my boyfriend is a disaster

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"Who is A Tan?" Cheng Yuwei's voice was louder than his, and he asked without thinking.

"You," Xie Mo frowned deeper, and his eyes became clearer, "How do you know that Ah Tan..."

"You called it out by yourself just now, don't tell me you don't know who he is!" Cheng Yuwei shouted out uncontrollably. unacceptable.

"..." Xie Mo didn't answer right away, but slowly sat up, rubbed his dry eyes, let out a breath and looked up at the angry man, but the cold look in his eyes did not show weakness at all.

"Do you really want to know who he is?" Xie Mo pulled the corner of his lips, and there was a hint of teasing in his eyes.

"Correct!"

"Well, let me tell you," Xie Mo looked directly at the person in front of him, and opened and closed his thin lips, uttering cold words, "He is mine, my love."

"..."

Cheng Yuwei's lips trembled, and his eyes slowly opened wide.

It seemed that after several centuries, he finally found his voice with great difficulty, but he was so trembling that he couldn't speak: "You said...he is your...lover?"

"That's right," Xie Mo smiled, then raised his eyebrows, "Is that strange? I've been with him for several years."

"You...really..." Cheng Yuwei's eyes were full of disbelief, even a little watery, looking at his calm expression, he didn't know what to say at all.

"Of course it's true." Xie Mo got out of bed and stretched his arms, "I'm going to wash my face, I didn't take a nap at noon and I'm exhausted."

After he left, Cheng Yuwei's gaze shifted to the ground, and gradually lost focus. The water vapor in his eyes swayed back and forth and did not overflow his eye sockets after all, but the pain in his heart intensified little by little, until he lost consciousness.

He actually has a lover, he actually has a lover, how embarrassing is he to be in love.

When Xie Mo returned to the bedroom, Cheng Yuwei was already sitting at his desk and started reading. He didn't bother him, and went back to the computer to continue working. Until the latter finished his trip to Xie's house, the two never said anything to each other again. One sentence.

Dinner was Miss Shang's chef report performance. The girl cooked nearly ten dishes by herself, including a pot full of chicken soup. As the master, Grandma Xie was full of praise, and Xie Mo also said a lot of praise. Shang Cheng Yuwei, who the lady was looking forward to most, insisted on complimenting her several times even though she didn't want to speak at all.

It was not too late when we left Xie's house. Miss Shang held Cheng Yuwei's hand and waited for the car on the side of the road, while she said with some regret: "Ah, what a pity, I asked Xie Mo to find a place on Saturday Let's go play together, he said he won't go if he has something to do, alas..."

It seems that this girl is addicted to playing with Xie Mo, and various projects are emerging endlessly.Cheng Yuwei cleared his throat, and said with a blank expression: "Xiao Yi, can you promise me that you will never look for him again?"

"..." Shang Hanyi was stunned for a moment, and when he looked at him, he realized that his expression was so serious, completely unlike his usual joke look, and he couldn't help asking in doubt, "What's wrong? Are you arguing again?"

"No," Cheng Yuwei remained sullen, "It's just that I don't want you to get in touch with him, promise me, okay?"

Shang Yanyi blinked, although he didn't understand why he made such a request, he nodded and said, "Okay, I won't look for you if you don't let me," leaning over and kissing him on the face, "Actually, I always want to hang out with him just because I think he's nice and handsome, but if you don't like it, forget it."

Cheng Yuwei didn't speak, but raised his hand to hold the girl in his arms, and gently stroked her hair.

Cha Yi, I'm sorry, I admit that I was selfish, but I just don't want you to see him, and I don't want to see you talking and laughing together.Don't worry, I won't ask you like this, but I take this opportunity to have a romantic relationship with him. Now there is only one thing left between me and him.

In the evening, Cheng Yuwei returned to the dormitory and sat for a long time, finally took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Xie Mo, asking him to meet him at the Uranus Cafe at three o'clock tomorrow afternoon.

Speaking of which, Cheng Yuwei hadn't been here for a long time. Since he stopped taking classes with that person, he changed the location of evening self-study to a classroom. Although he came now, he didn't know when the next time would be.

He came a few minutes earlier and ordered coffee. He knew the person's taste without even asking, and then stood at the door and waited.

Soon the familiar figure appeared in sight. Xie Mo walked closer and waved to him. The two walked into the shop together, and the coffee was served immediately.

Xie Mo thanked him, picked it up, took a sip, and looked at the person opposite him with a smile: "What do you want me to do?"

"Is that A Tan of yours a boy?" Cheng Yuwei didn't hide anything, and asked directly.

"That's right, his name is Xiao Qingtan, can you guess the calendar?"

Cheng Yuwei thought for a while, then smiled and said: "'The sandalwood is cut down, and the river is dry, and the river is clear and rippling.'"

Xie Mo's smile deepened: "Well, he taught me this "Fat Tan", and "Book of Songs" has since become my favorite book, bar none."

Cheng Yuwei's heart inevitably hurt again, but he suppressed the soreness in his heart and maintained a smile and said: "Well, I thought you might not accept it before, so I can tell you now."

He paused, looked straight into the eyes of the person opposite and said, "Xie Mo, I like you."

The expression of the person in front of him seemed to froze for a moment, and immediately returned to the original state. Cheng Yuwei didn't care, and continued: "It's not the liking for ordinary friends, but the liking for lovers, just like you and A Tan."

The first confession in his life was completed in this way. In this small cafe with an elegant environment, there was no tension or fear. It seemed that all conditions were very good. After he finished speaking, he looked at the person calmly, Waiting for his response to himself.

What will he say?Me too?I do not like you?I still have to think about it?still……

"I see, is there anything else?" Xie Mo nodded and asked again.

"..."

For a moment, Cheng Yuwei hardly knew how to react, but his rationality forced him to come back quickly, and he replied with a normal expression: "No, I just want to tell you, don't you What is the psychological burden."

"Okay, then I'll go first." Xie Mo got up and left after finishing speaking.

Cheng Yuwei was still sitting where he was, without moving for a long time.

When he spoke before, he felt that his heart was being weighed down by a heavy stone, and he could hardly catch his breath. Now other thoughts in his brain also froze, and he didn't even know what to do with his limbs.

The smile on his face did not change, it was his ridicule to himself, the only thing he was still thinking about in his mind——

The first confession in my life ended in this way.

The only thing Cheng Yu has never dared to confess to Xie Mo is the fear of such a result. Once he confesses and is rejected, he really can't even be a friend, and he will feel very embarrassed when we meet again, but now he does it. Yes, on the one hand, he knows that Xie Mo's lover is a boy, so his confession should not make him feel repulsed; No more regrets for myself.

Now, everything he had to do had been done, and they would never have to meet again. It was so good, he had a long-lost feeling of relief.

After an unknown amount of time, he came out of the cafe and raised his head to look at the sky. For some reason, he felt that it was so dim, which made his nose a little sore, and his breathing was a bit short. There was something surging in his eyes. Let it not flow out.

Today is Friday, usually in the afternoon Cheng Yuwei would go home early if he didn't want to go out to play, but today he neither played nor wanted to go home, he stood outside the cafe for a while and then returned to the dormitory to lie on the bed , Waited until five o'clock and called Lin Ran again, asking him to accompany her to drink.

Now he doesn't act with Xie Mo and is more with Lin Ran. It's just that Lin Ran didn't go with them during the barbecue. Now that he received a call from Cheng Yuwei, Lin Ran asked curiously: "Huh?" , Brother Wei, why do you suddenly want to drink?"

"Because of that." Cheng Yuwei hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Lin Ran: "..."

The place Cheng Yuwei chose to drink was either somewhere else, or the restaurant called "Four Seasons" outside the school. He still remembered that he broke up with him more than a month ago and came here to drink. He recited it back, and now that he failed to confess, he still wanted to choose this place as memorable as the cafe, because after this time, he really didn't know when he would come back next time.

This time he didn't order Erguotou, and he didn't want to get drunk, so he only ordered five bottles for himself, plus Lin Ran's three bottles, and put eight bottles of wine on the table for today's dinner.

Or after Lin Ran came, he ordered a few more dishes helplessly, and then began to cry bitterly, almost knelt down and begged the young master to eat more, otherwise drinking on an empty stomach would definitely hurt his stomach.

Cheng Yuwei doesn't care if his stomach hurts, he feels that his whole body is basically in pain, so he naturally doesn't care about the food, even the first drink is booze, a glass of wine It was drunk within seconds.

"Brother Wei, what's wrong with you?" Lin Ran pressed his hand, very startled, it was the first time he saw this person adopt such a desperate way of drinking, how much he suffered exciting...