death office

It was pitch black outside the house, Mu Lan curled up on the sofa, hugged her knees and listened intently to Lian Jia's story, but Lian Jia stopped when she was listening with gusto.

Mu Lan scratched her hair, a little speechless: "What happened next? Did you have sex with your brother?"

Lian Jia didn't answer her, and smiled mysteriously: "I won't tell you."

So it's so annoying to say that people who tell this kind of story halfway through but don't go on!

Mulan rolled her eyes towards the sky, looking at the dark night outside, her heart gradually calmed down, she had been dead for three years, and she was actually very happy in the office these three years, although she always put She put on a dull and mature expression, but whenever she saw Lian Jia happily eating the meals she had prepared, and when it was cold, Lu Xuan would take a coat for herself to put on, these little things would always make her feel warm.

Mulan thought that in the 22 years before her death, she only felt the warmth from her relatives very rarely, but she felt it from two strangers in the three years after her death.This is a wonderful feeling, a bit ironic, but also a bit satisfying, satisfied that I can still have this little bit of warmth.

"Lian Jia, thank you." She was sincerely grateful.

Lian Jia twitched the corner of his mouth indifferently: "Thank you?"

"Thank you, and Lu Xuan, thank you for allowing me to have friendship, at least, it's not so regrettable." She stared into Lian Jia's eyes and said seriously.

"Cut, I didn't regard you as a friend, just a mission object! Mission object!"

Mu Lan smiled lightly, ignoring the unnatural blush on Lian Jia's ears, she got up from the sofa and walked towards her room, when she turned around she said, "Come with me to see Ji Ling tomorrow."

Behind him, a flash of pain flashed in Lian Jia's eyes, and it was fleeting.He turned his eyes away from Mu Lan's back, and moved to the window, where it was pitch black, not even the slightest light.

In fact, what is the story to tell?He and Lian Xi are brothers, even if they have feelings for each other, they will never be tolerated by the world, and Lian Xi is a person who abides by the rules, he will never allow the slightest deviation in his life, even if there is, he will definitely Will be wiped out by him!

Lian Jia and Lian Xi have no future.

That morning, nothing actually happened.Lian Xi pushed his hand away and ran into the bathroom to solve it by herself. Lian Xi stayed in it for nearly an hour, which had never been so long before.And Lian Jia was sitting on the bed, expressionless, quietly waiting for him to come out of the bathroom.

And after that day, there was like a thin film between the two, invisible and intangible, but it made the distance between them really far away.

Lian Xi changed his clothes and left the room, while Lian Jia looked at him from the beginning to the end without saying a word, just like before, neither crying nor laughing, like a ceramic doll, indifferent and reserved.Until Lian Xi left, Lian Jia didn't react at all, except for the sadness in his eyes, he was no different from before.

Later, Lian Xi seldom came to this villa, and even the nanny was dismissed by Lian Jia. The huge house was empty all day long.Lian Xi didn't know that Lian Jia often sat alone on the floor, opened the window, and let the salty sea breeze pass through the hall, while he just stared into the distance with his knees in his arms, watching the surging waves , Listen to the clear song of seagulls.

so lonely.

And when Lian Xi comes over occasionally, Lian Xi always puts on a mean expression, and teases Lian Xi from time to time, seeing the anger welling up in his eyes but not easy to flare up, seeing him being unbearable but tough on himself As if holding back and not saying anything, Lian Jia felt sad in his heart.

Later, Lian Xi almost never came to see him. He was very busy with work, and every time he took time to visit him, he was always teased, and his good temper was worn away.When Lian Jia saw Lian Xi's secretary for the first time, his expression was terribly cold, but he didn't say anything, took the shredded chicken porridge from the secretary's hand, and drove that person out of his Home.

The secretary walked out of his house, stood in the distance and couldn't help but look back at this handsome man, only to see him standing barefoot on the balcony in the open air, with his hands wide open as if he was embracing the sea, and he seemed to have a kind of Impulsive, he is about to merge with the sea.

That was the first and last time the secretary saw Lian Jia.

After that, the secretary came several times to deliver things but did not knock on the closed door again. After Lian Xi heard about it, she went to the villa once, but there was no one there. No one lived there for a long time.

Lian Xi was very disturbed, so he sent someone to look for him, and later found him in a nightclub. At that time, Lian Jia was wearing sloppy clothes, sitting with a group of people who were also in messy clothes. Two scantily clad women leaned against Lian Jia In his arms, on the table in front of him, a piece of empty wine bottles was scattered, and there were scattered white powders.It was a miasma.

Lian Xi grabbed Lian Jia by the neck and pulled him up, with anger rising on his face: "If you like to degenerate, I won't care about you in the future!"

The feeling of being choked by someone is very uncomfortable. Lian Jia didn't realize who the person in front of him was at first, and only when he heard the voice, his mind that had been chaotic all the time became clearer.Lian Jiaman smiled indifferently, pulled Lian Xi's hand away, shook his head and said, "Who cares?"

Lian Xi was so angry that his face was livid, and he left with his hands.

The smile on Lian Jia's face gradually faded, he looked at Lian Xi's leaving back expressionlessly, picked up the wine glass on the table, and drank it down in one gulp.

So far, Lian Xi has never looked for Lian Jia again, so he will not know that Lian Jia's condition is getting worse.

Sometimes he is expressionless, neither angry nor happy, and has no reaction to the outside world; In the midst of booing, he took off the clothes of the people around him and started to move regardless of their eyes.

Those people are used to Lian Jia's moodiness.The most indispensable thing in these sensual venues is people who observe words and expressions. When Lian Jia is happy, everyone mingles with him, and when he is unhappy, everyone will wisely not bother him.The long-term chaotic life made Lianjia's health very poor. He once had a gastric ulcer and cut off a third of his stomach. He couldn't stand the stimulation of alcohol for a long time.

After suffering stomach bleeding again, Lian Jia finally consciously went to see a doctor.

He couldn't forget the heartbroken and regretful expression on the doctor's face, but he still lay on the hospital bed with an indifferent expression, looking out the window, the sun was shining brightly, and everything was full of vitality, except himself. Flesh and body that are about to rot.

In fact, Lian Jia has never felt regretful. He should have died a long time ago. If Lian Xi hadn't been dragging him, his death would not have been postponed for seven years.

Lian Jia rejected the doctor's suggestion of hospitalization for chemotherapy and was discharged alone.He drove back to his villa that he hadn't lived in for a long time. He didn't go in. He saw that the yard was overgrown with weeds, and no one had taken care of it for a long time.He couldn't help laughing at himself, it turned out that Lian Xi hadn't come back either.

He looked at it quietly for a while, looking very carefully and carefully, as if he wanted to deeply engrave the appearance of the house into his mind, for fear of missing a little detail.

He looked at it for a long time and then left.It took two hours to climb up the cliff closest to my home. The moment I stood on the highest point, thousands of scenery were reflected in my eyes.At that time, it was almost dusk, and he sat on the edge of the cliff, watching quietly when the red sun was about to sink to the sea level, it sprinkled the last afterglow on the vast sea, leaving behind thousands of pieces of broken golden light.

He listened to the sound of the waves lapping on the shore, the sound he had heard for many years, the sound that accompanied him through countless sleepless nights and lonely times.In the distance, seagulls spread their wings and soar in the sky. On the sea, several sailboats docked.

He just sat quietly like this, watching and listening, for a long time, until his figure merged with the darkness, he finally moved and called Lian Xi.

"What are you doing?" In the past two years, Lian Xi's voice became more and more indifferent, even through this radio wave, it was freezing cold.

Lian Jia smiled indifferently: "Long time no see."

"..." There was only Lian Xi's soft breathing on the other end of the phone.

"Want to hear the sound of the sea?" Without asking Lianxi's opinion, Lianjia pressed the PA button, and the broken and deep voice immediately reached Lianxi's ears.The sea breeze at night was very strong, covering a lot of the sound of the waves, and Lian Xi could only hear the whistling wind and a little sound of water through the receiver.

As for Lian Jia, he remained silent all the time, so quiet that Lian Xi was a little unsure if he was still on the other end of the phone.

"What on earth are you trying to do?" Lian Xi's angry voice came from the receiver, and Lian Jia finally moved, turned off the speaker, and put the phone next to his ear.

"Lianxi, do you hate me?" Lian Jia didn't intend to listen to Lianxi's answer, he laughed at himself, "I also hate myself. How can there be someone like me? My dearest person I couldn't even shed tears when I passed away, but I was really sad, so uncomfortable that I couldn't even cry."

On the other end of the phone, there was only the sound of Lian Xi's unhurried breathing, and Lian Jia said softly, "Brother, do you think I'm a particularly pretentious and annoying person in your heart? But let me tell you, it will be very fast, really fast." Hurry up, no one will bother you any more. I, a drag bottle, will never trouble you again. "

"Lian Jia!" Lian Xi's voice suddenly amplified, with tension that he didn't even notice, "What do you want to do?!"

"Lian Xi, I'm tired. I'm really tired after living like a walking dead for seven years. You are doing well now, what else can I do? A burden that drags you down, a burden that makes you lose face in front of other people. Brother, I always tease you. I hope you hate me and stay away from me so that I won't burden you. But brother , I, I really... like you very much."

Lian Xi's breath trembled slightly.

"I like you, it's not a joke, it's not the liking of a younger brother to an older brother, it's the kind of liking between lovers, brother, do you feel sick? But it doesn't matter, anyway, I think you already know that I hold this for you You are alienating me. You are disgusted with my feelings, but you can't let go of your responsibility as a brother, I know it all."

"You're tired too, aren't you? So now, it's all over. As long as I die, everything will be over. Brother, you have to live a good life, take off all the burdens and live easily, and never Someone is bothering you."

Lian Jia looked at the distance, the twilight was deep and there was not even a little starlight, and the sea area was now dark at a glance, and nothing could be seen.But Lian Jia has been watching quietly, with a slight smile on his face.

"Lian Jia, what do you want to do? Don't do anything stupid, do you hear that!" Lian Xi's voice finally lost its usual calmness and trembled slightly.

"Goodbye, Lian Xi."

He looked down at his feet, the light on the phone screen was very limited, he could hear the sound of the waves hitting the cliff below the cliff, but he couldn't see anything.

He hung up the phone and jumped.

There was a splash and everything disappeared.