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"So, you forgive him just like that?"

In the coffee shop of Zia Cafeteria, Yang Qili asked with a frown while stirring a cup of coffee in front of her.

From drinking only espresso to cappuccino now, I have to admit that love can really change a woman a lot.

"Not anymore..." Lei Meng was seriously distressed, holding the lemonade in his hand, "Tell me, what should I do?"

It doesn't matter to forgive, and we didn't get together very seriously.To be precise, there is not even a formal beginning like "Let's be together", "Let's fall in love", "I like you".If you regard love as a song, then at least one person must press the start button first, right?Ramon felt like he was holding onto a CD player and someone was holding back on inserting the disc.

So, there was no cheating, no cheating, and no betrayal.How can we forgive such feelings?

"Why do you ask me, I have never been taken as a repentance." Yang Qili shrugged and added another bag of sugar to the coffee.

Lei Meng could hear the sarcasm in her words, because he was not sure how much he cared about Xu Yao, so he didn't dare to say more: "I think I'm very strange... It was very sad when we were separated, and I chased him to the country of America, but now I come back Yes, I feel again..."

"How to say?"

"Now I'm starting to think again, is this kind of life really what I want? Are we really suitable? There are still many questions in the future, just press the start button like this, and don't you want to look back?" Raymond rambled As she spoke, she didn't notice that Yang Qili's brows were getting tighter and tighter.

"...Probably, that's it. Killy, do you understand me?"

"I don't understand." Yang Qili drank the coffee in the cup and threw the stirring spoon into the cup, making a tinkling sound.She obviously wouldn't do this kind of rude action before, she was always very decent and delicate, and never made a single mistake.

"Then you want to separate?"

Raymond thought for a while: "It's not..."

"Then what do you want?"

"I have no idea……"

Yang Qili stood up as if she couldn't stand him, ready to leave.As soon as she took a step, she seemed to think of something, she stepped back again, sighed, and said to Raymond: "You still have at least one person to love."

Lei Meng raised his head in a daze, only seeing her leaving back.

After the lunch break, Raymond walked slowly from the coffee shop to the project management department.Sitting in the office, turning on the computer, the pile of emails flooded the inbox in an instant like a flood of floodgates.After spending the whole morning in the meeting room, Raymond beat Chaos's head, resigned himself to his fate, and began to process the mail.

The position of director of the project management department came too suddenly.At first, he thought that he was just a temporary substitute, and he was focused on waiting for the new director to take office.Later, a letter of appointment confirmed the position, and he thought it was Song Sifan's price for staying in the United States.Now that Song Sifan has come back as he wished, he is a little restless.

But now he discovered that the only advantage of being a director is that he is busy.Very busy, so busy that I don't have the mind to think about it.

Lei Meng finally cleared his mind of distracting thoughts and devoted himself to work seriously, when a message popped up in the chat tool.

[Sifan]: Are you free after get off work?

Lei Meng withdrew his fingers from the keyboard like an electric shock, for fear of accidentally typing something strange and sending it out.

why?

Obviously, such a long time has passed in the middle, and so many things have gone through, and the relationship has also changed.Why can this guy date himself as if nothing happened?

[Sifan]: Are you there?

Raymond touched his lips subconsciously, the kiss in the morning was still a little soft to the touch, and he stared at the computer screen with a complex face, all the time mixed.

[Sifan]: I saw you enter the office!

"..." Then you are still asking a fart!Raymond typed reluctantly on the keyboard.

【Cute】: Yes.available.

[Sifan]: Then I will wait for you in the parking lot after get off work.

after get off work?Lei Meng imagined the scene when he and Song Sifan got into the same car under the eyes of everyone when he got off work...

[Meng Meng Da]: I haven't finished my work in the morning, so I probably have to work overtime.

[Sifan]: Alright, then I'll wait for you.

Secretly relieved, Raymond closed the dialog box.He didn't intend to hide this relationship, nor did he treat it as an underground affair, but he just felt that he couldn't face it.

Can't face the colleagues who have worked together for many years, can't face the female employee who had a crush on Song Sifan (many people thought he had a good relationship with Song Sifan and asked him to give him a small gift), and couldn't even face the pair of uncle guards who see through the world. Eye.

How would they see themselves?How will you treat this relationship?And his rocket-like promotion speed, how many people thought he betrayed his body by opening the back door?

It seems okay if I am just a simple employee, but sitting in this independent office and looking at the busy subordinates outside through the glass window, I feel that I cannot face it.

Thinking of that, he kind of hated Lucia.Since you returned Song Sifan, return me too!

Or just resign?Then be with Song Sifan openly and aboveboard?Lei Meng thought of Lei Zhentian who was doing rehabilitation at home, so he hesitated again.Zia's salary is very high, especially the annual salary of the director. It is difficult to find such a generous salary outside.Lei Zhentian still needs to take medicine and go to the hospital regularly, and Lei Meng is about to take the university entrance exam. If she wants to study abroad, she must start saving money now...

Lei Meng sat blankly on the seat for a long time, thinking of this and that, accidentally glanced at the time on the desktop, remembered the date with Song Sifan, quickly put all of this behind, and started to deal with the mail.

Whether it was intentional or not, he procrastinated until 07:30 before finishing the work. He told Song Sifan online and waited at the entrance of the parking lot.

The general manager's office is on the top floor, and Song Sifan took a while to come down.Lei Meng looked around wildly, but he didn't dare to look at him: "By the way, I didn't drive your BMW today...you're going to feel wronged and sit in my little button..."

"No, Xiaohong has already given it to you." Song Sifan led him to the parking space reserved for the general manager of the parking lot, took out the sensor switch from his pocket, and a sports car blinked at the corner.

"I have a DBS in the United States, but now it's out of sale, so I had to buy a Vanquish." Song Sifan said with a regretful tone, "Some things, once they pass, they can't come back."

The LOGO of the sports car looks like a roc bird fluttering its wings, the body is dark red, and the door is also pure red leather interior.

Lei Meng sat in the sports car silently, and when Song Sifan also sat in, the small space suddenly became crowded.After he lit the fire, Raymond thought of a very important thing: "Is your driving skill really good for driving a sports car?"

Song Sifan thought for a while, then smiled slowly: "I'm also a little worried when you say that...or should I drive it for you?"

Raymond's eyes immediately turned into that of a pornographic uncle watching pornographic movies. Like a big blowfly, he sat in the driver's seat while drooling and rubbing his hands.

The 6.0L engine roared like thunder, and when Raymond stepped on the accelerator, the sports car sped out like a wild horse.

Lei Meng turned to the high speed and drove two laps happily. After he was fully familiar with the performance of the car, he suddenly remembered the purpose of the two driving out.

After getting off the expressway and barely stopping at a red light intersection, Lei Meng froze, not daring to turn his head to look at Song Sifan, and asked cautiously, "Well...where shall we eat?"

Song Sifan looked at his watch and said lightly, "Before I knew it, it was already nine o'clock... Well, it seems that I can only go for supper!"

Raymond was sweating profusely.

"Or find a place to have supper?" Song Sifan asked.

"Whatever..." Lei Meng didn't dare to express his anger, as if he was completely at the mercy of others.

"That's it..." Song Sifan thought about it seriously, "Then go to my house."

"……What?"

As a result, Lei Meng, who had soft hands and feet while driving, obediently drove to Song Sifan's community without any resistance.

The little red BMW was driven by Raymond for maintenance on the weekend, and the parking space just vacated for Aston?Martin.

Lei Meng parked the car and followed Song Sifan into the elevator.The crowded and suffocating feeling in the elevator returned. Fortunately, the elevator arrived not long after, and Raymond seemed to rush out the door.

Song Sifan didn't seem to notice his abnormality at all, took the key to open the door, and walked in first.Lei Meng followed behind, stretched his head and knocked in, and the imaginary dusty scene was completely gone. All the furniture and floors were cleaned very clean, and the sheets and quilts were still hanging on the balcony.

"Is there someone living in your house?"

"How could there be someone? I just asked the cleaning lady to clean and change regularly."

"Oh..." Lei Meng found a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them on. When he bent over and got up, he suddenly felt blessed. He asked the cleaning aunt to clean it regularly because he knew he would definitely come back?

Raymond didn't dare to ask, he opened the refrigerator and looked, and it was actually full of fresh ingredients.

"Your cleaning aunt is really good..." He couldn't help but sigh.

After playing with other people's cars, he was too embarrassed to ask Song Sifan to cook. He picked out a few easy-to-handle ingredients, and turned to Song Sifan who was sitting leisurely on the sofa: "What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever, you can do whatever you want."

Fortunately, this is the answer. If Song Sifan is really picky, Lei Meng can't do anything.

Thanks to living alone outside for a long time, Lei Meng still lived up to everyone's expectations and cooked up a few home-cooked dishes, served rice, arranged it on the table, and greeted Song Sifan for dinner.

When it was time to take a seat, Lei Meng found that he couldn't untie the knot of the apron on the back, and couldn't see the back, but became more and more anxious and confused.

Song Sifan put down his chopsticks and walked to him, gently took his hand away: "Let me do it."

Lei Meng stood still and let Song Sifan untie it for him.The room that was noisy just now suddenly quieted down. The sound of the range hood running, the sound of cooking in the oil pan, and the sound of the rice cooker gurgling and boiling all disappeared.Lei Meng could even hear Song Sifan's regular breathing behind him, gently blowing the skin on the back of his neck.

This scene, so familiar, so natural, seems to have happened countless times.

Raymond's heart, which had been clamoring all day, calmed down unexpectedly.

Since Yang Qili can change so much for love, so can I.He thought, don't think of this as a continuation, but as a new beginning.Song Sifan finally pressed the start button, and he could put down the CD player in his arms and ask him to dance.

"Okay." Song Sifan took off the apron for him, hung it in the kitchen, and thoughtfully helped him pull out the chair before he sat down again, "Then, now come and try your handicraft."

"No, don't expect too much." Raymond smiled slyly, very self-aware of his cooking skills.

Song Sifan took a sip under his expectation: "Well, it's delicious."

"really?"

"real."

Raymond breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved.He picked up the bowl, and music flowed out of his heart.

After eating, Lei Meng rushed to wash the dishes, and Song Sifan stood by the sink, chatting with him.

"What are your plans when you return to the Porcelain Country?"

"I want to buy this apartment."

"The landlord is willing to sell?"

"If you don't want to sell it, just buy something else." Song Sifan shrugged indifferently.Raymond realized that what he meant was that money was not bad anyway.

"What about the company?"

"I plan to move Zia's headquarters to City B."

"What, what?" Raymond didn't pay attention, and the porcelain plate full of foam slipped from his hand and fell into the sink.He quickly picked up the porcelain plate, and continued to clean it when he found that it was not broken, "Can Lucia agree?"

"Max agrees."

"Who is Max?"

"My grandfather, the honorary chairman of Zia Group."

"Oh..." Lei Meng thought about the plot of the grandpa and grandson fighting the head of the family in the matriarchal society. It is certain that Song Sifan really intends to stay in City B and will not leave.

Raymond's heart moved slightly, and he looked up at him.

Song Sifan also happened to look over, revealing his signature, soft and inviting smile like a cat's claw.

"Consider moving in with me," he said.

The cat's paws hooked the softest piece of flesh on the tip of the heart, and pulled it gently, bit by bit hooking out all the uncertainty and confusion in the heart.

I still have this person to love.

This person just happens to love me too.

That's great.

Thinking of this, the soft pads of the cat's paws pressed against his heart, filling the hole left by Song Sifan's departure.

Raymond turned his head away, continued to clean the dishes as if nothing had happened, and replied as if nothing had happened: "Okay."

The author has something to say: Mr. Song's old car is an Aston?Martin DBS, considering that there is no way to transport it from America to China, he bought a new car, is it still an Aston?Martin Vanquish, Raymond thought it was dark red, but in fact there is a very cool official color: Bridgewater Bronze.

As the 2013 6.0L standard model, the interior should be beige, but I prefer the red accessories of the 2014 6.0L Centennial Edition. Unfortunately, the appearance of the Centennial Edition seems to be only Morning Dew White.

As for why Mr. Song prefers Aston so much?Martin... To be honest, I forgot. It seems that the moment I saw the DBS, I thought it should be a car that Song Sifan would like~