Forbidden City of Heze + Dalufei

Junliu was sent back to the ward and lay there until dawn.After the military doctor confirmed that he was not in danger, Kang Cheng walked away with a cane. Before leaving, he said, "You can lie down for as long as you want. If you think it's almost done, go back to the dormitory by yourself. You are free now."

Junliu smiled wryly and shook his head, full of self-mockery.

He had never felt so deeply alone, the loneliness that went deep into the marrow, like a solitary tree floating in the middle of the vast ocean.He felt that he was abandoned, and he was going to continue living in this world without anything to rely on, and there was no one around him who could really accompany him to go on.He suddenly didn't understand what he was planning, why he wanted to go down, and where he should go.

In fact, maybe no one cared about what he was doing for a long time. He deviated from his own trajectory, lost his identity and responsibility, and also lost the fetters with everyone. What he did was not important anymore.The history of He Ze's independence is over and will soon be completely forgotten.So what if the motherland fell?The regime has been changing for thousands of years, and the national territory cannot maintain the status quo forever. Human beings, like all other creatures struggling to survive, are constantly adapting to new identities and living unchanged.The tide of the times will not favor anyone, and will not show mercy to any emotion.He is just a small grain of sand in the long river of history, ups and downs in vain under the trend of the general trend, exhausted his strength.But looking at ancient and modern times, who cares?Who will remember?

He protects them self-righteously, but perhaps, their lives don't need his participation at all, and they can run in an orderly manner according to the established procedures of fate.

He wanted to give him something good on his own initiative, but he didn't realize that maybe what he could give Zilo was no better than what he had originally.

There is no right or wrong in this world, there are only positions and trajectories under various chances and coincidences, which belong to everyone's fate.Perhaps in that fate, Ziluo should have grown into an excellent soldier in Dalufei, fulfilled his innate mission, became the enemy of Shangguan Junliu, defeated his army, conquered his country, and realized his own destiny. life value.

Why does he necessarily think that the other party needs his own salvation and his own love?

Jun Liu has huge doubts about everything he does.His heart fell into the abyss of confusion, wishing he could just disappear, as if he had never existed.

He curled up on the hospital bed with his head covered, endured the most uncomfortable time, and finally sat up slowly, put on the clean clothes prepared for him by the nurse, got out of bed, left the hospital, and walked to the dormitory area.

The headquarters has already started a new day of busy work, and there are constantly staff members passing by his side quickly, rushing to their jobs.The new order was carried out so quickly that many soldiers bumped into him head-on and hurriedly stood at attention, saluted him respectfully, and shouted firmly: "Morning General Staff!"

Junliu leaned on the wall, staggered, his face was pale, he looked like he was just recovering from a serious illness, he could only give them a slight nod in return, and then shuffled forward awkwardly under their concerned eyes.

Stepping into the gate of the dormitory area, the ears quickly became quiet, the dormitory doors on both sides were closed tightly, and everyone here had already left.The further you go in, the quieter the corridor becomes, only the sound of his monotonous and procrastinating footsteps can be heard.

He wanted to go back to the dormitory to rest early, so he walked in a hurry after these few steps, and immediately felt a little out of breath, so he stopped at the next corner. Unexpectedly, when he stopped, his heart began to hurt again.

His heart ached for a while, and he didn't know whether it was the wound that was hurting or his own heart was hurting. In short, it was mixed together, and the pain was inseparable. He couldn't tell whether it was his depression that caused the pain. The pain became unbearable, and it was because the pain was unbearable that I was exhausted, and my mood was extremely miserable.

Junliu leaned his back against the wall, felt that the blood supply to the brain was insufficient, and his feet were not stable, so he slid down the wall, squatted in the corner to rest for a while, crossed his arms on his knees, and buried his face in the into his arms, panting quietly.

After an unknown amount of time, footsteps sounded in the corridor, and Junliu shrank his body a little, hoping to avoid the other party's attention.But the footsteps approached quickly and stopped beside him.

"What are you doing here?" Yanliang's voice sounded indifferently from above, and at the same time, one of his big hands fell on Junliu's head.

Junliu raised his head abruptly, a tear that was swirling in his eyes slipped down unpreparedly, swept across his cheek, and hung on his chin.

He immediately realized his gaffe, quickly buried his head down again, wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you still here?"

Yan Liang was stunned by the sudden tears for a moment, and looked at him repeatedly, "You haven't come back, I'm worried about you, so I dare not leave."

"I'm back now, let's go." Jun Liu said angrily, and continued to bury his face deeply in his arms, as if he had made up his mind to take root here.

Yanliang stopped talking nonsense, bent down to untie his folded arms, grasped one in each hand, lifted Junliu up from the ground forcefully, and at the same time he put one hand into his arms. The other party scooped him up from the crook of his leg, and hugged him horizontally.

Junliu didn't look at him, he seemed to be very afraid of seeing people at the moment, buried his face sideways into his chest, shrunk into a ball, and defended himself.Yanliang carried him into the dormitory smoothly, put him on the bed steadily, let him sit half-lying with his back against the pillow, helped him take off his shoes, and pulled the thin quilt to cover him up.

He had never seen Junliu so fragile, so he couldn't help but act lightly, for fear of breaking him.

After calming down, he sat on the edge of the bed and began to ask questions calmly.

"I thought they did something to you," Yan Liang unbuttoned Junliu's jacket, carefully opened the gauze on his left chest, and saw the three-inch-long red and swollen incision inside, as well as the fine black sutures like a centipede , he said disapprovingly, "Didn't I just plant a chip for you, and scare you into such a bad, useless bastard!"

Junliu was in a daze at first, but when he heard the words, he turned his eyes to look at him. Although he was being scolded, the stagnant water in his heart was disturbed a little, and he felt much better. Not you."

Yanliang suddenly grabbed one of Junliu's hands, and pressed it tightly to his left chest, the corner of his mouth curled into a defiant arc, "I have one here too."

He laughed, beaming as if he were saying something to celebrate, his eyes twinkling. "I'm just like you."

Jun Liu stared at him blankly, wondering why this guy was so happy, but his hand was pressed firmly by him, pressed against the other's chest, through the thin military uniform shirt, he could feel the muscles in his palm The elasticity and heat of the skin, the heart inside is beating loudly, it is a very powerful pulse.

"When did you...?" Junliu couldn't help asking.

"It was implanted when I surrendered to the capital, and it has been planted for a long time. It has grown together with the heart, so it can't be taken out." Yan Liang said lightly, and put his hand down, but he still held on. Open, the other hand fumbled into the jacket pocket, took out a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth - as long as he calmed down, he would become addicted, and his mouth always lacked taste.

"This kind of positioning chip is not impossible to deal with." He lit a cigarette and took a deep breath, frowned and continued, "Using a certain volt of electric shock can completely disable it, but this thing is now implanted in your heart. Mostly it is powered by your heartbeat. If you use an electric shock, your heart will stop, and if you are not careful, you will die, which is too dangerous."

"So I still have to dig it out, and I have to find a professional surgeon. Ordinary people can't do this job. Before we grow together, let me think of a way as soon as possible."

Junliu didn't withdraw his hand, and let the other party drag him, so that at least he could feel a little relief.He didn't respond to anything, but after listening to Yan Liang's sensible words, his heart was somewhat brightened, he was not so depressed and uncomfortable, and he even began to feel that the matter was not as serious as he thought.

Yan Liang noticed that his complexion relaxed a little, and there was some vitality between his brows, so he took his hand again, telling him to cheer up and listen to him.

"Remember now, did you see this chip during the operation? What color, shape? What are the characteristics? Also, do you remember who the military doctor who performed the operation on you was and what he looked like? "

Jun Liu stared at the ceiling, trying to trace the flashing impressions in his mind.Without further explanation from the other party, he also knew that it was important to provide this information accurately.He said whatever came to his mind, earnestly mobilized all his energies, grabbed the broken memory fragments and threw them out one by one, and even described them intermittently.

"Okay, that's enough to know." After he couldn't say any new information, Yan Liang stood up, reached out and touched his face, and praised him like a child, "Look at you I was as scared as a pinch-tail dog, but I can still remember it so clearly, isn’t it good.”

"I asked for leave yesterday, and now it has been overtime for seven or eight hours. If I don't go back and explain, I have to go." He paid attention to Junliu's eyes looking at him, which were still dark and deep, too rich to be seen What content, but at least, the other party no longer looked away in a hurry, and knew how to look him straight.

Yanliang walked to the door with the cigarette in his arms, and just put his hand on the doorknob, but stopped and called his name softly: "Junliu."

"Listen." He paused, turned around in embarrassment, lowered his head slightly, stared at the burning cigarette butt in his hand and said, "I lost my family earlier than you, enlisted in the army earlier, and Betrayal was also monitored earlier than you, and this ghost thing was installed in your body, and you will bear the humiliation that you will never get rid of for a lifetime."

"I think you know that no matter how miserable you are, I will be at the bottom. I know how you feel. In front of me, you don't have to feel inferior or hide anything. Only I will not look down on you. Everyone hopes that you are the same as before. You look bright, but I like you now."

After speaking, he turned the doorknob and walked out without looking back.