Circus...Circus!!!

DAY2

dusk.

In the evening, there was fog on the field.Li Lang crawled out of the deformed car. His forehead was injured, and his right hand was also broken. It was limp and hurt when touched. He had to protect his right hand in front of his chest and crawl on the ground sideways.The first breath of fresh air that rushed into his nasal cavity stimulated him to cough continuously, Li Lang frowned, and pressed his left hand gently on his chest, probably two of his ribs were broken.

After finally getting up from the ground, Li Lang staggered forward and muttered: "Liu... Liu Lu..."

He jumped to nothing, lost his heel, and fell back to the ground. When he didn't pay attention, his chest pressed his right hand. Li Lang rolled on the ground with his arms tightly in pain, and tears flowed out.

He still decided to stand up.He made some plans, first knelt down, and then fully relied on the strength of his left arm to prop himself up.He tried to take two steps, his footsteps were flimsy and precarious, but he could barely hold his own.Li Lang heaved a sigh of relief, holding his right hand, and went forward, but he was so focused on walking without hesitation, he stopped, looked around blankly, and stammered to himself: "No, no, no, hostage, yes To exchange hostages, not to see each other for the last time..."

He turned around and staggered back to the scene of the car accident.The two cars collided, and the front of the car in front was sunken and crashed into a tree.The airbag exploded in the car behind, and the driver was a young man who passed out.

Li Lang turned around his car and dragged Zhu Wanquan who was sitting in the passenger seat from the first car.

He only has one hand that can exert upward force, and he made a slight inadvertent movement, and even touched the fractured right hand.When Zhu Wanquan got out of the car, Li Lang was drenched in sweat. He gasped for breath, patted Zhu Wanquan's face, called his name, and looked at a branch that pierced his chest.It made a circular opening in his chest.There was no blood coming out of that hole.

Zhu Wanquan rolled his eyelids, dead.

Li Lang found a mobile phone in the second car. It was running out of battery. After he called for an ambulance, the mobile phone turned off automatically.Li Lang dug the young man out of the car seat and laid him flat on the ground.This strange man and Zhu Wanquan were head to head, feet to feet, the same face as ashes.Li Lang wiped his sweat, he breathed out the young man's breath, he was still angry.Li Lang first turned Zhu Wanquan to his side, leaning against the young man, then knelt down beside Zhu Wanquan's body on one knee, bent down, lowered his head very low, and groped for Zhu Wanquan's left hand with his left hand. The corpse was carried on his back.He also hung Zhu Wanquan's hands around his neck and tied them with his clothes.

Li Lang raised his head, his eyes were straight and his body was swaying.He said: "Swap hostages...I'll take you...I know where, that place, I know..."

The soil on the field was wet, which was like adding insult to injury to Li Lang who couldn't walk very fast. Every time he took a step forward, he had to look at the ground.

He saw pairs of hands reaching out from the ground, trying to reach his feet, grabbing his ankles.Li Lang was struggling.He tilted his neck and looked up. Zhu Wanquan was very heavy, but the people pressing on Zhu Wan's body were even heavier.

He saw Li Zhao, Liu Lu's father, Liu Lu's mother, and a woman who sat the highest and was the most leisurely, clasping her hands on Li Zhao's back, dangling her feet, looking carefree into the distance.That was his mother.

They all came, one on top of the other, with their buttocks on their heads and their heads on their buttocks, eager to get on this human-powered sedan chair that transports the dead.

"Smelly shameless!" His mother yelled at the top, spitting.

Li Lang lowered his eyes, and Liu Lu's father also scolded: "Murderer! I'll arrest you and go to jail! Soak in a pig cage! What a lover! You've just had enough of yourself! What excuses are you looking for! I despise you as a coward, bah !"

"you shut up……"

"I'm going to tell you! You are just like your father, you only love yourself! You want to kill someone, so you ask Liu Lu to give you false testimony! You killed him! You made him miserable! If he followed your father, he would have You can’t be with him, and you always give him hope, he can’t die even if he wants to, why do you torture him like this, and you don’t love him!”

"you shut up……!"

The man spoke more vigorously: "Do you know what love is? You know what! Love should be above all feelings! Everything should serve love! Make way for love! You don't love him! What do you love him? You What you love is the moment you see him, the moment you can't get! What you love is your desire to protect!

"You love hallucinations!

"You love us!!"

Li Lang stopped on the side of the road to catch his breath.Li Zhao's voice sounded, Li Lang trembled, and Zhu Wanquan almost fell from behind him.

"Are you going on a pilgrimage?" Li Zhao asked.

Li Lang inhaled and exhaled again, he was taking a deep breath.

"Why not make him a god?"

"You have to enshrine him."

"He will give you happiness. He has learned the means of happiness from me. As long as there is happiness, no matter how complicated things are, love can be handled freely."

"Smelly shameless!" His mother's curse came down again.

Li Lang raised his face, the closest to him was Liu Lu's mother, she didn't speak, she was silent all the way.She couldn't speak, she was dumb.

if she could talk...

Is the dumb ghost also destined to be a speechless person?

Li Lang looked at her.

The appearance of the woman is very beautiful, slightly similar to Liu Lu, but thinner and tired.She signed a sign language with Lilang.Li Lang couldn't understand, so the woman made her mouth.Li Lang didn't understand lip language either, but he could understand the two words that this mouth shape wanted to say at once.

willow.

Willow leaves float on the lake.

dew.

Dew condenses on the leaves.

A few fireflies flew out of the misty woods.The bank is near.

"What is the most important thing?" Li Lang asked, he asked these ghosts who were about to overwhelm him.

"shameless!!"

"I love him, I should be with him, the happy life I didn't get!"

"happy."

"..."

Li Lang heard the sound of water, he said, "Nothing is important."

"I don't understand love and I don't have faith. I often feel like I'm suffering needlessly and for no reason. I can't sleep at night. I need someone to lie next to me. I look at them like I can endure the night just like them..." Li Lang dragged his steps through the woods, he saw the river, the black water was rushing downstream, and it never stopped for a moment.

There are four large cages on the bank of the river, and the animals in the cages are very tired and listless, lying or sitting, unable to raise their spirits.There were still a lot of fireworks scattered around. Nearer to Li Lang, a woman with a protruding abdomen was lying motionless on the ground, and a little closer was another woman with a missing right hand.Both women looked stiff.

"But." Li Lang straightened his waist, Zhu Wanquan slipped from his back and fell to the ground, Li Lang grabbed his hand and dragged him forward.He didn't go on.

Li Lang saw Liu Lu, standing at the feet of a woman with a protruding belly, holding a blood-red lump of flesh.In the twilight, his face and hands were covered with blood, as if he came from hell.

Liu Lu also saw Li Lang at this time, he rubbed his eyes, but the red smudge couldn't be wiped off.He didn't speak, but hugged the baby tightly in his arms.The child cried out.

Li Lang let go of Zhu Wanquan's hand. He walked to the side of the pile of fireworks, searched for it, and finally found a lighter on the ground.He lights a fuse.The light brightened.

Liu Lu's eyes lit up, the child stopped crying, calmed down, and shook his little fist.He looked down at the child, he was just born, not to mention his appearance, but a wrinkled mass of flesh and blood.The light of the burning wire became brighter, and Liu Lu said, "It turns out that we are still alive..."

The fireworks exploded, and a flower tree and silver flower bloomed under the setting sun.

There are also a few clusters that bloom very high in the sky, blooming palely in the bustling sky mixed with blue, purple, orange and yellow, and then withering quickly.

Boom, boom.

Fireworks exploded one after another.

Li Lang lit all the fireworks, he shouted something, but was drowned by the explosion.

Liu Lu asked him, "What did you say?"

Li Lang shook his head, he raised his left hand, put it on his waist, and slowly lifted it up into the sky.He spread his fingers and waved to Liu Lu.

His expression was tense and anxious, and his hands and ribs were causing him pain.

Liu Lu cried, tears and snot flowing everywhere, no one watched the fireworks, and the fireworks were all set off.A long series of sirens from far to near quietly replaced the explosion and became the only noise in the quiet place.The sun is still struggling on the horizon, releasing its last rays and heat.

Liu Lu kicked the sand on the ground with her feet, and Li Lang kicked away the stones at her feet.

None of them could leave their 17-year-old behind.The lofty ideals of youth can never be realized, regret medicine, time machine... none of them have become a reality, and no one has become the moon, and no one has kept their own way to make an earth that needs satellites.

Liu Lu couldn't stop crying.

"Student..." Li Lang said, his throat was very dry and his voice was deep.

Liu Lu lowered her head.

Hello, classmate.

Liu Lu wiped her face vigorously with her hands. He wiped her face very clean with the fastest speed and strength.He raised his head, raised his eyes, and looked at Li Lang.

Hello.

- "Circus... Circus! ! ! "over--