if i lose my face

Early in the morning, the sun made me uncomfortable, and I barely opened my eyelids.

I slept on the upper bunk, and when I sat up from the quilt, it was easy to find that there was no one in the dormitory.

The table was still piled with the melon seeds that Shaowan knocked last night. I was so dizzy. I just remembered that my brothers got a few cans of beer in the dormitory last night and drank like crazy. I didn’t control my mouth. , drank a lot, if Hu Hang didn't restrain me forcefully last night, I was really afraid that I would drink to the stomach.

There was no class this morning, and I didn't bother to think about it so much. I stretched comfortably and went to wash up. I can't bear a self that is not dazzling.

Drops of water slid down my face, and the cool feeling on my face made me satisfied and sober. I supported the sink with both hands, and when I looked up, I saw a handsome guy with a delicate face.

Fair skin, handsome eyebrows, typical little fresh meat appearance, I thank God for giving me such a good skin, which allows me to live so comfortably in this world.I feel that as long as I rely on this face, even if I can't graduate from A University in my life, I can still hang out happily.

Thinking of this, I smiled, and the person in the mirror smiled too, so vigorously and dazzlingly.

I went out of the bathroom and charged my phone, who knew that text messages and missed calls would pop out as soon as I turned it on.I flipped through them randomly, but I didn't know them all. I scrolled down again and saw Mu Qiao's text message, asking me why I didn't answer the phone last night.

Like me, Mu Qiao is also gay. I met him at a gay bar, and we got it right. We usually hang out when we have nothing to do.

He works in a big company, and his position is quite high. He is usually busy, and when he finds time, he will hang out with me and talk to me about love, but he hasn't really slept with him yet.

He is rich, and most of his lovers are by his side, and now he only wants to find a stable one.Although I sometimes spend his money, there is a bottom line, and this relationship has been maintained smoothly.

There is no love between the two of us. In the eyes of people like us, love is really a bit of a fucking thing to avoid.

I reported a letter to Mu Qiao, and I continued to read, and then I picked a girl who I thought was good-looking and replied to the text message, planning to go to the library to meet her later.

She's my type, and even though I don't like women, it's fun to tease her.

I hurriedly changed my clothes, and suddenly heard a sound coming from the door, and didn't pay attention, so I asked casually, "Shaowan? Where did you go so early in the morning?"

After not getting a response for a long time, I put on my coat, turned around and saw two steamed buns and a cup of porridge handed in front of me.It's Toko who's back.

Hu Hang's expression was calm, as if he was a little tired, "Lin Zhou, here, go out after eating breakfast."

I was thinking about going out for a while, how could I hear his words, I put on my shoes and stood up, smiling.

"Oh, you can eat by yourself! Someone is looking for me, I can't wait. Let's go!"

After speaking, I rushed out the door without paying attention to his face for a while.

In the library, I met that girl as I wished.When I saw her, she was standing by the window, wearing a white dress, with curved eyebrows and eyes, so beautiful.

I called her, and she turned around quickly, suddenly as shy as a cute bird.I heard her say to me tenderly: "You are finally here, Lin Zhou..."

I smiled very elegantly, like a gentleman, looking down at her with a height of 1.8 meters, I felt that she was petite and cute.

She shyly said a lot of rambling words to me, and her words were full of yearning for beautiful love and praise of positive energy, as if she was the most indifferent white lotus in the world, with the whole world and the whole solar system in her heart , the whole universe!

I looked at her tenderly, as if embracing everything about her, until she finished speaking.

Then she looked at me tenderly and said she liked me.She said she likes my smile, my sunshine, and everything about me.Every sentence is sincere.

Even if you know I'm gay, you still like it?I can't help but think so.

Then, I agreed.

For a moment, she had tears in her eyes, and looked at me with a moving and magnanimous smile. She seemed to come up with joy and threw herself into my arms.

She said: "I only love you in my life."

But all fools know that I, Lin Zhou, talk about girlfriends all the time.This promise is really too false.

I thought it was funny, so I really laughed out loud.

She looked at me shyly and invited me to have dinner with her.I said yes, and she ran away smiling.

I watched her disappearing figure, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Then, I randomly found a seat and sat down, lying on the table, a little tired.Before I knew it, I fell asleep.

I do not know how long it has been.

Suddenly, I heard someone screaming.

Then I was woken up by a loud noise.

When he opened his eyes, his eyes were full of confusion.The students panicked like crazy.Suddenly, a suffocating smell penetrated into my nostrils, I didn't pay attention, fell from the chair to the ground, and started coughing non-stop.

Only the sound of my violent cough was still echoing in the entire library. A girl seemed to pull me up kindly, but I fell to the ground again in disappointment, and then she ignored me and ran away in terror.

Why did the library, which was quiet and comfortable just now, become like this in a blink of an eye?I didn't understand, I just coughed desperately, and my tears came out.

I couldn't figure out the situation, thinking it was just an ordinary accident, until the flames at one point or two came into my sight.

Fire.

Suddenly it was like a blow to the head, and I was so flustered that I didn't realize that I was surrounded by flames!

The flames were raging, spreading and devouring everything. In the thick smoke, I saw that the books that the old men and women forced us to recite were also completely burned... The heat wave swept through the entire library, as if in the next second, there would be A spark fell on me and burned me to ashes.

I crawled forward frantically and started screaming, I don't want to die!

But in the next second, I was brutally set on fire by the flame.

I took off the coat and threw it out, watching it disappear in the flames, bit by bit, there was really not even ash left.

Suddenly, I was really scared.

I started crying in despair.I never thought I would die this way.I cried louder and louder, more and more hoarse.

"Don't cry!! Lin Zhou!!!"

In a trance, I heard someone roaring in the distance, seeming to be hoarse than me.I raised my sour eyes, and seemed to see Hu Hang running towards me desperately, so fearless that it made my heart palpitate...

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.The moment I woke up, I couldn't even open my eyes.

I felt layers of gauze wrapped around my face.

Suddenly, the door was opened, and it seemed that many people came in.They were chirping and talking, as if they didn't notice that I woke up.

The voice of one of them sounded very close to me, and he seemed to be fiddling with some instrument beside me.So I could hear his words very clearly.

"The operation was successful. The patient's face is no different from ordinary people. There is no need to worry about it. It's just...the appearance is far from what it used to be."

For a moment, my blood seemed to freeze.The chill eroded my heart little by little.

Suddenly, that person paused, as if turning his gaze to my face.

I opened my eyes, and my eyes were so sore.

I saw Hu Hang, and he was standing not far away looking at me.He seemed to be injured, and he was very excited when he saw me open my eyes.At that moment, I thought he was going to cry.

Then, a doctor removed the gauze for me and handed me a mirror.