Household monks have to return to vulgarity

"50 years later, the man passed away, and the master thanked guests behind closed doors, practiced in closed doors, ascended in five years, and became a Buddha in ten years. After this, the soul is immortal, and 50 years after reincarnation, he has the memory of the previous life. Reincarnation. Although it is impossible to tell the world before passing away, the only known thing is that the master has been reincarnated in eleven lives, and he is alone in the world."

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"This man, future generations will know, is Prince Mu."

"This master's name is Wen Zhai, and his character is Master Renyan."

Wen Renyan felt dizzy for a while, as if God had played a big joke on him

I am the villain.This is even more unbelievable than when he traveled through that time.

Thinking about it carefully, even though he had time traveled at that time, the time to accept it was very short; he felt very familiar with Mu Wan's feelings in the dark; he knew that he had practiced for two lives, but Master Xu Shi's evaluation of him was far beyond these—

All of this, to describe it in four words, is to think carefully and fear.

From the beginning to the present, he thought he was living his life normally, but found that many things were not normal from the beginning.

Including the scripture that Master Xuanxi, who can see through everything, once recited in front of him——

"Between heaven and earth, five paths are distinct.

Good and evil retribution, misfortune and fortune.

Cishi said in plain words: All these living beings are vainly distinguished.

If you don't seek Buddhaland, how can you avoid reincarnation. "

The scripture about past and present life, karma and reincarnation, he felt very confused when he couldn't understand it, but now he can get all the results.Why did Master Xushi treat him like a friend?Because they were both immortal, immortal, and immortal, and they were the same kind of people for a long time.Why does he often dream of a man in white and Mu Wan drinking together under the moon?That's him, and "he."

He is Wen Renyan, and Wen Renyan is also him.

Wen Renyan felt that his palms were trembling, and felt that all the memories were flooding in with him, but it was a pity that the tide of memories was blocked in his mind, making it impossible for him to push aside and see his own memories clearly.But what he knows is that he is Wen Renyan, and he is also Wen Zhai.He has lived alone for thousands of years, but Mu Wan has only been with him for the rest of his life.

He is sad, he regrets, and he wants to go back to the beginning, but this is the path he chose. All the hardships encountered on the road to becoming a Buddha alone, and the lost feelings of the world should all be turned into clouds and smoke, and passed away with a smile.It's just that he kept struggling, struggling for thousands of years, to prevent himself from returning to the mortal world.

"call……"

Wen Renyan slowly relaxed his hands, and finally sat down on the wooden bench again.Perhaps after being shocked, he felt that everything was taken for granted, so he calmed down and searched for other materials from Wen Zhai.

Wen Zhai and him are alone, but why he can't remember anything here, he still needs to study it carefully.After Wen Renyan flipped through Wen Zhai's annals, he basically saw his life experience clearly.Wen Zhai escaped into Buddhism after he was 50 years old, but he became a fairy and a Buddha in 50 years. When he was 20 years old, he was always accompanied by Prince Mu, and they never parted until Prince Mu left.The record about Mu Wan ended here.

Wen Renyan flipped through and couldn't find any other information. When he was about to cover this book, he found a thick letter inside.The letter was well preserved. When I took it out, I found that it was thick with layers of paper.There is a paragraph of non-Chinese characters on each piece of paper. From the original yellowing to the copy paper, the paper seems to be from a hundred years ago to the present.The handwriting on it is blurred, but because it is well preserved, it can still be seen a little.

According to records, Master Wen Zhai had his own script, which only two people could understand.Wen Renyan thought to himself, it should be Mu Wan and himself who can understand.Wen Zhai would leave a letter before his death in every life, and now there are fifteen letters.It has been exactly 520 years from the time he traversed to the present. Wen Zhai only lives one hundred years old in each life, and after one hundred years of age, he will pass away naturally.

Wen Renyan picked up the fifteen letters, and the script-like handwriting immediately changed into ordinary Chinese characters.Wen Renyan touched the handwriting on it, and that familiar feeling came over his face.He began to read the fifteen letters carefully from the first letter.

The first letter is the life he is living now, that is, the life with Mu Wan, which records every detail of him and Mu Wan.Before the age of 20, Mu Wan always looked at him silently behind him, until the little maid of Mu Wan's family gave him to the lake, Mu Wan took this opportunity to look for him and talked to him for the first time.

Wen Renyan laughed out loud, "I always thought that Mu Wan came to look for me because he thought his little maid couldn't be bullied. So it was premeditated."

It was premeditated, and in that case, everything that followed would be logical.

This letter records that after I was 50 years old, I had an epiphany about becoming a monk in life.Mu Wan didn't have any complaints, but just silently accompanied her after she became a monk.Because he needs to meditate often, Mu Wan doesn't come very often, but only occasionally comes to have a drink with him under the moon, just like when they were young.Later, because he had to retreat for ten years, Mu Wan, who had nothing to do and was lonely, chose to go to the battlefield and left in that battle.

Wen Zhai didn't hear the news when he was in seclusion, so naturally he didn't see Mu Wan for the last time.When he came out again, the flowers on Mu Wan's grave had already bloomed gorgeously, as if his gentle smile was still nourishing the earth, so Wen Zhai cried for the first time.

When he came to the underworld, he saw Mu Wan dressed in white walking slowly across the Naihe Bridge.He was still the same as before, with soft brows and eyes, and black hair as before.When he walked across the Naihe Bridge alone, he looked back for a long time, until he was urged by the little ghost, then he turned around slowly and continued to walk forward.

Wen Zhai watched him for a long time beside the Naihe Bridge, the young man drank Meng Po soup and forgot everything, the young man drifted on the Styx River in the wooden boat without remembering anything.Until the boy was about to reach the other shore, he jumped into the lake suddenly.

Wen Zhai froze in place, about to jump into the lake to accompany Mu Wan, but the people behind him caught him.When he returned to the human world, Black and White Wuchang told him that Mu Wan would use his next thousands of lives to become a Buddha in this life.

This is the second time Wen Zhai has cried.

The first letter was cut off here, and by the time Wen Renyan came to his senses, tears had filled his eyes and dripped onto the table drop by drop.He seems to be able to remember that year, when the black-haired Mu Wan jumped into the lake with no expression on his face, and the river Styx submerged his fair face and long black hair.He seems to be able to remember the dream of that life, the young man in white walked by the Sansheng Stone, with the ever-burning lights all the way, his lonely back.

An ever-burning lamp guides you across the other shore.

The second to No.14 letters are all about his first life. Every time he remembers the memories after 50 years, he will be overwhelmed with pain. No.15 is the letter from his last life before he left.This letter does not tell his life anymore, but his regret.

He intends to return to the underworld, and use his lifespan of becoming a Buddha and immortality to return to the past.I don't know what method he used, but he succeeded.It is very rare for a person who becomes a Buddha to give up his life, so the underworld also agreed to let him return to the first life when he was No.16.Every life of Wen Zhai has a word "Zhai", so Wen Renyan was named Zhaixu in his last life.

He logically, at the age of 20, crossed over.He went back to that year, when Mu Wan met him for the first time through the matter of the little maid.Just for--

Modify history.

Their red line, life after life, will never be broken again.

When Wen Renyan read all the letters, he cried.He lay on the table whimpering for a long time before he stood up and stumbled towards the door.He recalled everything, and in less than 50 years, he recalled every life he was in pain, every life he shed tears for Mu Wan, every life he was lonely without Mu Wan, he wanted to go back, he wanted Go hug him and tell him I love you forever.I will give up everything, as long as I can be with you——

Boy, the way you walk alone beside the ever-burning lamp, the way you are immersed in the icy river of Styx, I will not let you bear it anymore——

The moment he pushed open the door, he felt the openness of the light fight.It was the light, he held out his hand, feeling himself enveloped in a warm light.

A quiet voice came from behind, like his long sigh, like his continuous crying.

"Eternal light all the way, see you on the other side,

Still dressed in old white clothes in the evening breeze.

Green plums with sake, let's drink together,

The old man is not old.

That year the theater danced and danced, and the drizzle stirred up the fireflies,

It seems that you are still dressed in white as yesterday. "

He hummed along softly.

"Eternal lights all the way, illuminating your road on the other side,

The cinnabar lightly stains my dancing steps, and lightly touches my brows.

Green plums with sake, drink together, the old friend is not old,

That year the stage danced and danced, and the drizzle stirred up the fireflies

You are still in white clothes.

It was still that year—”

Eyebrows, smile softly.

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The light enveloped him warmly, and Wen Renyan lost consciousness.When he woke up again, he was lying on the bed, and the surrounding scene was still the first life.

"Are you awake?" Bai Qingzhu and Master Xu Shi were at the bedside, and when they saw him wake up, they couldn't help coming over happily.

"How long have I been asleep...?" Wen Renyan shook his head, "I came out of the front mirror..."

"You passed out at the front edge mirror," Master Xu Shi said, "It has been three days since I carried you out. According to records, if something serious did not happen, it is impossible to be unconscious for such a long time... What, what memory did you find? And Prince Mu..."

"Prince Mu, Prince Mu." Wen Renyan muttered to himself twice in a daze, then raised his head suddenly, "Where's Mu Wan?"

"... He saw that you were about to wake up, and he seemed to be leaving. Maybe go to the bottom of Xuyuan Temple now... Hey! Ren Yan, where are you going?!"

Regardless of Master Xu Shi and Bai Qingzhu calling behind him, Wen Renyan put on his shoes and ran forward.Now is the season of autumn, the evening is already dark, the cold wind blows people's bones, but Wen Renyan, who is wearing a middle coat, can't control that much at all, and runs in three steps and two steps in Xuyuan Temple .

Tomorrow, I will definitely hear my disciples gossiping about me who is so wrong.

But Wen Renyan couldn't control that much anymore. He took three steps and two steps, and when he almost jumped to the foot of the mountain, what he saw was the empty mountains and the dark forest.

There was no trace of Mu Wan's presence.