I'm not a good substitute

The sun was scorching hot, and Zhang Yanran was walking on the road profusely with sweat.

The summer vacation is approaching, and the students are all looking for a crew, planning to take advantage of the two or three months to practice well.

Fortunately, I signed a contract with the company early, and the company helped arrange everything.But because he was a newcomer, the contract was squeezed out severely.

Some people are unwilling to sign a contract, and they don’t have any contacts in this area at home, so they can only send their resumes one by one and run the crew.

Zhang Yanran's roommate saw that Zhang Yanran didn't want to make progress, so he helped him make a resume and randomly submitted it together.

"No need? I want to go home during the summer vacation." Zhang Yanran thought for a while, but thanked him for his kindness, "Just vote, no one likes me anyway."

The roommate looked at Zhang Yanran's face and was speechless for a while.

Zhang Yanran saw that he was hesitant to speak, and thought he had something to say to him, but the other party went to the cafeteria without saying anything, and asked Zhang Yanran if he wanted to eat.

want to want.Zhang Yanran nodded cheerfully, and continued to devote himself to the game field.

He is just a salty fish, like countless ordinary male college students, he is addicted to eating, sleeping and playing games.

Therefore, when someone called him to inform him of an interview, Zhang Yanran was still in a daze. He didn't expect the resume to be really effective.

"Well, where is it?" If it was too far away, Zhang Yanran decided not to go.

Unexpectedly, the other party's next words directly overturned his previous thoughts, "Come for an interview first, and then go on a business trip after success. It will take two or three days, [-] cash, and a deposit of [-]."

Ten thousand!

This is a huge sum of money for Zhang Yanran, who is still a college student. His computer freezes badly now, and he has long wanted to get a new one, but it is difficult to talk to his family.

Hearing the salary, Zhang Yanran immediately agreed without saying a word, thinking that since the capital is full of opportunities to make a fortune, why not take advantage of the opportunity to make more money while in college, which can also reduce some of the burden on the parents.

Therefore, on a scorching summer day, Zhang Yanran went to the place told by the other party.

The location was in a remote suburb, Zhang Yanran was reluctant to take a taxi, so he had to take the subway first, then the bus, and finally arrived at the agreed place, regretting that he didn't bring an umbrella.

The person who received him was a young man who called himself Xiao Qu. Zhang Yanran politely called Brother Qu, and the other party smiled. He first looked at him carefully, then measured Zhang Yanran's height and weight, and finally took Zhang Yanran to a dressing room , Two makeup artists put makeup on Zhang Yanran.

A few hours later, Zhang Yanran, who was drowsy, got up from his chair, Xiao Qu took two photos with him, and asked him to go back.

On the way, Zhang Yanran realized that he didn't seem to ask anything, and he didn't know if it would work, so he secretly blamed himself for being confused.

In the evening, Xiao Qu called him and said that the deposit had been transferred and asked Zhang Yanran to check it out. He would just go on a business trip with him in two days and strictly follow his instructions when the time came, so don't talk too much.

At first he thought he was a liar, but he didn't expect to actually give the money, Zhang Yanran's heart fell to the ground.In order to avoid being fooled, I specially asked a well-informed classmate.

The other party laughed at him for being too cautious, and said that the opportunity must not be missed, at worst, post a location when he arrives, and he will not be abducted.

Right.Zhang Yanran nodded as he was a big man, and followed Xiaoqu on the plane two days later.

After arriving at the place, I put on makeup first, then changed into decent clothes, and finally, escorted by Xiao Qu and two security guards, I went to a rather simple hospital, shook hands with the director and said a few words, according to the script written down in advance. Say a few words.

Someone takes a picture, and then it's over.

If Zhang Yanran didn't look back curiously.

The hospital is very small, but it has treated many patients. It is said that there has just been a mudslide disaster here, and Zhang Yanran sent condolences on behalf of a gentleman surnamed Xiao.

Who is this Mr. Xiao? He didn't ask much. Xiaoqu had warned him that too much curiosity is not a good thing.

After donating the supplies and medicines to the hospital, Zhang Yanran took a group photo with the director, and then read the manuscript he had given him in advance.

The place where he spoke was very special, on the steps of the hospital entrance, facing the sun.

After Zhang Yanran finished speaking, he narrowed his eyes, and saw a frail figure passing by not far away, looking lonely and melancholy, as if he had suffered some kind of suffering.

When the figure gradually approached, he realized that he was a blind man, holding a thin bamboo pole in his hand to explore the way.

The hospital did not restrict the patient's movement because of the donation, but most of the patients either stayed in the ward or came out to watch the excitement. It was rare for him to pass by like no one else.

Zhang Yanran couldn't help but take a second look, and when this person walked in, he realized that his facial features were rare and handsome, and his slightly weathered temperament made him even more outstanding.It's just that there seems to be some abrasions on the face, gauze is stuck on the left cheek, and the pace is calm.

After the event, other people came up to take photos with Zhang Yanran.

Zhang Yanran couldn't refuse at all. Fortunately, Xiaoqu was clever and helped to shift the gear. Under his gaze, Zhang Yanran and the two bodyguards returned to the car, quickly changed their clothes and removed their makeup, Zhang Yanran rubbed his hair, stared at After transferring the balance with a ditty, I got out of the car.

It is said that Xiaoqu still has to meet up with that Mr. Xiao, so she cannot take Zhang Yanran back.

Zhang Yanran didn't care. Compared to the 1 yuan remuneration, not being reimbursed for the return air ticket is not a big deal.He thought about the way to go back in his mind, and finally decided to take the train, which was cheaper.

Thinking about it in his heart, he unknowingly found himself lost. He was not familiar with this strange city, and he was only thinking about his own thoughts. He went around and lost his way.

Fortunately, the sun was just right and the weather was comfortable, so it was time for a walk.

Zhang Yanran went around and around, and unexpectedly found that he went back to the hospital, but this time he changed his clothes and removed his makeup, and no one recognized him.

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he saw sharply that the blind man he had seen before was knocked over by a stone on the ground and fell to the ground, while a few brats nearby laughed and fled.

Really, how can you bully the disabled!

Zhang Yanran suddenly felt sympathetic, and quickly trot over to help him up, chased away the group of brats, and helped him pat the dust off his body, "How are you? Do you want to check?"

Huo Jindong only felt a pair of warm and clean hands supporting him. The voice of the person who came was gentle, and it sounded a little familiar. He remembered that it seemed to be the person who just made the donation, or some kind of star.

Unexpectedly, he had time to come here and help himself.

Huo Jindong moved a bit, then shook his head, "I'm fine." He struggled slightly, trying to get rid of Zhang Yanran.

His attitude is obviously alienated, and his whole person exudes an aura that strangers should not enter.

Zhang Yanran was embarrassed for a moment, but fortunately he was born with a big heart and a kind nature. He was afraid that something might happen to Huo Jindong when he went back by himself, so he suggested, "Shall I take you back?"

Huo Jindong shook his head, he didn't want to go back, the ward was very stuffy, it would only make him more depressed.

This is a hospital in a remote town, and if he doesn't tell, no one will recognize his identity.

And the reason why he came here was also because of some accidents.

Back then, when Huo Jindong was in college, he went against his father's wishes and did not apply for the military academy. After the two had a big quarrel, their relationship with the family has been mediocre.

After graduating from university, he took the initiative to come to this place to be a cadre, and worked for several years until he became the head of the township.

Although life is poor, it is happier than when I was in the capital.

A few days ago, it rained continuously, and he went to the village below to deal with work, but he did not expect to encounter a mudslide disaster.

The whole village was almost submerged, Huo Jindong was crushed under the house, and a teenage girl was buried with him.

When the rescuers found them, the girl was still able to speak, and Huo Jindong asked them to rescue her first, but in the end it was Huo Jindong who was rescued first.

If the girl could be rescued in time, she could keep her legs, but for some reason, she could only sit in a wheelchair forever.

This incident made Huo Jindong very guilty, and he questioned why he was saved first.

The secretary faltered, and finally revealed the truth. If something happened to him, no one would be able to bear it.

Therefore, as soon as they learned of Huo Jindong's accident, the county sent people over, with the goal of saving him first.

Huo Jindong learned the truth from the secretary's hesitant words, but felt extremely embarrassed.

In the past few years, he considers himself conscientious and has made some achievements. When the leaders mentioned him, he gave him a thumbs up, and he became the mayor at a young age.

Of the few people in the same period, he was the fastest promoted, and in most cases he could get affirmative answers to the leaders of the county.

He thought it was because of his outstanding ability, but he didn't expect it was just because of his background and his family.

Originally, he thought that he had covered it up very well. He had relied on himself all these years. How could he know that his mother called him on the first day he came.

The relationship between mother and child, which was still acceptable, has completely become precarious because of this incident.

Taking advantage of the caretaker's inattention, Huo Jindong ran out, intending to leave this place, far away.

I didn't want to suffer from a sudden illness halfway, fell on the road, caused an untreated injury, and became blind.

Fortunately, some kind-hearted people sent him to a nearby hospital and received short-term treatment.

Huo Jindong didn't have any documents on him, but he had some money, and the people here were simple and honest, so the hospital admitted him and gave him good treatment.

However, the disease in his eyes was caused by congestion in the brain, which cannot be cured by the hospital's current methods, and he still needs to go to a large hospital for further examination.

Huo Jindong knew, but refused to act.

Every day is walking around in the hospital, dispatching the depression in my heart.Until today, I met this person.

Zhang Yanran didn't know what was going on in Huo Jindong's mind, but he looked a bit pitiful, and immediately ignored Huo Jindong's struggle, and helped him to sit by the flower bed by the roadside.

Because of walking, Huo Jindong's lips were dry and cracked, Zhang Yanran told him to sit here and don't move, he quickly went to buy two bottles of water, and handed him one.

"No matter what, don't spoil your body." His voice was calm and neutral, with concern and no mercy.

Huo Jindong took the water, but the bottle cap was unscrewed, he couldn't help being moved by Zhang Yanran's care.

Zhang Yanran was a little tired from walking, and he was in a good mood just after his part-time salary was credited. He drank half a bottle of water before stopping.

His eyes were bright, knowing that Huo Jindong couldn't see, but he couldn't help but smile, "Did something sad happen to you?"

Yes.

Huo Jindong slowly sipped two sips of water, he had been squeezing a lot of emotions in his heart, which almost crushed him.

He is not a talkative person, and he would not easily talk to others when he has something on his mind, but for some reason, he felt the urge to talk to this stranger.

He was silent for a moment, and couldn't help but say, "I'm a failure. I always thought that I could get rid of the shelter of my family and make some achievements. It turns out that I have always been under their shelter."

The tone was dejected, and it was obvious that he had suffered a great blow.

Zhang Yanran didn't expect that he was really willing to talk to him, after all, it seemed that this person was not easy to get close to.

After speaking, Huo Jindong lowered his head, looking a little pitiful.

Zhang Yanran scratched his head. He originally thought it was because he was sad because he couldn't see, but he didn't expect it was because of his career. Should he be said to be the most ambitious blind man he has ever seen?

"Well, you can't choose your background. Whether it's good or bad, it's your starting point." Zhang Yanran thought for a while, "If you don't want to grow up under the blessing of your family, then find a way to get out. If you don't even want to escape I don’t even have the courage, so there’s no need to talk about other things.”

However, seeing Huo Jindong's dull eyes, Zhang Yanran still persuaded, "Don't be too arrogant, just treat it as the elders caring for you. If you don't care about you, why would you be covered under your wings?" What next? I think you may have misunderstood them."

There is no misunderstanding.

Huo Jindong sighed, "Because of me, an innocent person was hurt. Now I just want to make amends, and I don't have the energy to think about anything else."

He really felt guilty in his heart, although he didn't cause it himself, but to some extent, it was because he chose to save him first, which caused the little girl to lose her legs.

Huo Jindong didn't even dare to think about the pain of losing her legs. Her future life is still so long, and she can only spend it in a wheelchair.

The doctor here said that his eyes can actually be cured, and he just needs to return to the capital.

It's a pity that Huo Jindong has been hit too hard now, he doesn't want to go back at all, he just wants to delay like this until he is also blind.

Although he knew that everyone was looking for him, Huo Jindong didn't want to show up, he just wanted to hide here.

Although Zhang Yanran didn't know what happened, he could feel Huo Jindong's annoyance. He frowned disapprovingly, "Can you redeem yourself by doing this every day? If someone really got hurt because of you, then what can you do?" The real thing is to make up for the loss, but to feel sorry for yourself."

"Since it was caused by you, then find a way to make up for it. You just lay here and walk around every day, can you redeem your sins? Why don't you just go to a temple and become a monk, and you can also pray for others!"

"First, you have to pick yourself up, and then you can do something about it."

Zhang Yanran spoke with sincerity.

He didn't understand what happened, but he knew from Huo Jindong's demeanor that he was by no means an ordinary person, he was from a family or something, and now he was living here for some reason.

Although he didn't know Huo Jindong, and he didn't have any idea of ​​climbing high, but it must be hard for such a high-spirited person to be able to bully even prank children.

Huo Jindong's heart was shocked. He vaguely grasped something, but he didn't seem to grasp it.But there seemed to be a hole in the dark heart, and the sun shone in.

The two of them didn't speak any more, they just quietly basked in the sunshine.

Strangely, Huo Jindong's heart was not so restless.He closed his eyes and quietly thought about what to do in the future.

Zhang Yanran didn't expect that he was just lost, but he could also give advice to others, and he was a little more proud. He saw that it was getting late, so he helped Huo Jindong go back.

Huo Jindong has not been in this hospital for long, but he has become famous for his eccentric temper and unknown origin.Although Zhang Yanran's face was still a little green, he could already see the handsome outline, so two people walking together naturally attracted countless gazes.

Zhang Yanran, who just didn't see, sent Huo Jindong back to the ward, and was about to leave when someone grabbed him by the sleeve.

Huo Jindong grabbed his sleeve with his big knuckle hand, "You, will you still come to see me?"

He was a very measured person, but he felt weak in front of this person he had never even met, and wanted to get a little more warmth from him.

Zhang Yanran was taken aback, he was going to go home.

However, although the eyes could not see and lost their brilliance, the expression on his face was particularly moving.Zhang Yanran gently tugged on his sleeves, his heart moved, but he didn't dare to make a promise after all, "I will come."

The two just met by chance, but at this moment, a warm feeling of sympathy and sympathy was born.

Zhang Yanran glanced back again, turned and left.

First, I got a room at a nearby hotel, and then went out to find something to eat. There was nothing to do in this small town, so Zhang Yanran quickly figured out the route.

Back on the bed in the hotel, Zhang Yanran checked the return ticket, but unfortunately found that there was no direct train to the capital, so he had to choose a transit city.

And the train with the closest time is also tomorrow morning, and now it can't go at all.

I went outside and wandered around again, and it gradually became dark.

This small town is remote and backward, without the flashing neon lights of big cities. It was almost dark, and there were no pedestrians on the road. It seemed that Zhang Yanran, an outsider, was very abrupt.

He bought some snacks and planned to eat them on the way, and when he returned to the hotel, he had nothing to do. He played two games, but for some reason, the dull eyes of the person he met today always appeared in his mind.

Heck.

Zhang Yanran threw the phone away irritably, and lay down with his eyes closed for a while, probably because he didn't feel sleepy because of the change of environment.

Simply get up and pack up the few things, and leave the hotel after paying.

Bathed in the night wind of an unfamiliar city, Zhang Yanran suddenly thought of it, turned around and walked towards the opposite side of the hospital.

At the end of the day, he was already a little familiar with the path of the town, and he went outside the ward by memory, hesitating whether to go in or not.

At this time, you must have rested, right?

Although he hesitated in his heart, his steps did not stop.The management of the small town's hospital is not strict, the doctors and nurses on duty have long since fallen asleep, and the entire corridor is silent without a single sound.

Standing at the door of the ward where he had been in during the day, Zhang Yanran stood there with a complicated heart, and while hesitating, the door opened.

Under the moonlight, Huo Jindong stood quietly. Although he couldn't see it with his eyes, his whole body conveyed joyful emotions.

"Let's go." He closed the door, left the ward with Zhang Yanran, and walked downstairs to the garden.

Don't know why he came, but he just came.

Zhang Yanran faltered and made up his mind to say goodbye to him, "Well, I'm here to say goodbye, and I'm leaving tomorrow."

Huo Jindong had a severe headache and turned around on the bed.After losing sight of his eyes, his other senses became extremely sharp. In the darkness, he sensed Zhang Yanran's arrival.

I didn't expect to say goodbye.

Unexpectedly, it makes sense.

Huo Jindong knew who this person was, and chatted with the people in the ward during the day, they said his name was Xiao Liang, he was a big star, he had come here to film a movie before, this time he came here to donate specially.

Xiao Liang, Huo Jindong thought silently, and wrote down the name.

He didn't pay attention to the affairs of these celebrities, and he didn't know whether Xiao Liang was really so free, but he was sure that Xiao Liang had never seen him before.

To be able to treat a stranger like this, he must be very gentle in his heart.

Zhang Yanran scratched his head, and didn't know what to say. He was unfamiliar with this, and it was rare for him to have any special emotions.

"Well, don't live in the past, treat your illness well, and live well. Is that okay?"

Originally, he had a severe headache, and Huo Jindong was extremely irritable, but he was extremely tolerant, and Zhang Yanran didn't notice it.After Zhang Yanran opened his mouth, Huo Jindong calmed down a little, thinking of what Zhang Yanran had said to him intermittently before.

Today the weather is fine and the wind is fine.

The days to come are still long, so we can't always think about the past.

Only when you are strong can you help more people.

The present situation is nothing more than two people sinking into the abyss together, and only he can help the little girl climb out if he climbs out.

……

Huo Jindong bowed his head, smiled slightly, and said yes.

The two sat in the night for a long time, until Zhang Yanran realized that Huo Jindong had already been bitten by mosquitoes many times.

He was anxious, "Why don't you say it, just feed the mosquitoes like this."

Huo Jindong was used to it, he was glad that he was the one who was bitten.The sky was getting brighter, and it was time for Zhang Yanran to leave for the station. He waved to Huo Jindong in the morning light, without asking his name, and there was a high probability that the two would never see each other again.

Bless you, friend who met by chance.

Standing in the morning light, Huo Jindong gradually figured out the path for the future.

Chewing Xiao Liang's name silently, he thought, they will meet again.

Zhang Yanran gradually forgot about this trivial matter, continued his wonderful college life, and resumed his routine of eating, sleeping and playing games.

Huo Jindong returned to the capital, healed his eyes, and then started his own entrepreneurial journey. After several turnovers, the company gradually grew.

The girl whose treatment was delayed because of him back then was sent abroad by him long ago to have her legs treated, where she received education and started a new life.

They all have new, bright lives.

However, after discovering that Xiao Liang was not the person he met back then, Huo Jindong gradually became disappointed.Sometimes he even felt that it might just be his dream.

Until that day, a young man with a warm smile came to him, "Hi, my name is Zhang Yanran."

Once again, Huo Jindong was saved.

Their story finally begins again.