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After arguing with Li Siyan in the music classroom, He Yinrong didn't go to the evening self-study, but sat on the roof of the unfinished building, blowing the cold wind for two and a half hours.He had an inexplicable urge to smoke, so on the way home, he bought a pack of cigarettes and put them in his schoolbag.This small pack of cigarettes became the bait of a chaotic night.

During this period of time, Mother He was originally on a business trip, and Father He was busy with a project, so he stayed at the company for food and lodging, and only came back to sleep two nights a week.He Yinrong thought that there would be no one at home, but after turning the door with a key, there was light in the room. He felt strange and called "Mom" tentatively, and his mother's voice really came from the room.He sighed, closed the door, and while changing his slippers, he thought about the cigarettes in his bag - he could only smoke secretly in the room tonight, feeling a little restless in his heart.Mother He seemed to have just come back, and the black suit on her body hadn't been changed yet. Seeing He Yinrong's exhausted face, she couldn't help but feel distressed and said, "Hey, hurry up and take a shower, I'll help you find clean clothes." He Yinrong nodded , Throwing the schoolbag into the room, took off the school uniform jacket, and went into the bathroom.

After taking a shower, he felt a little more comfortable—the fight with Li Siyan forced him to sweat.Taking a dry towel to wipe his hair, He Yinrong walked to his room, but saw his mother carrying the strap of his schoolbag, looking for something inside.He was shocked, and hurriedly shouted "Mom, what are you doing?" Mother He's expression changed suddenly, but it was not because of his words. Looking at her, He Yinrong knew that she must have seen the pack of cigarettes.

He quickly thought of his excuse—the cigarettes were still unopened, and he hadn't smoked a single one.You can tell a lie to fool the past, such as buying it for a friend.However, what Mother He took out of her schoolbag was not a boxy cigarette case, but a bottle of pills.Her face was full of disbelief, and her tone was anxious: "Why did you start taking this medicine again? Has anything happened to your body recently?"

This turning point drove He Yinrong's guilty conscience away, replaced by sour grievances and sudden anger.Yes, he has recently suffered from old problems again, so he went to the hospital to prescribe medicine for emergencies.But these things, my mother didn't know anything, and neither did my father.They are always so busy, so busy that they don't even have time to find out about their son's recent situation... It's always been like this since childhood.He Yinrong's hand couldn't help clenched into a fist, but he let it go quickly, looked up to meet his mother's surprised eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to slow down his voice: "Occasionally there will be a little cramping, but it's okay, you don't have to worried."

"When did it start?" Mother He couldn't stop worrying. Holding the bottle of medicine, she walked up to He Yinrong and asked, "Is it because of too much pressure from studying recently? Or too intense exercise? Before you and I said you often go jogging in the playground, then I just..."

"Mom!" He Yinrong interrupted her, the anger in his eyes was clearly revealed: "I will take care of my affairs, as long as you and Dad can work with peace of mind."

Mother He was startled by his yelling, paused for half a second, and then retorted: "How do you want me to rest assured?! You didn't even say a word about such a big thing, are you trying to scare me and your father to death? !"

"Okay, let me ask you," He Yinrong said, raising his right hand and pointing his index finger at the bridge of his nose, his voice became a little hysterical: "When was my last exam? How many points did I score in math? How many? Do you know? Or... have you asked me?" After a series of questions, he pointed to the kitchen table and said, "What did I eat for lunch and dinner yesterday? Do you know? ?”

"I..." Mother He was overwhelmed by such an abnormal son, followed by deep panic.Her expression told He Yinrong the answer, he laughed back in anger, and the words he said were even more hurtful: "I don't know? Then let me ask you again, I, your son, fell in love with a man, do you know Know?"

In the next few years, He Yinrong often woke up from similar dreams, and what remained in his mind were the tears that kept trembling in his mother's eyes but never fell.He didn't know how to vent the emotions in his heart because of his parents. They were all excellent people with a decent salary and dignity in front of others, but all this was in exchange for being busy day and night.But he is an ungrateful white-eyed wolf - since he was very young, he knew that his health was not good, so he seldom left the 140 square meters of his home, and even went downstairs to the children's playground in the community to play with his peers. Things that seem ordinary to others are precious to him. There are often only two or three times in a whole summer vacation.Without a playmate, he can only take another way to relieve loneliness. He constantly asks his parents for new toys, from the airplane tanks that boys like, to the building block dolls that girls like, his toys are so many that they can cover the entire bed. , but he is still lonely.

Knowing his physical problems, his parents still couldn't make time to accompany him, so He Yinrong could only meet his parents every night during meal time.His parents came back very late at night, he had already fallen asleep like a little pig, and he woke up very early in the morning, he could only vaguely hear the sound of conversation outside the door, and then the door was closed, and everything returned to peace .After waking up, the only thing that could prove that my parents had spent the night at home was a bowl of porridge with sugar in the insulated lunch box.At the age of seven, he would obediently find his little spoon from the cupboard, and then take out two cans of pickles from the kitchen closet, eat breakfast alone, and then carry his schoolbag alone, making sure he had the keys and the bus on him. After closing the house, go to the stop sign at the gate of the community to wait for the school bus to pick up and drop off to and from school—he is a full-time child care school, and he also eats lunch at school. If his parents are too busy, he only needs to spend a little more money. Somebody can help them out.He was never hungry, nor was he too warm, but he always lacked a vital thing in his heart, and the people who had it never thought of giving it to him.

Parents don't understand his life at all, how can they understand his heart?After confessing all the secrets to his parents in a questioning manner, He Yinrong didn't even have the energy to go to school to dawdle. He said "I'll go to school tomorrow to cancel my studies", and then slammed the door.Mother He outside the door held the bottle of medicine she found just now with one hand, and raised the other hand to cover her mouth. She squatted down weakly, holding back the tears that didn't shed in front of her son just now, and now they rolled down.

The reason for He Yinrong's sudden suspension of school has made Tan Xianghui distressed for seven years, and now he finally heard an explanation from He Yinrong.He Yinrong's speech was not fast, but during the process of telling, his expression was very calm, and even a smile popped out occasionally. His emotions were clearly as gentle as water, but they were as sharp as a knife's edge engraved in Tan Xianghui's heart.When he finally finished speaking, Tan Xianghui let go of his tightly clenched fist, but he still hung his head, wondering what he was thinking.

They were like two silly junior high school students, sitting side by side on a park bench, facing the streetlight not far away, without saying a word.He Yinrong was not in a hurry to hear what Tan Xianghui had to say, he was already very satisfied to be able to tell a person he trusted deeply what he thought he would never say.

"Let's go together." Suddenly, Tan Xianghui stood up, patted He Yinrong on the shoulder, then turned and walked towards the exit of the park.He Yinrong was taken aback for a moment, inexplicably feeling that such a scene seemed to have happened before, and asked casually, "Where are you going?"

"Well, just follow me." Tan Xianghui raised his hand and scratched his hair, which was probably a sign of his shyness.He Yinrong couldn't help showing a knowing smile, stood up, and said helplessly, "Okay, I'll just follow you."

Along the way, Tan Xianghui didn't say a word, and his tightly pursed lips were enough to show the fluctuations in his heart at the moment.He Yinrong, who was cooperating with him, didn't speak to break the silence, but just looked at the street the two of them walked through naturally. He was very familiar with this road - the way to school.

At the school gate, He Yinrong finally couldn't help reminding: "Today, there are students who are studying by themselves last night, so we can't get in."

"Climb over the wall and get in." Tan Xianghui replied as a matter of course, as if this was a fairly aboveboard thing.

He was really confident.He Yinrong sighed, and said in his heart that if he didn't want to join in this kind of thief behavior, Tan Xianghui didn't know how embarrassing he would be.But he just couldn't refuse Tan Xianghui's request. Tan Xianghui must have known this, so he would pull him over and over again to do some crazy things.

Because I like it, I can't help myself.

Avoiding the school police, the two managed to climb over the fence and jump into the school's outdoor playground.Tan Xianghui looked to the east - the unfinished building was still in place, their alma mater was really poor to a certain extent.He Yinrong thought the same as he did, and he still joked: "We really should build a foundation for the school."

"There's nothing wrong with this building being abandoned." It stood there, like a milestone in his memory, and the feeling made him feel at ease.While walking, Tan Xianghui looked back at He Yinrong, and when he saw that he was following behind him, he turned back again.This action did not escape He Yinrong's eyes, and he held back his laughter. He quickened his pace, walked to Tan Xianghui's side, and asked, "Why are you going to the rooftop?"

"I have something to say." Tan Xianghui replied vaguely, the unnaturalness on his face became more obvious, He Yinrong couldn't help teasing him: "Is there something that I have to climb over the wall to talk about?"

"...you will know later." After finishing speaking, he also quickened his pace, and put some distance away from He Yinrong.From a distance, He Yinrong heard Tan Xianghui whisper, "It's what you want to hear".His left chest jerked violently, but it didn't hurt, but he still raised his hand and pressed it on his chest. While adjusting his breathing, he told himself——Calm down.Wouldn't it be embarrassing if she fainted with joy in front of Tan Xianghui later.