dumb love

Mom didn't stop me, I know, she still wants to have a good talk with me, talk about his son, talk about our future.

"I don't have any drinks at home. I've been drinking this all the time. Let's make do with it." The light yellow tea that was poured out had the fragrance of jasmine, pure, light in color and fragrant without being strong. tea.

"Unexpectedly, my aunt also likes to drink tea. It just so happens that some friends from my place gave some West Lake Longjing. I will give it to my aunt some other day."

"As I am, it's just right to drink this, no matter how good it is, I won't be able to enjoy it." She glanced at me indifferently.

The unrestrained vigor of the shopping mall's tongue-in-cheek battle is not suitable for this occasion at all, but fortunately, it is not too flustered and blocked to say nothing: "What's the matter with Auntie, Chen Xi has always missed you."

"It's been a few years since he missed me. If he doesn't miss me, will he never plan to come back in his life?" I was speechless.

"Listen to your accent, you're not from the local area." If Chen Xi didn't come back, she must be very uncomfortable, and she was unwilling to persecute him anymore.

"I grew up in City B. I taught in No. [-] Middle School a few years ago and taught Chen Xi's class. Later, due to family reasons, I went abroad for a few years. I just came back a while ago. I haven't come to interview. It's because I was careless. .”

"Does your family agree?" I was taken aback for a moment, then realized what she meant, and smiled: "Chenxi is your child, you must know him better than I do, so you are forced to compromise. It can be said that the result now is completely He fought for it by himself, he is very stubborn, I have been away for six years, I thought I was already a stranger, how much time in a lifetime can I meet someone who is willing to completely believe in you and wait for you for six years, I have no reason to refuse, we We are all adults, we all know what we are doing, I dare not promise you anything now, even if you don’t believe me, you have to believe him, we will be happy.”

Chen Xi ran over immediately after finishing her work and looked at his mother nervously, causing her to pretend to be angry and said: "What kind of eyes are you brat, I won't eat him, your old lady is at home alone, you can bear it for a few years If you don't come back, you have no conscience, what can I expect from you in the future."

I pulled Chenxi to sit beside me and said, "Don't worry, we're just chatting casually." Chenxi smiled at his mother, and sat obediently on the side, as if determined to listen to me no matter what his mother said manner.

We all agreed, and there was nothing to explain. It was a blessing that the mother and son were not chased out with a broom. We were not in a hurry to leave home, but went back to Chenxi's hometown on the way.

In fact, Chen Xi is not very willing to come back, and I only now know why his mother knows about our affairs, that is, the last time Chen Xi and I were seen gossiping when we were in love under the vines, people in the village It's all like this, if you are bored, a few people get together and gossip about everything, not only in one village, but even in the next few villages.

His mother is an intellectual. She was originally a woman whose husband died young and was gossiped behind her back. Now she is even more reluctant to step into Chen Xiaozhuang. The house is vacant immediately, and it is still the same as before. It is also impossible to clean people who want to live.

"There's no need to clean it up. We'll go to your Uncle Shen's house once." Chen Xi must feel uncomfortable with the desolation of his hometown, but since he has been following his mother, he probably doesn't come back much.

"Don't think about it. Your mother is still here. Anywhere can be home. If she doesn't object, it's okay to take her over to take care of Xiaobao." I fumbled for a long time and took out a crumpled cigarette case from my trouser pocket. He took out the last one inside and stuffed it into his mouth, lighting it up by the way.

Chen Xi smiled, and used the broom that had been there for an unknown amount of time to clean up the cobwebs that blocked the road. I didn't urge him, and watched quietly, thinking that it was also such a bright sunny day a few days ago, so he took off his coat , fetch water by myself to clean the whole house thoroughly, it is much simpler than here, even if I don’t live often, I will still ask someone to clean it.

Right now, even a simple movement touched the softest part of my heart. No matter how long it has passed, he is still him, neither arrogant nor impatient, as calm as water.

"Chenxi." I suddenly stepped forward and hugged him, maybe it was rare that I took the initiative to scare him, the thing in my hand fell on the ground, and he let out a startled thought, he was about to bend down to pick it up in a panic and was caught by me again. Hugging and imprisoning with a little strength, unable to move.

"Don't move, let me hug you." He immediately calmed down, remained motionless, and relaxed himself against my chest, so close, it was the shore that no one else had ever reached, and now, he just stopped There, maybe very early there, never left.

"Chenxi, I love you."

☆, smell the rose

Even if she doesn't plan to live in it, Chen Xi doesn't want it to be too deserted. The weeds in the yard seem to be like this every summer. Although it has a fragrance, it is really an eyesore.

Chen Xi was weeding in the yard, so I planned to help him sweep the floor and remove dust or something, but he didn't seem to want me to intervene in such a small matter, so he just found magazines from a few years ago for me to pass the time.

The small bench is a bit cramped, and I feel uncomfortable no matter how I sit on it. Chen Xi glanced at me and said helplessly: "You are not going to Uncle Shen's house, go there first, I will go to find you later." This brat.

I pinched his waist a little angrily, and he trembled all over and begged for mercy: "Okay, okay, I surrender, and I will definitely clean up after another half hour." I lay down on the sofa contentedly, adjusted Take a nap in a comfortable position.

If he could live this kind of life when he was old, Su Changhua once said enviously: "I really hope to see your hair full of hair and wrinkled face."

My first reaction at the time was: "Can't you do it, you, don't think that cursing me like this will not affect the appearance of those pimples on your forehead. Even if I grow up like that, I will definitely be more romantic than you."

Su Changhua couldn't hold back at that time and rushed forward to fight, and I didn't let him go. After wrestling with him and rolling back and forth on the floor, Su Changhua begged for mercy: "Hero, please forgive me. I'm jealous of the hero's handsome, unrestrained, suave and suave. malicious."

Only then did I stop scratching his itchy hands, and after riding him to show off my might, I went out for a ride with my shoulders and backs hooked.

That's what I didn't know. It wasn't until now that I was getting older and I really felt that I was young and ridiculous. I realized that what he wanted most was to go to the old age with me and want each other. Witness their own lives, because only in that way can we prove that we will be together for a long time.

And when I woke up, the sun was shining brightly and the summer atmosphere was strong. The room was simply cleaned up, and the smell of dust was gone. Chen Xi was standing in the yard, looking at the thick apricot tree growing by the kitchen door. Green leaves shade the sun, and golden-yellow fruits sway in the breeze.

I almost thought that this would be the last time I came here. Shen Shuyu's house has not changed much, except that the flowers in the yard are more colorful, and there are some other varieties, bees and butterflies are flying around, a milk The white kitten squinted its eyes and hid in the green shadows, staring at the butterfly that gradually stopped flapping its wings in front of it, but couldn't bear the strong scent of flowers and yawned to scare away the butterfly that was trying to stop and rest. When the target flew away, it went She lazily rolled a few times among the flowers, and when she sensed a stranger coming in, she ran over and rubbed her trouser legs to act coquettishly without any fear of strangers.

"It is the child of Xiaojian's child. Its mother just passed away some time ago, and Uncle Shen left behind a child that most resembles it." Chen Xi bent down to pick it up, a small one, fluffy hair, emerald green Looking at Chen Xi with her eyes, she didn't move away, and rubbed his hand very affectionately.

The corner of my mouth twitched and I didn't speak. I went to knock on the door, and it took me a long time to hear the sound of walking through the crack of the door. The door opened, revealing Shen Shuyu's face. I wasn't too surprised when I saw it was us, just like before, it was just him The most desired figure will not appear here.

Shen Shuyu is also getting old. I saw the silver strands in his black hair and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. Even if he doesn't have to worry about maintenance on weekdays, no matter what his age is, he is still old.

He wore silver-rimmed black-rimmed eyes, and his smile was the same as before, gentle and elegant: "Come in and sit down. I just heard a knock on the door after being in the room for a long time. I'm getting old, and my eyes and ears are not very sharp."

"Uncle Shen is still so young, not old at all."

"How come, you have grown up so much, I hugged you when I was a child, but now I can't hug you no matter what."

Chen Xi blushed. Boys are always a little shy when they talk about embarrassing things in their childhood.

"Yesterday I came back with Chen Xi to see his mother, and now I will stop by to see you." I casually explained the meaning of the sentence.

"As a parent, there is no one who doesn't feel sorry for his children. Xiaoxi, you are so awkward for so many years. You should have talked to your mother, she will understand."

"Yeah, it's also somewhat effective, otherwise I would have to toss for so many years, how could I have so much energy to toss this." I smiled, meaning.

Shen Shuyu sighed softly: "As early as the moment I saw you appear, I even hoped that he would hide downstairs and be so awkward that he would not come up."

I never thought that my dad was really so stubborn, until now he didn't want to, maybe it was just because he was used to it.

"Forget it, I'm relieved knowing that he's still safe and sound, but it's not easy for you guys to come to this day, and I will bless you too."

"Hearing what you said, are you really not worried about your son dying alone?"

He immediately smiled slyly: "How could it be, Xiao Nuo is so good." Judging by his appearance, Shen Nuo has something else going on, no wonder he hasn't been seen pestering Chen Xi for so long, it seems that he really met Xiao Nuo trouble.

I chatted for a while, and seeing that the time was almost up, I was about to say goodbye and go back, but Shen Shuyu said first: "Xiao Xi hasn't come back for so long, I must miss you very much, I won't let you stay here for dinner It's your time, it's just Mingyi, can you bring me something there."

On the way back, I looked at the gardenia that had been carefully tended to have thick green leaves, but the flowering period had just passed, and only the dry bones of withered flowers remained.

I didn't bring that potted flower back to my dad, but I took it to City B and kept it on my balcony. The little guy was tortured by my dad for a few days, and when he saw Chen Xi, he burst into tears and tears.

"How on earth did you torture him? You are so wronged." Chen Xi looked distressed, and after coaxing for a while, she stopped crying, her little nose twitched, feeling very wronged.

"I used all my fatherly love for you that I didn't have time to implement on him. I've been teaching the Four Books and Five Classics for a few days." My dad gave me a white look.

Mama Zhang brought in a freshly filled bottle, and Chenxi took it to feed him. The little guy was closer to seeing the milk than his father, and suddenly he didn't even twitch his nose, and just focused on sucking milk into his mouth.

"I just know how to eat." My dad rolled his eyes at him now and he didn't know it.

I immediately became even more embarrassing: "That's right, it doesn't matter who is involved."

My dad despises me: "He loves his son so much, it's none of your business, how could a child as good as Chen Xi blindly fall in love with you back then."

I was suddenly unhappy: "Am I your own? How much do you dislike me?"

"You just bought one and got two free back then." Chen Xi was watching from the side, it really didn't embarrass me to be scolded by him like this.

I just glanced at him sadly, and silently said, "You can be happy as you say", really old and like people to make trouble in front of him.

After leaving us for lunch, I brought the little guy's things back and forth. It was really an offering to my ancestors. Before leaving, I reluctantly wanted to give my dad a hug.

"It's really not in vain to love you for a few days." Although my father was a little bit reluctant to leave the little guy, he still gave it to us after being intimate, and finally told me: "It's not a problem that the little guy has been here all the time, why don't you go there as soon as possible?" Let’s go to the Su family.”

"Then ask him to come over to play with you for a few days? Don't think too much, if Su Changhua knows that I treat his son like this, he will fly over to trouble me even in the Sahara."

"Your father has treated him badly, little heartless, you don't know that I have been tossed these days, take him away quickly, I don't want to see him for a day." My dad said and waved us away, the little guy probably knew Feeling disgusted with him, he curled his lips and prepared to shout again.

"Little ancestor, don't cry, people think I'm a child abductor when I cry." I immediately hugged him for a while to coax him.

But I also have to think about what my dad said, the little guy really has to give them an explanation here, but Su Changhua has no news until now, and I understand in my heart that maybe it will be a long time before I see him again , How long will it be, three to five years, more than ten years, or decades, I don't know, I only know that everything is fine now.

☆、Poetry of a lifetime

The Su family is as quiet as ever. From my point of view that I don’t like anti-theft windows, it’s like a scene where criminals are held. I glance at the little guy who is still curiously looking at the surrounding environment with his eyes open. He looks very seriously with a pacifier in his mouth. Neither are cute.

With this look, Su Changzi probably couldn't understand anything. I knocked on the door, and it was Mother Su who was at home. She was dressed decently, but she looked tired. Seeing the little guy in Chenxi's arms next to her, her eyes lit up, let us into the house.

The living room was in a mess. I took a general look, and it seemed that many things were wrapped around the corners. The nanny on one side was cleaning up, skillfully and quickly throwing things away and sweeping them.

"I made you laugh, come and sit down." She rubbed the corners of her eyes tiredly.

"This is, Ah Hua's baby. Come, let me hug you." She took the little guy carefully. After all, he is a blood relative. My dad took a few days to buy the little guy. Now that he sees his grandma, Stretching his short legs, he was about to hug.

"Long-looking him." In fact, seeing the mess in front of him can also prove it very well.

"I coaxed him to take a nap just now, and he's still the same. Anyway, I've gotten used to it after so many years. Anyway, your uncle and I are retired now, and we have time to make trouble with him." She sighed and said: "Since Ah Hua I have entrusted the baby to you, so please, we don't have the energy to bring another one now."

From the perspective of the inner balance, the intergenerational relationship is not as good as my own son's. What's more, this little guy is so similar to that bastard Su Changhua. He has been staying in the Su family, so maybe something will happen, which disturbs everyone. It is indeed better to be born and raised with me. I really owe him the alluring crush for so many years.

I looked at the innocent smiling face of the little guy, and in a daze, I could still find some shadow of Su Changhua, he was simply a debt collector.

However, I was really surprised to meet the principal of No.[-] Middle School in Su's house.

"What's the matter, are you planning to start taking the route of suffering?" She raised her eyebrows and looked at him.

"I have worked so hard all this way, you can't accumulate some virtue." He probably just came down from the stairs and wanted to smoke a cigarette, but because there was a little guy around, he stretched his head and glanced: "This is What if the genes of the Su family are all like this, everyone is so bewitching to confuse the public, keeping the little guy is a disaster."

"Accumulate some morals, everyone is here."

He smiled: "Auntie is much closer to me than to his son." After laughing, he said: "I have been tossing around for so long, and I am a little hungry. Teacher Shen, let's go to the restaurant together."

I nodded, anyway, the past two days have been bubbling: "Okay, I'll come to pick him up later."

Su's mother was really reluctant to let go of the little guy for a while, and said after hearing the words: "Then you all go, I will watch him at home."

He didn't go far, and it was him that I couldn't see through. For example, he was doing well in B University, how could he suddenly come to Mingchuan? Perhaps, this is the beginning of everything.

"I said, can you stop looking at me like a beast? I'm not a few years older than him, okay? I'm not as good as your old cow eating tender grass." I'm used to being thick-skinned, but Chen Xi is His face blushed.

The headmaster is a little bit older than Su Changfeng, but it's just a matter of two terms of seniority, and it doesn't matter if his classmates take care of him at all, not to mention that Su Changfeng is still Su's father's most proud eldest son.

It's just that what he has always been most interested in is not Su Changfeng, but the second son of the Su family, Su Changzi, whom Su Changfeng often talks about.

"Life is really impermanent." We really just eat together, and we have to drive later, so it's not convenient to drink, and he feels sad for a while, and what to do after it's over.

"So you are planning to be the fourth son of the Su family." I teased him.

He pretended to be surprised and said: "Aren't you the fourth one? Of course I'm the boss." What he said seemed to make sense.

I said: "Okay, then my mother will ask you."

Back from Su's house, I took a look at the little guy who was sleeping peacefully in Chenxi's arms, and felt that since he was raised in a serious way, he had to give him a formal name no matter what.

Chen Xi couldn't make up her mind, and I also thought Su Huaisu was a bit harsh, so I went back and asked my dad for advice, he was too busy teasing the little guy to call 'Grandpa' and didn't have time to talk to me.

"Fu Huaisu." My dad immediately settled on it with a hammer, and the corner of my mouth twitched fiercely. I thought this name was not bad, so I decided on it too, and started to teach him to adapt to my own name.

Now I miss you from the past.

The days are as plain as water, perhaps because I have been tossing for too long in the past few years, and I have tossed away all the passion of my life. I am also like an ordinary office worker, from sunrise to sunset, from dawn to dusk, occasionally Going to the supermarket with Chen Xi and the little guy, a very ordinary family of three, this is the most real life.

Later I saw Shen Nuo, this guy was still as shameless as before, he just wanted to provoke me, but someone helped me out, that person was very beautiful, beyond the boundaries of gender, sitting in a wheelchair, maybe he wanted to Continue to practice walking, looking up at Shen Nuo who was standing not far from him, with a serene and peaceful expression.

The tone was gloomy and threatening: "Shen Chuxue, I'll catch you and you're dead." Shen Nuo just needed a beating, so if he caught him, he would deal with it.

This is the warm picture we accidentally looked back after we said goodbye.

I held a lollipop in my mouth: "No wonder I haven't seen him for a while, he was indeed entangled."

Chen Xi conveniently tore the candy from my mouth and threw it into the trash can next to me. I immediately lamented that disgusting blueberry-flavored lollipop.

"I still eat sweets if I have bad teeth. Let him ask for it when he sees it." Chen Xi pointed to the little guy who was having fun playing with his fingers. I deeply felt that I had fallen out of favor. Chen Xi compared this little guy I am paying more attention.

"I don't care if you feed me today."

"You're still acting like a baby when you're an adult, don't make trouble."

Later, Chenxi asked me how I fell in love with him in the first place. Could it be that everyone would be so concerned about gains and losses after the break-in period, but I was very handy in dealing with him, and immediately said in a deep voice with a cigarette in his mouth: "I never I’ve met such a pestering person before.” Half truth and half false, he became angry with embarrassment, and I said very seriously: “I’m really serious in answering.”

I have never seen such a stubborn person, I was really afraid of him, and after thinking about it, I realized that everyone around me is like this, Su Changhua, Su Changzi, Shen Shuyu, my father, even the principal, It is because everyone is so stubborn that they are unhappy. Sometimes you think about it, you may not only like one person in this life. Every age group must like different people, but there are not many people who are so persistent. No more, it will last for so many years.

Wait until the flowers bloom and wither, wait until the sun and the moon sink, wait until the sun sets and return home, until the end, I suddenly realize that I have liked you for the rest of my life before I knew it.

And at this moment, I hold Chen Xi in one hand, and the little guy who just got close to me in the other, discussing our trip to the Netherlands that we have delayed for many years. No matter what it is, I want to share it with him.

When the little guy was one year old, I heard from Su Changhua for the first time. He sent me a painting. I can’t remember the address of my father’s house. I begged for a piece of consecrated jade for the little guy to replace his finger. Lick and bite non-stop.

There is also a painting for me. The us in the painting are still immature faces, youthful and reckless, that kind of surface that is slightly ambiguous but not broken, even a secret kiss is full. Carefully.

Naturally, I can't let Chen Xi see this painting. I secretly hid it in the corner of the study, and put it together with a piece of land that was cleared for him long, long ago, long, long ago. It was dust-sealed together and never opened again.

I thought Chen Xi didn't know, but I never thought that he would know all about my crap when he was in Mingchuan.

Thinking about it carefully, I didn't do anything good in the first half of my life, and now this ending is something I never thought about at the beginning, but now, the autumn wind is cool and the sun is just right, I bend down slightly, one meter away from the little guy No matter how far away, it is convenient for him to chase me, and it is also convenient for me to catch him in time if I accidentally fall.

Let him walk forward unsteadily, while I retreated, I gently coaxed him to continue forward, but after two or three meters, he finally got tired of this kind of scene where he couldn't catch up no matter what, and he immediately got wet With watery eyes, she looked aggrieved at Chen Xi who was following beside her.

I held a lollipop in my mouth and looked at the father and son. A gust of cool wind blew by. He finally put down the baby and gently put on the little clothes he took off for him and tidied them up before turning his head to look at me. , is a very familiar smile that I have always been familiar with, even the pair of inlaid eyes are as bright as before, and they can talk.

"We go home."

"Okay, go home."

Seal everyone in the past, and from now on, he will be the only one in my future.

The author has something to say: the first No.1 is called the main attack, and I know that it was a bit unfinished and rushed to the end. I also encountered a bottleneck and wanted to abandon the pit. There are still many people who encouraged me to finish writing all the way. Thank you for those Those who have always supported me, thank you, Ling, continue to stick to No.1 and say that it is unshakable. There are two chapters in the middle, probably because some sex scenes are locked. I don’t think there is any need to change it. I ignore the past, and the next one will continue. Main attack, meme da╭(╯ε╰)╮