i thought he didn't love me

, You said, you know me so well and give me advice, why don’t you understand this, don’t understand, how much I love you...

In October, Yangcheng Lake hairy crabs are at their most plump.

Taking Zhang Yixing's birthday as an excuse, Wu Yifan airlifted a large number of hairy crabs and invited a large number of idle boys and buddies to prepare a crab feast.

The news of Wu Shixun and Lu Han's breakup had already spread throughout City B more than a month ago. After being passed around as an explosive news in the circle of friends such as Young Master and Miss, now only the ashes of the explosion are left, and no one mentions it.

After all, Wu Shixun seems to be very affectionate with his new lover, and the two of them never separate on any occasion, but someone who was hurt by Lu Han's poisonous tongue, gloated and ran to Wu Shixun to speak ill of Lu Han, thinking that he could vent his anger and please him Oh Se-hoon is uncertain.

But Wu Shixun always looked at him three meters away with a cold look.

For more than a month, Lu Han suffered from insomnia every night, with deep dark circles under his eyes, and even bought cosmetics that only girls use to cover them up, but outside, he is always beautiful.

During the week of the breakup, Luhan scolded himself as cheap while waiting for Sehun's call, but Sehun didn't have a call or a text message to explain, so he told Luhan clearly with his actions that he should not contact him when they broke up.

Luhan can only occasionally see pictures of him on Weibo or Moments updated by their mutual friends, because they are not the main shooters, so Luhan can only stare through the screen to see him and his new love , sweet and sweet, kind and loving.

Then my heart was so sour that I could pour out two bottles of vinegar.

When the two dated, because of Luhan's personality, he was strong-tempered and bad-tempered, and he didn't show weakness to those princes and buddies who were little emperors at home and were bowed and greeted when they went out, so although Luhan also participated Wu Shixun's gatherings, but the number of rejections accounted for half of them, and Wu Shixun's new love was present almost every time. I am afraid that in the eyes of Wu Shixun's friends, this new love is much more suitable for Wu Shixun than himself.

Luhan was lying on the sofa without socks, the cold cowhide made him curl up into a ball, no one cared about whether he would catch a cold.

Lu Han often flicked his phone screen and thought, Wu Shixun used to be so kind to him, so good, but now, the people around Wu Shixun are not him, and the person who replaced him is too dazzling, dazzling enough to make people stop Can't stop crying.

Therefore, losing is much more difficult than never having it, Oh Sehun, how could you let me experience happiness and throw me back from heaven to hell.

Are you so cruel that you don't even feel sorry for it?

Well, Lu Han rubbed his eyes, resigned himself to his fate, was too stupid, so now he still thinks that he will feel sorry for himself, but how could it be, how could he still like himself.

For Zhang Yixing's birthday, Zhang Yixing wanted to invite Lu Han very much, but Wu Yifan was the host, and Wu Shixun would definitely come. The expected embarrassing scene made Zhang Yixing face a difficult situation.

But Luhan, as if he had already expected Zhang Yixing's difficulties, took the initiative to find Zhang Yixing, not for anything else, he was in City B, and he had only one friend.

It was not too difficult to choose a gift. A Gucci black and gray wool scarf should match Zhang Yixing's complexion very well.

Although Zhang Yixing is only one of Wu Yifan's lovers, Wu Yifan has always been relentless when it comes to spending money on his own people, and even chose the Yunding restaurant in Dynasty Hotel for his lover's birthday.

When Luhan entered the restaurant, the waiter smiled and took the coat he took off. The people who were sitting around the two tables playing mahjong all looked at him with interest, probably to see how haggard he looked, or to Seeing whether his calculating temper would directly quarrel with Wu Shixun later.

Luhan ignored these gazes, walked straight up to Zhang Yixing, handed him the wrapped gift, and said happy birthday.

Zhang Yixing is sitting next to Wu Yifan, watching him play cards. Zhang Yixing doesn't know how to play mahjong, poker, or any form of entertainment. He only likes to read books and watch movies. He can't understand the cards that Wu Yifan is making, so he never deals them out. In a word, quietly accompany Wu Yifan.

Sitting opposite Wu Yifan was Wu Shixun.

Still looking like a handsome nobleman, Xinhuan even sat directly on his lap, a slender boy who was half a head shorter than him, with neat bangs, looked at him with a blushing face when he was talking, which was very cute.

This is not the first time that Lu Han has seen Wu Shixun's new love, but the first time he has seen him so closely, he is really exquisite, with fair skin, big eyes, straight nose bridge, small oval face, and the blush on his cheeks is obvious He wanted to tell the world how much he liked the person who held him in his arms.

Just a little worse than himself, Luhan defined it in his heart, but the type is really different from his own.

That way of looking at Wu Shixun shyly, I must not be able to learn it.

Could it be that Wu Shixun cheated because of his name?Then he has been with me for more than two years...

No wonder girls like to make up, and they are willing to spend money on expensive cosmetics. The foundation not only covers the dark circles and weak complexion, but even covers the paleness at the second after seeing Wu Shixun whispering intimately with his new lover.

In his heart, he obviously wanted to rush up and scold people, tear them apart, and then Gougou pointed at Wu Shixun and came back obediently, but it was impossible, the person in his heart had changed, and he had no attraction or value to him at all, even now He died, and Wu Shixun would not shed a single tear.

The more thoroughly I know this fact, the more uncomfortable it is. The person I love doesn't love me, it's the most abusive thing.

I haven't eaten a good meal in the past few days, and every time I am so hungry that I remember that the instant noodles in the cupboard have not been finished, so I boiled water to soak them to wrap my stomach.

This time, when he was angry, his stomach started to tantrum and hurt, as if his intestines were churning and hurting, his face was still intact but he frowned unconsciously, and immediately turned his face to the side where no one was around, although that person didn't care anymore, but Lu Han But I don't want to feel like I'm playing tricks like this.

Of course, not using it is also because it is not applicable.

It's not in his heart anymore, even if it hurts to death, it won't make him worry at all.

There was a row of sofas next to the two mahjong tables full of people, and only one teenager was sleeping there. Lu Han walked over to occupy the other side of the sofa, and Zhang Yixing got up to greet him.

"What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?" Zhang Yixing asked a little reservedly. When he saw Luhan frowning, he was actually afraid that something he was worried about would happen, but he couldn't ask directly, so he changed the way of asking.

"It's okay, but my stomach is a little uncomfortable. It should be because I have been hungry for too long. There are many things at the beginning of the month. The company worked overtime for two days. Today I was so busy that I didn't eat lunch, and I was a little tired."

These are all facts, Luhan did not lie to his only friend, but only concealed part of the reasons why he was not easy to speak.

Zhang Yixing nodded, "Then I'll tell Wu Yifan to start the meeting earlier."

Zhang Yixing was about to leave when Luhan stopped him, "It's okay, they are having fun now, there is no need to start the meeting early for me, but Yixing, can you help me find the waiter for two stomach medicines?"

Zhang Yixing looked at Lu Han worriedly, but was urged softly by Lu Han to get the medicine.

Nuoda's Genting restaurant only had two mahjong tables in the middle, it seemed that Wu Yifan really had money and no place to spend, and he even booked it for his birthday, but considering the identities of their group, it seemed that it was necessary.

Lu Han glanced at the paintings on the wall, unexpectedly they were not from famous artists, but the works of modern Chinese cutting-edge painters, Lu Han was about to take a closer look, but felt that a trace of his eyes always swept over him from time to time.

When he was looking for the past, that person kissed the young man's lips fiercely.

It's a very dazzling picture, Luhan's breath is stagnant, Wu Shixun deliberately wants to embarrass himself in front of outsiders, or he can't help but burn himself to steal some small benefits, Luhan can't stand this scene anymore, Anyway, in Wu Shixun's heart, he is a person with a small belly, so he didn't take this little face, and directly caught up with Zhang Yixing, and went to the waiter to get the medicine by himself.

Generally, there are cold or stomach medicines that are always available in hotels, the waiter brought a glass of warm water, Lu Han said thank you, after taking the medicine, he didn’t rush back, but went to the bathroom, closed the door and slowly collapsed.

God knows, he still loves Wu Shixun so much, but he has already lost him.

Chapter 2

During the period, Zhang Yixing called and saw that Lu Han hadn’t come to ask him what was going on. Lu Han went to the restroom on the lower floor of Yunding Restaurant, so even if Zhang Yixing went to the restroom, he would not be able to find him.

Lu Han said that he remembered that he didn't take his things in the car, so he went down to get his things, and he will come up immediately.

Zhang Yixing didn't doubt it, he just said mahjong was over, and he would have dinner soon and asked Lu Han to come up early.

His eyes are swollen from crying, unlike dark circles that can be covered up, Lu Han took out the gold-rimmed glasses and put them on, at least they can cover up a little, and won't see the traces of crying just now at first sight.

Back at the restaurant, everyone was already seated. Countless dishes of delicious food were placed on the two round tables. The seat next to Zhang Yixing was empty, obviously reserved for him. Luhan walked over quickly and sat down.

"Why are you wearing glasses?"

"I've used my eyes too much these past few days, and I feel a little uncomfortable. My glasses are red from wearing contact lenses. I just went down to get my glasses."

Zhang Yixing cared a few more words, and the topic was brought to eating crabs.

Wu Yifan is patiently teaching Zhang Yixing how to peel crabs, and Luhan can’t peel the shells either. This is probably his biggest shortcoming. He never ate crabs when he was young, and city C is an inland city. Crabs are not ordinary people. The regular dishes on the table, and later I can afford crabs, but I have already met Wu Shixun.

The families of sons like Wu Shixun are very particular about food.