i thought he didn't love me

Jin Zhongren, since he was able to attend Zhang Yixing's birthday party, he must have a very good family background, so Lu Han asked, was it donated by Jin Zhongren who was there to help last week?

Aunt Chen said no, the money was remitted from Mr. Wu, and she didn't know his full name, address, or even whom to write the thank you letter to.

Mr. Wu?Lu Han froze, but he immediately denied the suspicion in his heart. Even when he was dating Wu Shixun, he never mentioned the Home of Love, so after the breakup, it was even more impossible for him to donate money.

Mr. Wu, is that Wu Yifan?Maybe it was Zhang Yixing who went back and told Wu Yifan about this matter, and Wu Yifan donated. After all, the timing is so coincidental, and there are really not many people with the surname Wu.

Luhan asked Auntie Chen some questions about raising dogs before hanging up the phone.

The company that Luhan works for is a foreign company. The headquarter of the China region is in City B, and there is a branch in City S, so he has a good understanding of the northern and southeastern markets and has done a lot. However, in recent years, the western market has gradually emerged. The company So he decided to enter the market by merging a local company in City C. Mergers and acquisitions are not easy, compared to starting a new company, but the speed of entering the market has been greatly accelerated. Luhan went back to City C several times for this matter , the previous few times were due to the preparation before the merger and the follow-up during the merger, and this time because it was necessary to check whether the integration after the merger was in place.

When he returns from a business trip this time, he will take a week off and stay at home, because the end of October is here, and Lu Han's mother's death day is also coming up.

Not at home for a week, no one to take care of Laifu, Zhang Yixing is naturally the first one to recommend himself to take care of Laifu, but he has to go to work, he can't come here every day, and he also dare not suggest to Wu Yifan that Laifu should be taken over to raise him, I had no choice but to drive Luhan and Laifu to the Home of Love and let Aunt Chen take care of Laifu for a week.

Auntie Chen saw that Laifu's operated foot no longer needed the help of pulleys, and her eyes were a little red as she spoke. Lu Han kept talking about Laifu's interesting stories, and Zhang Yixing was envious and wanted to get a dog.

Laifu ran to play with other dogs. Although his speed was still very slow. After all, he had not rested for a long time after the operation, but obviously everyone did not reject him. Probably because the strange wheel was gone. .

Jin Zhongren walked in from the door and greeted Auntie Chen and Zhang Yixing first, then turned to Luhan, "Look, I said we will meet again."

"Zhong Ren, have you met?"

"That's right, brother Yixing, you forgot, on your birthday, and last time I was here, I also met Luhan."

"Well, it was the time we came together last time." Lu Han added.

In fact, Zhang Yixing can't be blamed for this. Originally, at his last birthday party, the people he invited were almost all appointed by Wu Yifan. He just used this name to contact his own friends. To him, Jin Zhongren was just a younger brother he knew, so Can't blame him for not being impressed.

"Brother Luhan, I have something I want to tell you." After Jin Zhongren hesitantly finished speaking, Zhang Yixing smiled, "I happen to have something to ask Auntie Chen."

When Zhang Yixing left, Jin Zhongren said, "Well... on the night of Brother Yixing's birthday, I heard the conversation between you and Chen Yu, so I know the reason why you did it..." Jin Zhongren said while paying attention to Luhan's face Sure enough, Lu Han frowned, and Jin Zhongren quickly added, "I didn't mean to hear it. I heard it when I was smoking next to the bathroom. I wanted to leave, but you know that place, you have to go out." I have to pass the bathroom door, so I..."

Lu Han nodded, "It's okay, I know you didn't eavesdrop on purpose, so don't take it to heart."

"No, no, what I want to say is that because too many people misunderstood you that day, I was a little angry but I told Sehun about it."

Lu Han asked back, "You told Wu Shixun the reason why I hit Chen Yu? Then he...then what did he say."

"He said he knew without saying anything."

Lu Han was very confused. He thought it was okay if Wu Shixun didn't know, anyway, there wouldn't be too many interactions in the future, but he didn't express anything when he knew about it. Or, even if he knew about Chen Yu's exaggerated words, Do you think it's okay?

I think it's okay?

"Oh, I see, thank you for telling me." After Luhan said this without much emotion, he went to find Zhang Yixing. He had an early flight tomorrow, so he had to go back quickly. He packed his luggage and had a good rest. Feeling tired and exhausted.

Chapter 4

The first thing Luhan did when he came back from a business trip in City C was to pick up Laifu, and then bought food for a week, planning to stay at home without going out.

Although autumn at the end of October is not as rainy as summer, but these few days, in Lu Han's heart, it is a cold and humid rainy season.

Laifu seemed to see that the master was in a bad mood, so even though it was sunny outside and he couldn't go out for a lap, he was not angry at all and squatted next to Luhan.

Lu Han nestled under the quilt, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, it started after lunch in the afternoon.

For people who worry about gain and loss in happiness, as long as they have had a little bit of happiness, they will keep recalling the process of recalling happiness and recalling how happiness was lost.

So every year on these days, Luhan would think of the days when he was with his mother when he was a child, when he grew up, he went away to study by himself, and the day when he lost her.

It's self-abuse, but there's nothing you can do about it.

People who have experienced loss probably feel that death is the most terrifying parting, even if they try their best to save it, it is useless.That person is gone, his voice will no longer be heard, his smile will no longer be seen, no one will respond to him, and he will completely disappear in your life. The kind of loneliness goes deep into the bone marrow, accompanied by a sharp increase in longing, and there is no cure. Help, he is gone.

Just after midnight, Luhan finally couldn't take it anymore, quickly put on his clothes and went out.

How long have you been here?The decorative flowers have been changed, so that person is probably in the house, although the windows are dark now, is he asleep?

I really want to be close to him, even if it's just downstairs, it feels ten thousand times better than in my own room. Although he is no longer willing to be his own light, he can still bring a little warmth.

From love to unrequited love, at least he still yearns for it.

The people in the guard room knew Lu Han, and let him in without asking why he came here in the early morning.

Luhan pressed the button on the [-]th floor and got out of the elevator. The apartment Wu Shixun lived in was designed as a separate household on each floor, so Luhan could put down his guard and shrink outside the door without any image.

Dare not knock on the door, dare not make a sound, thinking that the person is inside the door, no matter if he is alone or with someone, as long as he is still there, as long as I come here silently, and I can get closer to him, it will be fine.

At this time, Lu Han is like a hedgehog without thorns, he will not hurt others, he will only put himself extremely low, shrink into a ball, he does not ask for anything else from the world, as long as he cares about people, he can still see , even watching silently is the most satisfying thing.

On a cold night at the end of October, Lu Han only wore a thin coat, the cold air made him sneezed a few times, afraid of waking up the people in the room, even the sneezing was extremely tolerant.

Compared to his empty and cold room, here at least he has some peace of mind. Luhan decided to stay until 6 o'clock tomorrow morning, just to stagger the time when Wu Shixun goes to work.

However, as he wished, the elevator stopped on the twelfth floor with a ding-dong sound, and a slender figure stepped out of the elevator, followed by someone behind him.

Luhan stood up immediately in shock, looking at Wu Shixun and the boy behind him in horror, not Chen Yu.

"What are you doing here?" Wu Shixun's tone was cold and there was a trace of undetectable anger.

"Yes... I'm sorry, I'll go right away." Luhan didn't expect this scene at all, he didn't want to disturb Wu Shixun, he didn't even want to be seen by him, when he got up because he sat for too long, his legs were already stiff, and his body subconsciously He fell forward and was caught in a familiar embrace.

Lu Han immediately pushed him away and supported the wall, "I'm sorry, I'll go right away, I'll go right away."

The contrast between Luhan and usual is too big, he looks pitiful and willing to be bullied, Wu Shixun reached out and grabbed Luhan's hand, and then said to the people behind him, "You go back first."

The boy bit his lip, "I..."

He looked at Wu Shixun with aggrieved and reluctance.

Lu Han knew that he had ruined Wu Shixun's good deed, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you don't want to go, I'll go."

Lu Han still wanted to go up to stop that boy, but Wu Shixun picked him up and opened the door and entered his room.

Familiar smells hit his nostrils, and Lu Han couldn't hold back his tears in an instant.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I really don't want to disturb you, I thought, I thought you were asleep, I didn't expect..."

"Stop talking." Wu Shixun put Luhan on the bed, helped him take off his coat and covered him with a quilt, and went to take a shower by himself.

This home, I thought I would never get in again, I thought I would never have a chance to lie on this bed again, if it was a dream, don't let him wake up.

When Wu Shixun came out of the shower, he saw that Luhan had fallen asleep, with deep dark circles under his eyes and a haggard face, and he stroked his big hand lightly, "Aren't you supposed to be happy? The person who wants revenge is sad because of you, why? And...why don't you take good care of yourself? Lu Han, do you really have a heart?"

If you have the heart, then I... take up a little bit of space?

Holding Luhan in his arms, Wu Shixun also fell into a deep sleep. After two months of breaking up, for the first time, he had no dreams all night.

When Lu Han woke up in the morning, he felt that he was just surrounded by a warm embrace. He suddenly remembered what happened last night, his heart beat faster, and he gently pushed away Wu Shixun's hand to get his own clothes to wear