The Deepest Color of the Night

Gu Yuan lived in the Gu family's mansion.

No one has an obvious reason to ask him to leave. After all, Gu Mingzong has just passed away, the will has not yet been announced, and the dangerous undercurrent of the group's top management is still lurking below the water's surface; The final result of the dispute.

The most direct reason was that Fang Jin had no intention of driving him away.

Fang Jin's spirit is not good, and he often stays quietly without speaking, like a quiet, silent and graceful statue.But after careful observation, Gu Yuan found that his complexion seemed to be a little better, it seemed that he was forced to eat and drink by himself these days, and the haggardness a while ago was caused by excessive mourning.

——Excessive mourning.

When this word appeared in Gu Yuan's mind, a prickly pain also emerged, as if a poisonous snake spitting out a bright red letter was tightly wrapped around the heart.

He thought he could face all this with a disdainful and contemptuous attitude, but only when things came to a head did he realize that the deeper feeling was unwillingness.

Unwillingness mixed with embarrassment and jealousy.

After the farce in which Gu's parents brought people to block the mourning hall, all the worshipers disappeared without a trace.In addition, Fang Jin dismissed most of the servants and guards, the Gu family has never been quieter these days, and there is often no one in the empty garden.

When the afternoon was sunny and sunny, Gu Yuan wrapped Fang Jin in a snow-white blanket, and carried him to the garden to bask in the sun.

In Gu Yuan's arms, Fang Jin always fell into a coma very quickly. He closed his eyes defenselessly, his lips were slightly opened, and his sleeping profile was peaceful and peaceful; Gu Yuan didn't even know how he could be so numb, so Docile, as if the violent ravages and injuries, painful moans and tears in the middle of the night had never happened, as long as he was satisfied with venting, he could lean back obediently again with scars all over his body.

Just like a small animal kicked and kicked by someone venting their anger, they will struggle in fear and run away screaming in pain.But after the owner has vented his calmness, it will rub back cautiously and full of trust.

Is it because of... the so-called feelings?

Or is Gu Mingzong dead, anyway, he has nothing to rely on and can only accept his fate?

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That day Gu Yuan had something to go out and didn't eat at home at noon, the first thing he did after returning in the afternoon was to find Fang Jin.I saw that Fang Jin was actually sleeping on the recliner where he was usually taken to, and wrapped himself in the warm white wool blanket. The sun shone through the treetops and sprinkled on his closed eyelids, and the ends of the eyelashes were like Light the broken gold.

Gu Yuan didn't expect that when he wasn't at home, he would obey his daily routine when he was at home, so he couldn't help being a little dazed.

He squatted down and looked at Jin's sleeping face above the couch.

Fang Jin's breath is even, his brows are relaxed, he seems to be immersed in a peaceful and peaceful dream, and he has no defense against his surroundings; the tips of his hair are a bit long, hanging on the tip of his snow-white ears, and slightly undulating with his breathing, like Black and soft as silk soaked in oil.

Gu Yuan didn't blink his eyes, and after a long time, he approached him as if possessed, and pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips.

——Gentle and tender, careful.

It's like a sudden heartbeat in the world of sympathy.

Fang Jin was awakened just as he got up.

He stretched comfortably, opened his eyes, and slowly focused his sight after a few seconds of slack, and suddenly raised his head to look at Gu Yuan in a little panic.

"..."

The two looked at each other for a moment, Gu Yuan's face against the light was unclear, while Fang Jin's upturned face was still blank and innocent.

Gu Yuan suddenly took half a step back, then turned around and left.

His leather shoes strode across the grass, making a rustling sound, and the hem of his suit jacket billowed in the wind.At that moment, his expression was cold and indiscriminate, but the aura around him was so cold that people dare not approach him. A servant happened to pass by and saw him, and he took a few steps back in a panic.

Gu Yuan walked into the hall and slammed the door shut.

There are few people in the Gu family now, and the news of his anger can reach the ears of his subordinates at night.Everyone would think that a conflict broke out between him and Vice President Fang, and they left after arguing in the garden.

But only he himself knows that is not called running away in anger, that is called fleeing in despair.

—if there was any anger in it, it was directed at himself.

Gu Yuan climbed up the stairs, passed the floor-to-ceiling picture frame at the corner, and saw his embarrassed figure in the mirror.

After going through so many things, he thought that he could finally treat Fang Jin as a precious object or a beautiful pet, and he could enjoy conquering that weak body to his heart's content, enjoying the absolute strength brought by power, and the ultimate of being a winner However, when he watched Fang Jin just now, he was like a young man who fell in love for the first time, his heart was pounding, his tongue was dry and he couldn't speak.

This person who gave him so much stimulation and humiliation, stepped his sincerity into the mud time and time again, and turned away mercilessly time and time again.

When he arrived in Hong Kong from the sea, he was sent for rescue covered in blood, and woke up alone in the ward at night.

When he wandered around in various countries in Southeast Asia for several years, he licked blood with bullets and bullets, and dreamed countless times in the middle of the night, and saw a cold crescent moon outside the window.

He just wants to take revenge on this person with all his hatred in the form of violence and humiliation. Seeing him regretting, seeing him pleading, watching him crying and kneeling in the mud and stretching out his hand to him, he feels more than he did before. Ten times a hundred times the pain and despair.

——However, Fang Jin did nothing.

He even fell asleep innocently and ignorantly in front of Gu Yuan, the sun shone on him, as if casting circles of halo; all the beautiful words in the world can be added to the quiet grass at this moment, the warm breeze, And the figure sleeping peacefully in the shade.

Gu Yuan knew that he was actually the one who had the upper hand, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could easily choke off that snow-white and fragile neck.

But at that moment, he suddenly realized that nothing had changed.

From the moment he took out the dark blue velvet ring box, from the moment he asked you to be my partner in life, no matter how the world changes and how their status changes, the posture between them has never changed.

Fang Jin was always sitting, while he was always kneeling, holding a bright red heart picked up from the dirt countless times in both hands.

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That night Gu Yuan tossed extraordinarily hard.He turned Fang Jin over and pressed him on the bed, and entered deeply from behind. His hand was so strong that it left several bruised finger marks on his side waist; His eyes were filled with tears that could break at the touch of a finger.

Those tears made Gu Yuan feel irritable, although his body was very refreshed, but there was a suffocating pain in his heart.

After a few minutes, he finally got out of bed, opened the wardrobe drawer, and took out a black tie from it.The moment he closed the drawer, he suddenly saw something out of the corner of his eye. Looking carefully, it turned out that one of the rows of tie boxes was padded with dark blue suede, and on it was a ring worn on a silver chain.

——It was the pair of engagement rings he took out back then.

Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and in an instant the thought was that you put it here, and then an indescribable sourness filled his mouth.

He picked up the ring and went back to the bed, without saying a word, pressed him down regardless of Fang Jin's resistance, and covered his eyes with a tie—it just happened to be loose enough not to hurt his eyes, but to ensure a little Not even light can penetrate.Then he forcibly pulled away Fang Jin's bruised and purple inner thigh, inserted his painfully hard desire into it again, and let out a long and comfortable breath in an instant.

However, Fang Jin acted like he was going crazy, and desperately stretched out his hands to pull the tie: "Gu Yuan! Gu Yuan, don't!"

When he became terrified, his insides were extremely tight, and Gu Yuan was so excited that he pulled his hand away and suppressed him without even thinking about it.Who would have thought that Fang Jin, somehow getting the strength, broke free from the shackles, and pulled the tie on his eyes again.

During the chaos, Gu Yuan couldn't suppress it several times. He rushed to the top of his head angrily, grabbed Fang Jin's thin wrist and picked up his own belt, and tied his hands to the bedside. "You give me peace of mind!"

As soon as the voice came out, Fang Jin seemed to be quiet for a moment, but when Gu Yuan pressed him on the bed sheet and inserted him from behind, he suddenly couldn't restrain himself from screaming: "——No! Gu Yuan, Gu Yuan I beg you! Let me see you! Gu Yuan!—”

The struggle could be described as brutal. His knees rubbed against the sheets, his wrists twisted desperately, and the belt immediately got deep into his flesh.Gu Yuan's eyes were sharp, and he suddenly caught a glimpse of the place where the wrist was rubbed with the belt. Blood was leaking out. He immediately grabbed him, untied the belt, and slapped him on the arm: "What the hell are you doing?!"

There was a soft slap, Fang Jin didn't dare to move, but his whole body was still trembling violently, even his teeth were clucking because of the violent trembling.Gu Yuan grabbed his hand and took a closer look, only to see that Fang Jin's skin was thin, his wrist bones were scratched by the belt, and there was only a little blood stain, which disappeared after wiping dry.

Even so, Gu Yuan was still extremely furious, he didn't know where the violent anger came from, he just felt that the nerves all over his body were burning and tense, and the hot hurricane whizzed through every inch of his blood vessels.

Without saying a word, he hugged Fang Jin, made him kneel on the messy big bed, pressed his face and leaned towards his swollen desire; this posture would inevitably make Fang Jin's hand fall on the bed sheet , In order to avoid aggravating the sprain, Gu Yuan firmly grasped his wrist and hung it in the air, forcing him to support his elbow on his strong thigh.

However, Fang Jin kept struggling, trying his best to take off the tie covering his eyes, while turning his face to avoid the fishy and iron-hard organ, at the same time, he pursed his lips tightly, and his whole body trembled violently because he was suppressing sobs.

"Hold me!" Gu Yuan was very irritable due to the unresolved pain of desire, and pinched Fang Jin's chin to keep him from moving: "Otherwise I'll fuck you until dawn, do you believe it? Hmm?"

Fang Jin gritted his teeth tightly, his face was a little distorted due to the pain - this pinch suddenly made Gu Yuan feel that something was wrong, the whole face under his hand was cold, full of water.

Gu Yuan snapped out his hand to turn on the light, only to see that the tie covering Fang Jin's face had been completely soaked into deep black, and tears continuously oozed out from under the fabric, and even flowed down his chin in strings.

This situation is not right, the tears flow too fast, which may cause problems with the eye nerves.Gu Yuan's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately took off his tie and threw it away, only to see that Fang Jin couldn't even open his eyes, his eyelashes were full of water, his thin eyelids were flushed from crying; and his trachea twitched due to forced suppression, He couldn't make a sound at all, and his whole chest convulsed for a few seconds, which was a sharp blow.

Gu Yuan's hands and feet felt cold instantly.

He has seen too much blood and death, and watched others die in front of his eyes more than once, but it was the first time he felt such a bone-chilling chill and fear.

——Fortunately, he still knew how to deal with it. He immediately put Fang Jin on the big bed, straddled him for artificial respiration and extracorporeal heart massage, and then kept massaging the acupoints around his eyes and nose.After a few minutes like this, Fang Jin finally let out a trembling and hoarse whimper, and the choked breath was finally exhaled from his chest.

Gu Yuan just let go, and felt his back dripping with sweat.

It was all cold sweat.

Things have come to this point, no matter how much Gu Yuan wants to do it, he can't do it anymore.He lay sideways beside Fang Jin, only to see Fang Jin's snow-white body was completely naked, deeply sunk in the sheets and quilt, convulsing and trembling at a frequency visible to the naked eye; it was really unstoppable, his whole body was in excessive fear In the softness at the end, I couldn't even raise my hand to cover my face, only tears fell down violently.

Desperate whimpers sounded out one after another, which made people feel as uncomfortable as being pinched.

Gu Yuan froze for a while, thinking why, just because he was blindfolded to prevent him from seeing?

Are you so afraid?

"I'm just... just kidding, why are you so excited?" Gu Yuan paused, and then added: "If you don't like it, just don't get caught next time, okay?"

Fang Jin didn't look at him, just hid under the quilt, curling himself into a ball.

Gu Yuan forcibly picked him up, and kissed his forehead, sideburns, and cold and wet cheeks like coaxing a child.There were so many tears that his mouth was full of salty taste, and the bitterness spread straight to the bottom of his heart along the taste buds.

"...Hey," Gu Yuan picked up the silver chain from the bedside table, pulled Fang Jin to make him look up, and motioned him to look at the ring on the chain: "Don't cry, have you seen this?"

Fang Jin's red eyes widened in an instant, and he reached out to snatch the ring, but Gu Yuan withdrew his hand: "Didn't you say you lost it? You didn't know where to throw it, and you couldn't find it, right?"

"..." Fang Jin mumbled something, because his throat was hoarse and it was difficult to hear clearly, and then he tried his best to say two words: "...give it to me!"

Gu Yuan made a gesture to put away the ring, and said coldly: "It's not yours in the first place, I'm going to take it back."

"Give it to me!" Fang Jin yelled out loud, and that voice actually showed strong panic.

Gu Yuan was suppressed, and caught off guard, Fang Jin staggered to his feet, almost desperately came over to break his hand, snatched the ring back; because he moved too fast, his elbow even hit the head of the bed, With a muffled sound, even Gu Yuan felt the head of the bed tremble.

He stood up like lightning, and saw that Fang Jin didn't even cry out in pain, and immediately clenched the hand holding the ring into a fist, like a small animal that knew it was futile but still desperately resisting, quickly retreated to the foot of the bed, staring at him vigilantly .

Gu Yuan narrowed his eyes, "...Didn't you lose it?"

Fang Jin didn't answer, he stuck to the corner of the bed, biting the corner of his white mouth tightly.

——An absurd thought flashed across Gu Yuan's mind, if Fang Jin was forced to hand over the ring now, would he panic so much that he stuffed the ring in his mouth and swallowed it?

No, it's impossible, he doesn't pay much attention to this thing at all.

Such a strong reaction is more likely to be a stressful behavior after the severe stimulation just now.

Although he knew this was the case intellectually, but emotionally, Gu Yuan felt terrified. The scene of Fang Jin's sudden collapse because of excessive fear seemed to be still in front of his eyes.He slightly relaxed the muscles in his whole body, looked straight into Fang Jin's eyes and backed away until he left enough safe distance for the other party, then said lightly: "It doesn't matter, you can keep it if you want, anyway, you just put it in the closet It's just inside."

Fang Jin nestled in the corner of the bed without saying a word.

Gu Yuan sneered, turned off the bedside lamp and lay down under the quilt, saying in the dark, "I'm too lazy to take it back."

He closed his eyes, waited silently for a long time, and finally heard Fang Jinsi slowly come back, lifted a corner of the quilt opposite and lay down in it.

The bed is very big, Gu Yuan knows that this position is still some distance away from him.He also had the patience and lay still for a long time like a wild beast lurking, and finally the other party's vigilant and shallow breathing slowly turned into deep and long, and he couldn't resist the drowsiness and fell asleep.

This is also normal, he was not in good spirits, and he was tortured for most of the night tonight.

Gu Yuan waited for a while, until Fang Jin fell asleep, then got up quietly, and carried him back to the middle of the big bed.

It is probably useless to know that it is useless to hide any more, the ring is still tightly held in Fang Jin's palm.It took a long time for Gu Yuan to induce him to loosen his fingers, took out the ring with the silver chain, looked at it for a moment in the dark, and carefully put it on Fang Jin's neck.

...is it just a stress response?

Or is it really urgent that you want to keep this pair of rings?

The docile and silent Fang Jin looked at him with a little panic under the starlight, happily cooking and tidying up the house, instructing him to taste the salt and light, use chopsticks, etc. Fang Jin who slapped him on the back of his hand and told him to wash his hands before eating...and finally Fang Jin who turned away indifferently on the sea surface without looking at him again.

Maybe... At least he still likes me a little bit.

Leaving aside power, status and money, apart from all the betrayals, you actually like me a little bit, right?

Gu Yuan was lost in thought, and in a trance, he suddenly remembered the pair of Ping Xinyu holding fingers, and his slightly warm heart was instantly extinguished by the ice and snow.

He sighed silently, wiped away the cold tears on Fang Jin's cheeks little by little, and lowered his head to imprint a long and thin kiss.