i thought he didn't love me

After finally meeting Zou Jing, why did you come to sabotage us?It's fine if you play with me, why do you still play with her? "

It was my fault to fall in love with him first, no matter how he plays with me, no matter how he abandons me and hurts me, I admit it.

But Zou Jing, I finally had the possibility of falling in love, and finally reassured my parents, why...he is so cruel...

He squeezed my chin to force me to look him directly, "You love her so much?"

The cold and angry voice gave me a chill, "Love..."

Love her?

Before I finished my words, his lips moved closer, with wind in his body, he pressed me against me and bit me fiercely.

My heart was sore, I couldn't stand it anymore, and tears flowed down my face.

His face was wet with tears, and he let go of me, looking somber.

"Wu Yifan, please let me go, don't play me anymore, I just want to live a normal life, you know my parents are not in good health, I don't want them to worry about me, I have to find someone to marry If you have a baby, don't come here to destroy it again, I've never been sorry to you, why...why don't you let me go..."

Wu Yifan laughed lightly, his voice trembling, "Zhang Yixing, so you still don't know, I'm not playing tricks on you."

He stretched out his big hand and gently wiped away the tears on my face, "I have done so many things, if you knew, would you still think I was playing with you?"

I looked at Wu Yifan puzzled, his expression became very lonely, "I really failed too, loving someone made him think that I was just playing with him all the time."

Love? !

Wu Yifan, it can't be...

【Extra】Five

The word love never appeared in my relationship with him.

But it's very strange, it's not the first time I've heard such a fantasy that he loves me.

When I was with him for half a year, one day I went to the office to find him. His secretary, a woman with a good figure like a supermodel, brought me a cup of coffee. Her face, which was as beautiful as an angel, did not With such a kind heart as an angel, his contemptuous eyes are unrestrained.

She said, how can someone like you have the nerve to stay by his side?

I heard Wu Yifan's friends talk about his secretary in an envious tone. Before I met the real person, I just looked up to the gold-edged penis. With such a provocative face, in her eyes, I am indeed the kind of person who wants nothing, so I smiled awkwardly and took it as a response.

But she was not forgiving, taking advantage of Wu Yifan having a video conference in the office and having no time to talk to me, she simply looked down at me, inspected me from head to toe and then clicked her tongue twice.

"Do you know how annoying you are? You want to have no looks, no body, and you are always pestering him, and he still loves you so much. I really, I really don't know where I lost!" She said As he spoke, he became excited, "He hired me with a monthly salary of [-] yuan. I never wavered in the past. I followed him wholeheartedly. I slept with him, but I still didn't have any status. He was still very cold to me outside. Where did I compare to him?" Not with you? Just because you are a man?"

The first time we met, I saw a beautiful woman going crazy, I really wanted to go up and tell her, you misunderstood, he didn't love me, he didn't even like me, I was pestering him, he just didn't reject me out of kindness, But I didn't say anything, I'm afraid that saying so would be just another demonstration in the eyes of the jealous woman.

Wu Yifan and I were connected by "love", and that was the only time I thought it was a woman's jealousy. Naturally, no matter how stupid I was, I would never think that if I said it from him, I would believe it.

After all, to make the game more fun, some malicious or unintentional lies are necessary, I sighed deeply.

"It's so fun to tease me? Make you so happy?" I didn't give him a chance to speak, and continued, "Wu Yifan, what do you guys think? Do you think that if you are rich and capable, I must follow you?" Go back? Do you think that if you say a few words to scare me, I will believe it, and you think that after being humiliated by you in public, I haven't paid attention to it?"

No matter how stupid and good-tempered I am, I will still be angry. How could he think that I would believe him when he said a few hypocritical sweet words.

"Anyway, you should hurry back to City B. It's not good to be so tense during the New Year's Eve. I won't be able to pay you back the money you brought to my house. Don't worry, I'll find a job after the New Year. I will pay you back slowly."

He had a dark face, which was originally very serious when he didn't smile, but now it was even more terrifying, making people feel that he would explode in the next second.

I didn't want to stay for a long time, and I was afraid that I didn't speak so absolutely, and I didn't express my attitude. Before I opened the door and got off the car, I turned around and looked at him who was the brightest in the dark. soft.

"Wu Yifan." I called him, and he raised his head slowly, such a beautiful scene might be the last time we meet, I have to remember his face well, maybe in the dead of night, I will think of him.

"You said you love me, so there are so many people coming and going around you, do you love them too?"

I don't know his definition of love. Anyway, it must be different from my definition of love. Even treating me so carelessly can be called love in his eyes. Then... Maybe that love is not just Just for me.

"No." He answered quickly.

"Don't lie to me, don't you have any? There are so many people, so many people who are related to you, don't you feel nothing?"

If this is the case, then his life is really boring, and he only goes to bed with random people who don't feel it?

Sure enough, he was silent.

Then I know the answer.

"Your love is actually not that precious. No matter who you are, you may have had it. It lasts for a second or after the love or at a certain time, so I am not special. It may be because I brought it up. You just broke up with Zou Jing, so you are brooding about it, so you came to me to have fun, like today, if you didn’t say later that you just wanted me to see her true face to Zou Jing, I would have thought you fell in love with her gone."

Wu Yifan looked at me with deep eyes, and for the first time I read so many emotions from his eyes, reluctance, sadness, disappointment, until the corner of his mouth curled into a smile, "I see, you can go."

After tossing and tossing for so long, this time, it's really goodbye.

I got out and his car disappeared into the night.

There is a sense of relief, but it is more sad.

Thinking of not having him anymore is very disappointing.

It was lonely to think that he would no longer appear in my life.

But there is no turning back, life has always been a one-way street that can only go forward, at this moment, I sincerely hope that he can find the only person he loves, and live a good life.

Wu Yifan left, Zou Jing asked me for his phone number, she said very bluntly, saying that it is impossible for us two, I am too unmotivated, I am not good enough for her, of course I know it is impossible, after seeing her despise me After my appearance, although I am eager to find a girlfriend to reassure my parents, I am not so cheap that I am not picky about anyone.

I said I didn't know Wu Yifan's phone number, she looked at me suspiciously, "Impossible, you are friends, Zhang Yixing, you are not so mean, I just don't get along with you, you have to stop me from talking to him happy?"

I used to be a teacher, and the students were kind by nature. I didn't meet anyone with a really bad heart, and I didn't meet too many weirdos. Seeing Zou Jing's sloppy look, I remembered the time when she didn't meet Wu Yifan before. A quiet and rational girl, I really don't know how she pretended to be.

And I really don't know Wu Yifan's phone number. My parents know his phone number in city C, but I don't know his phone number in city B. Not everyone knows it, even if I give Wu Yifan's secretary Call him, that beautiful secretary will not be polite to this kind of woman who is chasing after Wu Yifan.

Zou Jing came to me and made trouble with me a few times, but my parents no longer greeted her with a smile at the beginning. , I don’t know why there was a rumor later that I failed to pursue Zou Jing, and even ruined her relationship with her boyfriend.

After the Chinese New Year, I began to widely cast my resume to find a job. I went to the cram school that my dad mentioned before. They recruited English teachers and math teachers, so there was no room for me.

The position I had hoped for fell through, and the teacher recruitment exam in City C was in mid-May, two and a half months away, so I decided not to give up and continue looking for other jobs.

Guangtou's resume is really effective. Different companies have different working hours after the Chinese New Year, so since the end of February, I have received calls for interviews one after another.

Many of the positions I applied for were still related to my major, such as magazine editors or book editors.

After a few interviews, I got the final notice from the two companies, even on the same day.

I found a barbershop to get a haircut. I had an interview at two o'clock in the afternoon. I was still hesitating which one to go to when I came out of the barbershop in the morning, but before I could hesitate, I received a call from an unfamiliar number.

There was a deep and calm male voice on the other side of the phone, I am Wu Yifan's father.

I knew that I couldn't be seen from the other side, but I kept nodding and bowing to the air.

He came to City C and said he wanted to meet me.

For the interview in the afternoon, I don’t need to worry about which one to go to. I took a taxi to the hotel after eating lunch. Wu Yifan’s father lives in the best hotel in our city. Looking at the door leading to the bright and spacious lobby, he suddenly felt lucky to have his hair done. , fortunately wearing a suit, otherwise the usual