death office

"Ah, Ah Lan?!" Ji Ling's face was filled with shock that was hard to hide.

Mu Lan smiled lightly.His gaze moved away from Ji Ling's face, stayed on the woman beside him for a while, and then returned to him. Seeing his unbelievable expression, he felt a little pleased.

"Long time no see, Ji Ling." The smile on Mu Lan's face deepened, showing a trace of adult charm on her still immature face, with a bit of bright and charming style.

The woman next to Ji Ling looked at Mu Lan who appeared out of nowhere in surprise, and then looked at Ji Ling's disbelief and the familiar atmosphere between the two, and without asking any further questions, she quietly picked up the milk that fell on the ground The cup was picked up.He called the child who was playing in the yard again: "Lanlan, go into the house with mom."

After the woman brought the child into the room, Mu Lan walked over and sat down on the chair the woman had just sat on.

"I haven't seen you for so many years. Your son is so old." When Mu Lan said this, she was still smiling, but there was no smile in her eyes.

Ji Ling didn't say a word, just looked at her seriously.Her face remained unchanged, just like when I saw her for the first time many years ago, she was childish but mature, weak but with an unyielding will.

"He's not my son." Ji Ling said softly.

Mu Lan obviously didn't believe it.

I heard Ji Ling smiled slightly, and explained in a low voice: "To be precise, he is not my biological son. The person who just entered is my sister Qiao Qiao. She was just pregnant a few years ago, and her husband died She died in an accident. At the beginning, she insisted on marrying that person despite her parents' objections, and severed ties with her family. At that time, her parents didn't care about her when something happened, and then she came to rely on me."

Mu Lan suddenly didn't know whether to believe what he said.What if this is another lie?She was silent and didn't know how to react, and she heard Ji Ling continue: "I had a falling out with the family because of the fact that my father and her mother were together, but my relationship with Qiao Qiao is very good. She said that the child can't Without a father, I promised to help her. Anyway, I was not doing well at that time, and I needed someone to take care of me. I asked her to move to my place, and we have been together in the name of husband and wife. After the child was born, my surname was mine. This The secret will be kept until the day the child comes of age."

Mu Lan felt that her throat was astringent, and she was very uncomfortable: "What's that child's name?"

Looking at Mu Lan's face, Ji Ling said seriously: "Ji Silan, Missing Si, blue blue."

"Ji Ling, what do you mean by naming this child?!"

Ji Ling smiled helplessly: "I thought you could understand."

As if being hit by a blunt object, Mu Lan's face paled instantly. She looked at Ji Ling in disbelief, opened her mouth to say something, but said nothing.After a long time, her shock turned into anger. She looked at Ji Ling's gentle appearance as always, but felt that the nameless anger was about to burn her out!

"Silan, huh, what a Silan! I didn't know that you, Ji Ling, were still such an infatuated person. After I died, you still wanted to give my name to your son. Why? Recite his name to commemorate me Is it?!" Mu Lan scolded anxiously, so many years of longing, love and hatred, and despair turned into anger, and all of them were vented out.

"No, haven't you, Ji Ling, always been an infatuated kind? When you made love to me, you were thinking of another person, right? Your infatuation is really cheap. When you are with Xinhuan, you miss your ex. You and those people What's the difference between eating what's in the bowl and looking at the stinky man in the pot! I used to like you so much in vain. Doesn't my liking seem ridiculous to you? You don't care about my feelings at all. How can you do this? I, how could I fall in love with such a person?"

A line of tears fell from Mu Lan's eyes, blurring her carefully painted makeup.

Ji Ling stretched out his hand to help her write it off, but watched in amazement as his hand passed through Mu Lan's body.

"I'm already dead." Mu Lan watched his movements coldly and said.

Ji Ling smiled bitterly: "So the news back then was true. I thought it was just a dream."

Mu Lan had nothing to say.

In fact, she had a lot to say. Before she came to see Ji Ling, she had been thinking about it for a long time. How to say it, how to ask it, so that the once infatuated self would not look like a joke, and Ji Ling would understand that there was such a An unbearable person loves him and can't even forget him until his death.

But when I actually saw it, I didn't know where to start.He couldn't feel or understand her anger, her sadness, and her hopelessness.

"Alan, I'm sorry." Ji Ling's tone was full of unspeakable regret. For such a gentle man, when he showed a sad expression, it's hard for a woman not to be moved by him. "I can't forgive myself the most in my life. The only thing is that I didn't tell you the secret earlier."

"What secret?"

"There was never any first love, and there was no other woman, only you." After Ji Ling finished speaking every word, it was like thunder in Mu Lan's ears.

"Do you know what you're talking about?!" Mu Lan stood up angrily, her eyes shot straight at Ji Ling like a sharp arrow, "Are you showing your infatuation to me? After so many years, your lying skills It's still so bad, do you think I will still trust you?"

Ji Ling smiled helplessly: "Look, you are still so defensive, just like a hedgehog. You also said that my lying skills are so bad, why did you believe that story full of loopholes back then?"

Mu Lan stared at him with wide eyes, her mind went blank.She recalled what Ji Ling said over and over again, not knowing how to react.

"Originally, I wanted to tell you the truth, but when I was with you, you looked like you didn't care about it at all, so I kept procrastinating until you... passed away, and the secret was gone again." There is no chance to say it." Ji Ling always speaks in a calm manner, making people feel calm but always unable to detect his emotions.But the word "death" paused in his mouth for a long time before he said it, trembling slightly.

"Why, why did you lie to me? You lied to me from the first time we met!" Why didn't you tell me the truth earlier?Maybe there won't be so many regrets.Mu Lan burst into tears.

"Because you are such a sensitive person, you won't trust others easily. Ji Ling has nothing to do with it." Qiao Qiao walked out of the room, pushing a wheelchair in his hand.

Mu Lan saw Ji Ling, with Qiao Qiao's support, slowly move from the stone bench he was sitting on to the wheelchair with difficulty.She looked at Ji Ling's legs that could barely move by herself in surprise, her face full of astonishment: "You, your legs... what's going on?"

Ji Ling followed her gaze to look at himself, and smiled bitterly: "There was an accident five years ago, that's all."

How can it be!Mu Lan threw herself in front of Ji Ling, reaching out to touch him, but she could only watch helplessly as her hands passed through Ji Ling's body again and again.It was the first time that Mu Lan hated her powerlessness so much.

How did her Ji Ling become like this?

Qiao Qiao took a thin blanket to cover Ji Ling's legs, and then said softly to Mu Lan: "Five years ago, when Ji Ling was preparing for your wedding, he injured his head in an accident and couldn't walk anymore. .”

"Wedding?" Mu Lan's face was blank for a moment.

"En." Qiao Qiao nodded, "Ji Ling wants to marry you, but he has been secretly preparing for the wedding and asked us to keep it a secret from you."

Mu Lan looked at Ji Ling, wanting to know if Qiao Qiao was telling the truth.Ji Ling just looked a little embarrassed and smiled, acquiescing.Mu Lan suddenly burst into tears.

"Idiot! Idiot! What kind of marriage are you? Who wants to marry you? Who allowed you to secretly prepare for the wedding? Can't you tell me, I just want to be with you, as long as we are together, Nothing else matters."

Why don't you tell me that you like me too, so that I won't be so worried about gains and losses;

Why do you prepare these secretly, I don't care at all;

why we miss so much;

Why are there so many regrets?

Ji Ling wanted to touch her hair, so he stretched out his hand and stayed in the void for a moment, then retracted helplessly.

"Be good, don't cry." Ji Ling looked at Mu Lan's teary eyes with pity, her face was completely covered in makeup, like a little tabby cat, "Such a poor Ah Lan will make my heart hurt."

Mu Lan wiped away her tears, her voice trembling slightly: "Ji Ling, why do you like people like me? I don't come from a good background, I don't look very good, and I have a bad temper..."

"I like it no matter how bad it is." Ji Ling gently interrupted her, "From now on, don't say such self-deprecating words. Alan is very good. In my heart, Alan is the best."

Mulan's eyes sparkled, and she was deeply moved. She heard Ji Ling say: "The first time I saw you, it was not at your house, it was earlier than this. At that time, I I passed by a street with my friend and saw a lot of people gathered together. My friend pulled me up to watch, and then I saw you. You were dragged by your father to go home, and you screamed and refused to go back. I Seeing the despair and stubbornness in your eyes, I wanted to help you but was pulled away by my friend. But it's strange, I always think of you after I leave."

"I'm curious, how can a little girl have such eyes, it looks like an old man who has experienced many vicissitudes. I searched for help and finally found you. That day at your house, you didn't know how nervous I was , I was so nervous that I didn’t even know what to say.”

No wonder Ji Ling asked such an inappropriate question.Mu Lan thought in a mess.

"Although I know your age is not what you look like, but I dare not tell you, Alan, I fell in love with you at first sight. I am very afraid that you will think that I am a lover, child, and fetish, and I am also worried that you will not accept me. , I can only fabricate a false story and portray myself as a scumbag who betrayed his old love, maybe this way you won't have so many defenses."

"But I didn't expect that once I told a lie, I couldn't expose it again. I wanted to tell you countless times that I was sincere to you, not just kidding, but I didn't know how to say it. I want to promise you A wedding that allows you to marry me in a glorious manner, but it is no match for so many accidents in life."

Through the thin glass lens, Mu Lan saw Ji Ling's eye circles were red.