Rolls Royce

Sitting on the roof of an unfinished building in the east corner of the school, Tan Xianghui frowned as he faced the sinking sun.The wind on the roof was strong, blowing his shirt close to his body, and the lines of his shoulders and arms were particularly beautiful.But no one is around at this moment, so no one will know that such a taciturn, unremarkable boy in the crowd will show a state completely opposite to his usual state in the evening.He is young and has a vigorous body, but he does not seem to have a vigorous heart to match him.He wasn't dull, he just didn't want to explore his own nature, he just knew that his mother's death made him lose something.However, those things are not important.

At least it doesn't matter now, except for his relatives and a few friends, he doesn't need to open his heart to anyone and talk about the topic of "love".

But a few hours ago, he got a fact that made him unable to maintain his calm anymore.An anonymous MMS message was sent to his mobile phone. He thought it was a scam message, but when he clicked on it, it turned out to be a picture.The background is the beach on the coast. A boy wearing a white shirt and blue beach pants is squatting on the sand, stretching out his hand to write on it, three words, is his name.

Tan Xianghui only felt that the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end, and the hand holding the mobile phone began to tremble.

The protagonist of the photo is Deng Kai.

Recalling some of the previous events, he felt even more empty and painful—it was five quarters in the afternoon, the sunset was dazzlingly red, but the wind was cool.At this time a month ago, Deng Kai would bring a basketball to his classroom and knock on the window next to the back door.He always looked so happy, smiling as if he had never encountered anything that made him sad, which was the complete opposite of his gloom.Fu Lili said that he was a difficult person to get close to. If she hadn't been playing with him since she was a child, she might not even have the courage to talk to him.At first, Tan Xianghui thought it was an exaggeration and didn't take it to heart, but at a school team party, a group of people drank alcohol and made a fuss, and someone shouted that they were going to play truth or dare.Everyone sat down around the round table. The captain took an empty wine bottle and turned it in the center of the table. As a result, the mouth of the bottle was facing the tall and strong senior sister who majored in hammer throw.Amidst the laughter and the senior sister's snoring, the captain asked loudly, "Do you want to tell the truth or take a big risk?"

"Tell the truth." The senior sister said, raising her hand and touching her forehead. Although she was the first "victim", she didn't mean to cooperate.

"Okay... let me see the task card." The captain drew a card, glanced at it, and said strangely: "Oh, this is quite interesting."

Everyone hurriedly urged, and the captain announced: "Please answer—in the entire school team, who is the boy you are most afraid of?"

Tan Xianghui sat on the spot expressionlessly, Deng Kai pushed him and said in a low voice, "Who do you think it would be?"

Not to mention the irritable character of the senior, just judging by her figure, the boys in the team all respect her more.Who she would be afraid of is really unknown, maybe she would slap the table and reply contemptuously, "There is no one here who can fight".Thinking of this possibility, Tan Xianghui couldn't help smiling, but still said "I don't know".

But who knows, the senior sister bit her lip and said "I am most afraid of Tan Xianghui".

As soon as these words came out, everyone was stunned, shut their mouths one by one, and turned to look at Tan Xianghui.Deng Kai was also taken aback, opened his mouth slightly, and looked at the person sitting beside him who could make his senior sister say the word "fear".Tan Xianghui was unaccustomed to being stared at like this, and his ears felt a little hot. As soon as he was about to say something, the captain broke the awkward situation first, and asked the senior sister, "Hey, why?"

"He always has a straight face and staring eyes, which makes me unable to say good or bad things. Instead, I feel frightened... I'm not afraid of who he is afraid of?" Said, the senior sister inadvertently turned her head, Just in time to meet Tan Xianghui's eyes, his expression immediately became subtle, and he folded his arms and said, "Oh, brother Tan, don't stare at me anymore, I'm really afraid of you." After finishing speaking, he smiled obsequiously With a smile, the corners of Tan Xianghui's mouth twitched.Seeing such an interaction, everyone immediately burst into laughter, sweeping away the tension just now.Amidst the noisy conversation, the captain turned the bottle again and started the second round of the game.

As a result, in the second round, it was transferred to Deng Kai, and he also chose the truth.

This time the question was not as explosive as the previous one. When the captain read out "How will you confess to the person you like", Deng Kai was visibly relieved.He smiled and replied very frankly: "Write her name on the beach, take a picture of it, and send it to her." The team members booed and said, "I can't tell, Deng Kai is so romantic." Deng Kai just replied a few words in embarrassment, and then urged the captain to start the next round quickly.

After the party ended, Tan Xianghui and Deng Kai took the same bus to go home.In the car, he couldn't help asking Deng Kai, do I look difficult to get along with?

Deng Kai obviously didn't expect him to ask such a question, and there was undisguised surprise in his eyes.But the surprise was the surprise, and when he regained his senses, he answered honestly: "It's a little bit... Two female players of the same level told me this before."

This answer obviously made Tan Xianghui have more doubts about himself, and his face became serious.Seeing his appearance, Deng Kai quickly added: "But I explained to them that you are very nice, but you don't like talking very much, and you didn't intend to snub anyone. Didn't Jay Chou sing that "Superman Can't Fly"?" , 'If you don't have an expression, others will say you are too arrogant, if you are born with this expression, those people will even blame your mother'." Deng Kai was obviously a little anxious, and sang the lyrics upside down, not in tune at all, but he was too late Concerned about this, he continued to persuade Tan Xianghui: "After I told them this, everyone was relieved... You see, everyone got along very well. Although the senior sister said that she was a little afraid of you, she still got along with her." We had a good time. Don't worry too much."

"I didn't care too much, I just asked." Tan Xianghui still had no expression on his face, but it was much less tense than before. He wanted to ask "Then are you afraid of me", but felt that this sentence was hypocritical and superfluous.So the lips just moved, but didn't really ask.Deng Kai seemed to have the ability to read minds, and said firmly: "I have never been afraid of you."

What I said... Although it is sensational, it is still mostly funny.Tan Xianghui couldn't help but smile, and this smile made Deng Kai feel relieved.The two started chatting again, until he got out of the car first, and this tortuous evening finally came to an end.

At that time, Tan Xianghui didn't feel that Deng Kai was special to him.It's not like he didn't have such a good friend, and it's not as important as Fu Lili.After Deng Kai committed suicide, although he was sad, he felt that there was no need to confide in anyone. After all, this was Deng Kai's own choice. He had no right to interfere, and he didn't know in advance. All he could do now was regret.But this sudden photo made him think of another possibility that he couldn't accept - Deng Kai, he likes himself.

After school in the afternoon, He Yinrong tried to find Tan Xianghui, but of course he couldn't find him.Although his heart was empty, there was nothing he could do. He could only hope that Tan Xianghui would return to the classroom two hours later for evening self-study.

While eating in the restaurant, Li Siyan suddenly sat across from him with a plate.Since the last time they talked about Deng Kai on social media, they hadn't talked with each other again, and He Yinrong didn't read the speeches in that group either.Although he didn't have a deep friendship with Deng Kai, the death close to him still shocked him a lot. It was only recently that He Yinrong realized that he was becoming more and more repelled by his former circle.

"You didn't go to the party last week?" Li Siyan opened a can of soda and chatted casually.He Yinrong frowned, thinking that he didn't read the group news, so he didn't know about the party at all, so he replied casually: "I didn't go."

"You blocked our news?"

"What shield..." He Yinrong was made uncomfortable by Li Siyan's eyes. He is not a prisoner under trial, so why stare at him like this.

"We didn't hold a party at all last week. If you read the news, how could you not know that I'm lying to you?" Li Siyan even smiled smugly when he stated the fact that he was lying, and he didn't forget to ask: "Why Block us?"

"It's not blocked, I just forgot to watch it." He didn't want to continue this topic.

"you're lying."

These words completely made He Yinrong impatient. He put his chopsticks on the plate, raised his eyes, and looked directly into Li Siyan's eyes. Through the lenses of his glasses, he could clearly feel his displeasure at the moment.It's not that Li Siyan doesn't know how to observe words and expressions. He put away his joking attitude before, curled his lips, and apologized without much sincerity: "I'm sorry, I was the one who talked too much."

He Yinrong felt even more angry inexplicably—whether he joined a cult or was sold to a black factory, why should he be tied to this "group" he didn't like?Speaking of shielding, why is he so devious, it would not be better to just withdraw from the group.Anyway, he no longer expects to use this circle to find a so-called boyfriend. He has long been tired of such boring and deformed things.But now, Li Siyan seemed to be questioning him, obviously, there was no need to be responsible for anyone between them.But he won't say these words. He has always been very good at hiding his secrets, so until now, there will still be girls who foolishly hand him love letters without knowing anything about his sexuality.So instead of speaking ill at Li Siyan, he picked up a chopstick of vegetables, stuffed them into his mouth, chewed and said, "Forget it, let's eat."

The atmosphere relaxed again, Li Siyan lowered his head and ate the rice, but a firm idea was taking shape in his heart - he had long felt that something was wrong, and now he felt even more strange.He Yinrong has changed a lot recently, and he wants to know the reason for his change.