Forbidden City of Heze + Dalufei

"Parents?" Zi Luo frowned, as if he was reluctant to face this topic, and answered with some hesitation, "My mother...she is mentally abnormal, and there is no emotional communication between us. She joined the army when I went to Heze She died unexpectedly before, but now that I think about it, she might not be my biological mother. As for my father... I don't know."

"Doesn't Qi Zi know too? She never told you anything?"

Zi Luo shook his head, "I haven't said it, and I'm not allowed to ask. It's probably not a good memory."

"Are you not curious about this at all? Have you never thought about finding him?" Junliu asked persistently, but his heart was a little nervous.

Looking at the night sky, Ziluo suddenly had those strange hallucinations experienced in LAVA, a man and a woman, sex and childbirth, death and new life, fear and ecstasy, although their faces were blurred, but those and life The most intense experiences of that still linger in his consciousness, tugging at his heart, and he wonders who they are and why they are connected to him.

He was absent-minded for a moment, and when he realized that Junliu was still staring at him, Ziluo hurriedly drove the things out of his mind.He smiled bitterly, turned his face to look at the other party, "Junliu, I am a product of the soldier project, to me, my parents are just people who provided sperm and eggs, they have never participated in my life, There is no real relationship with me. These people don’t treat me like their own child, or even treat me as a person, so I don’t give a damn what they are.”

Junliu looked at him quietly, with mixed feelings in his heart, but somehow he gained some concentration.

"I know who my relatives are," he said softly, "I just need you."

"Xiao Luo, you are different from me." Junliu plucked up his courage and opened his heart slightly, "There is no place for me here, I was forced to leave. But Dalufei is your motherland, You were born and raised here and it makes sense to want to stay and no one can force you to leave."

Zi Luo was confused and didn't realize it, "What's the matter? Didn't you agree to go together?"

Junliu's heart was disturbed, and he simply turned his face away from him, "I have nowhere to go in the future, and it will only become more and more difficult. I don't know which level I will not be able to pass. I just don't want to kidnap you. I think you know , The things I did before, including coming to Dalufei, were all my own choices and forced by the situation, not for you. You don’t need to feel that you owe me for it.”

These few words made Qi Luo even more confused. He sat up solemnly, thought about Junliu's meaning seriously, and asked cautiously after a while, "You... don't want me to go with you?"

"I mean, you don't have to repay me just because I treat you well."

"Why not?" Ziluo asked bluntly.

"I don't need your thanks!" Junliu was a little impatient, and shouted in his heart, "I..."

I just want your love, there is no reason, no purpose, just the desire from the heart.Only when you really love me, will you not regret what you have done, and will not resent everything I have caused you to suffer, and I will have the courage to share the risk with you.

"Did I piss you off somewhere?" Zilo asked in bewilderment.

Junliu shook his head, looking at the other party's innocent expression, he felt that he was being too unreasonable.

"It's my fault." He sighed, turned his back and curled up, and whispered to himself, "I want to be with you, but I don't have the ability to protect you. I'm most afraid that it may bring you harm even though it's out of good intentions." The most terrible injury, this kind of thing, I can't bear it again."

"Fool," Qi Luo laughed, "according to what you said, if I had known this, I should have stayed in this small shabby house for the rest of my life, never been to Heze, and never met you. In this case, we Maybe neither of them will be so miserable."

"..." Junliu was silent. He really thought about it a few times.

"Junliu, get up and look at this slum," Ziluo said, pulling his arm and helping him up, letting him look at the devastated shantytowns under his feet, "people die here every day, because Disease, because of hunger, because of crime, or being affected by war, dying like rats, like grass, who cares?"

"I would have been like them, but I thought, if death is doomed, I can at least choose my own way of death, so I went to Heze, met a prince, and met the best instructor and comrade-in-arms, Becoming an Air Force pilot, winning countless victories, being awarded the highest medal of the Heze Air Force, these are things that I could never dream of living here, I have it all, they did not exist, In my mind they will not be erased."

"Junliu, you too." Zi Luo looked deeply into his eyes, his eyes were as clear as a lake, "I'm not afraid of anything you bring me, this is not the price for me to be with you, I say it again, it's not a price! We're not sacrificing for each other! Once you think it's a price, you want to run away from it. But all the pain we've been through has brought us here in the end and made us who we are ...they are the cause, the building blocks of our being, and if you don't accept them, you're fundamentally denying me, and yourself, the meaning of being alive."

"Because of my sister, I once denied you and myself. I hope that none of this happened. But when I really learned about her from Bai Si, I suddenly discovered that even the slum that I spurned Life is what my sister earned by enduring the pain. Without the few steps she took, I would not be able to grow up here. All of this..."

Zi Luo shook his head and couldn't continue, as if he wanted to clear his mind, he stopped and took a deep breath, and continued, "There is no second way of fate, there is no 'if', how can we foresee every The consequences of this choice, to avoid harm? Just because she loves me, she made the best effort in her way. And this is what I want to do, Jun Liu, even if we still fail, but we will be in Together."

Junliu opened his eyes wide, as if he didn't believe that these words could come out of the other party's mouth, and his heart was constantly impacted so that he couldn't calm down.He never thought that there would be such a moment, that there would be such a person who would tell him these confessions that could truly support his spiritual world, and each sentence touched his heart, as if it came from his own echo.

"You...you still have the nerve to talk about me," his voice was a little unsteady, "The words you said are more far-fetched than mine, I don't understand!"

"There are times when you don't understand? Is it because IQ is not as high as mine?" Zi Luo laughed, stretched out his hand to stroke the hair on his temples, and added: "Besides, for me, there is really no comparison There's nothing worse than dying in the ghetto. I don't think you can get past my boundaries."

"Isn't it easy to break through your bottom line?" Junliu blocked his hand, leaned forward and grabbed his skirt, leaned his face and said viciously: "I'll break your place first."

After finishing speaking, he pushed hard, causing the opponent to lose his balance and fall backwards. Who knew that Qi Luo reacted very quickly, and suddenly supported his body with his hands. beside.

"Have you ever beat me with this trick?" Zi Luo smiled cheekily, turned over and rushed forward, ignoring the opponent's desperate struggle, and held down the opponent with all his strength.

"Don't kick, don't kick! It hurts to death!" He was hit hard a few times, and then he yelled.

Junliu didn't dare to kick anymore, but he clamped his waist tightly with his knees, his wrists were still exerting force, and at the same time twisted his body, trying to turn over and press him down.

The tiles on the roof were messed up by them, and the dust was everywhere. Seeing that he couldn't hold him down, Ziluo became hot-headed, gritted his teeth and endured the pain, and pressed Junliu's arms to the sides, while leaning down, taking a bite Bite each other's lips.

Junliu was obviously taken aback, all his movements stopped at the same time, and he froze on the spot.

The two of them remained still in this position, and Qi Luo suddenly felt a little bit in a dilemma. He opened his mouth slightly, stretched out his tongue and licked the other's lips, and then retracted it, as if testing the other's reaction.Probably because of being blown by the night wind for a long time, Junliu's lips felt cool and dry to the touch, but they were gradually moistened by his warm saliva and regained their softness.

As if comforted, Jun Liu's strength was gradually relieved.The eyes were about to open and close, and the long black eyelashes trembled slightly, like a small insect with fluttering wings, jumping in panic and joy, which made Ziluo feel very interesting.

The kiss gradually deepened in the active catering of the other party, and the tongues were entangled together.The breathing was light and broken, intermittent between the kisses, both of them were silent, as if they were afraid of waking up this beautiful dream.Junliu became more and more relaxed in the gentle atmosphere. He stretched his eyebrows and lay down softly, like a cat with its belly exposed, ready to be manipulated by others.Zilo held back his laughter, and used his thin fingers to unbutton his shirt, caressing his soft but elastic abdomen, and after touching it, he began to move down.

Just when his hand slipped into his warm crotch, Jun Liu sensitively raised his waist and curled up his legs.Seeing that he was so comfortable, Zi Luo couldn't help but want to make a mess, so he held his hands still, and when the other party lost his vigilance in the long silence, he suddenly grabbed his poor lifeblood.

Junliu suddenly bowed his waist, kicked his feet, and kicked off a tile. He almost jumped up. He grabbed Qi Luo's arm with both hands at the same time, and stared at him red-faced.

"It's a good size." Zi Luo looked at him with a smile, and rubbed it slowly.

"You... where did you learn it from?" The lower body soon stiffened, and Jun Liu looked at him in surprise, with shame and annoyance on his face, "Is it that pervert Bai Si? Did he touch you? You Learned badly from him!"

"Hush..." Zi Luo asked him to turn down the volume, and put his other hand around his waist, holding him tighter, "I have stayed in the army for a few years anyway, and I know what happened It's up."

"Then have you tried it yourself?" Junliu asked ambiguously, exhaling hot breath in the other's ear, he couldn't help it a bit, and wanted to reach out to touch the other's things.

"I've tried it." Zi Luo replied honestly, "But I don't think it's any different from touching my own hand. Although there is a tactile sensation, I won't get excited."

"It's so pitiful." Junliu withdrew his claws and sighed from the bottom of his heart, "This is the most comfortable thing to be a human being."

Qi Luo didn't feel hurt at all, but wanted to tease the other party to continue talking. He pressed Junliu's forehead affectionately, looked at his moist eyes, and his voice was so soft that he was panting, "Then you have to teach me well, Show me how comfortable it really is."

"It's so comfortable..." Junliu closed his eyes, climbed onto his shoulders, and moaned from his throat, "Hold tight..."

Ziluo increased his strength, and was afraid of hurting him, so he asked him how he felt, until he found the most suitable feel and speed, Junliu had no time to talk, and just enjoyed his caress, sending out deep and shallow words Panting, the waist also faintly shook.

Zi Luo focused on observing his expression, matched the rhythm in his hands, and was so happy that he wanted to hum a song.He recalled the first time he saw Junliu, the boy was lying in Longfei's arms, his body was flushed, and he was violently moving under the man's body. He was literally blooming, with such enthusiasm that the air around him was on fire.

Zi Luo was immediately attracted by this boy.The only difference from those men is that he doesn't care about possessing the other person's body, he just likes to see Jun Liu immersed in sex.

"Your Excellency, General Staff, where have you gone? Please come out quickly! You have no right to escape from our custody!"

There was finally commotion in the alley in the distance. The guards found out that the two were fleeing, and began to shine their flashlights indiscriminately, looking for people everywhere like headless chickens.

"Quick, quick..." Junliu pinched the back of his neck, urging him tremblingly, "Ah... ah... it's coming... it's coming!"

Zilo speeded up, rubbing his hands up and down vigorously, feeling his body convulse in his arms.

"Here! Here!" A soldier spotted two groups of black shadows on the roof, hurriedly greeted his companions, and ran over here.

Qi Luo hugged Junliu tightly and turned sideways, blocking the eyes of future people, and did not relax his hands.

When the first beam of flashlight suddenly shone, Junliu's pupils shrank from the dazzling light, and at the same time his whole body trembled a few times, and he shot violently into Qi Luo's hand.

At one o'clock in the morning, Bai Si, who was still unkempt and sitting in the studio, heard the movement outside. He immediately threw away the brush, rushed to the floor-to-ceiling windows to look down, and sure enough, he saw an off-road vehicle parked by the side of the road with its headlights on. After the car door opened, Zi Luo slowly moved down with two pairs of crutches.

Bai Si turned his head and looked in the mirror, but didn't find any paint on his face, so he picked up a rubber band to tie up his messy hair, and ran downstairs excitedly.Before there was a knock on the door, he ran over and opened it, only to see Zilo standing at the door.

"Oh my god, why did it get so dirty?" Bai Si was stunned by the stains and dust all over his body, but after going out for a day, he seemed to have rolled in a garbage dump, and all his new clothes were ruined.

"Accidentally fell down." Zi Luo replied perfunctorily, but he seemed to be in a good mood. He didn't care about the disgusted eyes of the other party. He moved to the sofa and sat down on his own, and stretched greatly.

Bai Si ran to the bedroom and grabbed two clean clothes, forcing him to change quickly, and then carried him upstairs involuntarily.

"What are you doing? I'm tired and want to sleep..." Zilo complained as he dragged him away.

"The painting is almost finished, I want you to see it." Bai Si's face was trembling with excitement.After getting along for a while, Zilo also learned to distinguish different expressions from that poker face.

The scene in the morning was still in place, and he helped Zilo to sit on the sofa chair, then lifted the whole easel and placed it in front of him.

Zi Luo glanced over, and his eyes froze on the screen.

Even those who have no knowledge of art have to admire, Bai Si is a painting genius, his brushwork is full of extraordinary texture, soft velvet cushions, watery calla lilies, crystal goblets and dull Antique silverware, these realistic still lifes frame the two figures in the painting.Zi Luo was sitting on a chair in a decent silver-gray suit, and was looking out the window with serious thoughts. His sister Qi Zi was standing behind him in a light blue dress, looking down at him slightly, her bare arms Putting it on his shoulders, it seemed to be speaking comforting words.

Although the details have not yet been drawn, the eyebrows of the two are very vivid, like a still frame in a long narrative movie. Before and after this, they are still talking and communicating with each other.

Qi Luo was a little moved in a trance, couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently caressed his sister's cheek.

"This is the picture in my mind." Bai Si said intoxicated, "You and her will meet in my world."

"It doesn't sound very auspicious." Ziluo hid his wavering with a joke, "Isn't it said that once you paint a portrait, people will die? I don't want to be cursed."

"Yes, there are never exceptions." Bai Si twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a weird smile.Then he bent down, clasped the other's shoulders tightly with his paint-stained hands, leaned down and whispered in his ear, "When you die, don't forget to come back here. Your sister's soul is here Waiting for you, this painting is only complete when you come. I will definitely treasure you all."

There was a chill in Qi Luo's back. He raised the corners of his eyes suspiciously and looked at Bai Si. The other party's eyes were empty, like a swamp of ashes.