My harem is on fire

Shen Junzhao did not expect that he was still alive.

At the moment when his consciousness gathered, he thought that he was only left with his soul, floating in the dark space, and he seemed to be unable to hear what he could hear.

Until that lingering voice sounded: "I..."

Yongli.

Shen Junzhao's heart was pounding and he was eager to see him.

If he can turn into a soul to accompany him after death, then he...

A strange woman's voice sounded: "Have you eaten yet?"

Shen Junzhao's heart sank.

Only to hear Yongli say again: "Eat later."

What did the woman say again? Shen Junzhao couldn't hear clearly. He was in a trance, and he felt a stabbing pain in his chest even though he had lost his body.

This woman should be Yan Junyue, is she already awake?

Are Yongli and her... together?

Has Yongli forgotten him?

He should be happy, that's not what he wanted.

From the day he knew they were brothers, Shen Junzhao had only one thought——

Return him to the beautiful country and watch him marry a wife and have children.

He has no worries in this life, and he has no regrets in death.

From this point of view, he deserved to die.

Soon he heard Yan Junyue's voice again——

"See how thin you are? If you don't eat anymore, the wind will blow you away."

Shen Junzhao felt a pain in his heart: Is Yongli thinner?

"You recognize me as a righteous sister, what will Ah Zhao do?"

"You two are not brothers after all, why do you want to be brothers again?"

Shen Junzhao was stunned, stunned by what he heard.

What is she saying?What nonsense is she talking about!

How could he and Yongli not be brothers? !

Immediately afterwards, Yan Junyue went into more detail, the secret of the Yan clan, the constitution of being unable to reproduce with other races, the fact that only one's own flesh and blood can use blood to continue life...

Shen Junzhao listened to each word, and felt the blood rushing all over his body. He wished he could open his eyes immediately and questioned him repeatedly.

How can it be?

How could this be?

If he is not Yongli's half-brother, then they have...

What a year!

He pushed away Yongli, risking his life to end everything, for what?

If they were not brothers, why did Yongli suffer so much?Why do you have to be repeatedly condemned by God?Why are you in deep danger again and again?

Shen Junzhao was shocked, and when he listened carefully again, he heard something that made him regret his life even more.

"Even if I don't understand medical principles, I also know that your life is not long."

"So you'll go with him."

"I have no idea……"

"Can't live alone?"

"……Um."

Yongli's life is not long, Yongli wants to go with him, Yongli can't live alone...

The answer to this question was like thunder, hitting Shen Junzhao's heart, shaking his internal organs.

He really wanted to open his eyes, really wanted to see Yongli, really wanted to tell him... tell him...

"You both love each other, but do you know what each other wants?"

"You value him, he values ​​you, why don't you know how to value yourself?"

"If you can't even protect the love you love, how can you protect the love you love!"

Shen Junzhao didn't recover for a long time.

He never thought about what Yan Junyue said.

What is it like to love someone?

he does not know.

He can feel the kindness that Yongli treats him, and all he can do is to be more kind to him.

He can feel that Yongli loves him, and he can only love him more.

As for whether this love will hurt him, he doesn't know.

cherish yourself...

Does a person like him deserve to be cherished?

Yongli's gentle voice rang in his ears: "I like you."

Yongli likes him, likes him like this.

Shen Junzhao didn't wake up, but Shang Ke's thoughts were the clearest in his life.

Looking back on his 19 years, he has longed for love since he could remember, but all he got was malice, and his "mother" hated him until she died.

Later, he met Yongli, approached him cautiously, and looked at him without blinking...

Yongli told him, "You are so pretty."

Tell him again: "You are so smart."

He also said to him: "Shen Junzhao, you are too powerful."

Finally he said: "Shen Junzhao, I like you."

Yongli cherishes him.It turned out that he was worthy of being cherished.

Under Yan Junyue's persuasion, Yongli no longer guarded in the secret room every day, but went back to take good care of his body.

Shen Junzhao was relieved and anxious, he wanted to wake up soon, he wanted to hug him, he wanted to take care of him personally, he wanted to hold his hand and never let go again in this life.

He knew he was wrong, he understood, and he would no longer despise himself.

He loves Yongli, and he also loves Shen Junzhao, whom Yongli loves.

He will not leave him again, and will never make him cry again in the future.

Shen Junzhao didn't want to open his eyes and wake up all the time, but he couldn't do it.

Yan Junyue was talking to him every day, talking about their parents, how their mother kept looking for him until death, telling him that there are people in this world who always miss him and think about him, and it turns out that his biological mother is Such a gentle and loving person.

Like the first queen, she loved her children with her life.

It turned out that he was really loved.

Yan Junyue was also talking about Yongli, saying how his past month had been boring, and that if she hadn't woken up, Yongli might have cried to death in the secret room...

Shen Junzhao knew she did it on purpose.

How could Yan Junyue, who had been in a coma for two years, not know her state?

Conscious, can hear words, but unfortunately can't wake up.

Yan Junyue deliberately told him that it was nothing more than telling him: don't commit suicide, the people who love you will only suffer more when you leave.

Shen Junzhao didn't want to wake up all the time, but he still couldn't open his eyes.

The state of being in a coma is very strange, it seems that every moment and every breath is passing smoothly, and it seems that the blink of an eye is a day, and the blink of an eye is another day.

For three days in a row, Yongli didn't come to see him.

Shen Junzhao was inevitably anxious.

He no longer doubts that Yongli will forget him, he only worries about his body.

If he was not seriously ill, how could he not come?

On the fourth day, it was still just Zinan.

Afraid that he might hear something, Yan Junyue deliberately dragged Zi Nan out to talk, and Shen Junzhao seemed to hear something vaguely.

"I can't take the medicine..."

"I can't hold it..."

"I'm afraid..."

The more Shen Junzhao listened, the colder his heart became. He was eager to open his eyes, but he couldn't control his body no matter what.

He knew about Yongli's body. He had suffered from illness for many years and was physically and mentally exhausted.

If he hadn't pushed him away in those three years...

No, now is not the time to think about these things, he has to wake up, as long as he wakes up, Yongli will be fine!

It was another day, and Zi was still the only one who was upset, and the two of them seemed to be in such a hurry that they couldn't care less about avoiding him.

Zi Nan: "If it's really not possible, let Rong Qing..."

Yan Junyue: "In that case, even if Ali survives, he will only want to die!"

Zi Nan: "Shen Junzhao has been unable to wake up for a long time, can we just watch His Majesty..."

Yan Junyue comforted Zi Nan: "Wait a minute, wait another two days, it's not like you don't know their affection. When Ah Zhao was out of breath, Ah Li just wanted to go with him. Push it to others, not to mention that Ah Zhao can't take it when he wakes up, even Ah Li himself can't stand this blow!"

Zi Nan: "Two days at most, Your Majesty can't last that long!"

Yan Junyue: "Two days, at most two days." The panic in her tone revealed that she was not sure.

Shen Junzhao is more anxious than her!

But how to open the eyes, how to make this lifeless body move?

Shen Junzhao seemed trapped in a maze, eager to get out but didn't know where the exit was.

Difficulty came again.

This time the two spoke very little.

Zinan's voice became more and more dull: "Still not awake."

Yan Junyue asked anxiously: "Ah Li..."

Zi Nan: "Your Majesty has a high fever and is in a coma, and has been unconscious for a whole day."

Yan Junyue: "..."

When Zi Nan left, he said, "It's the last day."

Shen Junzhao's heart sank and sank, he knew everything and could hear everything, why he still couldn't open his eyes.

He doesn't want Yongli to be sad, he doesn't want to lose Yongli, he doesn't want to miss him again.

One year of expedition, two years of centrifugation.

These three years and two years are enough for him to regret for the rest of his life.

Difficulty came again.

Shen Junzhao's chest was condensed into thin ice, as if it would shatter with a poke.

Is it so fast? One day has passed so quickly.

Yan Junyue asked anxiously, "Is Ali okay?"

It's hard to keep silent.

Yan Junyue began to cry: "He... after all... still..."

boom!The ice that wrapped Shen Junzhao's chest shattered, and the hard and sharp ice balls pierced into his heart.

Severe pain hit, and Shen Junzhao heard Yongli's voice in a trance——

"I'm waiting for you."

Yongli is waiting for him, he must be waiting for him.

Shen Junzhao suppressed the numbness that was spreading all over his body, and forced his eyes open against the pain of broken bones.

The light pierced his eyes, and the discomfort made him unable to see his surroundings clearly.

An exclamation sounded, and Yan Junyue came to help him.

Shen Junzhao had clear veins on his forehead, his handsome face was as pale as paper, and his thin lips were so pale that they were almost transparent. Four words seemed to be squeezed out of his throat: "Where is he?"

Clap, the food box fell to the ground.

Yong Li who was standing outside the secret room was dumbfounded.

Shen Junzhao saw him at a glance.

Yongli's face was flushed, and his voice was so tight that he couldn't speak: "Ah, Ah Zhao..."

Shen Junzhao hugged him, wanted to hug him tightly, but was afraid of hurting him too much: "Your Majesty."

Yongli's voice was dull: "You're awake."

Shen Junzhao felt the frailty of the person in his arms, and his heart ached badly: "I'm sorry."

Yongli's eyes were wide open, and he couldn't feel the tears rolling down: "I'm sorry."

Sorry for not really getting to know you for so many years.

I'm sorry that I haven't loved you well for so many years.

I'm sorry, Shen Junzhao.

I'm sorry, Yongli.

This time, I will use the best of myself and love the best of you.