Yunliuxuan part-time job diary

fifth day of winter month

Into the winter moon, the sky began to cool.Many drinking and chatting customers came to the store. They drank warm wine and chatted about their parents.I also listen to it when I sneak away, it's very interesting.I don't like to go to the second floor to say hello, the quacks on the second floor have been very aggressive recently.The day before yesterday, when I was pouring wine, I accidentally spilled some, and I was kicked from the second floor to the first floor with a knife. The pain was so painful that I almost couldn't catch my breath.Fortunately, there is an ointment given by Dr. Su, otherwise I would still be lying down.Yesterday, when I went to the second floor to say hello, I asked one more sentence and was almost chopped off with a knife.

I have worked here for so long, where have I ever been so angry?Where did those quacks in the past dare to kick people here?He was already kicked out by the fairy hero or the boss.But now, alas...

The gleaming golden sword in our store is gone, it was gone six days ago, and now there is only the cracked stone pier left.I also asked shopkeeper Qu if the sword had been stolen, and shopkeeper Qu said that the sword had been cut off and could no longer be used.At that time, I still felt distressed and said, why don't you take the fragments back and put them in the furnace to make gold, it's too wasteful, that's golden money.The shopkeeper Qu looked at me and smiled, and said, pay more attention when working in the future, the boss has traveled far away, and it is rare to come here to seek revenge.

I didn't understand Shopkeeper Qu's smile at the time, but now I understand that he smiled sympathetically towards me...

The fairy hero is stationed in the backyard, so he can't take care of the storefront.I can only rely on myself, even if I get slapped a few times by the guests, kicking me so hard that I can't speak, I have to smile and say, guest officer, I'm sorry, the little one knows it's wrong, the little one knows it's wrong.Then the shopkeeper came out to smooth things over, and everything was calm.

I miss the boss a little bit, although the boss is usually unsmiling and doesn't talk much, he has killed people and painted pictures.But when the boss is there, the rules in the store are strict, and no one dares to make mistakes.

I was wronged, wronged by being beaten.But I'm just a sophomore, what can I do if I feel wronged?I didn't dare to tell my mother that when asked about the injuries on my body, I always said that I fell and bruised.

But I know I can't hide it from my mother, no matter how confused I am, how can I fall and get injured every day?

This is life, my life.

It’s not easy for Dongyue to find a buddy now, and besides, the shopkeeper and the boss are very kind to me. If it weren’t for the shopkeeper, I don’t know how to write my name now, and my mother is still suffering in the countryside, and her body is failing day by day .Just relying on the kindness of the shopkeeper and Dr. Su to me, what are my injuries?I won't die if I take a few more hits.

Today I bought two padded jackets for my mother and a pair of thick shoes, so that my mother should not be cold in winter.

I was guarding the store at night, and when I was about to fall asleep, the curtain in the backyard was opened, and a man in white came out pushed by the fairy hero.I originally wanted to ask who the fairy hero was, but after thinking about it, I forgot it. I reckoned that he was the same person as the boss and the fairy hero.I was sitting right next to them, and I pretended to be asleep, squinting quietly at the man in white.

The man in white had loose hair that seemed to be yellow.I'm not sure about the candles lit at night, and it doesn't look like they are yellow.When the man was pushed by the fairy hero to the wall picture painted by the boss, I realized that the man's hair was white. They had been in front of the picture for a long time.

The man said, accompanying, is this drawn by seniors?

The immortal hero nodded, but did not speak.

The man also said that although the inferior has known the senior for a long time, he has never seen the calligraphy of the senior, and it is extraordinary when he sees it now.Then the man motioned to the immortal hero to caress him, and the man stretched out his hand and walked gently on the mural.

The man asked, accompanying, the senior has gone to the hometown of Tianfo?

The fairy hero nodded.

The man lowered his head as if comforted, and I saw that the corners of his mouth were curled up.

The fairy hero suddenly said, it has been a long time since I drew a page of calligraphy.

The man seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and asked, how long have you been painting?

The fairy hero thought about it, about six days.

The man smiled and said, senior has a heart, but... such a thoughtful work, staying here... the man didn't finish speaking, retracted his hand, sat back in the wheelchair, paused for a moment and said, staying here is not bad.Come along, bring pen and ink.

The Immortal Hero swiped and there was no shadow, and soon, the Immortal Hero appeared with an inkstone and a brush.

The man rubbed the ink slowly and filled in a few strokes on the wall.

I almost rushed out and said that this painting belongs to the boss and no one can change it.But I never rushed out, I had a premonition that it would not be good to rush out at this time.

After the man finished the painting, he said something that I didn't understand. He said: "You can't see the one you love, and you can meet the one you don't love. It's hard not to see the one you love, and it's hard to see the one you don't love. That's why don't love. Parting from love is suffering. Without love and hatred, there are no bonds.[1]”

Afterwards, the immortal hero and the man in white returned to the backyard.

After waiting for a while, I got up from the table.It turns out that there is a person living in the boss's backyard all the time. It is for this person that I and other people are strictly prohibited from entering.

I looked at the painting of the boss, and there was a lotus flower on the shore next to the figure on the other side.

The author has something to say: Note [1]: Excerpted from "The Southern Transcript Dharma Gyuth Sutra Favorite Items", which means: Do not get along with those you love, and do not get along with those you hate; it is suffering not to see the one you love, and it is also suffering to see the one you hate.So one should not be attached to any liking.Separation from a loved one is dukkha; one without love and hatred has no bondage.