional people rarely consider the constraints of conditions, because they live for feelings, they are easy to accept setbacks, and it is easy to face failure, but rational people are different, they will seriously consider the feasibility of things, act cautiously, and make decisions. They will not act impulsively and accept social constraints actively. They can adapt to the surrounding environment better, which is their advantage."

"As I thought, the 1vs1 game was that kind of situation. Faced with the hopelessness of losing, my rational side suppressed my emotional side, and finally won the game. After that, rationality took over and made my The way of doing things has become completely different from before. My teammates said that I seemed to be a different person, and asked me, who are you? I had to tell him that I had two people from the beginning. Believe it or not, maybe In their eyes, I would be seen as scary, completely rational, and inhuman."

"It's a pity that rationality cannot be completely separated from sensibility. The two are causal. No matter what you become, to me, you are not two people, but a complete person. After all, you in the early days of Emperor Guang You are a sunny and beautiful boy, but I never thought that when you entered high school, you in your rational period would become a big devil, which is a big gap." Saya recalled the comparison of photos in magazines, and Akashi in high school was indeed much more mature than in middle school.

"Really? You really understand that behind my rationality, I have always been influenced by my sensibility, so I have a strong possessive desire and emotion for you. I am afraid that you are the only person who can make me become such a person." Akashi pulls down She put her hand on her lips and kissed, formally making that request to her, "Then I can ask you now, can you date me? It's not an ordinary lover, but it is based on the premise of marriage, and you can really be my person."

"Can I...can I refuse?" Unexpectedly by Akashi, Saya's answer was rejection.

"Saya, don't make me angry, what I want to hear is not your rejection." The two chatted for so long, and the answer they got was negative. It is natural for Akashi to be angry.

"Master, listen to what I have to say, don't suddenly put on that iceberg face, I refused because you told me your secret, and I think it's only fair to tell you my past , when you finish listening, then answer me, whether I can stay by your side now." Saya said the reason for the refusal.

"Well, I'll be a good listener." About Saya's past, Akashi only knew from the information collected by Masao Nakamura, and it was the first time for her to tell it personally. This is a good opportunity for him to know more about her matter.

"Then let me ask you a question first, have you ever hated your father?"

Unexpectedly, Saya would ask this question, Akashi hesitated for a moment, and finally replied: "I have, when I was tossed by various elite education, I complained to my father more than once, why are other children free? Playing, but I have to face endless training? At that time, my father answered me indifferently, as the heir of the Akashi family, you must excel in all aspects and cannot lose to anyone. This is your destiny. Later, with As I grow up, I gradually understand my father's intentions, and now, I no longer feel disgusted by his actions, but thank him instead."

"Seijuro, you are really happy to have a father who looks forward to your growth. At least he really loves you, but he expresses it in a different way. Unlike me, from the moment I was born, I was loved by my biological father. Curse, he even killed me when I was a baby. Fortunately, someone stopped me. I learned about this from my grandfather before I left Oikawa's house. To this day, I still remember what he said, why did you come here? In this world, you are not my child, your existence is my stumbling block..."

"Saya..." Seeing Saya recalling the painful past, Akashi seemed to be able to feel the pain in her heart. As a girl, the suppressed pain in her heart was often too much, which was beyond what she could bear. It is a blessing that she can return to normal now.

"I can understand your mood. In the eyes of outsiders, when reason suddenly becomes dominant, people will feel that there is an illusion of dual personality. I have experienced that process earlier than you. Especially the moment my mother passed away, I collapsed. Crying all day, my father even found a good reason to beat me, when my grandfather appeared, do you know what he said to me?"

"What exactly did your grandfather say?" Saya's words surprised Akashi. He never thought that Saya's situation would be very similar to his, but from her words, he could hear that there was more to come. For the final decision, he must continue listen up.

"He asked me, what do you want? I cried and answered him, I want power, the power that can make my biological father feel remorse, and the power that can protect the important people in my heart. In the end, my grandfather was cold Command me, tell me, then listen to me clearly, you are not from the Oikawa family, you are the daughter of Hashimoto Yukie, the next female general of the Hashimoto family, you don't need tears, you don't need extra emotions, you need It is the ability to constantly hone oneself and grow rapidly. If you want to gain strength and win victory, you must first be cruel to yourself. Since that day, I have never smiled again, and I have devoted myself to the training my grandfather gave me. This transformation It lasted until I graduated from elementary school. At that time, Kotaro came to me and asked me, and said to me with a sad face, Saya, are you really the Saya I know? Come back quickly, you are not happy at all now.”

"Then you turned back in the end?" Akashi asked.

Saya smiled wryly and sighed, "People need to grow up, I can't turn back to the crybaby. Now I can live a happy high school life, thanks to the good friends I met in middle school, who were born in ordinary families. They are optimistic and cheerful, Over time, under their influence, I have changed. To use my grandfather's words to evaluate the current me, that is, Saya, you can finally look at things rationally and become mature."