"Schizotypal personality disorder, have you heard of it?"

Guan Yi looked at him blankly at the completely unfamiliar words, unable to digest them for a while.

"Persistent alienation from the general population, lack of interest in social interactions, emotional apathy, and failure to enjoy intimacy are all common characteristics of patients with this disorder."

"I'm not a professional psychiatrist, and he never mentioned his illness, so my understanding is very superficial. If you don't understand, I can give a simple example."

"You were walking on the road, and suddenly someone rushed up to you and punched you in the face. What was your first reaction?"

"Angry, angry, wanting to fight back, right? That's what normal people do."

"But Fang Yongxin is not. Any external stimulus can't arouse his emotional feedback. Whether it is beating him, scolding him, praising him, or liking him, it is meaningless and meaningless to him."

Guan Yi's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly recalled what Xu Weiran had said to him in the not-too-distant past.

Qiu Xueyuan couldn't get used to Fang Yongxin, so he found a gang of local hooligans and broke his leg, splashed paint on his face, and took dozens of photos and put them on the school post bar, causing a commotion.The teacher couldn't stand it anymore, but Fang Yongxin remained silent.So she felt that Fang Yongxin was either able to bear it to the extreme, or...he didn't have the nerve to get angry at all.

That nerve that doesn't get angry?

Could it be that what Xu Weiran said, Fang Yongxin's abnormal behavior is all because he suffers from a personality disorder?

The shock in my heart was endless, and before recovering from the astonishment, Bai Jiayu continued talking on his own.

"When you first met him, you thought he was colder than ordinary people, right? A few years ago, he was even more exaggerated than that. He was like an ice sculpture, walking alone, and never saying a word to others all day long."

"I lived in a dormitory with him, and it took about a year before I was able to communicate with him normally."

"He told me that he planned to do sales after graduation. I always suspected that he knew he was too lacking in this aspect, so he chose this profession. Since then, he has improved at a speed visible to the naked eye. Competitions, speeches, Even running for the student union, from being lonely and indifferent at the beginning of the school, to being able to do everything in the future, the people's hearts are getting more and more clear."

"Will a person's personality that has been cultivated for nearly 20 years change in such a short period of time? I was very curious. After observing for a while, I found that the difference between him and ordinary people is that other people make friends naturally. But he achieved it through acquired learning and the use of skills."

"It's still the same example. If someone punches him in the face, he has to change his mind and use the accumulated experience of watching others to tell himself that he should be angry at this time, and he will act later. Respond accordingly."

"By analogy, whether accepting other people's favor, rejecting other people's confession, or even treating me as a best friend may not be the truest thought in his heart. Because he doesn't have any thoughts in his heart at all, he All interpersonal communication is based on a set of self-constructed frameworks. What you do to him, he will put you in the corresponding position. Similarly, what he wants from you is It will be exactly what you expect it to be."

Guan Yi listened in a daze, only to feel enlightened, and the doubts that he could not figure out in the past were perfectly answered by Bai Jiayu's words.

That's why he repeatedly felt that there was an impenetrable membrane between him and Fang Yongxin.

Only through the little things he got along with did he realize that Fang Yongxin lacks the ability to empathize, and is different from ordinary people in terms of receiving and processing the more delicate emotions from the outside world.

Because he is, indeed, sick.

Seeing the expression of the person in front of him gradually change from shock to confusion, Bai Jiayu sighed silently.

Although Fang Yongxin's old background was exposed, there was no other way.

Guan Yishen has obviously been deceived too many times, leading to a collapse of trust. If he wants to rebuild the trust of his opponent Yongxin, if he is not open and honest to this extent, where is the hope?

His long eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his thoughts involuntarily drifted to a certain egomaniac who had been entangled for many days.

After a little comparison, I feel that Fang Yongxin's attitude is already good. If Xue Jingyan had half of his self-reflection and low profile, he wouldn't provoke him to hate him so much.

Guan Yishen's reaction like this was expected by Bai Jiayu. As long as he is not like him, who is full of boredom when mentioning a certain person, things will turn around.

He straightened his expression, revealing a bit of sigh.

"It's unbelievable, isn't it? If you don't have in-depth communication, no one will believe that a gold medal salesman has schizoid personality disorder."

"So he is one of the few people I admire. He is smart, hard on himself, and has the ability to execute. If I hadn't known him early, I would never have known that he had this disease."

"I believe that you will never think about it, but it's not because you got to know him too late, but I saw with my own eyes that after he was with you, his whole person is different from before."

With a movement of his eyes, Guan Yishen's attention was indeed attracted by this sentence.

Bai Jiayu thought secretly that something was wrong, her face was calm and persuasive.

"At the very beginning, he told me that within a month, you would be able to give up your heart and be willing to be his person. Of course, I would not question it. When we were both in Sirui, I have long known his ability to conquer people's hearts. I've seen it before."

"In the past few months, I have also encountered some troubles, and my attention has been more or less distracted. I only know that you entered the Qiu family in Yu Jian's place, and everything went as smoothly as he planned, so I didn't pay much attention."

"When I came back to my senses, he asked me with a troubled face, 'He really likes me? Why does he like me and go out with other people? Do you think I should believe it?', can you understand how shocked I was at that time ?”

"On the one hand, I strongly suspect that someone took his body after he smashed his head. On the other hand, I also think that you are really amazing to be able to subdue Fang Yongxin's ten thousand-year-old iron tree."

"I always thought that he would never know what love is in his life. It was only after I met you that I realized that he would also worry about gains and losses, and lose control."

"I'm not going to say that you are responsible... just take pity on him," Bai Jiayu sighed deeply, with unclear worries mixed in his tone.

"If you've never given it, it's okay to say that you gave it and then took it back. He doesn't have the ability to deal with emotional problems in the first place, and he must be desperately trying to get into the horns. If things go on like this... he won't be able to survive."

After speaking, he began to carefully observe the expression of the person in front of him.

Although the wording was a bit exaggerated, considering Fang Yongxin's despondent performance in the past few days, he felt that it was not just an exaggeration.

In the long silence, Guan Yishen just stood there quietly, with mixed emotions on his face.

Just when Bai Jiayu thought that the situation might be stalemate for a longer time, and was about to let him go back alone to think about it first, Guan Yishen moved without warning.

Without saying hello, he turned around and walked towards the door, his tall and straight figure quickly disappeared from sight.

Bai Jiayu raised his eyebrows, with a look of joy in his eyes, looked at the resignation letter in his hand, and threw it into the trash can beside him.

Guan Yi took a deep breath and rushed to the empty tea room, locked the door, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Fang Yongxin's number.

In less than two seconds, the other end was connected.

Without the slightest hesitation, he asked directly: "You are sick, aren't you?"

Fang Yongxin was silent for a long time before he couldn't tell if he was anxious or nervous and said: "Did Bai Jiayu tell you?"

Guan Yi closed his eyes deeply, and when no one else was present, an imperceptible tremor finally appeared in his voice.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Fang Yongxin was silent again.

Guan Yi took a deep breath, tried his best to calm the turbulent waves in his head, and uttered all the questions that had been surging in his head for many times.

"On the day you confessed, I asked you if you liked me too. You answered, give you some time, you should be able to learn. I felt strange at the time. What to learn? Like to learn? It turns out...you really You have to learn to know.”

Fang Yongxin seemed to grasp the point in an instant, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I kept you a secret again."

Guan Yi bit his lower lip deeply, and finally couldn't help asking: "Then have you learned it now?"

Slow breathing came from the radio frequency, and they were speechless. After a while, a weak and tired answer sounded from the other end: "I don't know."

Guan Yi twitched the corner of his mouth silently, revealing a smile that really did.

"I've always thought that our relationship has come to a dead end, but in fact, the most likely situation is that from the beginning to the end, only I like you wishfully, and your kindness to me is the result of your studies, and Isn't it because you like me too?"

Fang Yongxin didn't seem to be able to hear what he said. As soon as he finished speaking, his breathing rate became rapid. It was extremely rare that even his lips and teeth began to tangle.

"No, no, I don't know what love is. Before I met you, I never felt it. But I want to like you, and I want to treat you well, especially, but I can't overcome it for a while. Give me more I have a little time, I must...cough, cough cough..."

A severe cough cut off the unfinished words.

Once, twice, three times, the phone seemed to be taken away, but I could still hear the forbearance and the suspicious voice in my throat.

Guan Yishen's face changed slightly: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay..." Fang Yongxin answered quickly, even hiding his possible weakness properly. Such a cover-up made Guan Yishen even more worried.

At that second, there was an urge to run to visit the other party immediately, but in the end it was restrained, the lips opened and closed, and only said a dry sentence.

"Take a good rest and pay attention to your body."

Fang Yongxin responded, and after deliberating for a while, he asked in a low and hoarse voice, very cautiously.

"Don't leave, okay? Don't leave the capital, I will change it, I will change it. Trust me again...for the last time."

The man who used to be so estranged and controlled all his love affairs has long since disappeared. It seems that Guan Yishen's willingness to make this phone call is already an unexpected surprise, and he dare not ask for anything else.

"Okay, I won't go."

Guan Yishen's tone was very calm, although his eyes were a little reddened, with an indescribable sadness seeping through, even he himself didn't know what he was sad about.

He only knew that Fang Yongxin, who was not as powerful and indifferent as he imagined, and who grasped the overall situation, would never intentionally force the relationship between them to the current situation.

What does he care about with a patient?How can someone who doesn't even know how to like someone know how to maintain trust?

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