dance to tune

When he saw the first diary entry, he couldn't help recalling his childhood.I seem to have forgotten when I started learning dance.But the vague impressions in his memory were compared with each diary entry, which made him understand instantly.The child Ye Yun wrote about is him, and Ye Yun knew him 15 years ago and was the first teacher to teach him dance.The one who brought him into a different world.

Continue to flip back, and there are many photos posted inside, all of which are photos of him participating in the dance competition. Although it is only a silhouette from a distance, the self in the photo is so vivid.

Unknowingly, I fell into the memory. At that time, he was very young and very playful.He didn't remember anything at all, and it seemed natural to forget Ye Yun.After all, we only had two months together.However, that was the person who planted his dream, but he forgot.

Thinking of the old man saying that Ye Yun started teaching students dance five years ago, the time in the diary is relative.He lost his dream, Ye Yun continued his dream.

However, no matter how deeply Ye Yun has feelings for him.What is it to him, a person who only remembers as a child?

Ye Yun said: "I miss you."

The weight of this sentence can be seen from the written diary and the carefully pasted photos on the diary.So deep feelings just for him.He doesn't think it's worth it.He's so bad it doesn't shine anymore.Why do you still do this to him?Too much emotion for him to bear.He was afraid of being vulnerable enough to cry.Afraid of being hurt, I can't help but hurt myself.

Lowering his eyes, he put the diary back into the distance and closed the drawer.

He already knew what he should know, but he felt extremely pressured.Ye Yun pestered him for no reason, because he liked him.Been liked by a man who has no memory for 15 years and he doesn't feel anything.How could Ye Yun endure such unequal feelings?How to watch him from a distance every time he plays to ease his longing?

He covered his face with his hands.Chaos.Inexplicable feelings flowed in, it was Ye Yun's loneliness that he felt from his perspective.Rubbing the diary every day, I miss him.

Ye Yun planted a dream for him, Ye Yun was gone, and her dream was also shattered at that time.

At that time, how much he wished that there was someone who could comfort him, how much he wished that there was someone who could accompany him.However, no one.

And now he is haunted by a ghost who loves him, what should he do?

Tears dripped down his hands covering his cheeks.He didn't care if the lights in the room were turned off, he could only let the tears flow down.Recalling the feeling of despair at that time, intertwined with the feeling of powerlessness.Can only cry non-stop.

Ye Yun put his arms around his shoulders, and he turned his head and rubbed into the other's arms, as if he had relied on him when he was a child.Sobbing tremblingly, "...teacher...what should I do...teacher...teacher..."

Ye Yun raised his head to look at him, wiped away his tears, and the tears flowed out again.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaofeng, I won't hurt you. Don't be afraid."

Hammered the other person's chest, and continued to whimper, "You scared me in the park... you scared me in the bathroom... you scared me so many times..."

Ye Yun's tone softened a lot, and he apologized, "I didn't mean to scare you, I'm a ghost, you're a human. I don't know how to appear in front of you. I want to see you. I really want to see you. "

The arms around him tightened even more, "I have watched you grow up for so many years, but I dare not look for you. I am used to looking at you from afar and missing you. But, I only realized when I died. What a stupid act. I can't see you for the last time. I can't tell you how I feel. Even wandering souls can't come to you. I can't bear that kind of despair. Fortunately, you came to see me, I'm so happy. Really. Xiaofeng, if you don't come to Q City, I won't be able to hold you like I am now in this life."

"..." He cried and couldn't make any answer, he could only close his eyes and listen.

"Xiaofeng, don't dislike me, don't hate me."

……

He babbled a lot, but he couldn't remember clearly.Tired of crying, the pressure has been relieved a lot.Being hugged by the other party in the quilt to sleep.I touched my swollen and swollen eyes and fell asleep.