death office

Time passed quickly, and it was almost noon when the three of them were chatting.The sun was shining above, making people feel a little dizzy.

"Are you hungry? I'll buy something if you want to eat." Lin Fang asked Xiao Suoyu.

Before Xiao Suoyu could answer, Yun Shen stepped forward and said, "Do you still need to ask? I already asked my assistant to buy it."

"Hey," Lin Fang whistled lightly, and couldn't help but sneer, "I've known you for more than five years, and I haven't seen you so caring before."

Yun Shen gave him a white look: "Why do you have the nerve to compare with my brother?"

Lin Fang: ""

The two pushed Xiao Suoyu back to the ward, and Yun Shen called his assistant to bring up the bought things. Considering that Xiao Suoyu was injured, he couldn't eat many things, and the food was bland.Xiao Suoyu hadn't eaten with his sister for ten years. Looking at the food in front of him, his hand holding the chopsticks was trembling slightly.

Seeing his appearance, Yun Shen's eyes immediately turned red.

Lin Fang looked at the two of them left and right, and knocked on the bowl with chopsticks: "It's time to eat! What does it look like to cry?"

Xiao Suoyu glared at him, lowered his head and silently added a chopstick dish to Yunshen's bowl.

Yun Shen was a little surprised, and raised his eyes to look at Xiao Suoyu in disbelief, only to see that he was eating by himself with his mouth pursed in silence, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his behavior.Seeing Yun Shen looking at him, his ears turned red, and he roared dryly: "What are you looking at, eat!"

The food in Lin Fang's mouth almost spewed out, but Xiao Suoyu gave him a vicious stare and managed to hold back.

The three finished their lunch in silence.

Yun Shen still had work in the afternoon, and was about to leave after lunch.

"Aren't you going to stay a little longer? Dad will be here soon." Xiao Xin went to sell sugar in the square every morning until three o'clock in the afternoon, and then closed the stall and came to the hospital.Originally, Xiao Shen didn't want to set up a stall, but came to the hospital to take care of Xiao Suoyu, but Xiao Suoyu sneeredly rejected him two days ago, so he changed to visit him for a while every afternoon.

Yun Shen shook his head, feeling a little helpless: "This time I just came here to take advantage of the job opportunity here, I will stay here for three days, come back tomorrow, tell my father for me, I will come to see him tomorrow .”

Xiao Suoyu nodded obediently: "Okay, I will tell him."

Yun Shen rubbed his hair, because there was a wound on his head, the hair growing on the wound had been cut, it looked like a bald spot, Lin Fang would laugh at him every time in front of Xiao Suoyu, but Yun Shen She just touched it distressedly, being careful not to touch his wound.His hair is fine and soft, not tangled to the touch, very comfortable.

"Listen to Dad carefully, and don't get angry with him anymore." Yun Shen paused, as if recalling a long time ago, and it took all his thoughts to remember, "What happened back then was my fault. "

Xiao Suoyu raised his head and looked at her with some puzzlement. The corners of Yun Shen's mouth curled up, and he said with a smile, "I won't be able to finish this matter for a while, so I'll tell you when I'm free."

Xiao Suoyu nodded without asking further questions.

Yun Shen said: "Alright then, I'll go first."

Lin Fang followed her: "I'll see you off."

Yun Shen nodded without refusing, and when she turned around and was about to leave, Xiao Suoyu called her from behind: "Sister! When you are free, I will show you the photos I took of the snow-capped mountains."

Yun Shen smiled and nodded: "Okay."...

Both Lin Fang and Yun Shen left, Xiao Suoyu was a little bored facing the quiet room.He was lying on the bed, staring blankly at the snow-white ceiling above his head. His mind has been too chaotic these two days. Now that he is alone, he can finally let the tangled thoughts slowly spread out and tidy up.

In fact, he is not particularly clear about what happened ten years ago.All he knew was what he saw. He always thought that his father forced his sister away, but Yun Shen just said that he was not to blame for what happened back then. Why?What is missing in the middle?

Ten years ago, Yun Shen was 15 years old and he was 8 years old.

That year, an infectious disease spread wantonly in the country, from the coast to the inland, with a wide range.It took four months from the first patient's symptoms to the Chinese Academy of Sciences' development of an antiviral vaccine. During this period, people died every day due to the infection.

For security reasons, all schools are blocked and no one is allowed to enter or leave.Once a suspected infected object is found, it is immediately isolated.

At that time, Xiao Suoyu was in elementary school. Although the school had organized the students to drink medicine to prevent it, but the children were weak, and some people were unfortunately infected. Xiao Suoyu was one of them.

He was sent to the quarantine area, which felt like a laboratory, and he was like an experimental subject at the mercy of others.Every day, doctors and nurses wearing masks come in and out, taking out cold needles and sticking them into their arms.During that month, he had needle holes of various sizes on his arms.

He felt very helpless, and he really couldn't bear the hopeless days without end. He cried many times. He wanted to see his sister and his father, but they didn't come to see him.When he had a fever and was unconscious, and when he vomited uncomfortably, there were only doctors and nurses in white coats, and cold needles, and nothing else.

Life is really fickle, and everything has a cyclical cause and effect.He hated hospitals, hated doctors and nurses, but never thought that ten years later, he would find a man who would be a doctor.

After he survived for a month, he finally saw his father. Wearing a thick sterile gown and a mask, Xiao Xin stood in front of his hospital bed, crying.He holds his hand.He said over and over again: "Great, great, my son is still here."

But Xiao Muyun didn't come, and his sister never showed up from the beginning to the end.

"Where's my sister? Why doesn't she come to see me?" My sister likes him so much, why doesn't she come to see him.

Xiao Xin cried and shook her head: "I don't have a sister anymore, my sister is gone."

"Where did my sister go?"

"Dad doesn't know, Dad is also looking for her."

"Why did my sister leave? Did she not want me?" The fear and grievance of the past month finally broke out. He threw himself into Xiao Xin's arms and cried loudly, so sad that Xiao Xin's heart throbbed from crying, "Why did she Don't want me anymore, why?"

"It's dad's fault, it's all dad's fault. Don't cry, be good."

With a weak constitution and a month of fear, Xiao Suoyu fainted from crying in Xiao Shen's arms.When he woke up again, he had already returned to his home, where Xiao Muyun's things were still there, only Xiao Muyun was gone.

After that, he never saw Xiao Muyun again.He thought about her all the time. Xiao Muyun was only 15 years old when he left. He couldn't imagine what a 15-year-old girl would go through while wandering alone. She was his sister and his relatives, but he lost her.

When he thinks about her like crazy, he will hug her clothes and smell the residual breath on them before he can fall asleep.Lin Fang said that he has a sister-in-law complex, maybe, he really has a sister-in-law complex.

When he was born, his mother had dystocia and died on the operating table.From the time he could remember, the only people by his side were his sister and his father. He even subconsciously respected Xiao Muyun as his mother and did not allow anyone to bully her.

But Xiao Shen said that it was because of his fault that Xiao Muyun ran away from home.

It was Xiao Xin's fault!He was the one who forced my sister away!

The sadness of losing his sister turned into hatred towards Xiao Xin. In the past ten years, he has always had a complicated attitude towards Xiao Xin, with both respect for him and hostility towards him.Many times, he didn't know how to face him.

That's why he made the decision to go mountaineering. He can fulfill his sister's wish, and he can no longer face Xiao Xin.In the next seven years, he has been outside, he has enough mountaineering experience, he has met many partners, and he even broke the world record and became the youngest person to climb Mount Everest.

But he is still very lonely, the only two relatives he has in this world, one has left him, and the other is cut off from the wall of his heart by him.That sense of loneliness was especially strong when he stood on the top of the mountain, so he never liked the scenery on the top of the mountain, and he hated the icy cold feeling brought to him by those glaciers that would not melt for thousands of years.

Until he met Lin Fang.His first impression of Lin Fang was not deep. It was nothing more than a woman who liked his appearance and wanted to seduce him. He didn't pay much attention to Lin Fang, but he never thought that he would be in Lin Fang the next day. Put it on the bed and wake up.

When he saw the hickey marks all over his body and his skin was bruised and purple, the loneliness and fear from the past swept over again.He panicked. This time, he didn't have a father by his side, let alone a sister.

But Lin Fang said: "Don't be afraid, I will take care of you."

He was moved.

He is afraid of loneliness, he is afraid that he will always be like this, slowly aging in the endless journey, until he dies, and in these long years, only himself, alone...

In the afternoon, Xiao Xin came to see him, and still brought a bag of fruit and put it on the bedside for him.

"How do you feel today? Does your body still hurt?" Xiao Shen couldn't find anything to say when facing his son.The father and son seem to have little time to have a serious heart-to-heart talk.When Xiao Suoyu needed to care, Xiao Shen was not by his side. When Xiao Suoyu grew up and had his own thoughts, Xiao Shen didn't understand what her son was thinking anymore.

Xiao Suoyu shook his head, his eyes fixed on Xiao Xin.He hasn't looked at him so seriously for a long time. His father is already so old, with white hair and wrinkles on his forehead and around the corners of his eyes.He suddenly felt very sad, ten years, he and his father have been estranged for ten years, how many ten years are there in life!

"Dad." As soon as he opened his mouth, tears rolled down his eyes.

Xiao Xin became a little anxious immediately, and quickly took out a piece of paper and handed it to him: "Why are you crying, are you upset that Dad is here, and Dad will leave immediately, don't cry, don't cry."

"No, no," he shook his head, but his tears became more and more violent, "I'm just, suddenly a little sad."

Xiao Xin's eyes were full of distress: "Is someone bullying you?"

Xiao Suoyu still shook his head, but did not speak.After waiting for a while, he calmed down and said to Xiao Xin, "Dad, sister has come to see me."