I didn't want to chase you

I couldn't understand Simmonda, he kept running to my house every day while he was obsessed with Jiaxi.

Is my cook particularly to his liking?

My mother was delighted by Simmonda's frequent visits, who thought he had chosen a very suitable marriage partner for me.

I don't want to say anything about it.

I'm tired of being forced to listen to their blunt pleasantries and boring conversations every day.

Countless times I fantasize about tearing down Simmonda's pretense of politeness and letting him go back to pursuing his beloved Garcia, so that I can be freed from this ridiculous engagement.

But I never did that. He, like me, is being exiled by his beloved.

Luo Fei is a little girl with a strong sense of right and wrong. It is very obvious that he doesn't like Simmonda. As soon as Simmonda appears, she runs to my elder brother. Recently, she is obsessed with listening to my elder brother's stories.

My older brother had a hard time finding someone at home who would listen, so they hit it off.

I wish them both happiness, because I found out that Luo Fei started to read romance novels again.

I noticed that Luo Fei hadn't gone to see my elder brother for two days, and she didn't leave when Simmonda was there, she just sat silently in the corner worrying.

I asked her, "Luo Fei, what's the matter with you?"

"Master," she even cried a little, "It is said in romance novels that you will be abused in the future!"

I:"……"

She sniffed and began to analyze to me: "Look, young master, you are now pregnant but you are forced to marry Simmonda under family pressure, but Eisenberg doesn't know, he may think that you have secretly communicated with Simonda Song, when he came back, he saw that you and Simmonda were married and had children and formed a happy family. Then his psychology will become distorted, and he will use all means to snatch you back in order to get revenge on you... "

"Stop, stop," I picked up the romance novel in her hand, and told her, "You better stop reading these books."

She stared at the novel and didn't dare to snatch it back from me, and added: "But don't worry, there will still be a good ending under normal circumstances." Her voice was a little softer, "It just needs to be tossed."

"Don't look at it." If you look at her again, it will be hopeless.

"dong dong dong"

I turned around when I heard the knock on the door. "Hello, Simonda."

Luo Fei snatched the novel from my hand suddenly, and then ran to my elder brother's room.

she won't be...

"Migon, someone wants to see you." Simmonda stood at the door and did not come in.

I don't like him selling circles like this, so I asked him, "Who is it?"

"it's me."

I couldn't believe it, and my voice was distorted: "Keres?"

The little yellow curly hair joined the mission of the military headquarters with the little chestnut, does it mean that he will come...

"I'm back." He hugged me very tightly, and I coughed hard, "You hit my stomach."

He let me go quickly, "I still can't imagine you're pregnant."

I:"……"

The little yellow curly hair didn't stay with me for a long time, so I won't talk about the usual small talk. He came mainly to tell me that something happened to Little Lizi.

According to his description, then Little Lizi would be seriously injured if he didn't die, and he wouldn't come back anyway.

He advised me to plan ahead.

I understand the truth, but what else can I plan, can I still not have my own child?

I told them both that I needed some silence and asked them to leave.

I'm not in the mood to talk to them pretending nothing happened and I'm not interested in asking them to sympathize with me.

To be honest, I am very sad, this kind of sadness is not heartbreaking at all, it slowly penetrates into my life bit by bit, it makes me magnify all bad feelings, it makes my whole being In a state of chaos, even sometimes the reaction will become sluggish.

For example, when Luo Fei talks to me, she always repeats it many times, and I never remember to drink the calming tea she prepared for me.

Because she thinks I'm always restless.

Pregnancy reactions also gradually increased, which worried my family doctor, but he dared not arrange for me to go to the hospital, because I would be convicted.

He can only try his best to make me feel better, such as often chatting with me or something.

But he told me that I am really not very interested in Marvel movies. My lack of interest made him even more worried. He even hoped that I could get engaged to Simonda quickly so that I could go to the hospital with Simonda. treat.

I do not want.

Little Lizi just didn't come back, or the possibility of coming back is relatively low, and he is not dead!

One by one, they looked at me with the look of "youth widowed is so pitiful", and they wanted me to cheer up!

In fact, this is good, at least I think about one thing clearly.

No matter what is in front of me, I will never marry Simmonda, I will stop compromising.

I'm going to talk to my mother, and I'm going to call off this engagement, which was ridiculous from the start.

Luo Fei discussed countermeasures with me, and she understood how unreasonable my mother was better than me.

However, before I discussed the reason with Luo Fei, I fell down again, and I had a miscarriage.

Judging from the reactions of people around me, this matter actually has its inevitability.

Half a month ago, my family doctor revealed such worries, but I didn't pay attention. At that time, I was entangled in whether Xiao Lizi was dead or alive and whether he would come back, so I had no time to take care of it.

My mother even thought it was a good thing, and his indifference in this matter was very strange to me.

But I don't blame him, because in his view, if the empire considers it a felony for an Omega to conceive out of wedlock, then I am a sinner, and my child is born with original sin.

His not being born means the disappearance of this sin.

Every day since I found out I was pregnant, I have truly felt how ridiculous and pathetic it is to be born an Omega.

Luo Fei prayed for my unborn child every day.

"Is she going to heaven?" I heard her say.

Actually I was sober all the time, I hated my sobriety, I couldn't be sober to forgive myself.

That is not only my child but also a life, how could I be so careless.

During this time, Simmonda, Yellow Curly and even Owen have all come to see me. I can't figure out why people always like to show up when you are sick, bedridden and traumatized?

No matter who they are, I really don't have the mood to deal with them in this situation...

Smile and tell them I'm fine?

I can't do it, I don't even believe this kind of words, do they believe it?