Chi Sen forgot to tell Gu Ruo that the water is sometimes gentle enough to drown those who enter it.After Gu Ruo easily knocked his life away, he knew that one day he would drown in the pool.The scariest thing is to choose this fate by yourself.

Chi Sen didn't dare to ask Gu Ruo why he struck up a conversation with him that day, whether it was a whim or a long-planned plan.Chi Sen couldn't tell what Gu Ruo felt when he expressed that he wanted to be friends with him, he had never imagined, nor did he dare to imagine.Who wants to believe that this kind of novel-like plot will happen in reality, for someone as high as Gu Ruo to talk to him is condescending, with sympathy and pity.Chi Sen doesn't believe in the so-called "empathy". Who would wear other people's shoes and tell others how they feel, all they can do is say "Your feet stink".Yes, it really fucking stinks.

What Chi Sen hates the most is the way a good student puts on a gesture that seems to sympathize with the people at the bottom.Feelings can never be understood by sympathy, even if you understand, so what, it's not that you will never figure out all your thoughts.The smoke ring rose little by little, fascinating the eyes, and the Gu Ruo in front of him was not real.

Chi Sen was inexplicably angry today. He came to the top floor to smoke and drink, but he didn't expect to meet Gu Ruo.It's fine if you meet him, but he never expected that Gu Ruo would stalk and post it.My stomach began to contract and shrink. Sure enough, drinking too much cold beer is not good.Chi Sen has too many things on his mind, and only drunkenness can whitewash the peace.If there is too much water stored, there must be a gap to break the embankment, just in case someone sticks their fingers into the hole.

(river crab)

Maybe her feelings for Gu Ruo were wrong at the beginning.Chi Sen forcefully put down the beer bottle in his hand.It was because I was dazed for a while, because I couldn't bear the loneliness for a while, and because I was soft-hearted for a while, that gave Gu Ruo an opportunity.Chi Sen comforted himself that this was not a shirk of responsibility, he knew that a slap would not be enough, but he could hardly suppress the regret in his heart.

He had never loved a man at all, or more precisely, he had never loved a human being.Maybe he had slept with so many women, but that was your wish. Everyone knows that the rule of the game is to leave the scene silently and alone, but Gu Ruo doesn't understand, what he wants is not only the body, but also the body. It is the promise of the heart.Who knows how long love can last, there is still time to make love right now, just have fun, who cares about the length of time, as long as it is not too short.But feelings can't do it, it is always easy to be tied together by forever.But what the hell is forever, who the hell has seen it.Like aliens, always heard of, but no one has seen.Using unrealistic things to tie things that are inherently unstable just makes people want to escape even more.

Chi Sen was reluctant to pull away from it, but he also couldn't refuse the person who was kneeling at his feet and serving him hard.Some things can be enjoyed by spending a little money, but there is no need to worry about the hopeless promises being difficult to realize. To be honest, which man does not desire.

(river crab)

Selfishness... Chi Sen couldn't stop the cigarettes in his mouth and the beer that was opened one after another, and he couldn't stop the desire from his crotch that continued to stimulate his brain nerves.Knowing that I was doing deviant things, but the guilt seemed insignificant before the physiological needs, and even fanned the flames, becoming the condiment of sex.

The person under the crotch did not work harder than Gu Ruobu, looking down at him swallowing slowly, the man's most primitive impulse was fully revealed.Who doesn't love this condescending feeling?Did Gu Ruo have the same idea when he pursued him?Is there an inexplicable desire to look at people who are much weaker than themselves?Chi Sen didn't give himself an answer.He closed his eyes, put his hands on the man's head, and with a little force, his mouth was a few centimeters closer to his body.People who do bad things always have thousands of excuses. In the final analysis, they are all tired of doing good things.

Chi Sen took out a small wad of hundred-dollar bills from his pocket, slapped the face of the person who was working under his crotch, and said cynically, "Be nice to me. The money is all fucking yours." Chi Sen didn't want to Thinking about the money was given by Gu Ruo, I don't want to think about how Gu Ruo got the money.

One wrong step, one wrong step, if the first step is wrong, I would rather lose everything than turn around and cry.Dignity is the most terrible emotion man has ever invented.Even if you are beaten to blood by reality, you have to force a smile on your face and say, "I'm fine." Who knows what it feels like to have a lump in your throat, and who cares?nobody.No one can understand except you really know yourself.If you don't want to say it, if you can't say it, if you don't want to say it, don't expect other people to have supernatural powers to read your inner thoughts.

That's how fucking fucked up humans are.Chi Sen is no stranger to hitting a swollen face to pretend to be fat.He finally couldn't bear the colic in his stomach, and before he had time to answer Gu Ruo's friend request, he fainted on the ground as soon as his eyes went dark.

From the very beginning, the story was not what I wanted. Even if there were ups and downs in the middle and made people cry, there was no way to get back on track in the ending.

The last scene before Chi Sen lost consciousness was the panicked Gu Ruo shaking him and asking "what's the matter with you", and Gu Ruo kissing without saying a word.

Life is afraid that some things are too late to do.People in love are all the same.

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