stupid dirty romance

"What are we doing here?"

"Vacation."

For a week, all the itineraries were indeed sightseeing tours. Xia Jun was not in a good mood, not to mention Yin Yu, since he found out that Xia Jun had arrived in the Golden Triangle, he had never spoken to him again. So I took Xia Jun to Cambodia. This time is the most suitable season for tourism in Cambodia, and there is no rain in the dry season.

The food here likes to be spicy, but Yin Yu’s taste has never changed over the years. His diet is basically simple, as long as there are fruits and vegetables. Most of the time, he doesn’t pay much attention to cooking. A person who doesn’t like food must He would not be a person who loves life, Xia Jun thought so before, but he found that Yin Yu's various behaviors and habits seemed to be based on evidence.

On the ninth day, Xia Jun stayed in the villa, while Yin Yu went out without saying what he was going to do, and only came to look for him when he came back. The two people who hadn't met or talked all day, one of them paid half a year. One body was in the swimming pool, and the other took off his suit jacket and squatted beside the pool, with a serious expression on his face, as if a major event had happened.

"What's the matter?" Xia Jun was the first to speak. It was really uncomfortable to be stared at by Yin Yu all the time. He didn't understand what Yin Yu was doing recently, as if he really came on vacation with him, but he didn't believe it was that simple. In Xia Jun's view, Yin Yu is equivalent to putting him in custody, and since he already knows that he cannot be sent back to the country, let him stay away from the Golden Triangle.

"Going out for a stroll at night, are you going?" Yin Yu asked after being silent for a while.

"Where are you going?" Xia Jun supported the railing by the pool with his hands. He was a little tired after swimming all afternoon.

"Look at punching." The other party replied.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, Xia Jun went back to the room. Yin Yu doesn't share a room with him now. He can't know what the other person is doing at any time like that person. Although the bodyguards around the villa didn't stop him from doing anything. , Whether he was going out on the street or wandering around here, he was regarded as invisible, but he knew that someone was always watching him in the dark.

"I'm coming in." Outside the bedroom, Yin Yu knocked on the door, Xia Jun never thought that one day the two of them would be strangers to each other.

"This is your thing, I forgot to give it to you." Yin Yu came to Xia Jun and put several things on the table in front of him one by one. They were his wallet, watch and Swiss Army knife that were confiscated before.Only there is no mobile phone.

He seems to be free now, but he can't actually contact the outside world. Of course, even if he can contact the outside world, he doesn't know who to contact.Xia Jun looked up at Yin Yu, who forced a smile at him, turned around and was about to go out, but Xia Jun stopped him.

"Come here... sit with me for a while," he said.

The two sat on the bed silently without looking at each other. Xia Jun felt a little regretful, why did he drag Yin Yu to sit on the bed.

He glanced at Yin Yu, and felt that this person was similar to when he was in S City, and there was no change, except that he was more silent towards him.What can I say, I feel ridiculous if I continue to lie like this, Xia Jun is very disturbed.

Yin Yu felt that he should take more Valium tablets. The weather made him almost out of breath. Maybe it had something to do with his emotional instability. He couldn't figure it out. The nail beside him, what is he doing now, putting Xia Jun under house arrest?

Things always have to be resolved, Lou Yu and Hexin, these people have been stuck in his flesh for so long that he will almost forget if nothing happens.

Communication between people is really important, just like now, he and Xia Jun have nothing to say, he doesn't know what to say, Xia Jun may still be thinking about how to play him as a winner .

In fact, Yin Yu now feels that he has lost his mind a little bit. He shouldn't take Xia Jun with him, but he hopes in his heart that if Officer Xia is willing to completely blacken, he can kill everyone who stands in their way— ——They, he actually thought so. As soon as this idea came out, he wanted to slap himself. Xia Jun was clearly buried by himself. From the beginning to the end, the values ​​​​of the two people were extremely different. Xia Jun Moral, he's still a good guy at heart.

It is really difficult to distinguish between good people and bad people, just like good people may also commit crimes, and bad people may also stand on stage to speak on behalf of the people. There is no clear black and white in this world, basically everything is messy, dyed gray, When he was surviving in the cracks, the education Xia Jun received made him believe that the world is black and white, and there is no gray or gray. He is willing to believe in the so-called justice.

Those evil justices are contradictory to say, but the fact is that too many people have been sacrificed, so where is the justice? Xia Jun believes in it, but he never listens to it.

The biggest culprit between the two of them is that they take their interests too seriously. Their own interests and their own control are more important than maintaining the relationship, at least in their opinion.

Yin Yu always feels that he can control the overall situation, and Xia Jun is the same. One is actually determined in his heart that the other party will not bite him back, and the other firmly believes that he will not be trapped too deep. He even feels that he can turn the tide and turn himself Drive away the darkness around you...

Luckily, it is taboo.

However, as long as one of them puts their interests above their emotions, or their ideals above their reality, it is destined to lead to the current situation that is neither embarrassing nor embarrassing. Also visible.

Xia Jun is a person who has hope to live, but Yin Yu is basically desperate for life. Everything he has seen makes the world in his eyes strange, but Xia Jun is different. They can't change each other, it's like they can't It is easy to describe them as love and hate.

After Yin Yu found out that he couldn't do anything to Xia Jun, he became a little depressed. He didn't want to have too much contact with Xia Jun. As he said before, sensibility is not good, and it is not good to be emotional, which is different from being wanton and happy. This kind of moistening and silent emotional color is a chronic poison for him. He is psychologically dependent on Xiao Wenjin, and now there is another Xia Jun, which is really annoying.

After Xia Jun found out that he had become stupid, he wanted to get closer to Yin Yu even more. He hoped to touch him more. Just kill each other.

Xia Jun thought of the word destruction, and he suddenly felt that if this continues, he and Yin Yu will only consume and destroy each other. This is not the same as before. The relationship has become complicated from nowhere.

It was Xia Jun who took the initiative to break the silence just now, but now it was Yin Yu who took the initiative to take action.

They looked at each other, looked into each other's eyes, but unfortunately they couldn't find anything there. Yin Yu stretched out his hand and held Xia Jun's face. Gently touching his lips, Xia Jun's body froze for a moment, and then he let this move.

After hesitating like this, he finally seemed to have made up his mind. Yin Yu closed his eyes, and after letting go of Xia Jun, he said: "You will kill me. You are going to kill me..."

Xia Jun stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and hugged him tightly. The other party didn't move, his eyes were closed, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed.

"I won't hurt you, you trust me."

Yin Yu smiled when he heard Xia Jun's words, but didn't open his eyes, as if all the strength in his body had been exhausted all of a sudden, he asked Xia Jun to hug him like this, whatever, let him rest for a while, isn't it all It is said that it is romantic to be a ghost under the peony flower, so let him, a bastard who always thinks he is smart, be a fool for a while.

Whoever softens his heart first dies first, this rule will not change.

In the midst of such inner pain, even two people hugging or kissing tightly cannot quench their thirst. They are lonely, and the feeling of loneliness is very uncomfortable, like walking in the desert and dying of thirst, or dying after seeing a mirage They ran forward, but there was still a desert in front of them. After endless exposure to the scorching sun and a sense of despair, they eventually died under this kind of torture, but they still hugged each other tightly.

They fell on the soft bed, unwilling to let go of each other, quietly as if they were about to turn into stone.

Xia Jun listened to Yin Yu's breathing, looked at his peaceful face, Yin Yu seemed to be the first to become a statue...

"Officer Xia." Yin Yu suddenly spoke out, the voice was very small.

"Ok?"

"I'm really crazy."