I didn't want to chase you

When I came back from "rehabilitation", the training was almost over.

In the last two days, everyone was in a state of exhaustion with a little excitement. Only Simmonda was still wearing his sunglasses and chatting slowly with Mr. Wallace.

He really is a god.

"Migon," he waved at me, "come over and have a rest."

I hesitated and walked over, the habit is terrible.

As soon as I sat down, Little Lizi came over and pulled me away. Simmonda might be a scourge in his eyes.

Simonda didn't get a chance to speak to me until the night before going home.

"Thank you for giving me the courage to face up to my feelings," he said.

To be honest I was quite embarrassed.

Because the little chestnut was right behind Simmonda.

I had no choice but to say, "You're welcome."

In fact, my original intention was to ask him if he planned to continue confessing his love to Jiaxi Yuxi, but I held back.

When I got home, my troubles came.

First I went to see my father and told him I was back safe and sound.

Afterwards, I drank afternoon tea with my mother, a light fruit tea with no taste.

Finally I was able to go back to my room and change out of the shiny dress.

Luo Fei has accumulated a lot of gossip to tell me.

I spoke before her: "Luo Fei, I seem to be in love."

she:"……"

Twenty minutes later, Luo Fei solemnly assured me: "Don't worry, young master, I will definitely not tell this matter."

I nodded.

If she doesn't say it's useless, those who should know will still know.

By convention, the first week of school is still a baseball game.

It's just that this time is special, compared to other schools.

Last practice before the race.

The little yellow curly hair and Owen were too crooked together, so I had to squat on the ground with Simmonda to eat bento.

"Where's your Garcia?" I asked him.

"Where's your Eisenberg?"

We were relatively speechless, each seeing sadness and helplessness in the other's eyes.

Since returning from the training camp, I have never seen Little Lizi again.

Luo Fei said that he always abandoned me.

I don't believe it, she must have read too many romance novels.

I asked the coach, and the coach said that Lizi was going to complete an unspeakable task.

I threw the bento box in the trash after dinner, and the little yellow curly finally realized that I was here to say hello to me.

"Migon, since I'm leaving soon I have to..."

"Are you going too?"

"Don't you know? I was with Eisenberg and he didn't tell you?"

"No."

This matter is also simple.

In fact, I know a little bit about it. Xiao Lizi mentioned this matter in the video with the coach. I heard a little bit, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time.

Little Chestnut's ideal is to become a soldier, I mean a real soldier.

I understand him.

But it was his fault that he rushed to the front line without even saying hello to me.

Am I really that unimportant?

"Don't be sad, haven't you left yet?"

The little yellow curly hair patted me on the shoulder, "Maybe he just didn't have time to tell you."

"..."

I need silence.

I went to the big warehouse to find him, and he was sleeping.

Who did he learn the ability to sleep when he has something to do?

I pushed him, "Hey, wake up."

He opened his eyes, "Are you here?"

"I'll give you 5 minutes to get dressed. I'll wait for you on the basketball court." I said.

On the way to the basketball court, I was actually in a state of confusion. I didn't know what would happen between me and Xiao Lizi.

But I know I like him.

It's not that I liked Simmonda's kind of beauty in the mirror at the beginning, but I really liked it.

At the beginning, I still wanted to have a relationship in school and then go home, and follow the family arrangement to get married and have children.

But now I don't want that.

I don't know what little chestnut is thinking.

But one thing is clear, I can't ask him to like me that much just because I like him.

That's not fair.

But I still want to tell him that I like him very much, the kind of liking he can't imagine.

And he must be told immediately.

I have no other chances. According to my agreement with my father, after the baseball game, I have to drop out of school and go home to prepare for the Omega survival test.

I should have been out of school when little chestnut came back.

Little Lizi was still wearing his vest and big underpants.

It's not cool at all, he looks better in military uniform, like the first time I saw him.

I looked at him and smiled, "Are you leaving?"

He nodded awkwardly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked him.

He looked at me helplessly, shook his head and said, "I don't know when I can come back, I..."

"Don't want me to wait for you?" I interrupted him.

"Sorry……"

He actually started to apologize, so I had to interrupt him again: "Eisenberg, what I have to say to you next is very important, listen carefully."

He looked at me seriously, with a smile slowly rising from the corner of his mouth, he must have guessed what I was going to say.

He stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, "I know, don't say it, if you are still willing to leave those words for me the day I come back, okay?"

I looked at him and smiled, and asked him, "How did you get enlightened so quickly?"

"Because it's you."

I happily accompanied Xiao Lizi to pack his luggage.

Ugh.

This should be a sad thing, but as long as I am with him, I am very happy.

I originally thought that little chestnut would climb the wall to see me the day before he left and bid farewell to me.

How romantic that is.

Later I realized that I was thinking too much, he left in the middle of the night and had no time to climb the wall...

The life in the military academy is over, and Haller has returned to my life, and he still tirelessly tells me about physical hygiene knowledge.

I still listened to each other.

I no longer insist on the Omega survival assessment of the empire, and it is no big deal if I get it. After all, marrying a little chestnut does not need this certificate to prove my worth.

Alas.

Before he confessed to me, I was already thinking about marrying him.

Haller was disappointed in me.

I'm sorry, I thought he'd get used to my inaction.

Luo Fei prefers to read romance novels, and I guess she also wants to fall in love.

But according to the regulations, as a maid, she has no freedom of marriage. Although I don't have one either, I still feel sorry for him.

At least I can still fight, she can't.

My mother is very relieved that I stay at home every day and don't go anywhere or even stay up late to play games. In his eyes, this is the attitude that an Omega should have in life.

In this regard, I can only smile silently, and occasionally accompany her to drink afternoon tea or place a flower or something, and I find that I am falling.

Obviously I told myself many years ago to become a different Omega!

What's wrong with me?