[Death] fleeting dye

"You are the son of talent, destiny made you so extraordinary."

I opened my eyes and saw my mother at the bedside stroking the bangs on my forehead, and said softly.

How many times have I heard this sentence.

I really hate that phrase.

I've been hearing this phrase for as long as I can remember.

When other people’s children were playing outside, I could only stay in this ancient room, reading many military books and some messy books, and desperately learning how to fight with swords and ghosts.

I still remember that one day, when I stared at the children outside, I felt envious, turned my head, and said to my mother, "Mother, I want to go out to play too."

"Pa——" Feeling the sting on my face, I opened my eyes wide, and the mother in front of me looked angry, and tears flowed out involuntarily.

It was the first time in my life that I was beaten.

"Still crying, why are you crying? How can you waste your talent?!"

I don't understand.

Why does my mother keep saying that I am talented, extraordinary...why should I be like this?Is it because my surname is Sanye?

It's not fair, my lord mother.

I didn't say it out loud, in my opinion, my mother is omnipotent.

She is proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and she is also very good at fighting with swords and ghosts, which made her late father even choose to marry her to be with her.

My mother rubbed my head and sighed in a low voice: "Liu Yue, don't blame me."

"Mother..." I looked at her suspiciously, and finally chose to ask, "Mother, why do I have to be extraordinary? Sister Liuqin is much better than me."

I am just the third young lady of the Sanye family, whether it is the spiritual power of Sanye Liuqin or the beauty and dancing skills of Sanye Liuwu, I am not as good as them.

Why me?

My mother lowered her head, I couldn't see her expression clearly: "Don't worry...they won't be an obstacle to your progress."

go ahead?

what forward?

I looked at my lord mother in bewilderment, and obediently didn't ask.

I have known for a long time that some things cannot be asked, and even if I ask, I will not get an answer.

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Meeting him was the culmination of my life.

I never thought there would be such a gentle person.

Yes, the first feeling he gave me was gentleness.

I quietly watched him beheading Xu Xu in a smooth and smooth manner, and he had a different style in the death tyrant costume.

Peerless elegance.

The word is really not too much for him.

I saw him turn around and held out his hand to me: "Are you all right?"

At that moment, I found that I was moved.

I was not young at that time, and I will have a coming-of-age ceremony next year.

He sent me home, I turned my head and saw the armband on his arm.

——Six seats in the fifth team.

I quickly remembered his name, Aizen Soyousuke.

I also believe that he will not be just a six seater.

After sending me home, my mother warmly entertained him and asked him to come again next time.

Immediately, the weight of sword walking and ghost fighting became more important in my studies. My mother scolded me and said what would I do if Aizen-san didn't arrive.

I didn't answer.

I'm too weak, even if my mother keeps saying that I'm not so ordinary, I still don't believe it.

I must be strong.

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After setting up the goal, I worked very hard, but no matter what, I couldn't beat Sanye Liuqin.

Her Reiatsu talent is too strong, I can't surpass her.

When I was knocked down by her again, my mother's originally angry expression suddenly became very calm.

I was secretly curious, but I just swallowed my curiosity.

Finally, I understood the reason for the mother's expression.

Sanye Liuqin, dead.

——Dead people are not worth worrying about at all.

I opened the door and glared at my mother. This was the first time I was so angry: "Mother! Why are you doing this?"

"I've said it all, she won't be your obstacle." My mother touched my face lovingly, and I reached out to knock it off: "But she is my own sister after all!!"

Mother restrained her smile: "Sure enough, this is not enough..."

……what happened?

I suddenly felt a sense of terror, and the eyes of my mother staring at me gradually became a little fiery: "Sure enough, you still can't reach her level...that magical and powerful her."

Who is she?

Subconsciously, I took a step back, opened the door, and rushed out.

No.

It wasn't me that my lord mother saw.

Has your mother been looking at someone through me all this time?

I suddenly felt that all the solid defenses in my heart were broken.

Even my mother never treated me sincerely, so who should I trust?

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I looked at the place in front of me and frowned silently.

I came here subconsciously, at the Fifth Team.

——In this world, probably I can only trust him.

Standing silently at the door, despite everyone's suspicious gazes.

"Little sister, who are you looking for?"

I didn't answer, just quietly waiting for that person to appear.

Finally, he appeared.

Looking at the adjutant's logo on his arm, I was in a daze again.

Just before I knew it, the distance between us was getting farther and farther.

"Aizan vice-captain..."

I saw a moment of surprise in his eyes, and then he became clear: "Is that Sanye Sang?"

Clover mulberry.

He called me Sanye Sang.

I was a little apprehensive for a moment, but after thinking about it, it seemed that this was the second time we met, so I nodded.

He smiled: "Then, Sanye Sang, come with me."

·

I was sitting in his room, talking to him intermittently about what had happened recently, feeling a little excited.

He glanced at me reassuringly, then said, "I see."

"Sanye Sang, you should go back."

"...?"

"Anyway, Ms. Nami is still doing it for your own good, right? As for the other person you thought she saw through you, are you wrong?"

I don't argue.

But I know I'm right.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that Mother was looking at someone else, not me.

I raised my head: "Then, Aizen-san, can I continue to come here in the future?"

"Okay." He smiled softly as always.

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After going back, everything seemed to be back to normal again.

Mother didn't say anything, she still taught me as usual.

It's just that I see him more and more often, and my mother didn't say anything about it.

When I stood at the gate of the Fifth Division again, all the team members were no stranger to this.

It's just that Mako Hirako, the captain of the [-]th team, gave me a meaningful look, and said in a voice that I could barely hear: "Yousuke Sou is not as good as you think."

I frowned, I don't like this captain.

But I'm also used to being silent.

"Souyousuke, you're here." I waved my hand, gesturing for him to come over.

Yes, I called him Soyousuke.

When I expressed my heart to him after a year, he touched my head and said, "Are you sure, Liuyue, it will be very painful."

I shook my head: "I don't mind."

I really like the person in front of me.

I like it very much.

Even if he is not what I imagined, I like him too.

I know he is not that simple.

I realized it early on, I could see his ambition.

But so what, it has nothing to do with my liking him.

At that time, I really thought that we would be together and grow old forever.

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"Liu Yue," suddenly one day, he stretched out his hand to me, "Come and help me?"

Even against the light, I can still see the depth in his eyes.

He finally showed in front of me, his ambition.

I waited five years.

"Okay." I shook it without hesitation.

Then everything went so smoothly.

He said, Soul Soul Realm is mine, and Liu Yue, you have to help me.

He said that the current soul world is really rotten.

He also said that the central room 46 should be eliminated first.

I found that I was farther away from him than before.

Sometimes, because I was close to him, his admirers would come and make trouble for me.

Looking at the young and immature faces, I suddenly realized that it might be good not to know his truth.

My heart is old.

I want to be the head of the Sanye family because he wants it.

My mother looks at me more and more gratified every day, it seems that I am more and more like "her".

It doesn't matter if Mother doesn't care about me, I still have Soyousuke.

The first time we kissed was at dusk under the twinklings.

The first time we went to bed was in his room.

I thought we would always be together.

In this way, until the end of time.

·

Finally one day, I was pregnant.

When I told him, Soyou interface looked pale, and he patted my head: "Liu Yue, I'm sorry, I can't tell others that this is my child."

I know that someone has noticed him.

Just like Mako Hirako back then, I couldn't trouble him.

He only heard him say again: "Gao Shannan is pretty good. As a member of Room 46 of the Central Committee, he is also the chief officer of the first team."

I opened my mouth, probably guessing what he said.

"Then, it should be good as a marriage partner."

I suddenly felt bitingly cold.

This man in front of me is more dangerous than I thought.

He can be so ruthless, so ruthless that it shocks me.

But I decided early on that as long as he wanted it, and as long as I could, I would help him.

I just stretched out my hand quietly: "Souyousuke, are you going to leave me?"

"...No, Liu Yue." His voice was still so gentle.

I slowly closed my eyes, turned and left.

We kissed here.

Now, we can only go our separate ways.

Thank you, Soyousuke, at least you gave me the most beautiful lie in the end.

Yes, I know what he said is false.

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Sanye Liuli, I really never paid attention to her.

Until I saw her say with an admiring expression that she probably fell in love with Soyousuke.

I just snorted coldly, she never saw the real Soyousuke.

However, I just realized that I was wrong.

I could tell from Soyousuke's expression that he was probably interested in her.

I used it for five years, waiting until he showed me his real look.

For her, it was just one year.

Why?

When I heard Sanye Liuli's words that faded away all cowardice, I suddenly realized that I had misread.

She sees too clearly, more thoroughly than I do.

But such a person is really pitiful. Even if he wants to get drunk in the future, he will still be sober.

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Later, the truth about my marriage with Gao Shannan was exposed by her.

All lost.

I don't want to struggle anymore, because Soyousuke doesn't need it.

I can't get him into trouble.

At the beginning, he provided me with all the plans and evidence to prove that Gao Shannan was addicted to drugs. Now that everything has been exposed, I don't want to reveal him.

It doesn't matter anyway.

·

I sat in a very deserted residence with my mother.

All her actions are no longer glamorous, and she curses me every day, saying that it is because I have hurt her.

I did not speak.

That's all.

Finally one day, I waited for someone.

Three-leaf glass.

She threw me a knife, her expression was a little sad, and there was some pity.

mercy?

I don't need such feelings, Sanye Liuyue, how could I want pity from others?

"He..." I suddenly felt that my voice was hoarse and terrifying.

Sanye Liuli sighed: "Liuyue, you should solve it yourself."

"how is he?"

I still asked.

Sanye Liuli probably knew who he was, because she replied to me: "Very well, and he knows about it."

Am I being discarded?

I am still an outcast.

But it doesn't matter, I decided early on, as long as he wants to, I will do it.

including dying.

I just quietly looked at the person in front of me, and raised my knife: "Liuli, don't be like me."

The moment I cut my neck, I suddenly thought, the people in the Sanye family are still pitiful.

Like me, also like Liuli.

Also, I think anyone can like him if he wants to.

However, he cared too little.

The reason why I thought I would grow old together with him back then was just my own delusion.

After all, he was too heartless.

I suddenly thought again, the unattainable love is really pitiful.

The author has something to say:

The writing is very smooth.

Sanye Liuyue is not bad...【Sigh

All poor children.

The person Mitsuba Nami saw through Sanye Liuyue laid a foreshadowing for the time being.

This has something to do with the Sanye family.

A little hint:

In terms of Aizen Soyousuke's ability, of course he knew that Mitsuha Nami was looking at someone through her, so why did he want to appease her?

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Unattainable love is really pitiful. ——Rain from Yungai

The official update will start tomorrow... I'm so tired recently.